第3章 医生的困惑

zhiting“kazhi”yishengruixiang,tieqiaodeqiaotouxiangshipengdaoleshengtieshangside,fachucierdeshengyin。

erneijukuloufangfoshixiuchengjingangbuhuaizhiquyiyang,daoqiangburu﹑fenhaowushang,ershutabuxiangxinzijideyanjingside,buyoudehenshiyihuodishentouzaicizixidaliangzheneijukulou。

wozhanzaipangbiankandeshiqingqingchuchu,neibayonglaichantandetieqiaosuiranbunengshuohenfengliba,dantahaodaiyeshigedairendedongxi,erqieershuyongjingeryehenmeng,danneijukuloubingmeiyousuizheershushouzhongtieqiaodemengchuoerbeichandiaohuozhesandiao,rengjiushijintieshigang﹑kuiranbudong。

“taniangde,zheigegutoujiazijiusuanshibuxiulanyebuzhiyuzheiyangjieshia?”ershuyilianmihuodilengleyixia,ranhouyiyaoyazaicimengdiyitieqiaoxiaqu。

zheiyici,ershutabingmeiyoutiezheshigangshitujiangkuloucongshigangshangqiediao,ershigancuichongzheneijukuloudetoubumengdipaileguoqu,xiangyaoyixiazipaifeipaisuita。

ershubangdayaoyuanlidaobuxiao,womensangedourenweizheiyiqiaoxiaqu,neigekuloutoujiusuanbubeipaisuiyejueduihuihengfeichuqude,pingzheershutaneicuzhuangrutuidegebo,zheidianerxinxinwomenhaishiyoude。

“haishiershumenga,zuoshiergancuililuo!”

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erwoershutazeshilianmangshuaileshuaishou,haoxiangbeifanzhendebuqingside。

“zhenshiguaishier!wohaipianpianjiushibuxinzheigexie,lugujieshi,wojiuxiancongbeiguxiashou,yidianeryidianerdinongdiaota!”

ershulengleyixiarouleroushou,henkuaijiuhuifulezhengchang,ranhouyoutaiqitieqiaomengdipaixiangleneigekuloudegebo。

jieguorengjiuhepaidaoshengtieshitoushangyiyang,neigekuloudegebogujingranyemeiyoubeiershutapaiduanpaidiao。

ershuzhalezhayanfanqileniupiqi:“zeze,haizhentaniangdeyoudianerxieqier,wodaoyaokankanninengyouduoniubiduolihai;

dengwodadianhuazhaogechancheguolai,xianbaninongshanganzaishuo,wojiubuxiangxinniangdenibishengtiehaijieshi,dabulewojiaoxieqiyoushaoleni!”

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tingdaolaoguaneizhongjiaosheng,wobuyouzizhudixiangdaodianshiju《xiyouji》sandabaigujingdechangjing,jidebaigujingchulaizhiqian,yeshizheizhonglaoguadejiaosheng。

xiangdaozheili,woshenshangjingranmengdiyiliang,hanmaoyeshiyizhayizhade。

“‘laoguajiao、huoshidao’,laoernibiereshierle,gankuaihuiqushangnidebanquba。”

babajimangzuzhiwoershudadianhuajiaochanche,ranhouxiaoshengquandao,“mixinmixin、bukebuxin,youxieshierliankexuejiadoushuobuqingjieshibule,pingpingananzuizhongyao,rebuqiduodeqi,wohuiququanzandiegancuibazheitiaolaochuanmaidiaosuanla!”

gujijintianzheishierqueshiyechaochuleershuderenzhihelijiedefanwei,zaijiashangshijianyebuzaole,suoyiershutachiyileyixiazuizhonghaishitingwobadequanshuo,meiyouxiangwangchangneiyangguzhixingshi……

ershujixuquzhenlishangban,wohewobazeshihuiyiyuanlijixupeizhewoyeye。

jieguohaimeiyoudaozhongwujiuchuanlailelingwaiyigefeichangbuhaodexiaoxi:woershutazaizhenzhengfumenqiandedadaoshangchulechehuo,muqianrenhaizaishiyiyuanjinjiqiangjiu。

yeyetingshuowoershuchulechehuo,lijishenseyanjundiwenwobashuo,woershutashibushiqulehuanghebian?shibushimaofanleneigebaozheshigangdekulou?

jianyeyelianseshifennankan,wobadianlediantou,zhihaobayigeduoxiaoshiqiandeshierjiandanjiangleyixia。

“niliangniliang,ai,zhenshizuosianen!”

yeyezhizhewobadeshouzhandoudehenshilihai,ranhouwulidichuilexiaqu,yaoleyaotouzhangtanyisheng,“shifubushihuo、shihuoduobuguo,suanle,wozhibuguoshidianerpiwaishang,nimenxianbieguanwo,gankuaiqiaoqiaolaoerquba!”

wohewobaxianghuqiaoleqiao,suiranzuishangbushuo,danxinlimiandoushifeichangzhenjing。

zailianxidaoyeyejiandaoneigekuloubaozheshigangyihoudefanchangbiaoxian,wohuaiyiyeyekendingyoushenmemimimanzhewomen。

zhishixianzaiershuqingkuangjinjimeifaduowen,chulenainailiuzaibingfangyiwai,womenyijiabaokuowoershendengrenlijiyikuaiganwangshiyiyuan……

tiqidangshideqingkuang,ershudanweideyigetongshixiaoshengjieshaoshuo,dangshitajiuzaixianchang,shuoqilaizhenshiqiguai,hubuzhangtayoumeihejiu,lubianyemeiyoushenmeren,danhubuzhangyingshizhilenglengdichaoduimianchedaodeqichezhuangleguoqu;toukuidoubeishuaipole,gujishangshibuqing,erqiehubuzhangdezuogeboyebeizhuangzhele。

wohewobaxianghuqiaoleqiao,suiranmeiyoushuoshenme,danxinlimiandoushiyouxiehuaiyi,huaiyiershutazheicideliqichehuo,gujihenyoukenenggenneigebaozheshigangdekulouyouguan,

ershutazaoshangganggangyongtieqiaopaileneigekuloudenaoqiaoeryixiazi,jieguozhongwujiuchulechehuo,chulebatoukuidoujishuaipoleerqiehaiduanlezuogebo。

wozixihuiyileyixia,jidedangchuershutayongtieqiaopaide,jiushineigekuloudezuobeigu……

xiawuyidianzuoyou,fuzeqiangjiudeyishengzhongyuzuowanshoushuchulaile,womenjimangweishangquwenwenqingkuangzayang。

neigezhongnianyishengbiaoshi,shangzhexingkuiyoutoukuidehuanchongbaohu,yinggaimeiyoushengmingweixian,buguokenenghuiyouhouyizheng,erqiezuogeboshifensuixingguzhe,rangwomenzuojiashudeyougexinlizhunbei。

linzoudeshihou,neigefuzeqiangjiudeyishengyouyuleyixiazuizhonghaishiyouxieyihuodishuoleyiju,zheigeshangzhehenqiguai,zaijinxingqiangjiudeshihoutamingminghunmibuxing,danlianshangzuijiaoeryizhiguazhelengxiao,kanshangquyouxieguiyiheren。

menzongqinqiheershudanweiliderentingleyishengzuihoudeneixiehua,yigegemihuobujie,wohewobaxianghuqiaoleqiao,xinlimianqueshiwanfenjinghai。

gangkaishihaizhishihuaiyiershudeliqichehuogujiyoukenengyuneigebaozheshigangdekulouyouguan,tongguofuzeqiangjiuyishengzuihousuoshuodeneixiehua,woxinlimianjibenshangkeyiqueding,ershudeshierjueduishineigekulouzaizuosuihairen。

youyuershubeianzhizaiicubingfang,zuoweijiashuqinqimeiyoubanfa、yemeiyoubiyaojinquhulizhaogu,suoyiwohebabamamazaibangwanshifenzhihaozanshihuiqu,zhunbeimingtianzailai。

huiqudelushang,woxinlimianmomodisicunzhe,suishuoershudongshouzaixian,yongtieqiaopaileneigekuloudenaoqiaoerhezuobeiguyixia,danruguobushitaniliuershangnianzhewoyeyedeyuchuan,haichadianerbawoyeyemidehuohuobolezijidetoupi,ershutazenmekenenghuidongshoumaofanta?

jiuyinweiershupailetajixia,tajiuzuosuihairen、yiyahaiya,bawoershushuaidenaodaishoushang、hunmibuxing,erqiehaiduanleyitiaogebo。

ruguobushiershutadaiyoutoukuihuanchongbaohudehua,tazheicikendingshixingmingnanbao!

woyuexiangyueshanghuo,henbudelianneigeshiganghegutoujiaziyikuaizasuita,huozhegancuixiangershusuoshuodeneiyang,jiaoxieqiyoushaoleta!

buguozhuannianyixiang,neiwanyierhuibuhuishiguyidea?huibuhuishiguyiyinrenfennuzaleshigang,zhenghaokeyibabeijinguzaishiganglideshenmedongxijifangchulai?

zaizheshuo,neigeshiganglimianjiujingzhuangdeshishenmedongxi?

ruguobashigangjizasuidehua,huibuhuishizhenghaozhongleneigexiaoxiaokulousiguideyinmouguiji?

zuosiyouxiangleyifan,wojuedezanshihaibunengmangzhuangxingshi,dengdaomanmanbaqingkuangmoqingchuyihou,laozizaigentasuanzhang……

jiazulimianlianzhechuleliangjiandashi,suiranyeyerengjiuzhuyuanerqiebikoubuyuanduotan,dannainaishizaishirenbuzhule。

chiguowufanyihou,nainairangwobagankuaiquwulouzhaowubanxiandaolaoyuchuanshangqiaoqiaochuliyixia。

lincunwuloudewubanxian,zhenmingjiaozuowubenchu,shigeqishiduosui、gaogaoshoushoudeyigelaotouzi,yiliandecishanheqi。

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jushuowubanxiannianqingdeshihouyinweiyishixinruan、jiyigeguanniupengzaoshoupidoudedaozhangtoutoudiguoyumimianwowotou,houlaineigedaozhangjiujiaojiletabushaodaojiafashu。

chulechakanfengshuikandingyinzhaiyangzhaiyiwai,zaiwomenzheishilibacundesheijiayaoshiyudaoleshenmexieshierguaibing,zhiyaoqingwubanxianguoquqiaoqiao,jibenshirendaozaixiao,meiyoubulingyande……

wohewobayikuaipeizhewubanxianshanglelaoyuchuan。

wubanxianmifengzheyanjingzizixixiqiaoleqiaokaozaichuanbiandeneigekuloubaozhedeshigang,youtingwoxiangxijianglexiashiqingdejingguo,wubanxianyoushounianzhehuxubantianbukaikoushuohua。

chenyinlehaozhangyihuiergongfu,wubanxianzheicaiqingqingyaoleyaotou,biaoshitaconglaimeiyouyudaoguozheizhongqingkuang,shuoshineigeshigangshangmiandiaokedezifujibushifojiazhenyanyebushidaojiazhouyu,tayekanbudong,gujiyinggaishiwushufangmiandedongxi;

jiulianneigeyushigangjihurongweiyitidekuloujiazi,yebushixunchangkugu,xieqiliqihenchonghenchong。

buguoyouyidianwubanxiankeyiqueding,neijiushizheigeyouheifanqingdeshiganglimianjingudeyinggaishifeichanglihaixionghendexiewu,suoyiqianwanbunengdakaifangtachulai,zhinengrangtachenruhedi;

bijingdangchuzhisuoyiyouqianbeigaorenyishigangmifujinguyuta,jiushixiangyaorangtaxiangshitouyiyangqiannianbufu、wannianbuchu。

zhiyuneijuyushiyibandewanzhengkulouweishenmeyizhisisidibaozhegeyouheifanqingdeshigangbusongshou,wubanxianshenshendixileyikouqi……