第四章 心灰意冷

kantayuelaiyuekaojin,ganjuekongqidouyouxiexibo,shupanyongshoutuizheta。

“liwoyuandian。”shupanqingshengshuodao。

“zaishuoyibian?”gushaotingyangyangmei,xunwendao。

shupanchiyileyixia,meichusheng。

danshi,gushaotingdewenyijingluoxialai。

woshidedengguangwenroudezhaozhechuangshang,yueguangsuizheyefeng,wenqingmaimaidichuanguoshinei,chuanglianshangxixidebuwenbiandeshengdongqilai,tawenroudizhushizheta,ganjuekongqizhongdeqifenyouxiebuyiyang。

tianshangdeyue,dangyangdeweifeng,huadexiangqi,zheiyangdeyewanlingrentaozui。

liangjiu,gushaotingfanshenxialai,zoujinyushi,ranhounatiaomaojin,dijishupancahan。tabeishangyechuleyicengbobodehan,zijiyeqingxileyifan,tangxiaqu,ranhoulingyizhishouquanzhutadeyao,jiangtalajinzijidehuaili。

shupansihuzhendeshileile,bizheshuangyan,shuidehenchen,gushaotingyixiliededongzuodoumeichaoxingta。

diertianzaoshangqilaideshihou,yijingshi8dianbanle,danshigushaotinghaimeiqugongsi,shupanhelaobandaguozhaohude,jiuzaijiahuatu,shijianbijiaoziyou,suoyibuzheji。

gushaotingkandaoshupanxingle,congchuangtoujunachuyipingyinzheweishengsuziyangdepingzi,congzhongquchuyili,dijishupan,“chileba。”

ruguoshipingshi,gupanhuihaobuyouyudichixiaqu,danshixianzaitazhidaoneishishenme,tacongneixinlijiupaichi。

“fangzheba,wohaimeishuaya,chixiaquhuifanwei,erqiewoshianquanqi,shaochiyikeweishengsuyemeiguanxi。”shupanzheicaixiangqi,meicihuanaiguohou,tadouhuirangtafuyike。ranhougaosuta,zheishiweishengsu,bangmangdiaolishentide,duishentiyouyide。

gushaotingtaishoulilexiatazaluandetoufa,“tinghua,woqudagedianhua。”

ranhoubayaowanfangxiachuangtoujushang,zhuanshenjiuzoule。gushaotingdedongzuoziran,rangrenkanbuchuyidingdianpozhan,shupanhenxiangwenta,tajiujingshizenmexiangde?

taweishenmezheiyangduita,ruguobuxihuanta,keyimingshuo,buxuyaoyongzheiyangdejudongshanghaita。

shupancishishixinhuiyilengde,tafaxianzijiyuelaiyuewufakandongta。kantazouhou,shupanxunsubayaowanrengjincesuo,kaishuichongzou。kanzheshuixingchengyigedaxuanwo,tadexinqingjiujiubunengpingjing。

tadexinxiangshibeiwakaileyigedong,kongkongde,tashenqinghuanghu,zhende,zheijianshiqingyazaitaxinli,tajuedekuaizhixile。

dawandianhuahuilaiwoshi,gushaotingkandaochuangtoujushangkongkongde,meichusheng,heshupandalegezhaohu。chabuduo9dian,gushaotingdesijilaile,yinweitazaoshangyougezhongyaodehui,guanhujituanwunianfazhande。ranhoujicongcongjiuzoule。

gushaotingshenqingziruo,zhende,aosikayingdidoumeiyoutadeyanjihao。tazhenyouxiexiayanle,weishenmeyizhimeikanqingtademianmuni?

shupangubuleneimeduo,tashoushihaoziji,xiangdaohenjiumeihuiniangjiale,qianjitianbabadalaidianhua,shuohuatuntuntutude,buzhidaofashengleshenmeshi,dasuanhaishihuiquyitang,tatizhebaobao,suolemenjiuchuqule。

taxianzaishengxiadeyejiushizijidezhiqinle,qitaren,jishishitadezhangfudoukeyizheiyangduita,tahaiyoushenmebuxinhandeni?