第5章

tacongmeixiangguo,zijibuguoshisuishourengdiaodeyikuaiyu,jurannengbianchengyibayaochi。

erzheimishidecunzai,sikailemengjing,batayingshengshengtuohuixianshi。

huaxiangshang,tachuanzheqianchaonvshideyiguan,shenqinglenglie,meimuqingxi。

gengguiyideshi,huaxiangzhongtabeihouzhanzheyigenanren,lianbanyanzaiyinyingli,zhiluchuyishuangshensuideyan。

——沈容。

“zheibushihuaxiang。”guxingzhichenshengdao,“shijiyiyingxiang。”

“shenmeyisi?”lixiaomantaitou。

guxingzhishenshoujiekaihuajiao,luchubeihoudemingwen:“‘wumianzhiju,simianjiedi。weiwozhini,weinifuwo。’”

她忽地心跳一顿。

这不是她写的诗吗?

neinianzaiyuzhong,tazaiqiangshangkeguozheijiju——dangshitabeibeipan、beizhiyi,shenbianjieshilengyan,tayiyezhijiancongqingshimingnvbiancheng“panzeitongdang”。

zhiyouyijuhuakezaixinli:

“weiwozhini,weinifuwo。”

tamengdihuitoukanguxingzhi:“niyejide?”

“duanduanxuxu,danwozhidao,woxincuoleren。”tayanshenshenchen,“neinianwoyeshoudaoguoyizhizhihe,shangmianxiezhe‘tabushipantu’。”

李小满怔住。

“woyizhixiangzhaoneigexiezhihederen,”taqingshengdao,“zhidaogangcainiwenwo‘neitianweishenmebuzhui’……wojiuzhidao,shini。”

tayishishuobuchuhualai,xinzangfangfobeishenmedongxiduzhe,youxiangyougeshengyinzaicuicutajixuwangqianzou。

mishinei,chulehuaxiang,haiyouyigemuxia。

tadakai,limianshiyifengxin、yizhangditu,haiyouyijuanposundeshuye。

xinjianshijiude,luokuanqueqingxi——“xiaomanqi”。

xinlimeiyouchenghu,zhiyouyijuhua:

“ruonikanjianta,shuomingwomendoushibaile。”

她指尖微颤。

zheibushitaxiedezi,quejixiangtaqianshinvshiguanlineiweitongliao——linji——neirenwenhe、qingxing、zangdejishen。

她早该想到的。

qianshitabeidingzui、xiayu,suoyouzhengcidouhuanhuanxiangkou,weidulinjibeidiaochujingdou,houlaiyouzaiyichang“shanzeijiedao”zhongshenwang。

erneizhangditu,biaozhudeshishenjiazhuangyuanbeihoudejindi。

huiqulushang,lixiaomanchenmohenjiu。

“nihaixinwoma?”tahuranwen。

guxingzhiyizheng:“nirangwoxin,wojiuxin。”

“……yiqiannibushizheimeshuode。”

“yiqianwochun。”taqingshengdao,“yiqianwohaiyiweixihuanyigeren,shirangtatinghua、fucong、hequn。”

“现在呢?”

“xianzaiwoxiwangninenghuozhe,napaniyaoqufantian。”

lixiaomanxinliyidong,haimeilaidejishuohua,yidaoheiyingturancongshushangluoxia!

taxiayishidangzhuguxingzhi,liangrenfanshenluoma。

heiyirenyizhangpaikong,quezaidishanggunleyiquan,liluoqishen:

“aiyo,pukongle?woxunnilianghaojiule。”

lixiaomandengdayan:“nisheia?”

neirenzhaixiamianjin——juranshishenrong!

“zheiweilinvshi,”tatiaomeixiaodao,“niyiweizhiyounihuikaimishi?”

shenrongzoujinta,yadishengyin:

“nishibushiyetingjianleneigeshengyin?”

lixiaomanyijing:“ni……niyetingdaole?”

“quanxian,renwu,jiyitongbu。”shenrongyanshenfuza,“woyiweiwofengle。”

guxingzhilianseyichen:“nidaodishishenmeren?”

shenrongkanzhetamen,hurantanqi:

“zheibushiwomendiyicihezuo,yebuhuishizuihouyici。nimenqianshishibai,shiyinweibuxinbici。”

tadunledun,huerxiaole:

“zheiyici,wolaiduyiba——dutahuixinwo,erbushini。”

lixiaomanzhoumei:“nidaodixiangganma?”

“xiangbaneiyijulanqi,quanfanle。”shenrongqingshengshuo,“congniruyuneitianqi,wojiumingbaile。‘’