第4章

turan,yidaoyaoyanduomu、fangfonengchuantouyiqiedeguangmang,zaiyunyoudeyanqianmengdiyiliang。tadehuayuhaiweiwanquanchukou,neimanfudelaosaojiubeizheituruqilaideguangmangshengshengdaduan。tabennengditaishou,xunsuwuzhuyanjing,xinzhongmanshidanyou,shengpaneiguangmangrutonglijianyiban,huihaobuliuqingdicishangtajiaonendeshuangyan。

dangtaxiaoxinyiyidizaicizhengkaishuangyan,yanqiandejingxiangquerangtashunjianzhenjingdeshuobuchuhualai。tajuranshenchuyuneigecengjingzhicunzaiyuyinianzhizhongdesuishenkongjianli!sizhoudeyiqiejishuxiyoumosheng,tayouxiebuganzhixin,fangfozheiyiqiedouzhishixuhuandemengjing。xiayishijian,tahenhendiqialeyibadatui,suizhierlaidezhenzhentengtonggan,rutongzhenshideerguang,henhendishanzaitadelianshang,shitabudebujieshouzheibingfeimengjingdecankuxianshi。

tadengdaleshuangyan,nanyizhixindikanzheyanqianzheiyimu,ninanziyudeshengyinzhongdaizheyisisizhandou:“wodemamaya,wozhishidigulejiju,zheikongjianjuranjiugenlaile?danweishenmeyiqianwozhinengyanzhengzhengdikanzhetazuoweichuwukongjian,erwufaqinshenjinruni?nandaoshiyinweizheiyichangturuqilaidechuanyue,rangwohuodelemouzhongweizhideliliang,caideyitaruzheishenmidekongjianzhizhong?duile,haiyouyijianzhiguanzhongyaodeshiqing,zheigekongjianqishishigetaijikongjian。wocengjingdeshentishang,youzheyikuaileisiyuqinglongtuandetaiji,neishiyicizhixingliesharenwushi,wobuxiaoxinshouleshang,xianxueliutangdaoleneikuaitaijishang,caiyiwaidikaiqilezheikuaitaijikongjian。kerujindewo,yijingbuzaishicengjingdewo,woshiyunyou,yigequanxindelinghun,zheigekongjianyouzenmehuirucizhizhedigenlaini?nandao……nandaoyuanzhudeshenshang,yeyouzheyikuaiyimoyiyangdetaijibucheng?”

yixiangdaozheigekeneng,yunyoudexinzhongbianyongqiyigunanyiyanyudejidongyuhaoqi。tamengditaiqishou,yibaluqizuogeboshangdexiuzi,muguangjinjindisuodingzaizuoshouwanshang。zheibukanbuzhidao,yikanzhixia,taxianxiejinghuchusheng。zheiyuanzhudezuoshouwanshang,heranyouzheyikuaiyucengjingzijishenshangdeqinglongtuanyimoyiyangdetaiji!jiulianneitaijideweizhi,yerutongfuzhizhantieyiban,meiyousihaodebianhua。

tabuganzhixindizhouqilemeitou,yihuobujiedidunangzhe:“weishenmeyuanzhudeshenshang,yehuiyouzheiyangyikuaileisiyuqinglongtuandetaiji?nandaoshuo,woheyuanzhuzhijianzhendecunzaizhemouzhongnanyiyanyudeyuanfen?kezheiyouzenmekenengni?tashi1980nianderen,erwozeshilaiziershiyishijidelinghun,womenzhijianyounengyoushenmeguanlianni?ai,suanle,xiangzheixieyemeiyouyong,haishixiantianbaoduziyaojin。”

yunyouxiangdenaozishengteng,suoxingyebuzaijiujieyuzheixiewujiedewentizhizhong。taliangqiangzhejiaobu,rutongyigemishizaihuangyezhongdelvren,zhongyuzhaodaolebifengdegangwanyiban,liangqiangzhepaojinneisancengxiaolouzhizhong。

jinruxiaolouhou,tafangfozhaodaolejiushuyiban,zhijiepaodaoerlou,kuaisuzoudaoneigecunfangzheshiwudefangjian。tademuguangzailinlangmanmudeshiwuzhongsaoguo,zuizhongdinggezaileyigedamianbaoshang。taculudizhuaqineigemianbao,liansidaiyaodidakailebaozhuangdai,rutongyigeejiledeqigaiyiban,langtunhuyandichileqilai。

suihou,tayouxiangshishoudaolemouzhongzhaohuanyiban,muguangyousuodingzaileyizhishaojishang。tazaicishenchushuangshou,yibazhuaqineizhishaoji,yaokaibaozhuangdaideshunjian,nongyudexiangqibianpubierlai。tadakoudakoudikenleqilai,zuilibeimianbaoheshaojisaidemanmandangdangde,jiuxiangyizhijiyuchuzangshiwudexiaosongshuyiyang。

tajiuzheiyangbutingdichizhe,wugemianbao、liangzhishaoji,haiyouliangheniunai,yiyibeitaxiaomiedaijin。zhidaocike,tacaijuededuzilibuzaineimejiele,neizhongkongdangdangdeganjue,yezhongyudedaolehuanjie。

yunyouqingqingmolemozijiyuangungundeduzi,suijicongdishangzhengzhazhepaqilai,liangqiangzhejiaobuwanglingwaiyigefangjianzouqu。tadebufasuiranjicu,danmeiyibudouxiandeyichangchenzhong,fangfoshenshangbeifuzheqianjinzhongdan。

laidaolingyigefangjianhou,yunyouzhaochuleliangpingdianfu、yijuanshabuhewupianzhitengyao。tapobujidaidijiangjipianyaopianyigunaoerdirengjinzuili,lianshuidoumeilaidejihe,jiuzhijieyanlexiaqu。

jinjiezhe,yunyouyoufeilidituodiaoshenshangneipobaibukan、zhanmannituyuxuejideyifu。tadejifushangbumanledadaxiaoxiaodeshangkou,youdeyijingjiejia,youdehaizaiguguliuxue。taqiangrenzhetengtong,dakaidianfupingzi,xiaoxinyiyidijiangdianfudaozaishabushang,ranhouyongshabuqingqingdicashizheshenshangdemeiyichushangkou。meicashiyixia,tademeitoudouhuibuzijuedizhoujinyixia,dantadeyanshenqueyichangjianding,fangfozaigaosuziji,wulunduomejiannan,douyaojianchixiaqu。

shijifenzhonghou,chulehoubeineixienanyichujideshangkouwai,qitabuweideshangkouquandoubeitazixidicaleyibian。

suihou,tayoujiannandichuanshangneijianpobaideyifu,suiranyifuyijingpolanbukan,dancikeduitalaishuo,queshizuijianshidekaijia。

jinjiezhe,yunyouqiangrenzheshenshangdetengtong,yikouqipaodaosanlou。neilibaifangzheyixieqiangzhidanyao,shitaweileyingduibushizhixuerzhunbeide。tajieliannaqiwuba**,shuliandijimeibaqiangzhuangshangmazuijihexiaoyinqi。tadedongzuoxunsuerzhunque,fangfoyijingyanlianguowushuci。

suihou,tawanruyoulingyiban,piaodaolezhuangmanduyaodexiangziqian,shenchuneilvexiancucaodeshuangshou,qingqingdidakaixiangzi,rutongshenshixishizhenbaoban,zixidijianchazhexiangzilimiandeduyao。zheixiangzilideduyao,youruemodeliaoya,bujinyoujudu,haiyouneirumanxingduyaoban,nengzaibuzhibujuezhongtunshishengmingdecunzai。zheixieduyaojieshishashouzuzhidedumenmizhi,tamenwusewuwei,wanruyinxingdeshashou,nengrangfuyongzhiren,zaijienantao,wufataotuosiwangdemozhang。eryidanyourenbuxingzhongzhao,jibianshineizuiweilihaidefayi,yeruwutoucangyingban,nanyichachuzhenzhengdesiyin。zicongyongyouleneishenqidekongjian,tabianshichangcongshashouzuzhilinongchuyixieduyao,ranhoujiangtamentongtongrengjinkongjianli。erneikongjianfangfoyongyouzheshenqidemofa,juyouzidongzhenglidegongneng,neishideta,suiwufatarukongjian,danxinzhongquehaowudanyou,yinweitashenzhi,kongjianjuebuhuibiandezaluanwuzhang。