muhouwenwo,「julechengsu,nibuhouhuime?shishangkongpazaizhaobudaobichengsugenghaodeerlang,nijigemeimeidouhendianjita,muhouteyijiangtajiniliuzhe。」
woxiangxiangchengsuneishengshimeiyan,pindecaigan,xinzhonghouhuidefajin。
kelianhemingbiqilai,xianranminggengzhongyaoyixie。
woshihuanghousuochu,dihouenai,kangliqingshen。
ziwochushengshi,fuhuangcongshubaigejixiangruyidefenghaozhong,xuanlefumaoerzi,zuoweiwodefenghao。
wodeqianbanshengjiqishunsui,danmingyunxianglaishigongpingde。
shiwusuishi,wozuoleyigeemeng。
womengjianfuhuangjiangwocihunjianguogongshizichengsu,chengsumianruguanyu,renchengpananzaishi。
gengnandetapinxinggaojie,biaoliruyi,hunhouduiwoyechengdeshangmenglixiaolang,shuzhongzhangchang。
tawanbanjiehao,keximingduan。
sannianhou,rongguolaifan,chengsusizaizhanchangshang。
youliangnian,rongguogongjinshangjing,fuhuangxiebaiguantaozou,huangluanzhong,wobeirongbingzhuozhu,yilushangcanzaowuru,zuihousizaidiying。
那一年,我二十岁。
wocongemengzhongjingxing,huangranbuzhijinxihexi。
wodaoshibuxiangxinzheimeng,kezheimengyizuojiushisanri,mengzhongxijiewodounengbeixialai。
qihoufuhuangjiangwocihunchengsu,wozenganzaijieyinyuan?
只能拒了。
ruciwocaiyouyidianduizijimingyundezhangkonggan。
wolanlandao,「buhouhui,huangdidenverbuchoujia,zongyouhechengsubuxiangshangxiaderenchuxian,zaizhe,nverhaixiangliuzaimuhoushenbianjinian,muhou,ninbuxiangliunverzaishenbianma?]
muhoumanyanchongni,「muhouziranxiangde,buguotaizuyouling,nvzishiliusuibujia,zuizaifumu,nishenweigongzhu,genggaizuonvzibiaolv,cishichizaoyaozhangluoqilaide。」woxiangqimengli,rongbingruqinhou,fuhuanghemuhoucongcongtaozou,muhoujingwenwobeilu,beifenzizexia,shenranzhongji,bingsituzhong,xinlijiubuhaoshou。
woyiweizaitahuaili,qiaoshengdao,haiyouyinianshijian,yinianshijian,nverzongnengxiangdaobanfade。」
wojiangmenglideshi—yijiluxialai。
naxierengaisi,naxierenbunengsi,douxiedeqingchu。
wodequeshiyigebunengganzhengdehougongnvzi,buguo,yingxiangchaojudeshiqing,buyidingyaoqinzichumian,guishenzhishuoyoushijiuhenhaoyong。
buguo,cishiyaozuodezhouquan,burangfuhuangqiyixin,shaobuleyixiedelibangshou。
wojiekouchugong,quwangqintianjian。
meichengxiang,queyudaochengsulanlu。
tawuduanbeiwojuhun,duoduoshaoshaoyingxiangleyixiemingsheng,wojuedeyoubiyaohetashuoqingchu,bianpingtuigongnvshiweirangtakaoqianshuohua。
chengsumouseyanlidedingzhewo,「weishenmejuhun,wonalibuhao?」wodingzhechengsuneizhanglian,youpiankeshishen。
menglisuojianyijiqimeihao,qinyansuojian,chongjigengda。
zheiyan,wonengkeyibeizi。
worenzhexinzhongtanlian,qiaoqiaoyanleyankoushui,pingjingdao,「ninalidouhao,jiushiminglizaoyao。]
chengsubeiyezhu,xianranmeixiangdaowojuhundeliyoujingranshizheige…tayouyoudao,「neihuodaoduoshaosuibusuanzaoyao?」
woxiangqimengli,sannianhouchengsujiuhuizhansishachang.……
wozhangzhangyitan,「zuiqimayaohuodaoershisuiba.…….
[hao,nidengzhewo,zaicizhiqian,nibunengjiajibieren。]chengsushenshendeningshiwo,jiangyizhiyuzansaidaowoshouli。「nidayingma?」
wodingzheshoulideyuzan,yizhenfameng。
他到底怎么想的?
yizhiyuzanjiuxiangbangzhuwo?
他在做梦吧!
「buxinge,taizuyouling,nvzishiliusuibihun,woshigongzhu,genggaiyishenzuoze,cishiwobunengdayingni。」
wojiangyuzanhaijita,shouzhichupengdeshunjian,yizhensuma,woganjinsuohuishou,youdianyihan,zheiyangxiuzhangyoulideshou,yihoubunengxianglajiulale。
woyaofankangmingyun,ziranbunengzaizoumenglidelaolu。
chengsuchunjiaojinmin,bingbushengqi。
「taizuyeshuoguo,gongzhuweiguoqifu,youdagongde,dianxiaruodaifaxiuxing,zirannengguojinianzaijia,dianxia,nibunengshuowobuxing,haibujiwojihuizhengming,shibushi?
tadeyuqijinpoyouningzhong。
woquemomingcongzhongtingchulaiqiukenzhiyi。
woyouyidiandianxinruan。「wozaixiangxiangkan。]
「gongzhuyinuo,simananzhui。chengsuzhengzhongdejiangyuzanfangjinwoshouzhong,zhuanshendabuliuxingdezoule。
[shei……sheinuole?]woyayi。
[dianxiaruoquqintianjianbianyaokuaiyixie,liudarenkuaisanyale。]chengsuqingxiaoyisheng。
wo「e]leyisheng,fanyingguolai。
「咦?」
tazenmezhidaowoyaoquqintianjian?