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gusimudeshengyinduiwolaishuorudangtoubanghe。erbudengwochusheng,dianhuajiuguaduan。wozhidao,dianhuayidingshijiangyankongjiede,gangcaideduihuayeshitaguyixiangyaowotingjiande。tabushidiyicizheiyangzuo,yinweizheixieniantaduiwodetiaoxinconglaimeiduanguo。yezhiyouzaiwomianqian,jiangyankongcaihuizhanshichutadeyinanmian——talaidaowojiadediyitian,jiuguyichihaixianguominxianhaiwo。neici,yizhitengaiwodemuqin,diyicishanlewobazhang:“hanfengzhuo,nijingranmouhainidejiumingenren,nihaiyouliangxinma?”congneiyihou,xiangzheiyangdeshiqingpinpinfasheng,yinhenchenglewodedaimingci。zhidaokaoshangdaxue,likaijia,wodeshenghuocaisuanburuzhenggui,houlaiwoyujianlegusimu,tajiuxiangyilvguangzhaolianglewohuianderensheng。tashitianzhijiaonv,jiajingyouwo,yuwojiawanquanbuzaiyigejieceng。kejiushizheiyangyangzunchuyoudexiaogongzhu,weilehewozaiyiqi,hejialirennaofan,shoulebushaogoubing。shenzhiwomenchaojia,gaoaodetadouhuiweiwozhudongfangxiashenduan,naixinhongwo。jiushitadezheifenaijilewodiqi。yizhiyusannianqianwodiyicidaitahuijia,kanjianjiangyankongyanzhongshuxidejiyushi,womeizaiyi。keduanduansannian,yiqiehaoxiangyoubianle……pingshenme?woyoubolemuqindehaoma。tajiele,danqueshihenbunaifanshuluo:“nidididezhuangtaihaoburongyiwending,nizanshibiezaidadianhualai**ta。”shuowanjiuguaduandianhua。binglengdedudushengzaiwoerbianhuirao,woderennaidaolejixian。wokaichequleyiyuan,zhaodaojiangyankongdebingfang。touguoboli,wokanjianwodemuqinzhengyilianciaidiweijiangyankongxuepingguo。ergusimuzhengpeizhejiangyankongdayouxi。jiangyankongkanzhegusimu,manyanchongni:“xiaogu,woxuanfuzhubaohuniba。”gusimuxiaozheqingtuilexiata:“wobaohuni,kuai,nixuansheshou。”jiangyankongdianlexiatou,xiaozhequeren。wokanzheliangrenqinglvbandexiangchu,zhijietuimenzoulejinqu。suoyourendoukanxianglewo,jiangyankonglimabianlianrengxiashouji,yibazhuazhulegusimudeshou,hongleyankuang。“ge,nibiebaxiaogudaizou……”hualuo,bingfangliyipiansiji。wokanxiangwodefumu,tamenrengjiuzaizuozijideshi,wurenxunchijiangyankonghouyan**diqiangduobie**zi。wozaikanxianggusimu。tataitoukanzhewo,yanliyoukuijiu,querenyoujiangyankongzhuazhe,meiyouchouhuishou。wodexinchenxiaqu,xinlizhishengxiashiwang:“xiaogu,womenwanle。”shuowan,wozhuanshenjiuzou。gusimuzheicaihuangleqilai,tuikaijiangyankongzhuichumen,zaizoulangshanglazhuwojieshi。“fengzhuo,nibieshengqi,woheyankongmeishenme。tayiyuzhengneimeyanzhong,xuyaorenpei,nizenmejiuyidiantongqingxindoumeiyou……”wodiyiciyonglishuaikailetadeshou:“gusimu,nidangwoshishazima?”dangchumingmingshuoguo,yongyuandoubuhuifangkaibicideshou。keshuochukoudeshiyanzaojiushiguoyanyunyan。wodingzhetadeyanjing,kanzhetayanlidehuangzhang,luchuleyigebikuhaikexiaodexiao。“qunianwojijiangyankongjuanshenxiuyangneiduanshijian,nishuojialimeiyouyiyuantiaojianhao,yaowozaiyiyuandiaoyang,keniquesantianliangtoubulaiyiyuankanwo。”“youyici,woourandiaolejialikanchongwudejiankong……”“xiaogu,nicaiwokandaoleshenme?”