第三章 离婚入狱,心死如灰

disanzhanglihunruyu,xinsiruhui

guyuanqiaowenyan,dourankanxiangshenmohuan,xiayishichaotazoulai。

xiangqishenmohuanyouduoxuwei,jiaobuyouyingshengshengdunzhu,henzijixianxieyouyicizheletadedao。

tajugaolinxiakanzhenvrenzhandouhuzhufubudemoyang,qiangxinghulvediaoxinzangqiguaidemiantong,jiangzuihouyibazhimingdedaoqinshoutongzaileshenmohuandexinshang。

“shenmohuan,nilianzheizhonghuanghuadoubiandechukou,wozhenshixiaoqiaoleni,nigenbenbupeihuaiwodehaizi。”

lijingsanxiaoshisishiqifenzhong,shoushushidengguangximie,menkaile。

yishengshuo:“bingrendanaojingshouchuangshangguozhong,chuyubukenideshenhunmizhuangtai,kongpaxingbuguolaile......”

shenmohuanzaijuliedetengtongzhongtingdaoleyishengdehua。

erbianwengwengzuoxiang,ruzhuibingku。

yichangchehuo,tachengleqianfusuozhidezuikuihuoshou。

lengyuguohou,bianshishenqiu。

congshenjiarenrenyanxiandedajiaxiaojie,daolangdangruyudemoushafan,zhixuyaoyixizhijian,renrentuoqi。

jingchajieru,congshenmohuandeshoujilichadaolegenzhuangxiawantangdekachesijideduanxinjilu,tashizhushi,shimoushaan。

kachesijirenzui,yikouchengren,shishenmohuanhuaqianzhishizijikaichezhuangren。

zhengjuzaishenmohuanzijideshoujili,taconglaimeifaguozheiyanghuiludeduanxin,xinhunqianzuihounatashoujiderenshixiawantang!

fatingshang,shenmohuanshouzhizhandou。

tangzaiyiyuanbingchuangshanghunmiderencaishizhenxiong,ketabaikoumobian!

shenmohuanbeipanwunianyouqituxing。

fatingguyuanqiaochuxi,quanchengmianwubiaoqing,lengmodebuxiangshitadexinhunzhangfu,shihoudishangyifenglihunxieyishu。

xinhundangtian,zhangfuweilebaiyueguang,qinshoubaailezijishiniandexinhunqizisongjinjianyu,haoxiaoma?

shenmohuanxiaole,zaijianyutiechuangliqianxialelihunxieyishu,yibiyihua,xiexiazijidemingzi。

yidileizaluo,daojinhuangtang。

“他一定会后悔。”

erjiexialaiwaitoufashengdeshi,shenjiadebailuo,shenmohuanfuqindezisha,gengjiaorenxixu。

shengudebainianhunyueshizaoniandingxiadeguiju,shenjiashishuxiangmendi,daoleqianliangdai,yourencongzheng,bianshishenmohuandefuqinshenxiuwei,liangxiuqingfeng,qiduruzhu。

zheiyangderen,zaishenmohuanruyuhou,zaisuoyourendoubuxiangxinshenmohuandeqingkuangxia,jieliweinverchaqingzhenxiang。

lvcisanfangenguyuanqiaozuodui,zuihouzijiquebeichachutanwu,fennuzhixia,tiaolouzisha。

ershenmohuandemuqinzaoshouchenzhongdedaji,shentichengshoubuzhu,buguoliangyueyegenzhequle。

ruodadeshenjia,sidesisandesan,shengxiadedoubuyuanyigenshenmohuanzheisangezicheshangguanxi,jingshichenglegekongqiaozi。

meirenganweishenmohuanqiuqing。

zhenggepushishigujiadebanbijiangshan,zonghengshangjielongduanjingji,erguyuanqiaoshigujiazuijiechudejichengren。

tangruobushidangchubaiyueguangtiaojiangjiuletademing,jiumeiyoujinrideguyuanqiao,tazheimezuo,yewukehoufei。

shizhijinri,yehenshaoyourenzhidaoguyuanqiaoweishui。

erzheiyiqie,zaijianyuzhongdeshenmohuan,haibuzhixiao。

suoyourenkeyimanzheshenmohuan,patachengshoubuzhu。

zhenggepuchengshangliuquan,sheidouzhidaoguyuanqiaohenduleshenmohuan,henbudetaqusi。

houlai,guyuanqiaozhendezuodaole。

ruyudediyinian,shenmohuanbeirenbaling,oudarumashijiachangbianfan,chedidierunitan。

tayaojianguyuanqiao,yaoshenyuan,xieguowushufengyancikenqiedexinjiantuorendaichuqu,conglizhengqingbaidaomamuaiqiu,meidenglaiyifenghuixin。

neiritayinweifankangbeirenduzaijiaoluodagebansi,beifengzipoleliusuan,banzhanglianhuirong,haiziliuchan,sizaihandongdiyichangxueli。

tatongdaoxiaofuniuqu,kudeshengsilijie,liuchanxinglaihou,zhongyudenglaileguyuanqiaodehuixin,tazhiqingmiaodanxieyijuhua,sishengbufuxiangjian。

是他的亲笔字迹。

neitianshenmohuannazhexin,kuzhexiaolaizhe,taxiangqicongqian,shiduojiuzhiqian,tabujidele,tatouzangletagaozhongshiqixiedeyouxiuzuowen,zuowenbiaotishi《ai》。

neishihouzhenzangtaziji,ruhuozhenbao,xianzaizizirudaojian,zhuixincigu。

ruyudediernian,shenmohuanzhongyutingdaoleshenjiadedaota,fuqindetiaolou,muqindexunqing。

yuanlaidashajiangqingbuguoyishun,renxinyeshiyiyang。

neishijiboyanqinkougaosutade,ruyuliangnian,jiboyanshidiyigelaitanwangtaderen,kebukexiao。

“zhidaonibasidaolintouhaidianjinima,kexiwanbuguoguyuanqiao,beitagaosile。ha。”

kandaoshenmohuanjuewangbengkuidemoyang,jiboyanluchumanyidexiaorong,junqiaoyinyudemeiyanshangtiao。

“zheijiushinifeiyaoaiguyuanqiaodebaoying,niyingdede!”

“e,haiyou。”jiboyanshenshoufumoguotahuilerongdebanzhanglian,lianshangdeshensewanruoemo,“ponideliusuan,shiwoanpaideni。”

“weishenme!!weishenme!!!wodaodizuocuoleshenme......”

shenmohuanbengkuidaku,tabumingbaizijidaodicuozaina,zhuaizhejiboyanyixiu,“woyaojianwoba,woyaojianta,tabukenengtiaolou!”

jiboyanmianwubiaoqingkantaliuleiaiqiudemoyang。

“wantangxianzaihaizaiyiyuanlitangzhe,tayitianbuxing,nishenmohuanyitianyebiexianghaohaohuozhe!”

fumushuangwang,wurensongzhong,tashenmohuanshenzhilianjibaishaozhidouzuobudao。

tazheiyisheng,zuiaideren,qinshouhaisitadefumu!

她恨啊。

好恨——

ruguodangchumeiyongbantiaomingtiaojiangjiuguoguyuanqiao,ruguodangchubucengaishangta,shibushiyiqie,jiubuhuishizheiyang。

neiniandongtiangewaideleng,zuyijiangsuoyouaiyifenmiejinhui,zhiliuxiahenyideyujin,chunfengchuiyousheng。

ruyudisannian,shenmohuanxinsiruhui。

sannianhou,chuchun,sanyueshiba。

浦市墓园。

xiaoyuxililidexia,tiankongbusuanminglang,liangfengxixisonglaijilvhanyi,fangyanfangqu,yipaipaimubeichenmoyoucangliang。

“先生。”

yiliangheisemaibahetingzailemuyuanli。

congfujiashideweizhizouxialaiyigenianqingdenanren,baobiaolikechengzheheigusanshangqian,weitadasan,bigongbijingdedihuan。

nanrenshenxingtingbaxiuzhang,yishenjiangjiudeheisexizhuang,chenta,shafaguoduan!

qidujingui,sanyanzhezhuletabanzhanglian,quedangbuzhulenglibirendeqichang。

tadichenngleyisheng,shoupengbaihua,yibubuwangmuyuanzhongzouqu,pixieganjingzengliang,tingzaiyikuaiheisezhuangyandemubeiqian。

mubeishangdeheibaiyizhaowenheyouyoufenggu,shigewushisuizuoyoudenanshi,shenmohuanyutameiyanyouqifenxiangxiang。

mubeipang,fangleyishujiebaidemolihua。

bingliangyushuidaguolingdinghuaban,kandechugangfangbujiu,renyeyingshigangganglikai。

guyuanqiaodeshixiandouranningzhu!

tapengzhehuadeshoubuzhizendiyonglisanfen,kaikoudeshengyinyichangbingleng。

“谁送的?”