第一章

故人心易变

1.

wonuliyangzhetou,huxizhezuihouyidianxibodekongqi。

zheilishishuilao,shuiweiyijingdaolewodemeiguchu,wozhinengnuliyangtou,cainengbubeiyansi。

xiaxiaodeshuilao,gaodushejidegangganghao,wozhinengguizailimian。

wodegutousuanchu,haoxiangbeirendasuizhongzuyiban。

shentiyijingpaodefabaituopi,xigaihongzhong。

zonghengjiaocuodeshangkouliekai,hongbaixiangjianderou,rangrenzhansudetengtong。

gengbietiteyifangzaishuilaolideshuishe,zaiwodeshenshangchanrao,ejiledeshuishekenshizhewodeshangkou,xizhangdeyachizhajinrouli,gerouyibandeteng。

血腥味弥漫。

woyijingjidutuoshui,zuichunliekaixuexingweishenjinzuili,nengqingchudetingdaozijihuanmandexintiaosheng。

wodadishiyaosile,woxiangqileshenjunhe。

ruguotazhidaowodaoliangguobeizheiyangzhemo,zhonglaiyici,tahaihuinawozuojiaohuanma。

jitianmeichidongxi,woyijingchedimeileliqi。

shuiyongjinbiqiangdezhixiganrangwokongju,danwoshizaishimeiyouliqizhengzha,zhinengrengyouzijinishui。

guowangruzoumadengyibanzainaohailishanguo,woxiangqilaileshenjunhe。

xiangqihandonglayueweiwotaxuexunmeideta。

xiangqizuijiannandeshihou,bazuihaoyikuaiganjingchishijiwo,zijichifachoushiwudeta。

xiangqixinhunzhiyetiaoqiwodegaitou,jinzhangdehuadoushuobuqingchudeta。

yexiangqiweilededaoliangguozhichi,bawodangchengrenzhisongguolaideta。

shenjunhe,nihuihouhuima?

“danglang,danglang。”wohuanghujiantingdaoletieliandakaideshengyin,haiyourenzaijiaowo,“mingzhu,lumingzhu!”

xingguolaideshihou,yijingzaichuangshangle。

shenshangbeirenzixideshangleyao,shiliangyu。

zhenggeliangguohuangshiyezhiyoutazheigebushouchongdeqihuangzibawodangren。

“nimendehuangdilaile。”tabeizhewo,wokanbuqingtadeshense。

woyouyuleyixia,buquedingdewen,“shenjunhe?”

“dui,gongxini,keyilikaile。”tafangxiayipingyao,“niyihoudagaishiyongbushanglede,buguowoyemeishenmesongni。”

woyuyanyouzhi,taquezhuanshenlikaile。

shenjunhelaile?wokeyilikaile!

wojiuzhidaotabuhuipaoqiwode,taguoranlaijiewohuijiale。

danshiwomeiyouxiangdao,zaijiandaoshenjunhedeshihou,huishizheigeyangzi。

heisedelongpaoxiandetagewaiyingwu,taohuayanruyaoshibanyoushen,jianmeixingmu,shizaishihuazhongxian。

neishirangwowushucibinlinsiwangshi,zhengzhaqiushengdeyuanyin,shiwohunqianmengyingdeairen。

keshi,tashenbianshiliangguogongzhuliangwushuang,liangrenzitaiqinmi,haosiyiduibiren。

xinzangchoutong,nishuidezhixiganhaoxiangyouhuilaile。

wozuanjinlequantou,zhijianchuanlaidecitongrangwoxiayishisongleshou。

wozenmewangjile,wangjiletamennayinzhenzhizhidezhajinwodeshouzhi。

wodeshouzhidaoxianzaidoushiqingzizhongzhangde,pibeipaodefanbai,liuzherangrenexindehuangsenongshui,jishishangleyao,yeshibeishuichexin。

shenjunhekanleguolai,woxiayishinayixiudangzhuleshou。

yipangdaiwoguolaideqihuangziliangyutoulaiguanqiedemuguang,woxiangtayaoyaotou,shiyizijimeishi。

huiguoshen,shenjunhedeshixianzaiwoheliangyuzhijianpaihuai,wokandaotawozhechabeideshouqingjinbaoqi,tazaikezhizijidenuqi。

liangguohuangdiyijingyouxienianji,dafubianbiandefuguiyang,banmizheyanjing,xiaodeheshan,“luxiaojieyedaole,womenguoqudeyueding,woyijinglvxingle,nide?”

shenjunhebudongshengsedeyincha,fangxiachabei,“shi,dingdanglvxing。”

liangwushuangjiaoxiudeyizaitajianbangshang,shixianluodaolewoshenshangbianderudusheyibanyinleng。

woganjueyiguhanyi,qileyishenjipigeda。

zailiangguosannian,zhemowozuiduodejiushiliangwushuang。

yinweitaxihuanshenjunhe,keshiliangguohuangdishuodenuoyanshishenme?

xinliyongxianchubuxiangdeyugan。

2.

yanqianshijijinshehuademache,wocongweizuoguo。

yishijianluleqie,liangwushuangyibatuikaiwo,tazheiyixiashilehenjing,wozhijieshuaidaozaidi。

liangwushuangbuxiedelengxiao,shuangshoubaobei,“jiannujiushijiannu,xingxingzuotaideexinyangzi。”

zheisanniantashenmehuameishuoguo,wozaoyimamu。

manmanpaqilai,pailepaishenshangdechentu。

zheishiwodiyiciyizhanlidezishihetaduishi,congqiandoushiguizhede,“gongzhuxiangzenmeyang?”

liangwushuangwaitou,jiaoqiaodelianshangmanshiedu,“woyaonijixuzuowodejiannu。”

“shenjunhebuhuitongyide。”woshuo。

“tahuide,tayihouzhinengshiwodefujun,ni?buguoshibeipaoqidekelianchong。”liangwushuangzixindeyangqixiaba,xiaozhangjile。

woyaoleyaochun,shenjunhe,huima?

我下意识的摇摇头。

shenjunheshanshanlaichi,bennengdexiangwoshenchushou,xiangyaofuwoshangmache。

yipangdeliangwushuangwen:“junhegegejianlejiejie,jiuwangjiwole,womenjiaqihuangziliangyuyeshini。”

woshenchudeshougangadetingzaibankong,youshoulehuiqu。

shenjunheshenshenkanlewoyiyan,neiyiyanlimianyoutaiduofuzadeqingxu,wodubudong。

tahaishishouhuilefuwodeshou,zhuanguoqufuzheliangwushuangshanglemache。

heliangwushuangzaitongyigekongjianli,tajiwodailaidekongjurangwoxiayishifadou。

napajilikezhiyewuyong。

wolveyitaitoubiannengkandaota,suoyiwozhishisisideditoukanzijidexiezi。

shenjunhelengzhelian,tiaomei,“nifashenmedou?nizaineigeqihuangzimianqianyezheiyang?”

我连忙摇头。

shenjunhebunaifandejiexialetadepifeng,suishourengjiwo,“wore,ninazhegai。”

tayiweiwoshitianqilengerfadou,qishibushi。

woweiweitaitou,liangwushuanggouqileyigebinglengdexiao,wofadoudegenglihaile。

yinweimeiyicitazheimexiao,wodouhuibeizhemodehencan。

gangdaoliangguodeshihou,taxiaozherangrenbawodiujinsheku。qianbaitiaobinglengyinsendedushezaigechupanrao,tuzhezhangzhangdeshexinzi。

xingchoudeshexinzitianzhewodelian,wodeshou,wodejiao。

这只是她的下马威。

“a!”jiaoshangchuanlaidejuliedetengtong,rangwoyixiazitonghuchusheng,wosisideyaozhuchun,zhidaoxianxuelinli,jiaoshangdetongyemeiyoujianqingfenbo。

erzuikuihuoshourengdeyiyangyangdecaizhewodejiao。

wotaiqitou,yinweitengtong,yanleibuyouzizhudeliuxia。

shenjunhebizhedeyanjingzhengkai,zhoumei,“zenmele?”

liangwushuangmanbujingxindejiangjiaonuokai。

wohaimeikaikou,liangwushuangxianfazhiren,“wogangcaibuxiaoxincaidaolejiejie,jiejieshibushibeihedaoleya?”

woxianxieyaosuiyikouyinya,meiyijuhuadoushiyaoyaqiechide,“shia,wozhishibeihedaole。”

shenjunhezhoulezhoumei,wanyao,jiuyaoqupengwodejiao,wolianmangjiangjiaosuoqilai。

“zenme,guolesannianpengdouburangwopengle?”shenjunheshengyinlenglie,xianghandonglayuedefeng,daizhelengqi。

wonuliluchuyigexiaorong,“meishide,zhishibeihedaole。”

“zhendemeishi?”tazhongxinzuozheng,huaiyidekanzhewo。

“zhende。”wodiantou,zengjiazijihuayudekexindu。

liangwushuangruowuqishidekaikou,“liangyubushijinisongleyaoma,yaowomenbixian,rangnituyaoma?”

我摇摇头。

shenjunhetingdao“liangyu”zheilianggezi,shouhuiluozaiwoshenshangdeshixian,bishangyanjing,“suibianni。”

ruguozhishicaileyixia,wodangranbuzhiyutengdedahuxiaojiao。

keshishishang,liangwushuangrangrennacucaoerjianruidezhuqianzhajinwodeshigenjiaozhi,ranhouyounachulaileyikuaimuban,yixiaxiaqiaojizhuqian,zhidaozhuqianmeiruwodejiaozhi。

zheizhongtongkuwufayanyu,wotengdehenbudedangchangqusi。

zhenggerentengdedahanlinli,rutongluoshuiyiban。

kezheihaimeiyouwan,liangwushuangrangrennabianzichoudawo,biwotiaowu。

meiyibudoushixuelinlindeciteng,wotongdejijinyunjue。

keyundaole,tahuirangrennayanshuipowo,zhanlajiaoshuidebianzichou。

shijianyitiantianguoqu,zhuqianzaiwoderoulifulan,liunong,meiyibudoushizouzaijiancishang。

zheigeshihou,liangwushuangzairangrenhuoshengshengdebazhuqian**,wotengdesixinliefeideku。

liangwushuangjiuhuiguzhangjiaohao。

zhuqiancucao,**wodejiaozhilishichuxianlexuekulong,xianxuezhibuzhudeliu,zhuqianshangdexixiaozhucibianliuzailejiaozhili,fayanliunongkuilan。

ruobushiliangyutoutoujiwosongyao,wodejiaozaofeile,

wodizhetou,xiuxieshangyijingyouyinyindexuejishenchu,etoushangdehanzhudiluo。

woganjuezhenggerendouxutuole,liangwushuangxiaodekaixin,yanlidedeyidouzangbuzhu。

wozuanjinlequnjiao,liangwushuangbuhuizhendeyaoheshenjunhechengqinba,neiwosuanshenme?

wotaimou,kanxiangshenjunhe,zhouchelaodun,tazhengzaibimuyangshen。

3.

huidaoshenguo,shenjunheanpaihaoleyiqie,yishizhuxingfangfangmianmianwuyichubushijingxihuagui。

keshiwoganjuewoxiangruanjinle,chulezheizuogongdian,wonalidoubunengqu,shinvmenyecongbuduoshuoyijuhua。

真是……死气沉沉。

wozhengzaijishangkoutuyao,“ping”deyisheng,woheleyitiao。

shichuanzheyishenfengpaodeliangwushuang。

yanjingbeifengpaocidebuzijueliuxiayanlei,xinjiuchengyituan,suanchuyongshangxintou。

wofangxiayaoping,“gongzhuyouyoushenmefenfu?”

menkoudeshiweishinvguorandoubeitazhizoule,woshouhuishixian。

“yihounijiuyaojiaowohuanghouniangniangle,erni……buguoshigeqizi,jiannu。”liangwushuangchuilechuitumankoudandezhijia,shizudexiaozhang。

“guolai,jiannu,jibenhuanghouchuitui。”

tazhendeyaochenghuanghoule,wobuxiangxin,buxiangxinshenjunhehuifuwo,keshitachuanzhezhiyouhuanghoucainengchuandefengpao。

“pa。”zhangbianjiazazhehenlidefengwuqingdechouguolai。

wojihushixiayishideguixiaketouqiurao,“gongzhuwocuole,woshijiannu,jiannuzheijiulaisihouni。”

zheishizailiangguodesannianwoxuehuide,zizunguqidoushixuwupiaomiaode,zhiyouhuoxialaicaiyouxiwang。

woliangundaipadeguoqu,zhanzhanweiweideshenchushou,zhunbeiqujiliangwushuangantui。

xiayimiao,tashenchutui,zhongzhongdetixiangwodexinwo,yishunjianwoganjueyanqianyihei,shuaidaozaidi。

taxiuzhefenghuangdexiuxiehenhendecaizhuwodeshou,wofachutongkudeaihao,tisihengliu,“qiuqiu……qiuqiuni,fanglewo!”

tajiangjiaonuokai,jiaojiantiaoqiwodexiaba,shizudeqingmie,“mingtianjiushiwodedaxizhiri,nibiegaoshenmeyaoezi。”

“nishenshangkehaishiyouwoxiadeshixingu,biewangle。”

shixingu,zhiyaoliangwushuangxiang,wojiuhuizaoshouzuanxinshiguzhitong。

我忙不迭的点头。

tazhongyulikaile,wotangzaidishang,dakoudakoudechuanzhecuqi,shouzhiwuzi,xuejialiekai,xueshuinongshuiliuxia。

我颤抖着上了药。

zheihaishiliangyujiwode,sheinengxiangdaowohuilaile,haishibeiqifuni?

zheiyangderizishenmeshihoushigetoua。

daxizhiri?shenjunhezhendeyaoheliangwushuangchengqinle,yishijianwofenbuqingshixintenghaishishouteng。

buxing,wobuxiangxin,woyaojianta!

pinmingdekuangben,erbiandefenghuhuzuoxiang,wowangjileshenshangdetengtong,zhijidewoyaojianshenjunhe。

我要求一个答案。

daoleyushufang,wochangtongwuzudejinqule。

tafushouerli,shenshangchuanzhelongpao,bunuziwei。

tazhuanguoshen,yanlizhiyouwo,“nilaile,wozhidaonishouweiqule。”

nizhidao?nizhidaoshenme?wozhidaowozheisannianshouleduoshaozhemoma。

woxiangwen,keshiwojingwucongshuoqi。

shenjunhexiangwomencongweifenkaiyiyang,wenrouerjuanlianbaozhewo,“mingzhu,womeibanfaa,womenchileduoshaoku,wocaichenglehuangdi,bunenggongkuiyikuia。”

shia,womenchileduoshaoku,shenjunhecaicongyigebushouchongdelenggonghuangzibianchenglehuangdi。

“zhiyaowozuowenlezheigeweizhi,woyidingrangnizuowoweiyideqizihaobuhao?”

wogengyanzhediandiantou,“hao。”

zhiyaonibuaishangta,woshenmeweiqudoukeyiren。

“gongzhuzhishitianzhenjiaozonglexie,niyaorangzheta,buyaohetajinjinjijiao,tabenxingbuhuaide。”shenjunheqingqingdecaquwodeyanlei。

wochiyidekanxiangta,benxingbuhuai?tianzhenjiaozong?woyishijianrugengzaihou,shuobuchuhualai。