qianyan：nverwushiyeshenghuanghuacaizhongduhou，wofengkuangchayueziliaofaxiansuoyouwenxiandoujianchenghuanghuacaijueduiwudu，
zhangfuheyishengjianchengwoyinbeishangchanshenglehuanjue，zhidaowoqinyankanjianzhangfuzaishenyedechufangli，
jiangyibayunversuochiyimoyiyangdehuanghuacaitunlexiaqu，zuijiaohaicanliuzhejinhuangsedehuafen，
weixiaozhezhushiwojinghaidelian……---——ketinglihenanjing，zhiyoukongdiaodichendewengming，
yijiwozhijianhuaguopingbandiannaopingmushi，neiguoyuqingcuide“da”deyisheng。guangxiancanbai，
congtoudingdeleddengbanliuxiexialai，bajiajudebianyuandoupiaodemohu，xiangyichutunsedebujing。
wozaicha“huanghuacai”，haiyou“zhongdu”。zheilianggecizuhezaiyiqi，zaisousuokuanglitiaochulai，
daizheyizhongbuxiangde、jianlidelengjiao。pingmudeguangyingzaiwoyanli，ganse，citong，quebuganzha。meiyou。
zenmehuimeiyou？yitiaotiaojiansuojieguohuaguoqu，
guanfangde、minjiande、xueshulunwen、kepuwenda——suoyoudewenzi，suoyoudequanwei，
douzaiyongneizhongbinglengerjueduideqiangdiao，
futongyijuhua：huanghuacai（hemerocalliscitrinabaroni）wudu，
keanquanshiyong，xinxianhuanghuacaizhongdeqiushuixianjianjingchongfenjiarehuoganzhihoukefenjie，changguishiyongbuhuidaozhizhongdu。
“buhuidaozhizhongdu”。neiwodexiaoyani？
neikouxiannende、tababajiadaotawanlide、shuoshi“zuixinxiandeyewei”dehuanghuacai，neizhihoubuguoshifenzhong，
tawuzheduzicongyizishangquansuoxiaqu，xiaolianshabai，outu，ranhoushijuliedefuxie，songdaoyiyuanshiyijingtuoshui，
xiaoxiaodeshentizaijizhenchuangshangquanchengyizhixiami，
hunmiqianzuihouyishengkuhanshi“mama……teng……”tamenxianzaigaosuwo，neishijixingchangweiyan。
shiwushilebuganjingdedongxi。weidubunengshihuanghuacai，yinweihuanghuacai，“wudu”。zhijianbingliang，zaifadou。
woguandiaoyigeyemian，youdakailingyige，fangfoduodakaiyigechuangkou，jiunengzaochuanzheiduwushengde、jianyingdeqiang。
zhidaoyizhishouwencundiluozaiwojianbangshang。womengdiyizhan，jihujingtiaoqilai。“haizaikan？
”zhouhuaideshengyindichen，daizheyisiqiadaohaochudepibeiheshaya，
xiangrenheyigedanyounveryouxintengqizidezhangfu。tashouliduanzheyibeiwenshui，weiweimaozhereqi，“hedianshui，
shuyao，nixuyaoxiuxi。”womeiyoujieshuibei，zhishitaiqitou，sisidingzheta。tadelianzaidengguangxiayouxiemohu，
yanxiadewuqinghenzhong，zuijiaoxiguanxingdixiaminzhe，goulechuyoulvdehudu。wanmeiwuquedebiaoyan。
“xiaoyajiushichileneihuanghuacaicaidaoxiade。”wodeshengyingansedexiangshishazhizaimoca，“wokanjianle，
nicongyangtaineipenliqiaxialaide，zuinendeneijigen。”neipenhuanghuacai，
shitabangeyueqianbuzhicongnaerdaihuilaide，shuoshipengyousongde，yeshengpinzhong，kaihuatebiexiang。xizhangdeyepian，
yuyucongcong，zaixiyangxiahuitouchuyizhongjinhuyaoyidelvguang。tatanlekouqi，neitanxichenzhongdenengyakuakongqi。
tadunxialai，wozhuwobingliangdeshou，shituyongtadetiwenwennuanwo。wozhigandaoyizhencigudehanyi。“shuyao，
wozhidaoninanshou，woyenanshou。”takanzhewodeyanjing，yanshenlichongmanletongchuhelijie，neimezhen，
zhenderangwoxinzangchouchu，“danyishengshuole，xiaoyashijixingchangweiyan，kenengshichilebiedeshenmebuganjingdedongxi。
neihuanghuacaiwoyechile，nikanwobushimeishima？neizhendejiushiputongdehuanghuacai。”youshizheijuhua。
womengdichouhuishou，zhixianghailiangzhedepingmu：“neizheizenmejieshi？suoyourendoushuotameidu！
”“yexu……yexuxiaoyatizhiteshu？huozheneitiandecaimeixiganjing？”tachangshijieshi，
yuqiwenhequeburongzhiyi，“shuyao，nitaileile，jingshentaijinzhangle。yishengshuonixuyaohaohaoshuiyijue，
bunengzaizheiyanghaozheziji。”tashenshouxiangfumowodetoufa，wobikaile。zheishi，
chuanzhebaidaguadezhangyishengzoulejinlai，shoulinazhezuixindehuayanbaogao。tashizhouhuaidedaxuetongxue，
yeshixiaoyadezhuzhiyishi。tatuiletuiyanjing，muguangxianhezhouhuaiduanzanjiechuleyixia，ranhoucailuozaiwoshenshang，
daizheyizhongzhiyexingde、lvedailianmindebiaoqing。“zhoutaitai，jieguochulaile。”tababaogaodijiwo，
shangmianmimimamadeshujuhequxian，wogenbenkanbudong，
zhisisidingzhuzuihoudejielun——“weijianchuchangjiandusujizhibingjun，fuhejixingchangweiyantezheng”。“nikan，
shuyao，zhendebushihuanghuacaidewenti。”zhouhuaizaiyipangqingshengshuo，fangfosongleyikouqi，
youfangfozaijiwoxiazuizhongpanjue。zhangyishengdiandiantou，yuqiwenhequexiangyibadundaozi：“zhoutaitai，
wolijienidexinqing。shiquhaizideyibufen，renhemuqindouwufajieshou，zonghuixiangzhaodaoyigeyuanyin，
yigechukou。danzheizhongzhinianyoushihouhui……niuquyixierenzhi。congyixuejiaodujiang，
huanghuacaidaozhiruciyanzhongdezhongdufanying，shibukenengde。nishifouzuijinshuimianhencha？huozhe，zaixiaoyafabingqian，
nishifouyegandaoguoshentibushi、jingshenhuanghu？”tamendehua，yijuyiju，diezaiyiqi，
jianjianbianchengyizuojudade、toumingdeqiulong，bawokunzaizhongyang。wokanzhezhangyishengdezuiyizhangyihe，
kanzhezhouhuaineixiemandanyouhekuanrongdelian，zaikankanneifenbinglengdejishubaogao。nandao……zhendeshiwocuole？
shixiaoyaturandelejibing，erwoyinweiwufajieshou，caipianzhidizhuazhuyanqianzuijindeyiyangdongxi，
xugouchuleduxingdejiyi？wodetoukaishiyinyinzuotong，taiyangxueyitiaoyitiao。
jiyidemougejiaoluosihusongdongleyixia，
neitiandehuamianyouxiemohu——wodaodiyoumeiyouqingqingchuchudikandaozhouhuaibahuanghuacaijiajixiaoya？
haishiwozhishi……yiweiwokandaole？yizhongshenkedeziwohuaiyi，hunhezhesangnvdejutonghelianridepibei，
xiangchaoshuiyiyangyanmeishanglai。wozhanglezhangzui，quefabuchurenheshengyin。qiangbibaidehuangyan，
zhenggeshijiedouzaiweiweixuanzhuan。zhouhuaishishidizaicilanzhuwodejianbang，zheiyiciwomeiyouliqizhengtuo。
tabashuibeididaowozuibian，wojixiedichuoleyikou，wenshuihuaguohoulong，queganjuebudaorenhenuanyi。
“haohaoxiuxiyixia，shuyao。”tadeshengyintiezaiwodeerbian，neimejin，youneimeyuan，“huihaode，
yiqiedouhuiguoqude。”huiguoquma？xiaoyatangzaierkeiculi，xiaoxiaodeshentichamanleguanzi，
kaoyiqiweichizheshengming。yishengshuoqingkuangjibuleguan，zhongdu（tamenjianchijiaochangweiyan）taishen，duoqiguanshuaijie。
erwo，chengleyigeyinweibeishangerchanshenghuanjue、bukeliyudefengnvren。zhouhuaixiangzhangyishengdaoxie，songtachuqu。
woduzizuozaishafashang，pingbandiannaoyijinganlexiaqu，pingmuxiangyizhiheisedeyanjing，
kongdongdifanshezhewocangbaishicuodelian。zhihouliangtian，woxianggeyouhun。zhouhuaiwuweibuzhi，weiwochifan，
ducuwochiyao（tashuoshianshenzhumiande），shouzhewoshuijue。woshuidehenduo，queyuelaiyuepibei，
tounaoxiangshimengzheyicenghouhoude、wufaqusandenongwu，sikaobiandejiqikunnan。duihuanghuacaidezhiyi，
beiyiciciwenheerjiandingdibohui，liantongwodeshenzhi，yiqibeixiaoxinyiyidibaoguo、geliqilai。ouer，
zaichiyaohouhunhunchenchendejianxi，yisijixiweidejingjuehuizhengzhazhemaotou——zhouhuaijiwodeyao，
zhendeshianshendema？weishenmewomeicichiwan，douzhijuedetounaogengjiachidun、gengjiashuncong？
danneiniantoutaiweiruole，henkuaiyouchenruyipianhundundenizhaoli。zheigejia，biandewubianjing，youwubiyongji。
anjingdeshishengyin，yongjideshizhouhuaiwuchubuzaide“guanhuai”。tabuzaiqushangban，quantianhoudishouzhewo，
yanshenjihucongbulikaiwo。wenroudezhushi，querangwoconggutoufenglishenchuhanyi。
woshenzhimeiyoujihuizaiduzikaojinyangtai，qukanneipenrehuodehuanghuacai。tahaizaineilima？huozhe，
yijingbeitachulidiaole？yeli，wokaishishimian。tangzaizhouhuaishenbian，tingzhetajunyundehuxisheng，
wozhengdayanjingkanzhetianhuaban，xinzangzaixiongqianglichenzhongditiaodong。xiaoyatongkudelian，pingmushang“wudu”deziyang，
zhouhuaiheyishengdudingdebiaoqing，jiaocuoshanxian。wobixuzhidaoneihuanghuacaidaodishishenme。yizhongjinhubennengdepianzhi，
yadaoleyaowudailaidehunchen。wobixuqinyanzaikanyici。dengdaoshenye，dengdaozhouhuaidehuxibiandeshenzhangpingwen。
wojiqihuanmandixiankaibeizi，chijiaocaizaibingliangdedibanshang，meiyoufachuyidianshengyin。woshimenxuyanzhe，
woceshenjichuqu，ketingyipianqihei。xinzangzaiermolidongdongdizhuang。wobugankaideng，
jiezhechuangwaitoujinlaide、chengshiyekongweiruodeguangyun，mosuozhechaochufangdefangxiangzouqu。yangtaizaichufangdeduimian，
yaoquyangtai，bixujingguochufangmenkou。kongqizhong，sihuyinyinyueyuepiaozheyigujidande、qiyidetianxiang。
bushiwoshuxiderenhehuaxianghuoshiwudeqiwei。taruoyouruowu，gouzhemouzhongmoshengdejiyi。wopingzhuhuxi，
yibubukaojin。chufangli，youxiweideshengxiang。bushilaoshu，yebushifengchuidongdongxi。shirendedongjing。
jiqiqingweide，xixisusu。zhouhuai？tayinggaizaiwoshishuijue。wotiezaibinglengdeqiangbishang，yidiandiantanchutou，
chaochufanglimianwangqu。dengguang。bingxiangmendakaishi，limianneizhanxiaodenglouchudeweiruoguangxian，
goulechuyigenanrendebeiying。shizhouhuai。tabeiduizhewo，zhanzailiaolitaiqian。bingxiangdelengguangyingchutalunkuo，
taweiweidizhetou，jianbangxiaofududisongdongzhe，sihuzai……jujiaozheshenme？neiguqiyidetianxiang，
zaizheilibiandenongyuleyixie。wodexueyesihushunjiandongzhule，youzaixiayimiaofengkuangbenyong，chongdewosizhifadou。
wosisiyaozhuzuichun，buganhuxi。tazaichishenme？xiaoye？weishenmetoutoumomo？ranhou，wokandaoliaolitaishang，
fangzheyixiaobadongxi。xizhang，yansezaihunanguangxianxiachengxianchuyizhonganchendehuanglvse。wodexintiaotingleyipai。
neishi……huanghuacai！kanneixingtai，fenmingheneitiantaqiaxialaideyimoyiyang！yangtaideneiyipen！tashenchushou，
younaqijigen，shuliandisongjinzuili，jujiaozhe。shengchi？tajingranzaishengchihuanghuacai！
neijuchengbixujingguogaowenchulicainengpohuaiqiushuixianjiandehuanghuacai！wushengdejianjiaokazaiwodehoulongli。
tasihushichiwanle，manzudi、jiqiqingweiditanleyikouqi。ranhou，tazhuanguoshen，zhunbeilikaichufang。
tadelian，qiahaoyingshanglecongbingxiangneibiantoulaide、neipianweiruodeguangqu。zuijiaochu，
zhanranzhejidianmingxiande、jinhuangsedefenmozhuangdongxi。shihuafen！huanghuacaidehuafen！tasihuchajuedaoleshenme，
jujiaodedongzuotingdunxialai，toubuweibukechadipianxiangwodefangxiang。yinyinglveguotadabanzhanglian，danneishuangyanjing，
quezhunquewuwudibuzhuodaoleduozaiheianzhongdewo。meiyoujinghuang，meiyoucuoe，
meiyousihaobeizhuangpodegangahuokongju。yidiandoumeiyou。tadezuijiao，zaineijinhuangsedehuafendianzhuixia，
zhengjiqihuanmandi、yidianyidiandixiangshanggouqi。xingchengyigejuda、guaiyi、wufaxingrongde……weixiao。bingleng，
wanwei，shenzhidaizheyisiyanzudeyonglan。neixiaorongliguoxiezhededongxi，juefeirenleiyingyoudeqinggan。tajiuzheiyang，
weixiaozhe，zhushizheheianzhongdewo，zhushizhewolianshangwufakongzhide、benghuibandejinghai。
shijian、kongjian、suoyoulizhiderenzhi，zaizheiyikechedisuilie。shijiewanlaijuji。zhiyoutazuijiaoneimojinhuang，
hetadongchuanyiqiebandekongbuweixiao，zaiwubianwujideheianli，zhuoshaozhewodeshiwangmo。bingxiangdelengguang，
xiangwutaishangzhuiguangdengdeyipie，jingzhundidazaizhouhuailianshang。neimojinhuangsedehuafen，nianzaitadezuijiao，
bushizhanshangdewuzi，gengxiangshimouzhonghuowufenmideyingguangfenmo，zaihunanzhongyouyoufaliang。tadeyachihenbai，
zaineiyixiaopianguangqulifanshezhehanbingsideweiguang。
ertadeyanjing——neishuangwokanleshiniande、zongshishengmanwenhexiaoyideyanjing——cikeshenbujiandi，
meiyousihaorenleideqinggan，zhiyouyizhongjinhuyonglande、dongxiyiqiedewanwei。tazaixiao。
duizheduozaiheianzhong、yinjizhikongjuerjiangzhiwufadongdandewo，weixiao。shijianbeilazhang，youbeiyasuo。yimiao？
yifenzhong？wobuzhidao。wodexueyeninggule，youzaixiayimiaofengkuangniliu，chongzhuangzhesizhibaihai，
dailaiyizhenzhenjuliede、wufayizhidelengzhan。yachibushoukongzhidikepeng，fachuxisuide“dede”sheng，
zaizheisijidechufangli，qingxidekepa。takandaole。takandaolewoquanbudejinghai，quanbudebengkui。erta，
zaixiao。neiweixiaodehudumeiyoubianhua，xiangyizhangjingxinhuizhihouyougudinghaodemianju。tashenzhimeiyouzhayixiayanjing。
ranhou，bingxiangmenyinweitaijiuweidong，fachu“weng”deyishengqingxiang，neibudezhaomingdengximiele。
heianrutongshizhidechaoshui，shunjiantunmeileyiqie。wodeshijuebeiboduo，qitaganguanquejianruidaotengtong。
wonengtingdaozijixinzangzaixiongqianglifengkuangleidongdeshengyin，
nengwendaokongqizhongneiguqiyitianxianghunhezhebingxianglengqideweidao，nengganjuedaolenghanshunzhewodejizhuiyiluhuaxia，
bingshiledanbodeshuiyi。haiyou……tadehuxisheng。junyun，pingwen，shenzhidaizheyisiqieyi。jiuzaibuyuanchu。
tameiyoudong。meiyoukaikouzhiwen“nizenmezaizheili”，meiyoujinghuangdidakaidengjieshi，shenmedoumeiyou。
tazhishizhanzaineili，zainongchoudeheianli，weichizheneigezhushiwodezitai，sanfazhefeirendecunzaigan。pao！
zheigeniantouxiangdianliuyiyangjichuanlewodetanhuan。womengdizhuanshen，sizhiqueruandebutingshihuan，
jianbangzhongzhongzhuangzaimenkuangshang，fachuchenmendexiangsheng。wogubushangtengtong，liangundaipadipuxiangketing，
benxiangwoshidefangxiang——bu，bushiwoshi！neiliyouta！——shidamen！woyaolikaizheili！
heianrangwoshiqulefangxianggan，xigaizhuangzaichajijiaoshang，zuanxindeteng。womosuozhe，
huxijicudexiangpojiudefengxiang。“da。”yishengqingxiang。ketingzhongyangdediaodeng，haowuzhengzhaodiliangle。
bushiciyandebaiguang，ershizuihunhuang、zuiwennuandeneiyidang。
tongchangzhizaiyewanwomenyiweizaishafashangkandianyingshicaihuidakai。guangxianrouhedejinhucanren，
zhaolianglewolangbeiquansuozaichajipangdeshenying，yezhaolianglezhanzaichufangmenkoudeta。zhouhuaiyijingzhuanguoleshen，
wanquanmianxiangwo。talianshangdexiaorongdanquleyixie，zhuanhuaweiyizhonggengfuzadeshenqing——guanqie？yihuo？
haiyouyisi……buyichajuede、fangfokanzhebudongshihaizihunaobandewunaizongrong。jiuhaoxiang，
gangcaineijingsongdeyimu，zhishiwojidukongjuxiachanshengdeyouyigehuanjue。“shuyao？”takaikou，
shengyindaizhegangshuixingsideshayaheziranwubidekunhuo，“zenmele？zuoemengle？wotingdaonizhuangdaodongxile。
”tachaowozoulai，bufapingwen，shenzhidaizhetaguanyoude、neizhongnenganfurendejiezou。
woxiangbeidushedingzhudeqingwa，dongdanbude，zhinengyanzhengzhengkanzhetakaojin。
wodemuguangsisisuozhutadezuijiao——neiliganganjingjing。shenmedoumeiyou。meiyoujinsedehuafen，
meiyouguiyideweixiao。zhiyoutaweiweicuqidemeitouheqiadaohaochudedanyou。“nikanni，hechuyishenlenghan。
”tazaiwomianqiandunxia，shenchushou，wenredeshouzhixiangyaochupengwohanshideetou。womengdiyidou，
jianjiaokazaihoulongli，bianchengyishengduancusiyadechouqi，shentipinmingxianghousuo，houyaozaicizhuangshangchaji，
shangmiandebolibeiyaohuangzhefachucuixiang。tadeshoutingzaibankong，lianshangdedanyoujiashenle，
hairanshangleyimozhenshideshoushang：“shuyao？nidaodizenmele？shiwoa，shizhouhuai。”tadebiaoyantianyiwufeng。
ruguobushineicanliuzaiwoshiwangmoshangdejinsezhuohen，ruguobushineikerugusuidebinglengkongju，
wojihu、jihuyouyaoxiangxintale。xiangxinshiwofengle。xiangxinyouyige“huanjue”。
“wo……”wodeshengyindoudebuchengyangzi，posuibukan，
“wokandaole……huanghuacai……ni……nizaichi……”talengleyixia，suijihuangrandawu，
neibiaoqingzhuanhuandeliuchangziran：“nishuoneigea！”tashenzhiyoudianbuhaoyisidixiaolexiao，naolenaotou，
“wojiushuonizenmehechengzheiyang。wowanshangyoudiane，shuibuzhe，xiangqiyangtaineipenhuanghuacaihaoxiangkailejiduo，
jiuxiangquqiadiannenjingchangchangxian，youpakaihuochaoxingni，jiuxilexishengchilelianggen。shibushihedaonile？
guaiwoguaiwo。”tazhanqishen，henzirandizouxiangyangtaidefangxiang：“neidongxishengchishiyoudianguaiwei，danmeishide，
wokanguoziliao，zheidianliangbuaishi。nibiedanxin。”tatuikaiyangtaimen，zoulechuqu。wojiangzaiyuandi，
xinzangyijiukuangtiao，naoziluanchengyituanjianghu。tadejieshiheqingheli，wuxiekeji。yigebanyeeledezhangfu，
touzuichilejigenshengcai。keshi……neijinsedehuafenni？neifeirendeweixiaoni？
nandao……zhendeyoushiwodehuanjue？yinweiyaowu？yinweibeishangguodu？qiangliedeziwohuaiyizaicijuezhulewo。
xianshihetadejieshiyansihefeng，erwodekongju，xiandeneimehuangmiukexiao。tahenkuaihuilaile，
shoulinazheneipenhuanghuacai。tabeifangzailewomianqiandechajishang。xizhangdeyepianshuzhanzhe，lvdeshenchen，
qizhongjigenjinggandingduan，dequezhuizhejigejijiangzhanfangde、guzhangdejinhuangsehuabao。jiushita，neitianwanshang，
zhouhuaijiushicongzheipenliqiaxialeneijigen“zuixinxiandeyewei”，weijilexiaoya。cike，
taanjingdidaizaijingzhidebaicihuapenli，renchuwuhai。“nikan，jiushiputongdehuanghuacai。
”zhouhuaideyuqiwenhe，shenzhidaizhediangulideyiwei，fangfozaiyindaoyigerenzhichucuodehaizirenqingxianshi，
“wochaguode，zheigepinzhongjiao‘jinzhenyihao’，shizuichangjiandeshiyongpinzhong，jueduiwudu。neitianxiaoyadeshi，
jiushigeyiwai，womendoubuxiangde……”tayoukaishizhongfuneitaoshuoci，shengyindichenrouhe，
juyoujiqiangdecuimianxiaoguo。wodeshixianluozaineixiejinhuangdehuabaoshang，tamenbaomandejihuyaoliekai，
sanfachudetianxiangsihugengnonglexie，zuanjinwodebiqiang，rangwoyizhenzhentouyunmuxuan。wokanzhehua，
youkankanzhouhuaitanrandelian。shijiedejishizaiwojiaoxiahuangdong，liewenmanyan。wogaixiangxinshenme？wodeyanjing？
wodejiyi？haishiyanqianzheige“heli”dexianshihezheigewotongchuanggongzhenleshiniandenanren？
“wo……”wozhanglezhangzui，shengyinxuruo，“wohaishijuede……”zhouhuaitanlekouqi，
neitanxilichongmanlewujindepibeihekuanrong。tazaicidunxialai，wozhuwobinglengzhandoudeshou，
tadeshouzhangganzaoerwennuan，yirujiwang。“shuyao，nixuyaoxiuxi。nizhendexuyaohaohaoshuiyijue。
”tadeyanshenchongmanletongxi，“biezaikanneixieluanqibazaodedongxile，biezaixianghuanghuacaile，haoma？weilewo，
yeweileniziji，qiuni，fangxiaba。”tadeshouzhi，ruoyousiwudi、jiqiqingroudifumozhewodehukou，
daizheyizhongqitede、lingrenanningdejiezou。wodekangju，wodekongju，zaitawenroudezhushihehuayuxia，
yidiandianbeiwajie、niansui。nongzhongdepibeihehunluanganzaicixilai，xiangchaoshuiyanmeishatan。
yexu……zhendeshiwocuole。wohuanhuandi、jiqihuanmandi，dianleyixiatou。
taluchuleyigexinweide、pibeidexiaorong，rutongyangguangbokaiwuyun。tafuqiwo，louzhewodejianbang，
xiangzhaoguyigeyisuipin，bawodaihuiwoshi。wozhongxintanghuichuangshang，tatiwoyehaobeijiao，dongzuoqingrou。“shuiba，
woshouzheni。”tazuozaichuangbian，shengyinqingdexiangyumao。wobishangyanjing，shentijiangying，
suoyoudeganguanquejingxingdishuqizhe。wotingdaotapingwendehuxi，tingdaochuangwaijiyuanchuchuanlaidecheliusheng。
buzhidaoguoleduojiu，jiudaowoyiweitahuoxuyijingshuizhe，huozhelikaile。jiqiqingweide，
wotingdaoleyishengjihuwufabuzhuode……manzudetanxi。
haiyouyishengxiweide、shiruande、fangfozuichunqingqingzadongdeshengyin。wodejiemaozhandouzhe，liekaiyisifengxi。
jiezhechuanglianfengxilitoujinde、chengshiyongbuchediximiedeweiguang，wokandaozhouhuaideceying。
tayiranzuozaichuangbiandeyizishang，weiweidizhetou。tadeyoushoushizhizhijianshang，
zhanzheyidianjiqiweixiaode、jihukanbuqingdejinhuangsehenji。tazhengtaiqishou，jiqizirandijiangneidianhenji，
qingqingminjinlezuili。ranhou，tazhuanguotou，muguangtouxiangwoshimenwai，touxiangketingchajishangneipenhuanghuacaidefangxiang。
tadelianshang，meiyourenhebiaoqing。meiyouweixiao，meiyoudanyou，meiyoupibei，shenmedoumeiyou。
zhiyouyipianshenbujiandide、binglengdepingjing。neiyike，suoyoudeziwohuaiyihongrandaota。womeiyoufeng。
neihuanghuacaiyouwenti。ta，gengyouwenti。judade、zuyitunshiyiqiedekongjuzaicizuanjinlewo，danzheiyici，
kongjudeshenchu，ranqileyidianbinglengerjianyingdejuexin。wojinjinbizheyanjing，lianhuxidoufangdejiqipingwenmianzhang，
weizhuangchengshushuideyangzi。wobixuhuoxiaqu。wobixunongqingchu，neidaodishishenmedongxi。erwozhangfu，zhouhuai，
ta……youdaodishishenme。diertian，yangguangcanlandeciyan。zhouhuaifangfochediwangjilebanyeneichangjingxindongpo，
yijiuwenroutitie，zhunbeihaozaocan，ducuwochiyao。neipenhuanghuacaiyijiufangzaiketingdechajishang，
muyuzaichenguangli，jinhuangdehuabaogengjiabaoman，fangfosuishidouhuizhanfang。woanjingdichifan，
shuncongditunxianeipianbaisedeyaowan（zaitazhuanshenshi，wojiangyaopianzangzaileshegenxia，zhaojihuitujinlexishouchi）。
wonulirangzijideyanshenkanqilaiwenshun、pibei，shenzhidaizheyisihuanghuheyilai。wobunengrangtaqiyi。
“jintiantianqizhenhao，”zhouhuaiyibianshoushiwankuai，yibianzhuangsisuiyidishuo，“xiawuwochuquyitang，
gongsiyoudianjishibixuchuliyixia。niyigerenzaijia……keyima？”wodexinmengdiyitiao。jihui！
wochuixiayanjian，qingqingdiantou：“ng，womeiguanxide。jiushiyoudiankun，xiangzaishuihuier。
”tazixishenshizhewodelian，sihuzaipanduanwohuayudezhenwei。wonuliweichizhebiaoqingdepingjinghemamu。zuizhong，
tasihumanyile，wanyaozaiwoetouyinxiayigewen：“hao，neinihaohaoxiuxi。youshisuishijiwodadianhua。
”tadezuichunwenreganzao。woquegandaoyizhenbinglengdeexin。menzaitashenhouguanshang，luosuoshengqingxichuanlai。
womeiyoulikedongdan。wozaichuangshangyoutanglezuzubangexiaoshi，erduoshuqizhe，buzhuozhemenwaideyiqiedongjing。
querenmeiyourenheshengyinzhihou，wocaimengdizuoqishen。xinzangtiaodelihai。woguangzhejiao，qiaowushengxidizoudaoketing。
neipenhuanghuacaijiuzaineili。woraokaita，xiangraokaiyitiaochenshuidedushe。shouxian，wochongxiangdamen，
jianchamensuo——tacongwaimianfansuole！wodabukai！yizhenhanyicuanshangjibei。taguoranhaishifangzhewode。
woshenxiyikouqi，qiangpozijilengjing。meiguanxi，wobenlaiyemeidasuanxianzaitaopao。
zaimeiyouzhengju、shenmedoubuqingchudeqingkuangxia，taopaoshizuiyuchundexuanze。zhouhuai，huozheshuo，
zhanjuzhezhouhuaishentidewhateveritis，tabiaoxianchulaidekongzhilihelengjing，
yuanchaowodexiangxiang。woxuyaoxinxi。wozhuanshen，shouxianchongjinshufang。zhouhuaidediannaosheyoumima，
woshilewomendejiehunjinianri、xiaoyadeshengri、tadeshengri，quandoucuowu。shijianjinpo。wofangqidiannao，
kaishifengkuangdifanzhaotadeshuzhuochouti、wenjianju。zhangdan、hetong、putongdejishushouce……meiyourenheyichang。
ranhou，wozhuyidaoleshuzhuozuidicengneigeshanglesuodexiaochouti。wodexintiaozaicijiasu。
zheigechoutiwohenzaoyiqianjianguo，zhouhuaishuoshifangyixiejiuzhaopianhezhongyaozhengjianbeiyongyaochide，pingshihenshaodakai。
suoshihenputongdeneizhongxiaoguasuo。wochongjinchufang，nalaiyibazuijianyingdeshuiguodao，qiaobukai。
youzhaolaiyibaqianzi，yongliniuche。hanshuicongwodeetouhualuo，shijianyifenyimiaoguoqu，
meiyimiaodourangwojuedezhouhuaikenenghuituranhuilai。“kada”yishengqingxiang，suokouzhongyuduanlie。
womengdilakaichouti。limianmeiyoushenmejiuzhaopian。
zhiyoujiyangdongxi：yibenshenlansefengpi、meiyourenhebiaotideyingpibijiben。
yigebazhangdade、mifengdetoumingxiaosuliaodai，
limianzhuangzhejikegankuzhousuode、anhongsede、xiangshimouzhongzhiwuzhongzidedongxi，
sanfazhejiqiweiruode、nanyixingrongdexingqi。haiyouyizhangduizheqilaide、fanhuangdejiubaozhijianbao。
woshouxiannaqineizhangjianbao。riqishishiwunianqian。yizepianfubudadeshehuixinwen，
baodaodeshimougepianyuanshancunfashengdeyiqiyiwai：yimingyewaitanxianaihaozhebuxingwushiyouduzhiwu，
qiangjiuwuxiaoshenwang。baodaopangbianfuleyizhangxiaoxiaode、mohudeheibaizhaopian，shiyunanzhedezhengjianzhao。
neizhanglian……jiqinianqing，meimujunlang，yanshenqingche，daizheyiguweijingshishidereqing。neishizhouhuaidelian。
nianqinglezhishaoshisui，danjueduishita！wodeshouzhibingleng，zhandouzhenaqineibenshenlansebijiben。fankai。
diyiye，yongyizhongwoshuxide、shuyuzhouhuaidebiji，
xiezheyixingzi：“yizhijiluyuguancerizhi–‘cifu’xiangmu”xiamianshiriqi，shiyuwunianqian。
wodehuxitingzhile。wokuaisudifanyuezhe。limiandeneirong，rangwohunshendexueyeyidiandianbianleng，ninggu。
“xyuexri，huoqu‘muzhong’（bianhao：7）yu‘feixuhuayuan’。huoxingwending，
bansheng‘jingmizhichen’weiruo。”“xyuexri，shoucichangshiyusuzhu（shiyantiα，lingzhanglei）ronghe。
paichifanyingjulie。shiyantiαyuqishierxiaoshineishuaijiesiwang。xudiaozhengzaiti……”“xyuexri，
文献检索确认，
‘h.citrinabaroni’（huanghuacai）jiyinxuliejuyoujijiajianrongxingyuyinbixing。
xuandingweixinyidaizaiti。”“xyuexri，chenggongjiang‘muzhong’huoxingzuzhizhiruzaitiyoumiao。zaitishengzhangjiasu，
xingzhuangweijianmingxianyichang，sanfa‘jingmizhixi’（zhu：duirenleishenjingxitongyouqingweianfujihunxiaorenzhixiaoyong）。
”“xyuexri，shoucizitishiyan。fuyongzaitinenjing（sheng）。qingweixuanyun，
‘jingmizhichen’shijuexianxiangchuxian。renzhiqingxidutisheng，qingganfankuijianruo。chenggong。”“xyuexri，
juedingjinxingzhangqirongheguance。jiangzaitiyirushenghuoquyu。”“xyuexri，shuyaohuaiyunle。jihuabiangeng。
wanmeidejihui。xiayidairongheshiyan……‘cifu’xiangmuqidong。peitaiqikaishishentou，
huoxunengshixianwanquangongsheng……”“xiaoyachushengle。tahenjiankang。‘jingmizhixi’duitayingxiangxianzhu，
tabiputongyingeranjingtaiduo。henhao。”“chixutongguoyinshirangxiaoyasherudijiliang‘jingmizhichen’（huafen）。
fayuzhengchang，renzhiceshixianshiqingweichihuan，danfuheyuqi。taduizaitibiaoxianchutianranqinjin。
”“shuyaoqileyixin？sihuzhuyidaoxiaoyadeyichanganjinghezaitideteshu。
jiadatadeanshenyaowujiliang（hunruweishengsuzhong）。bixuweichihuanjingwending。”“jiasujihua。xiaoyaliusui，