第2章

4.

yangelaishuo,songmuxingbusuanchugui,tabingbuaiwo,tazhishiaishangbierenbale。

wobiyezhihouxuanzelezijixihuandezhuanye,meiyouguoduocanyujialidechanye,henduoshangyeliyihaixuyaozaixuexiyixia。

jiehunzhiqianjiuquedingdeyichangjiuhui,woyizhizaiweitazuozhunbei。tayesuanshiwozhengshijiarusongshicanjiadediyichanggaoduanjiuhui,wohenzhongshi。

dinghaodelifutiqianyitiansongdaolejiali,wojisongmuxingdadianhua,wentapairenlaijiewohaishiwozijiguoqu。

jiedianhuadeshiyigenvren,tashengyintiantiande,shuochulaidehuaquexiangdaoyiyangcichuanwodexinzang。

“buhaoyisi,shu**。jintianmuxinggeyaodaiwocanjiajiuhui,kenengtaimangwangjitongzhinile。muxinggeshuoshujiayoudianshangbuletaimian,panidiulesongjiamianzi。shu**yinggaibuhuijieyiba。”

wozhangzhezuibuzhidaogaizenmehuida,renpingdianhuaneitoubuduanxiluo。

wokanzheweiwoliangshendingzuodelifu,zaihualiyouzenmeyang,yemeiyoujihuichuanchuqule。

jiuhuijieshu,wohesongmuxingyoushangleresou。

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xuduocitiaobuduanfajiao,songmamadalailedianhua。

“wanyi,jintianwanhuizenmehuishi?muxingshuonishentibushufulinshihuanlenvban,quyiyuanjianchalema?”

o,yuanlaishiyinweiwoshentibushufucailinshihuanlenvbana。

“ma,womeishi,jiushiyoudianweiteng。linshihuannvbanwozhidaode,muxinggenwoshangliangguode。”

“neijiuhao。nikebunengyouzheneixiaoziluanlai。”

“zhidaole,ma。buzaole,ninhebazaodianxiuxi。”

shoujixiangleyisheng,shiwoweibodetebieguanzhu:

“wohefurenganqinghenhao,danshiwoyezuochujiantao。tajintianshentibushufu,woyinggaizaijiapeizhetade,xianzaiyijingdaojiale。”peitushinvrentangzaichuangshang,nanrenguanqiedelazhetadeshou。

meiyoupaidaonvrendelian,dansongmuxingdelianqingqingchuchu。bushijiudiandebeijing,kenengshisongmuxingzaiqitadifangdefangchanba。

zichaozhexiangyaoguandiaoshouji,quehaishibushoukongzhidediankailesousuo。

chenyijiao,chushengyu2001nian9yue23ri,chuyandedianshiyou……

22岁,真年轻啊。

meizaiguanshouji,kenengshiyiyuchengchen,weikaishibuheshiyidetengqilai,wochileyaotangzaichuangshangbazijiquansuoqilai,yiyewumian。

zhihoudeyiduanshijian,songmuxingdoumeiyouzaihuiguojia,danwodagaikeyizhidaotadexingzong。

wokanleneigechenyijiaodeweibo,meishenmewenti。danshijingguowodebuxienuli,zhaodaoletadexiaohao,limianquanbudoushitahesongmuxingdelianairichang。meiyouluchutadelian,danwoduisongmuxingzaishuxibuguo。

zuijinyeyedeshentiyuelaiyuechale,wojiehunhoujiumeizaiqushangbanle,meitianxianzhemeishi,jiuquyiyuanpeizheyeye,yeledeqingjing。

yeyehaishimeitingzhu,shuolaikexiao,yeyeguoshishi,wojisongmuxingdalewushugedianhua,quanbubeitaanlejujie。

zhaopangbianyishengjieleshouji,caidatongsongmuxingdedianhua。

“songmuxing,ni**!wojinidazheimeduodianhua,weishenmebujie!yeyeguoshile!nizhidaoma?yeyeguoshile!”dianhuajietongneiyike,wozaiyebengbuzhule,tabamadouzaiyibiankudebunengziyi,woqiangdaqijingshenjisongmuxingdadianhua,queyongyuanzhiyouyizhenmangyin。

songmuxingganlaishiyeyeyijingbeituidaotaipingjianlile,wobabamaandunhao,zaiwaimiandengzhesongmuxing。

“shuwanyi,biejiaxingxingdele,yeyeguoshile,nibushiyinggaigaoxingma?womenliangdehunyinyekeyijieshule。”

songmuxingdehuazazaikongkuangdezoulangli,chuanchuyizhenzhenhuiyin。

womeiyouhuidata,zhuanshenlikaile。

yeyedezanglishiwohesongmuxingyiqibande,bamashangxinguodu,yizhizaijiajingyang。

laicanjiazanglidekeren,douduiwozanbujuekou,shuowonengdanshi,jianglaikeyihaohaoliaolijiashifuzhusongmuxing。

woxiaodedafangquemeiyoufuhe。

banwanzangliyijingshidabanyele,wodachehuidaolebieshu,tangxiayijingshibanye3dianle。

gangshuizhejiubeiyizhen**chaoxing,shisongmuxing。

woanlejujie,neibianzaicidalailedianhua。

“saozi,songgehezuile,zuiliyizhiniantaozhexiaoyixiaoyi,nifangbianlaijietahuijiama?”

wogangxiangzuoqilai,turanxiangdaoleshenme,youtanglehuiqu。

neibianhaizaixunwenwo“saozi?saozinizaitingma?”

wokaikoujujue,huagangdaozuibian,neibianyouchuanlaileduihua。

“haozi,nidianhuadajisheidea?kebieshidajishujianeiwei,nibuzhidaosonggeyanetaa?”

shuohuashengyindaozheilijiumeile,woduizhedianhuaneitouqinglengdao“nidequedacuole,songmuxingzuilidexiaoyi,dagaishichenyijiao,nidajitaba。”

shuowanguaduandianhuajingyinjixushuijue。

buzhidaoguoleduojiu,mimihuhutingzhemensuochuanlaizhuandongdeshengyin,kewoshizaitaileile,fanlegeshenyoushuizhele。

zhidaoganshoudaoshenshangyizhenliangsousoucaizhengkaiyan,zhengkaiyanquehedewojingjiaoqilai。

5.

“songmuxing,nizenmehuilaile?”

zheigeshihou,songmuxingbushiyinggaigenchenyijiaochanmianma?

wokanzhexiankaiwobeizizuozaichuangbianjiezhekouzidenanren,shunjianchongmanlejingti。

takanqilaihelehenduojiu,jiekouzidouhenfeijing,suoxingzhijieshijingbakouzichexialaile。

“zheishiwodejia,wodechuang,wohuilaihaixuyaotiqiantongzhinima?”

“buxuyao,nishuiba。”woqishenzhunbeiqukefangshui,songmuxingyibalazhulewo,zhijiebawoshuaihuilechuangshang。

“songmuxing,niheduole。”wozhengzhazhexiangyaozuoqilai,songmuxingquejiangwoyadesiside。

“xiaoyi,xiaoyi,bielikaiwo。yeyeguoshile,wodeqinrenmeijigele。biezailikaiwo。”songmuxingyazhewo,toumaizaiwodebojing,woturanfaxianyouwenredeyetidizaiwodepifu。

buguancishisongmuxingzuiliniantaodeshishei,wodoubuxiangzhuijiule。

wobuzaidongdan,qingqingmozhesongmuxingdetoufa,shituanweita。

zheigedongzuoxiangshijida**letayiyang,tamengdetaitou,shensuideyanmoulijinshiwokanbudongdeqingxu。

taturanshenshouchewodeyifu,womeiyousikaozhixiangganjinzhengtuo。

kewohesongmuxingdeliqixuanshutaida,woyoubeitajinjinyazhe。

“songmuxing,woqiuni,biezheiyang。”wozhidaoyijingzhengtuobuguo,danhaishibaoyouyisixiwang,qiwangtabiepengwo,wobuxiangyizheiyangdefangshilaizuozheijianshi。

songmuxinglengleyixia,shoufushanglewodelian,qingqingweiwocaganyanlei,zuilidehuaquebinglengzhiji。

tashuo“shuwanyi,nizhenjiana。”

yijingcongsongmuxingzuilitingguotaiduobuhaodehuale,xianzaizheijuhaishizaiwoxinliwushucihuidang。

shia,woyejuedewojian。wozuodezuijiandeyijianshijiushiaishangsongmuxing。

songmuxingshuowanzheijuhuahou,jiukaishisiyizaiwoshenshanghuihanruyu。

woyouruyitiaosiyuyiban,suizhesongmuxingqifuyouzhuiluo。

shentikaishimamu,xinyesuizheshentizhujiansiqu。

jiufengkuangzheizuihouyiwanba,zheichanganlian,zhudingwuguo,woyebuxiangzaiqidaishenmele。

bujidezhetengdaojidian,zhijidezuihoujieshushi,songmuxingchuanzhecuqipazaiwoshenshang,wochezheshayadesangzi,duizhesongmuxingqingmiedao“niyebiwohaobuleduoshao。”

songmuxingsihuyeleijile,meitingqingwodeshengyin,biyinnongzhongwenwoshuoshenme。

“songmuxing,woshuo,niyeyiyangjian。”woduizhesongmuxingdeerduoyiziyijushuodao。

tameiyouhuidawo,woyeleile,kuaiyaoshuizheshi,wotingjiantashuo“shi,woyejian。yaobuzanliangshifuqini。”

keshisongmuxing,womenlianghenkuaijiubushifuqile。

6.

diertianzaoshang,woxingdeshihou,songmuxingyijingbuzaile。

kanzhemanchuangdelingluan,wodadianhuajiaobaomujinlaishoushi。

zaozaizuowan,wodezizunyijingsuizheneikeposuidexinyiqisiqule。woyebuzaihubierenzenmexiangle。

quleyitangyeyedemudi,shuozhezheixienianworuhexiaoxinyiyidezhuisuisongmuxing,zaidaozuichuhesongmuxingjiehundexiyue,yijixianzaidehouhui。

“yeye,ruguozhonglaiyici,wobuhuiduisongmuxingshuowoyuanyi,yongyuandoubuhui。”

likaimudi,woqulelvshishiwusuo。

wodezhidao,dangchuwohesongmuxingkoutoushuodesongshi12%degufen,ruguolihunwonengbunengnadedao,lvshibiaoshidanyou,woyemingbaiwoxuyaozuoxieshenme。

dakaiweibozhaodaochenyijiaodesixin,falexiaoximeiyihui,jiuyouyigemoshenglaidian。

“jianyimianba,wozaisongmuxinggongsipangbiandekafeiguan。”

zuoxiameiheliangkoukafei,jiuyouyigeguodeyanyanshishidenvrenzuozaiwomianqian。

gangxiangchushengchaofengyigeshibaxiannvxinghaizhenbazijidangdingliule。youturanxiangdao,haoxiangzicongshangcisongmuxingdaitacanjiajiuhuihou,chenyijiaodeziyuanjiuyuelaiyuehaole,xianzaiyijingjishensanxianle。

“shu**,zhaowoshenmeshi?youhuakuaishuo,xuanzheimegepodifang,daihuibeiwofensirenchulaizenmeban?”chenyijiaodemuguangbuduanxunshi,kandechulaitahendanxin。

buguotadedanxinshiduide,bijingwoguyixuanzelezhongwuwuxiushijian。

youshizuifanhuadediduan,guangshikafeiguanlijiuzuomanleren。

“yinihesongmuxingdeguanxi,woxiangniyinggaijiaowoyishengsongtaitaiba。”

chenyijiaoyitingwozheihua,jiuxiaochulesheng“songtaitai?shu**,niweimiantaikandeqizijileba。muxinggecongyikaishijiubuaini,niyoushenmezigezichengsongtaitai?wokan,nihemuxinggelihunhou,budingsheishisongtaitaini。”

“shima?zheimeshuonijuedesongmuxinghenainige?”

“dangran,muxinggegenwoshuoguo,yihouhuigennilihun,zaifengfengguangguangdequwo,buhuizairangwoduoduozangzangle。”chenyijiaoliansededeyigezhemojingwodounengkandeqingqingchuchu。

“shima?kanlaichen**yezhidaodangxiaosanduoduozangzangderizibuhaoguoya?”woqidingshenxiandehezhekafei,kanzhechenyijiaojingcaidebiaoqingbianhua。

“shuwanyi!nibietaixiaozhang。songtaitaideweizhichizaoshiwode。”chenyijiaodeyinliangyuelaiyueda,yijingyouhaojigerencetoukanxiangwomenle。

wokanzhechenyijiaoqijibaihuaiyouganjinyadishengyindeyangzi,xiaozhezoule。

“odui,chen**haimeiyouhewan,hewanjidemaidan。”zoudaomenkou,wozhuanguoshenyongbuxiaodeyinliangtixingchenyijiao。

likaikafeiguanhou,womeijizhehuijia,ershikaichequlelaozhai。

weishenmemeiyoudache,yinweiwoyongsongmuxingdeqianmaileyiliangche,buyongbaibuyong。

zailaozhaizuoleyihuier,songmuxingyedaole,shitabadadianhuajiaotalaide。

“songmuxing!nikankannigandehaoshi!renjiadouzhaoshangmenlaile!zheihundangchushiniqiuwanyijiede,xianzaizheisuanzenmehuishi!”

songmuxingyijinmen,jiuzaodaoleyidunma,songmuxingmeiyoufanbo,zhishiyongyanshenxunwenwofashengleshenme。

wocalecayanlei,meikansongmuxing。

songmuxingbababayizhiluyinbidiuzaisongmuxingshenshang,limianfachudeshengyinheranshiwohechenyijiaodeduihua,buguozhiyouqianbanduan。

songmuxingyitingliansedoubianle,xunwenwozhishinalilaide。

“neiweichen**yuewanyijianmian,haizidaileyizhiluyinbixiangyaoyiciweixiezanmensongjia,zheishiwanyihouzhelianpimailaide。zijishoulezheimedadeweiqu,haixiangzhebangnizhezhezangzhe。”songmuxingmamadeshengyinyemanshinuqi。

“bama,jiranwohesongmuxingyikaishijiumeiyouganqing,neijiulihunba,wofangtaziyou。”woqiangrenzhebukudemoyang,bubichenyijiaodeyanjicha。

“shuwanyi,wobutongyi。bama,zheijianshiwohuijinimenyigejiaodai。”songmuxingshuowanzhuanshenzoule,wohaipazaisongmamahuailikuqi。

zhenkexiao,mingmingmeiyouai,haiyaotuozheduifangganshenme。

meiguojitian,chenyijiaoturanbeiquanxingyefengsha,yandejuyedouxiajiale,haibaochulaihenduoheiliao。

yesuanshifuchudaijialeba。

songmuxingyepotianhuangdetiantiananshihuijia,wobanqulekefangshui。

zhengchouzhaobudaojiekouhesongmuxinglihun,zheigejihuijiuzijisongshangmenlaile。

7.

wokaishijianqiwodegongzuo,bimianlihunhoumeiyoujingjishouru。

zheitianwoxiabanhou,turancongbuyuanchuchongchulaiyigepitousanfadenvren,wokanjianlechenyijiao,woyekanjianletashoulidedao,danshiwomeiduo。

jiuhuchelaideshihou,jingcheyelaile,chenyijiaokanzhewofafengdeshuozhe,“shuwanyi,shiwoyingle,shiwoyingle。”

wozhijuedekelianyoukehen。

zheijianshibenlainaodetingdade,danwobudebupeifusongmuxingdeshouduan,nenggourangzheijianshiconghaimeiwanquankuosanshijiuganganjingjingxiaoshizaiwangshang。

dangran,wojialirenhaishizhidaole,baokuoshujinzhou。

chenyijiaoneiyidaomeiyoushangdaowodeyaohaibuwei,zhishixuyaozaiyiyuanduotangjitian,quandangshixiuxile。

woyijingminglianlitiguojicilihunle,songmuxingdoumeiyoutongyi。

neitianshujinzhouhuilaile,hesongmuxingchuquleyitang,zaihuilaishi,shujinzhouhesongmuxinglianshangdouduolexuduoshang。dangran,songmuxingdeshanggengduo。

liangjiazhangbeidouzai,danliangjiazhangbeidoumeishuohua。

houlaiwochuyuanle,buzhidaoshichuyukuijiuhaishishenme,wozongjuedesongmuxingduiwobuyiyangle。

tahaishibutongyilihun,danchulelihunzheijianshi,qitasuoyoushitadouyiwo。

duiyuwotilihun,tameiyouzhijiejujue,meicidoushizhuanyihuati,danwoyemeiyoufangqi。

shenzhiweilenenggoulihun,wozhudongtichubuyaosongshidegufen,zhiyaolihunjiukeyi。

dansongmuxingyijiubuweisuodong,sidiaoyifenyouyifenlihunxieyishu。

takaishibanyanzhehaozhangfudejiaose,meitianchulegongsi,jiudoushidaizaijialipeiwo。

wodegongzuoshijianbuguding,zaijiabangongyewanquanmeiwenti,woyoushihoubaozhediannaozaihuafangshangyizuojiushiyixiawu,songmuxingyezaibuyuanchukanlewoyixiawu。

woyihuoyutadebianhua,queyikeyebucenggaibianxiangyaolihundexiangfa。

youguansongmuxingdeyiqie,wodoujuedehenku,wobuxiangzaijixuzhemozijile。

neitian,woturanzhidaolesongmuxinggaibiandeyuanyin。

banyewoyouxiekouke,xiangyaoxialouhedianshui,faxianhuafangdedenghailiangzhe。

wozoujinkan,faxianshisongmuxing。

wozhuanshenjiuxiangzou,songmuxingjiaozhulewo,tadeshengyintingqilaihenshaya,womeiyouzhuantou,dantingzhulejiaobu。

“duibuqi,wanyi。shangcinijiwokanzheigerijiben,womeikanwan。woyiwei,limianneigerenshishujinzhou。”

wozhuanguoshen,kanjiansongmuxingzhengnazheworijiben,neigezaojiubeiwoyiqizaijiaoluoderijiben。

zheiyike,woturanjuedequanshenxueyedouninggule。huixiangqiwomenliangzhongxinxiangyuyilai,zaijiehunzhiqian,xiangchudebusuanqinmi,queyesuandeshangkeqi。

kezicongwojisongmuxingkanguowoderijibenhou,womenliangjiuzaimeiyouxiangyiqianyiyangxiangchuguo。

suoyi,zheiyiqiejinjinzhishiyinweisongmuxingbingmeiyoubawoderijikanwan,bingqieyuchundeyiweiworijilineigerenshishujinzhou?

“woneishihoubuzhidaonixihuanwo,niheshujinzhoubushiqinxiongmei,woyiweinixihuanshujinzhou。erqiechuzhongwobanzouhou,womenjiuhenshaojianmianle,woyexihuannide,woyaoqingguonikaowoneisuogaozhong,danshinimeiyou。zhihouwomenmeilelianxi。woyiwei,niyizhixihuandeshishujinzhou。”songmuxingdeshengyinyuelaiyuexiao,wodesixuyezhujianbeilahuilai。

“songmuxing,zhiyouneixinangzangderencaihuijuedebierenyeyiyangangzang。”wozenmehuixihuanshangwodegege?

“wanyi,qiuqiuniyuanliangwo。wodangchuquzhaonigenwojiehun,buwanquanshiyinweiyaorangwoyeyeanxin。ruguoshiyaorangwoyeyeanxin,neiwodakeyisuibianzhaogerenjiehun。weishenmeshini?shiyinweiwoxihuanni。nidayinghewojiehun,wohenkaixin。woxianggennihaohaoguorizide。danninachurijiben,woyiweinishixianggaosuwonixinliyoubieren。wanyi,wojieshoubule,suoyicaizuoleneimeduocuoshi。ruguobushishujinzhougaosuwonixihuanlewohenduonian,wodagaihuiyizhicuoxiaqu。xianzaiwodougai,woshenmedougai,nizaijiwoyicijihui,womenbuyaolihunhaobuhao?”

songmuxingdiyicizaiwomianqiankudexiangyigehaizi,haishiyinweiwo。