第5章
cengjing，shia，cengjingdetamenshihaopengyou，shihaoxiongdi，keshirujindetamenqueaizhetongyigenvren，neimetamengaiyongnazhongfangshidazhaohuni，shihaopengyou，haishiqingdi。
“hongmenyanwoxiangjiububile，ruguokeyi，woxiwang......womenbuhuizaijianmian。”diuxiazheijuhuazhihou，gujingjiulazhemengyunhanshou，touyebuhuidezoule，liangrenyiqianyihoushangche，zuizhongxiaoshizaileyiyuanzedeshixianli。
kanzhetamenliqudebeiying，yiyuanzelenghengleyisheng，niutouzoujinlebangongdalou，zuiliziyanziyudedigudao：“shia，woyexiwangwomenbuhuizaijianmianle......”
gujinghemengyunhancongshangchekaishi，bicidoumoqidemeiyoukaikoushuoguoyijuhua，rujinchuleluozaichechuangwaideyudisheng，jiuzhishengtamenbicidehuxishengle。
hurandeyigejichache，gujingbachetingzailelubian，cishitadexinliyouhenduobuhaodeqingxu，tabuxiangjixukaichele，mengyunhanshentimengdiqianqing，suihoutayezhishizhouzhemeitoukanzheliansejiqinankandegujing，zuichunweizhang，queshizhongmeiyoushuochuyijuhua。
yiyuanzedechuxianduiyutamenlianggerenlaishuo，shiyuliaozhiwai，tamensheidoumeiyouxiangdao，yuyiyuanzedezaicizhongfenghuishizaizheiyangdeqingkuangzhixia，kezheijianshiqingqueyouxiangshiyiliaozhizhong，yinweitamenqingchu，zhiyaohuiguo，huidaolezheili，tamenjiuyidingshihuizaicixiangfengde。
“他......”
“他......”
huoxushibicideqingxudouyazhidetaijiu，yihuoxushibicizhijiancunzaizhesuoweidemoqi，tamenjingranzaitongyishijiankaikou，shuozhexiangtongdehua，napazhishitongyigezi，neiyeshishuyutamenbicizhijiandemoqi，tamenyigexiangyaozhuiwen，eryigeyeqiahaoyaojieshi。
gujingnulidezailianshangluchuyigeweixiao，zuichunweizhang，daozuibiandehuahaimeilaidejishuochulai，jiubeimengyunhanqiangxianleyibu。
“tajiushijintianwodaitiwobalaijianderen，duibuqi，wobuzhidaowobajintianrangwoqujianderenshita，woyebuzhidao......”
mengyunhanneiyouxiejiaojidexiaobiaoqingkanzherangrenbumianyouxiexinteng，gujingjiangtalanruhuaili，jinjindebaozhe，henbudejiangtaroujinzijideguxueli，neimetaxinlisuodanxin，suohaipadeshiqingjiubuhuifasheng。
suiranciketadehuaibaolilouzhedeshimengyunhan，shineigetashenaideren，keshitaqueganjueyouxiebuzhenshi，yinweizheishitayongqipianhebeipansuohuanlaideaiqing，weilezheiduanganqing，taqipianlemengyunhanzheimeduonian，yebeipanlezijicengjingzuiyaohaodexiongdi。
zheimeduonianlai，gujingshichangzaixinliwenziji，ruguodangchutabamengyunhanrangzijizhuangaojiyiyuanzedehuayiziyijudechuandadaole，tarujinshifouhaiyouneigehaoxiongdizaishenbian，keshiruguodangchutaneiyangzuole，cikelouzaitahuailidezheigeren，huoxuzheibeizidouyutazaiwukenengle，kerujinwulunruhezhuiwenzijidouyushiwubule，yinweitazaojiuzaineishihoubeipanlexiongdi。
“meiguanxi，nimeizuocuoshenme，wozhishibuxiangrangnizaishoudaorenhedeshanghai......”gujingqingpaizhemengyunhandebei，sihushizaijitaanwei，keshiduiyucikedegujinglaishuo，shitaxiangyaozaizheigeyongbaoli，rangzijigandaoyisidexinan，yezhaoxunzhenengshuofuzijidangchumeiyouxuanzecuodejiekou。
“womenhuiquba。”mengyunhanshituconggujingdewennuanhuaibaolizhengtuo，keshizuihouquefaxianzijibeigujingbaodegengjinle。
gujingweiweicuqimeitou，bizheyanjing，zaimengyunhandeerbianqingshengdeshuo：“hanhan，womenjiehunba。”
zaijiandaoyiyuanzedeshunjian，gujingdexinlichulejingya，gengduodeshihaipa，tahaipamengyunhanhuicongzijideshenbianlikai，yehaipazijidangnianshuodehuanghuiyinweizheigerendechuxianerbeijiechuan，weilezheiduanganqing，tayijingfangqihenduodongxile，tabuxiangzuihoulianzijizuiaiderenyeshoubuzhu。
tabuxiangzaidengle，zaiyiyuanzemeiyouchuxianzhiqian，takeyideng，dengduojiudoumeiguanxi，keshixianzaiyiqieqingkuangbuyiyangle，tabixuyaozhudongchuji，qieduanmengyunhandezhizhenxiangdeyiqiequdao，yezuzhiyiyuanzehemengyunhanzhijianderenhekeneng。
buzhidaoshishenmeyuanyin，mengyunhancikedenaohailijuranyoufuxianleyiyuanzeshuodehua，erguanyutaneiweiyideyaoqiu，mengyunhanhaizhenbuzhidaozijigairuhekaikougaosugujing。
mengyunhanzuizhonghaishituikailegujing，tamenliangrensimuxiangdui，xinliyouqianyanwanyu，quebuzhidaogaicongnalikaishishuoqi。
zheimeduonian，mengyunhanhegujingzhijiandeganqingzaiwairenkanlaijiushilangcainvmao，tianzuozhihe，keshizaitamenbicidexindidouhenshiqingchu，dangchuzaimengyunhanjixuyigeyikaodejianbang，yigemomopeibantaderenshi，gujingqiaqiaochuxianzailetadeshenbian，suoyitamenjiulisuodangrandezaiyiqile，shenzhitamenhaiyizhiziqiqirenderending，tamenshiyinweibicixiangaicaizoudaoyiqide，dantamenzhijiandeganqingbunengshuobushiaiqing，zhinengshuoneishitianshidilirenhexiadeyizhongyilai。
“我......”
“nibubijizhehuida，bijingwolianyigexiangyangdeqiuhunyishidoumeiyou，wozhishixiangrangnizhidao，woxianghenijiehun，woxiangpeiniyibeizi。”
chenmoxujiudemengyunhanhaoburongyikaikoule，danshiquebeigujingzhizhiletayaoshuodehua，yinweigujingcikebutaixiangtingjianmengyunhandehuida，huoxugengduodeshiyinweitahaipatingjianmengyunhanjujuezijideshengyin，dangtazaicikanjianyiyuanzezhihou，tadexinlijiuyijingyinyinganjuedaolebuan。
zaimengyunhandexinli，tacengwushucidegaosuziji，tajianglaiyidinghuijiajigujing，peitaduguoyishengdeyebidinghuishigujing，keshirujindanggujingxiangtaqiuhundeshihou，mengyunhanxinlijingyouyisisideyouyu，buguanshichuyuxianzhuang，haishilaizitaneixindezhenshixiangfa，mengyunhandouhenqingchu，zijineixinyougeshengyinzaigaosuta，bunengdayinggujingdeqiuhun。
“zouba，womenquchifan。”gujingzhenglizhezijideqingxu，zhongxinfadonglechezi。
mengyunhanquehuranwozhulegujingdeshou，xiaozheshuo：“woyouxieleile，woxianghuijia。”
cishimengyunhanbujinshentipibeile，xinyejuanle，taxuyaoyigesirenkongjian，xiaohuadiaoduanduanyigeshangwusuofashengdeneixieshiqing，tayebixurenzhensikaohequanhengyiyuanzedeneixiehua。
gujingbamengyunhandeshoufangzaizijideshouxin，xianglexiang，shuo：“hanhan，wozhidaonixianzaixinlihenluan，xiangyaoyigerendaizhe，keshiwobuxiwangniyigedaizhe，wobuxiangnihusiluanxiang，suoyirangwopeizheni，nikeyidangwobucunzai，woyekeyiyiyanbufa，danshijiurangwopeizheniba。”
mianduigujingneiqipanbuyideyanshen，mengyunhansihumeiyoujujuedeyongqi，zuizhongzhinengshidiandiantou，yingyunletadeyaoqiu。
“zou，wodainiqugeanjingdedifang。”
mengyunhanxiaozhediandiantou，duiyugujingdewenroutasihubuzhidaoruhejujue，keshineizhibuguoshitayilaigujingdeyizhongfangshieryi。
yiyuanzeyankanzhemengyunhanjiuzheiyangbeigujingjidaizoule，xinlisuiranhenbushufu，keshirujindetaqueshenmeyezuobule，yinweizaimengyunhanmeiyouzuochuzuizhongdexuanzezhiqian，tayijiuzhishineigezuiweishuxidemoshengreneryi。
huidaobangongshideyiyuanzezuozaiyizishangfadai，dishangshibeitaxianfandezawu，xiandecikedetayouxietuifei，wuwaishihuimengmengdetian，rujindefenweirangtadesixuyeyouxielansanleqilai，tadeneixinmanmanyiqi，tahegujingdiyicijianmiandeshihou，yeshizaizheiyangyigeyutian。
yiyuanzehegujingshizaikaixuedediyitianjiubudabuxiangshide，neishihoutamenjiujuededuifangshizijikeyiliangleichadaodehaogemen，keshihoulai，yiyuanzequemeiyouxiangdaotamenhuitongshiaishangyigenvhai，zhibuguotamendeaibutong，yiyuanzeshidadanzhuiqiu，ergujingquezhishizaixinlimomoshouhu。
suiranyiyuanzebuzhidaomengyunhandangchuweishenmeyaobugaoerbiechuguo，dantahenshiqingchudejiushi，dangnianpeizhemengyunhanchuguoderenbushitaershigujing，errujinpeizhemengyunhanderenyebushita，ershigujing，neizhongbeixiongdibeipandeganjue，yiyuanzeyijiujiyiyouxin，taganjuezijizheibeizidoubuhuiwangjineizhongbeitong，suoyitacaizuochulerujinzheiyangdexuanze，napashiyongweixie，yongbipodeshouduan，tayeyaorangmengyunhanlikaigujing，yeyaobuxiyixiedaijiaqubaofugujing，quzhemomengyunhan。
yiyuanzenachushoujikanzheshangmianneichuanlvexianmoshengdeshuzi，sisuolexujiuzhihou，haishibotongleneigedianhua。
dangyiyuanzededianhuadaguolaideshihou，gujingzhengzuozaiyizishangkanzhezhanzaichuangbianfadaidemengyunhan，kanzheshigemoshengdedianhuahaoma，gujingbingmeiyoulikejiujieting，fanershiyizhidingzheneibutingshanshuodepingmu，zhidaodianhuabeiguaduan，gujingdoumeiyoujietingneigedianhua，tasihuyijingzaixinliyishidao，neigemoshengdehaoma，shitasuokangjude。
yicimeiyoujietongzhihou，yiyuanzebingmeiyouzaijixubodaneigedianhuale，danshigujingzhihoudesuoyouzhuyilidoushijizhongzaizijideshoujishangde，tademeitoujinsuozhe，tasihushihaipadianhuazaicixiangqi，queyouxiangshizaiqidaineigedianhuazaicidalai。
duiyugujingcikesuojinglideyiqie，zhanzaibuyuanchudemengyunhanbingbuzhiqing，cikedetaquanranchenjinzaizijideshijieli，fuqinmengzhiwenzaizuowanduitashuodehua，jinshangwuyiyuanzezaibangongshiliduitashuodehua，yijibujiuqiangujingzaicheliduitashuodeneixiehua，yiqiedeyiqiedouxiangshidianyingpianduanyiyangyizhenyizhendezaitadenaohailifuxian。
cishimengyunhandexinlihenluan，tasuiranhaizaibujiuqianxinshidandandeheyiyuanzeshuozijijuebuhuidayingtadeyaoqiu，keshiciketaqueganjuezijidalianle，tazaixinliyibianyouyibiandequanhengzhe，sihuzuizhongsuodedaodedaanbingbuxiangtazhiqiansuoxiangdeneiyang。
yaojianturuqilaidewenreshouzhangdaluanlemengyunhandesixu，gujingcongbeihouqingqingdebaozheta，fuzaitadeerbianqingshengdeshuodao：“nidouyijingzhanleyigexiawule，yaobuyaozuoxialaixiuxiyixia？”
mengyunhanbizheyanjingshunshidaozaigujingdehuaili，tashenshangdeqiweihenhaowen，dandandebohexiangwei，tadexiongtanghenshiwennuan，zheiyangdeganjueshizaishitaimeihao，mengyunhanhenshitannianzheiyangdemeihao，sihuzhiyoudanggujingzaitashenbiandeshihou，tacainenggougandaoxinan，caihuijuedezijibushiyigeren，keshizaihoulaidemouyitianmengyunhancaiyishidao，neibushiai，shiyilai。
“woxianghuijia......”
jianjiandandandesigezi，qingshengdecongmengyunhandezuilishuolechulai，suirantayebuxianglikaigujingzheiwennuandehuaibao，danshiciketahaiyougengweizhongyaodeshiqingyaoququeren。