woheguyanchengdehunli，jiandandaojinhuliaocao。
meiyoujiaotang，meiyoubinke，meiyouxianhuahezhufu。womenzhishizaiyigeputongdegongzuori，geziqucheqianwangminzhengju。wochuanleyijianbaisedexiaoliqun，tazeshiyishenbiaozhundeshangwuxizhuang，fangfowomenbushiqudengjijiehun，ershiyaoquqianshuyifenputongdeshangyehetong。
paizhaodeshihou，gongzuorenyuandagaicongweijianguobiaoqingrucilengyingdexinren，jicisanfanditixing：“liangweikaojinyidian，xinlangxiaoyixiao，dui，kanzhexinniang。”
wonengganjuedaoguyanchengdeshoubeijiangyingdihuanguowodeyao，neishiwodiyiciyutayourucijinjulidezhitijiechu。tashenshangchuanlaihaowendexuesonglengxiang，hetaderenyiyang，qinglieershuli。wobeipozhuantoukanxiangta，jingtouli，womensimuxiangdui，tadeyanmoushensuirugujing，meiyouyisibolan，gengbietibanfenxinhundexiyue。
wochelechezuijiao，nulijichuyigefuhechanghedeweixiao，xinliqueshiyipianbinglengdehuangyuan。
hongsedebeijingxia，womenzuizhongdinggedehezhao，kanqilaigengxiangshiyiduimaoheshenlideshangyehuoban，erfeijijianggongduyishengdefuqi。
nadaoneiliangbenhongdeciyandejiehunzhengshi，wodexinqingmeiyousihaoqifu。zouchuminzhengjudedamen，yangguangyouxiehuangyan，woxiayishiditaishouzheleyixia。
“shangwodeche。”guyanchengdeshengyinzaishencexiangqi，budairenheqingxu。
womeiyoujujue。congzheiyikeqi，woderenshengguijijiangyuzheigenanrenshendukunbang，fankangyijinghaowuyiyi。
tadecheshiyiliangheisedebinli，neishididiaoshehua，yirutabenren。cheneianjingdekepa，zhiyoukongdiaoxitongfachuxiweideshengxiang。**zaichechuangshang，kanzhechuangwaifeisudaotuidejiejing，nanchengyijiufanhua，kewoqueganjuezijixiangyizhibeiguanjinletouminglongzideniao，shiqulefeixiangdefangxiang。
chezimeiyoukaiwangshizhongxin，ershijingzhishanglehuanshangonglu，yiluxiangzheyunqishandingshiqu。
yunqishanshinanchengzuidingjidefurenqu，nengzaizheiliyongyouyidongbieshu，bujinjinshicaifudexiangzheng，gengshiquanlihediweiderenzheng。zheilidemeiyicuntudidouguidelipu，anbaoxitonggengshimibutoufeng，simixingjiqiang。
dangchezihuanhuanshiruyishandiaohuadeheisetiemenshi，wozhongyukandaoleguyanchengkouzhong“tadefangzi”。
neishiyidongzuoluozaishandingxuanyabiandexiandaizhuyijianzhu，judadeluodibolihelengyingdeheisegangjiegouzuchengletadezhuti，xiangyizhizhefuzaishandiandegangtiejushou，chenmoerguaodifukanzhezhengzuochengshi。bieshuzhouweishijingxinxiujianguodecaopinghexishudeheisong，meiyouyisiduoyudesecai，wanmeidifukelezhurendexingge——lengjing、kezhi、qiechongmanlezhangkonggan。
chezitingwen，yiweichuanzhedetidezhongnianfurenlikeyingleshanglai，gongjingdiweiguyanchenglakaichemen。
“xiansheng，ninhuilaile。”
“zhangsao，”guyanchengdandandidianlediantou，ranhouceshenkanxiangwo，yongyizhongjieshaowupindekouwenshuodao，“zheishilinwan，wodetaitai。yihoutahuizhuzaizheili。”
zhangsaodelianshangshanguoyisijixiweidejingya，danhenkuaibianbeizhiyexingdeweixiaosuoqudai。tazhuanxiangwo，weiweigongshen：“taitaihao。”
“nihao。”wodianlediantou，zouxiache。
shandingdefenghenda，chuidewodequnbailieliezuoxiang。wohuangusizhou，zheilishiyejijia，keyijiangnanchengdewanjiadenghuojinshouyandi。cengjiheshi，woyehuanxiangguonengzhanzaizheili，yiyigezhengfuzhedezitai。quemeixiangdao，rujinwoshiyiyige“zhanbaizhe”deshenfen，beidongdichengweilezheilidenvzhuren。
guyanchengmeiyoujiwotaiduogankaideshijian，jingzhilingzhewozoujinlebieshu。
neibudezhuangxiufenggeyuwaiguanyimaixiangcheng，heibaihuisansegouchenglezhujidiao，xiantiaojianjieliluo，kongjiankaikuodeyouxieguofen，chuchudoutouzheyigubujinrenqingdebingleng。chulebiyaodejiaju，jihumeiyourenheduoyudezhuangshipin，buxiangyigejia，gengxiangyigeshejijingmeideyangbanjian。
“nidefangjianzaierlouzuoshoubiandiyijian，”guyanchengtuoxiaxizhuangwaitao，suishoudijizhangsao，yibianjiezhexiukouyibianshuo，“nidexingli，woyijingrangrenconglinjiasongguolaile。zhangsaohuibangnishoushihao。”
tadeyuqilisuodangran，fangfozaianpaiyigexiashudegongzuo。
woxinlidehuoqi“cheng”diyixiajiumaoleshanglai。wogenzhetazoushangerlou，tuikaitasuoshuodeneishanmen。
fangjianhenda，daiyouyigedulideyimaojianheyushi，haiyouyigeshiyejuejiadeguanjingyangtai。wodeneixiexinglixiang，cikezhenganjingdilizaiqiangjiao。yiqiedouhenhao，shehua、shushi，tiaobuchurenhemaobing。
danwentishi，zheishi“wode”fangjian。
“guyancheng，”wozhuanguoshen，shuangshouhuanxiong，lenglengdikanzheta，“womendexieyilishuodeshi‘huweishiyou’，kemeishuoyaofenfangshui。nijiubupachuanchuqu，rangbierenxiaohuawomenzheiduixinhunfuqidiyitianjiu‘hunneifenju’？”
woguyibahuashuodeaimei，jiushixiangkankantadefanying。zaigonggongchanghebanyanenaifuqi，zheishixieyideyibufen。ruguoliantongfangdouzuobudao，neihaiyanshenmexi？
guyanchengwenyan，zhongyutingxialejiaobu。tazhuanguoshen，neishuangshenbujiandidemouzijingjingdikanzhewo，fangfonengchuantouwosuoyoudeweizhuang。
“linwan，shouqinineixieburuliudeshitan。”tahuanhuankaikou，shengyinlidaizheyisibuyichajuedechaonong，“niwodouqingchu，zheichanghunyindebenzhishishenme。womenbuxuyaoyongtongchuanggongzhenzheizhongfangshilaizhengmingshenme，neizhihuituzengbubiyaodemafan。”
tadunledun，xiangqianzouleyibu，womenzhijiandejulishunjianbeilajin。wonengqingxidikandaotaxianzhangdejiemao，yijiyandineimohuabukaidebingshuang。
“zhiyuyanxi，”tagouqichunjiao，neimoshuxide、weixiandexiaorongzaicifuxian，“nifangxin，zaixuyaodeshihou，woziranhuishiyigehegedezhangfu。danxianzai，zheilimeiyouguanzhong。”
tadehuaxiangyipenlengshui，jiangwoxintouneidianbuganhetiaoxinjiaodeyiganerjing。
shia，wozenmewangle，hetawanxinji，woconglaizhanbudaobianyi。tazongshinengyizhenjianxuedichuochuanwodeyitu，ranhouyongzuilengjing、zuicanrendefangshijiangwojikui。
woshenxiyikouqi，yaxiahoutoudekuse，huanshangyifuwusuoweidebiaoqing：“hao，fenfangjiufenfang，zhenghewoyi。wohaipaguzongbanyebachibuzhu，zuochushenmeyousunwomenhezuoguanxideshiqinglai。”
jiuzaizheishi，takoudailideshoujihuranxiangleqilai。
takanlewoyiyan，yanshenlidaizheyisijinggao，ranhouzhuanshenzoudaoyangtaishangjiedianhua。bolimenmeiyouguanyan，shandingdefengjiangtayadideshengyinduanduanxuxudisonglejinlai。
“……shiwo……ng，tayijingdaole……dui，yiqieanjihuajinxing……neifenjiudangan，quedingmeiyoubierenzhidaoma？……hao，rangtanaixindian，xianzaihaibushishihou……ng，jiuzheiyang。”
tadeshengyinhendi，danwohaishiminruidibuzhuodaolejigeguanjianci：“ta”、“jiudangan”、“anjihuajinxing”。
我的心猛地一沉。
“ta”shishei？shenmejihua？shenmejiudangan？
woyizhihuaiyigujiacuchengzheichanglianyindemudebuchun，juebujinjinshiweile“xingchenjihua”zheimejiandan。guyanchengzheigedianhua，wuyizhengshilewodecaice。zaizheichangkansishiwolinjiayouqiuyutadejiaoyibeihou，tasihuyezaimouhuazheshenme，erwo，shenzhiwodehunyin，henkenengzhishitajihuazhongdeyikeqizi。
zheigerenzhirangwohunshenfaleng。wozuihende，jiushibeirenmengzaiguli，dangchenggongju。
guyanchengdawandianhuazoujinlai，kandaoworuoyousuosidebiaoqing，meitouweibukechadizhouleyixia。
“meishidehua，zaodianxiuxi。mingtianzaoshangqidian，sijihuisongwomenhuigujialaozhai，jianjianzhangbei，baxizuoquan。”tadiuxiazheijuhua，bianzhuanshenzouxiangzoulangjintoudelingyijianfang，neilixiangbishitadezhuwo。
wokanzhetaguanshangfangmen，jiangzijigejuezaitadeshijiezhiwai，xinzhongneigubufushudejingtouzaicibeidianran。
guyancheng，niyiweibawokunzaizheizuojinsilongli，jiunengzhangkongyiqiema？nixiangwanyouxi，wofengpeidaodi。wodaoyaokankan，nifeijinxinjibuxiazheigeju，daodishiweileshenme。
neiyiwan，wohaowushuiyi。
wojiandandishoushileyixiaxingli，ranhoukaishishuxizheidongdadejingrendebieshu。zhangsaohenjinzhi，danbuduohua，chulebiyaodehuiying，juebuzhudongyuwopantan，xianranshishouguoguyanchengdezhufu。
bieshulichulewomensanren，zaimeiyouqitayongren。yicengshiketing、cantinghekaifangshichufang，ercengshiwoshihejigegongnengshi，sancengzeshiyigejudadelutianyongchihejianshenfang。erfuyiceng，wotuikaiyishanhouzhongdemumenhou，caifaxianbieyoudongtian。
neishiyigejudadeshufang，huozheshuo，shiyigexiaoxingdesirentushuguan。
sanmianqiangdoushidingtianlidideshujia，shangmianmimimamadibaimanlegezhongshuji，congjinrong、lishidaozhexue、yishu，shenzhihaiyouyizhengjiadejuebanguji。kongqizhongmimanzheshubenteyoudemoxianghedandandemuzhixiangqi，yuloushangneibinglengdexiandaifenggejieranbutong。
zheili，caixiangshiguyanchengzhenzhengdejingshenshijie。
wodemuguangbeishuzhuoshangyifuxiadaoyibandeweiqiqipanxiyinle。heibaiqizizaiqipanshangjiaocuozongheng，xingchengyizhongfuzaerjiaozhedetaishi，heiqikansibeibaiqizhongzhongweikun，quezaibuqiyandejiaoluoliliuxialeyichuhuoyan，yinyinyoufanpanzhishi。
zheipanqi，xiangjilewohetaguoquqiniandezhengdou。
worenbuzhushenchushou，xiangquchupengneixiebingliangdeqizi，zhijianquezaibankongzhongdunzhule。zaiqipandepangbian，fangzheyigeyinsedexiangkuang，queshibeimianchaoshang，kouzaizhuomianshang。
chuyuyizhongjinhubennengdehaoqi，woguishishenchadishenchushou，jiangneigexiangkuangfanleguolai。
zhaopianyijingyouxiefanhuang，shangmianshiyigexiaodejiqicanlandenianqingnvhai。tachuanzheyitiaobaisedelianyiqun，zhanzaiyipianxiangrikuihuatianli，yangguangsazaitashenshang，rangtazhenggerendouxiangshizaifaguang。tademeiyanhenmei，shiyizhongjijugongjixingde、mingyandemei，hewowanquanbushiyigeleixing。
erzhanzaitashenbiande，shiyigekanqilaizhiyoushiqibasuideshaonian。
neigeshaonian，heranjiushiguyancheng。
zhaopianlideta，haimeiyourujinzheibanbinglengheshenbukece。tadezuijiaodaizheyisidandandexiaoyi，yanshenqingche，suiranyijiuyouxieshuli，quenengkanchushaonianrenteyoudeqingseherouruan。takanzhenvhaideyanshen，shiwocongweijianguodezhuanzhuyuwenrou。
wodexin，xiangshibeishenmedongxihenhendicileyixia。
zheigenvhaishishei？weishenmeguyanchengyaobatadezhaopiankouzaizhuomianshang？
jiuzaiwoshishendeshihou，shenhouturanchuanlaiyigebinglengdeshengyin。
“谁让你进来的？”
woheleyitiao，shouyidou，xiangkuang“pa”deyishengdiaozailedishang。womengdihuitou，zhijianguyanchengbuzhiheshiyijingzhanzaileshufangmenkou，tachuanzheyishenheisedesizhishuipao，lingkouweichang，luchuxiantiaofenmingdesuogu。tadetoufahaiyouxieshi，xianranshigangxiguozao。cike，tazhengyongyizhongjiqiweixiandeyanshenkanzhewo，neiyanshenlidehanyi，bishandingdeyefenghaiyaocigu。
“wo……”woyishiyusai，jingbuzhigairuhejieshi。
tameiyouzaishuohua，jingzhizoudaowomianqian，wanyaojianqidishangdexiangkuang。takanleyiyanzhaopian，ranhouxiaoxinyiyidiyongzhifucaqujingmianshangbucunzaidehuichen，neigedongzuo，wenrouderangwoxinjing。
suihou，tataiqitou，zhongxinkanxiangwo。
“linwan，”tadeshengyinpingjingdekepa，“wozaishuoyici，yeshizuihouyici。bugainipengdedongxi，buyaopeng。bugainiwendeshiqing，buyaowen。zuohaonide‘gutaitai’，womenjiunengxianganwushi。”
shuowan，tajiangxiangkuangzhongxinkouhuizhuomian，zhuanshenjiuyaolikai。
“tashishei？”woyebuzhidaozijishinalaideyongqi，jingrantuokouerchu。
他的脚步顿住了。
tameiyouhuitou，zhishiliujiwoyigelengyingdebeiying。kongqininggulezuzuyoubanfenzhong，woshenzhinengtingdaozijileigubandexintiaosheng。
“yige……niyongyuanyebibushangderen。”
tadiuxiazheijuzhuxindehua，touyebuhuidizouchuleshufang。
wojiangzaiyuandi，ganjuehunshendexueyedouliangle。quru、fennu、haiyouyisilianwozijidoushuobuqingdaobumingdesuanse，xiangchaoshuiyiyangjiangwoyanmei。
比不上？
guyancheng，nidengzhe。zongyouyitian，wohuirangnizhidao，wolinwan，conglaibuhuishujirenheren。buguanshishangchang，haishizheichanggaisidehunyin。
zheichangyouxi，caiganggangkaishi。