第6章 决心和做法是两回事

“duoxieqianbeiweiworenzuzhidianmijin。haiqingqianbeichuanworenzuxiulianzhifa,keyirangworenzuqiangdaqilai。”

shuohuadebushibieren,zhengshinvwaniangniangqinshouchuangzaodediyigerenzu,huanglongshi。

yinnvwaniangniangbenlaijiushinvxing,suoyitachuangzaochudediyigerenzu,yeshianzijixingxiangquchuangzaode,suoyihuanglongshishinvxingzhishen。

yezhengyinweihuanglongshishinvxingzhishen,suoyirenzuzuikaishishimuxishizugongshe。nvrencaishizhenggebuluodezhenzhenglingxiu。

suiranrujinniukuirengranyizijidebentichuxian,danshihuanglongshiquerendezheige,yaoshouhurenzuwanniandeqianbei。

bijingdangri,huanglongshijiushicongniukuideshouzhong,jieguodeniujiaohao。

tebieshi,dangrihuanglongshihaiqingxidejizhe,nvwaniangnianghaicengjingshuoguo,shiyinweizheiweiqianbei,tacaichuangzaolerenzu。

suoyizheisanbainianlai,renzubujingongfengnvwaniangniang,tongshihaigongfengzheniukui。

suoyibujinhuanglongshirendeniukui,jiuliantashenhoudeneixierenzutaiyijinxian,yezhidaozheiweijiushirenzudeenren。

suoyizheihuierfenfenkaikou,xiwangniukuikeyishoutamenweitu。shenzhijiulianyipangdefuxi,doubumiankaikoushuodao。

“daoyou,hebuzaizheixierenzhongxuanshangjiren,zuoweidaoyoudejimingdizi。xiangbipingjiedaoyouduituiyanzhidaodelingwu,zirannengweirenzujiaodaochuyipi,keyuzhiweilaideren。”

fuxihuashuodeshifenmingbai,neijiushichuanshoutamentuiyanzhishu,bingfeishiyaochuanshoutamenxiulianzhifa。

suoyifuxirenweiniukuibuhuijujue,bijingtacengjingdayingguonvwaniangniang,yaoshouhurenzuwannian。

keshirangfuximeiyouxiangdaodeshi,niukuijingranxiaozhe,yaoleyaotaneikejudadeniutou。

bingqieyibentidexingtaikaikoushuodao:“fuxidaoyouyousuobuzhi,chuanshourenzutuiyanzhishuderen,tiandaoyijingqueding,danquebingbushiwo。”

“shenzhijiulianchuanshourenzuxiuliangongfaderen,tiandaotongyangyeyijingyousuoxuanze。ertongyangbushiwo。”

“suoyiruguowoyaoshizhendeshourenzuweitu,wulunshichuanxiaxiulianzhifa,haishituiyanzhishu,douhuiyutiandingzhirenjiexiamodadeyinguo。”

niukuikebingfeishituituo,bijingchuanshourenzuxiulianzhishude,neikeshirenjiaoshengrenlaozi。

zhiyuchuanshourenzutuiyanzhishude,gengjiabushibieren。zhengshizijimianqianzheiweidezhuanshi,jianglaidetianhuangfuxi。

wulunshilaozihaishifuxi,niukuikedoubuganhetamenjiexiataidadeyinguo。fouzejianglai,nanmianhuiyinweizheifenyinguo,rangtaxianruwanjiebufuzhidi。

erduiyuniukuisuoshuo,fuxiziranyedianlediantou。bijingfuxiyetongyangmingbai,yinguodeyanzhongxing。

tongshiniukuisuoshuo,yeshitazaigangcaituiyandeguochengzhizhong,meiyoutuiyandaode。suoyizheihuierfuxikanxiangniukuideyanshenzhizhong,bumianyouduochuleyimochongbai。

zheibumianrangniukuizaixinzhonganshuo:“wozhuangdeshibushiyoudiantaidale?zheiyaoshiyouchaoyirilulexian,zheifuxihaibudezhijiebawosisuile?”

suiranniukuiyinweihefuxilundao,duituiyanzhishuyeyouleyixiexinde。danyejinjinzhishigangrumeneryi。tasuoshuodeyiqie,haishipingjiezijiqianshidejiyi,erzheiyangnenggouchixuduojiu,liantazijidoubuzhidao。

bijingtadechuanyue,huibuhuijihonghuangshijiedailaihudiexiaoying,liantazijidoubuganqueding。dangxiazhinengzaixinzhonganzijueding,“kanlaiyihoushibuguanji,haishigaogaoguaqiweimiao,mianderanghonghuangpianliwoderenzhi。”

erhuanglongshitingdaoniukuiruciyishuo,xuanzhedeneikexinyesuanshianwenlejifen,bijingzhiyaoyourenlaijiaodaorenzu,pingjierenzudezhihui,tabingburenweirenzuwufaqiangda。

suoyiziranmeiyouzaijianchi,rangniukuishourenzuweitu。danquezaicikaikoushuodao:“qianbei,suirannibunengshourenzuweitu,dannengbunengdaorenzuzhizhongzhuyiduanshijian,napashisanwunianyexing。”

duiyuhuanglongshidezheigeyaoqiu,niukuibingmeiyoujujue,“fangxinba,jiexialaideyiduanshijian,wohuiliuzairenzu。suiranbunengshourenzuweitu,danshichuanshourenzuyixieshenghuojineng,haishikeyide。”

erjiuzaizheishi,youyigexiantianrenzuzhanlechulai。xianshiduizheniukuishenshenshileyili,ranhoucaikaikoushuodao:“wanbeirenzuxuandou,baijianqianbei。”

“zicongbeishengmuchuangzaodaorujin,wanbeishenganrenzujiku,xiangyaoweirenzuxundeyixianshengji,haiqingqianbeiweiwanbeizhidianmijin。”

tingdaoguizaizijimianqiandexiantianrenzu,jingranshixuandou。niukuibumianzixidedaliangleqiyifan,“xuandou?xiangbitajiushijianglaisanjiaodedashixiong,xuandoudafashile。”

“buguozaiwodejiyizhong,xuandoudafashiduirenzu,haoxiangbingmeiyoushenmetaiduodeganqing。shenzhizairenzubeishengrensuanjideshihou,budanmeiyouzhanchulaixiangzhurenzu,fanerhaizhanzailerenzudeduilimian。”

“kerujintaquekoukoushengshengshuo,yaoweirenzuxundeyixianshengji。nanbuchengtaxianzaisuobiaoxianchulaideyiqie,doushizhuangchulaide?qizhenzhengmude,shiweilezijidejianglai?”

keshiwulunniukuizenmedaliangxuandou,doujuedetazheijuhuashiyouxinerfa。sihaomeiyouyisidezuozuozitai,bingbuxiangshixinkoubuyideyangzi。

turan,niukuidenaohaizhizhongchuxianleyigexiangfa,“nanbuchengshiyinweixuandouxiulianlewuweizhidaozhihou,caihuineibanlengmo,duirenzuzaiyemeiyoulesihaodeqingsu?”

xiangdaozheili,niukuibianjuedezijiyinggaizuodianshenme。bijingruguodengfengshendajiezhishi,xuandoudafashiyaoshinenggouxiangzhurenzu,duiyurenzulaijiang,jueduishiyigetiandadezhuli。

shenzhiyaoshinenggouyinweixuandoudafashi,eryingxiangdaolaozidezhandui,neijiugengjiadewanmeile。

shubuzhi,niukuixianzaixinzhongsuoxiang,yijinghetaganggangxiadingdejuexin,chuxianleyidingdepianli。yinweitasuozuodeshiqing,zhengzaiqiaorandegaibianhonghuangzouxiang。

kexizheihuierdeniukuiquehunranbujue,ershizhijieshenshou,jiangxuandoudafashichanfuerqi,bingqiekaikoushuodao。

“nizhendexiangweirenzuxundeyixianshengji?bushixiangyaoxunzhaoyiweidanengzuokaoshan,rangzijidejianglai,nenggouzoudegengyuan?”

tingdaoniukuizhiyizijidechuzhong,xuandoudelianshangbuyoudejiushiyijiang。yaobushiyinweiniukuizairenzuzhizhongdediwei,gujizheihuierxuandoudoudezhijiefanlian。

jibianruci,cishidexuandoushengyin,yemeiyoulegangcaineibangongwei。ershiyongzhejihumeiyouganqingdeyuqishuodao:“qianbeiruoshibuxiangxinxuandou,xuandoukezaicilixiatiandaoshiyan。”

suihouxuandouyemeiguanniukuishishenmebiaoqing,dangxiabianzhijieguidaozaidi,lixialetiandaoshiyan。

“jinriworenzuxuandou,zaicilixiatiandaoshiyan。woyuanyongyishengzhili,weirenzuxundeyixianshengji。tariruobeiqijinrizhiyuan,ganyuanshenhunxiaosanyuhonghuangzhizhong。”