“niqiuwomeiyonga，haizishizongleniyinggaizhaojingcha。”liyuerubaozheshoulengyankanzhe。
tacaibuhuiweileyigebuqingbuchudeyehaizijiubangluqiutong，chufeiluqiutongjitayibixinkufeihaichabuduo，dangran，gujitayejibuchulai。
“ganshenme！ganshenme！daqingzaodejiupaowojiamenqiankukutitide，zheixiangshenmehuama！ganjinjiwogunqilai！”zheishi，yigewudasancudehanzizoulechulai，zhoumeimadao。
tajiaoludazhuang，shiluqiutongdegege。yibinggenludazhuangchulaide，haiyouluqiutongdefumu。
laoliangkouliansedoubutaihao，chumenlaijiulenglengguazheluqiutong。
“ge、bama，yunyunshizongle。woqiuqiunimenbangbangwo，xiangxiangbanfazhaodaoyunyun，taneimexiao，zaiwaimianyigerenkezenmeguoa，woqiuqiunimenle……”luqiutongyibiankuyibiankezhetou。
“xingle，xingle。bujiushizoudiulema，youshenmedajingxiaoguaide，shuobudingguojitiantawangoulezijijiuhuihuilaile。rangwomenyijiazirenbangzheniquzhao，nikezhenganshuo。womenbuchifanbuhuolea，buzhidaozheijitiandilihenmangma？womenbangzhenichuquzhaohaizi，dilineixieyanmiaosheizhaoguana！”
“zaishuole，neigexiaotuzaizilianshisheidezhongdoubuzhidao，benlaijiubutaozhanglaizixihuan，diulegenghao。huitouhezhanglaizichengleqinniliangzaishengyigebujiuwanshile？”
“zijidezhongdaoshihoutazhanglaizihainengbushangxin？”ludazhuangmeihaoqideshuodao。
“jiushi。dazhuangshuodedui，diulegenghao！niya，jiuananxinxindehuitouhezhanglaizizaishengyigejiushile，ganjindaizhelianggetuoyoupinggundeyuanyuande，fanren！”liyueruhuishounianren。
jiangegesaosaozheibanzuotai，luqiutongxinyijinglianglebanjie，fumuzhongnanqingnvsixiangyanzhong，zaitamenerlaoxinli，gegeshuodehuajiurutongshengzhi，gegedouzheimeshuole，tamenhaihuibangtama？
“ai。”luqiutongjuewangdetanlekouqi，danhaishibaozheqianfenzhiyidexiwangyangqiufumu：“bama……”
“bieshuole，ganjinhuiquba。nigegeshuodedui，muguangyaofangzhangyuanxie，jiunixianzaidechujingzhanglaiziyuanyiquniyijingshishaogaoxiangle，neigebuqingbuchudexiaotuzaizidiuleyehao，shengdehuitougenzhenijiadaolaozhangjiazaorenbaiyan。”budengluqiutongbahuashuowan，fuqinluzhiyuanjiudaduanleta。
“ba……”luqiutongjikule：“buguanyunyunshisheidezhong，dandoushiwodegurou，nindeqinsunzia。ninjiurenxinkanzhetazoudiuma？tashineimedongshi，neimetinghua……”
“jiwobizui！nihaiyoulianshuo，weihunxianshengzi，lianzhongshisheidedoubuzhidao！rujinluodaozheibantiandi，yeshinizizhaode！wokeconglaimeiyouchengrenguonidehaizishiwodesunzi，wosunzizhiyouyigejiushixiaoqiang！”luzhiyuanhenhentongpi，buduanhuishou：“laolaoshishijiwogunhuiqu，dengzhejiadaozhangcun。biejiwozhengyaoezi！”
“爸……”
“heng！”luzhiyuanlenghengyisheng，buzaidalinver，zhijiezhuanshenjinlewuzi。
muqinwangguilantanlekouqi，yaoleyaotou：“tingnibade，huiquba。zheiqinjirandingxiale，yihounijiushilaozhangjiaderenle，shaogehaiziguoquyeshaozaofenzui。ninianjiyehaiqing，huitouxiangyaoerzizaishengyigejiushile。”
“ma……”luqiutongshengyinsiya，leiruyuxia。
taxinyouwanbanku，dancikequeshibanjuhuayeshuobuchulai。
bangeyueqianfumujiubizhetahezhangcundezhanglaizidingxiahunshi，yuedingzheigeyueyuedichenghun。tadayingle，meidexuanze。
yigerenjiusuanzaijianqiang，zhongjiuhaishiyigeren。takeyijianqiang，dansangeweizhangdadehaizikeyima？
tayaoshimouyitianturanzoule，neihaizimenzenmeban？kaotama？
xiangdaota，luqiutongxinliyoushiyitong。sinianle，zhengzhengsinian。dangnianshanghaitadeneigenanrenyinxunquanwu。
tayecengshituzhaoguolinfan，dankeliandetalianlinfandemingzidoubuzhidao，zenmequzhao？tajuewangle。
‘wobuzhidaonijiaoshenmemingzi，wozhaolenisannian，yejuewanglesannian。qishinizhidaoma？wobuguaini，yebuhenni，zhendebuhen。dangchujiunishiwoxuanzede，duiwoneiyangniyeshishenbuyouji，niyebuzhidaowohuaiyunle，haijinishenglesangehaizi，ruoshizhidaohua，woxiangjiusuannixianqiwo，kanbushangwo，nikendingyehuirenhaizideduima？’
“pada……pada……”yanleigungun，luodiwusheng。
luqiutongdeshouhencucao，changnianganhuozaochengde。
tashenzhecucaodeshou，jiangyanjiaodeleicadiao，jiannancongdishangpaleqilai，kanzhelanlandetian，neixinwuzhudaolejidian。
“ruoshiyouyitianwosile，wozuidadeyuanwangjiushininengzhidaozheisangehaizishinidegurou……”
“yunyun，nifangxin。mamajiusuanzhaobiantianyahaijiaoyeyaojiangnizhaohuilai！mamabuqiurenle，meiyong。mamaxianzaijiuquzhaoni！”luqiutongtuozhepibeideshenti，liangqiangzhelazhehaizichaowaizouqu……
“dinglingling……”huranyizhenjicudedianhualingyinxiangqi。wangguilanshoujixiangle。
“wei，nisheiya？……nishuoshenme？nishiyunyundebaba！yunyungennizaiyiqi！”
turan，zoudaoyibandeluqiutongmengdedunzhulejiaobu，huiguotoulaibuganzhixindedingzhemuqin，zhunquedeshuoshidingzhemuqinshoulidedianhua。
neixinruhailangxiongyong，huxidoutingzhile！
tashuzheerduonulierrenzhendexiangtingdaoduifangdeshengyin，danshiyinliangtaixiaole，tashenmeyetingbudao。
“nazheba，yunyunyaogennitonghua。”zhidaomuqinbashoujidiguolai，luqiutongcaijingxingguolai，yibazhuaguoshouji。
jiqiedewen：“yunyun，yunyun，shinima？nizaina？nihaoma？youmeiyoushouqifu？”
“mama，wohebabazaiyiqini，wohenhao。mamabuyaodanxin，mingtianwohebabajiuyiqihuilaile，gaosuniyigehaoxiaoxiemama，babashuotayaohuilaiqumama，yaojimamajubanhunli，zhaogumamayibeizini。”
爸爸！！！是他吗？
luqiutongxinzangmengdetiaodong，zhuazheshoujideshouyinweiguoyujinzhang，zhandoudeguofen。
sinian，zhengzhengsinianle，zhongyuyoutadexiaoxile！
“wuwu……”luqiutonghurankule，xijierqi。
“mama……mama……nizenmekulee？mamabukuhaobuhao，mama……”
“mamameiku，mamahenkaixin。yunyun，babahaizaima？ta，taduinihaoma？xihuannima？”luqiutongxiaoxinyiyidewen。
tahelinfanqishibingmeiyoushenmeshizhixingdeganqingjichu，youdezhiyouneiyiyehuangtang，tabuquedinglinfanhuibuhuijienahaizi。
“babaduiwohenhao，shibababawoconghuairenshoulijiuchulaide。baba，baba，nigenmamashuoshuohua。”xiaoluyunhuranbashoujididaolinfanshoushang。
“qiutong，duibuqi。wolinfanhuilaiwanle，kuiduinihehaizi。”liangjiu，linfanshengyingengyandao。
taxinlizongyouwanyanqianyuxiangyaoheluqiutongshuo，dancishicikequefaxianturanjiushenmedoushuobuchulaile。tajingjingdeganshouzhedianhuaneiduanluqiutongdehuxijiezou……
tadehuxishineimedezhong，neimedeji……
haosiyigenzhenhenhencijinlinfandexinwo，linglinfantongkuyouwennuan。
好熟悉的呼吸……
林凡？他叫林凡。
luqiutongjizhulezheigemingzi。