第二章刺痛
wokeyijieshoujixuhezhaolingzaiyiqi，danshibunengjieshouzheizhongjixingdeguanxi，youworuguoyaohezhaolingzaiyiqi，neijiuguangmingzhengdale。
“nibuxianqiwoshierhunba？”
zhaolingturantaitou，yilianyansudekanzhewo。
shuoshihuawoshiyouxiexianqide，danshiyixiangdaocengjingzhaolingduiwodeneizhongwenrou，wojiujuederenhuoyishi，ruguonenggouzhaodaoyigeairen，bishenmedouhao。
“buhuide，renzheiyishengchongmanlekankehecuozhe，ruguozanmenlianggelijingjienanrengjiuzoudaoyiqi，neijiushuomingzanmenzhijiandeaiqingshijingguokaoyande。”
wozaizhaolingdejianbangshangpailepai，titacaqushenshangdeshuizhu，danshiwofaxianzhaolingshenshangdeshuihaoxiangzenmeyecabugan。
tadetoufalibuduanyoushuiwangxialiutang，wodechezuoyishangdoushitashenshangliuchulaideshui。
mingmingwaimianxiadeyubuda，zhaolingbukenengshenshanghuibeilinderucishi。
“beibeinishirenzhendema？nizhendebuxianqiwocengjingjieguohun，gengbuxianqiwocengjinghuaiguobierendehaizi。”
zhaolingyouxienanyizhixindekanzhewo。
“lingling，nixianzaihunyinguodebuxing，yexuyouwodeyibufenyuanyin，dangchuruguojianchiyixiehuoxuzanmenzhijianjiushilingwaiyigejiejule，nifangxin，wobuhuixianqinide，nishouleshangwozhihuitiniliaoshang。”
wowenroudekanzhezhaoling，yongshoufu，tadangzheyanjingdetoufa，ranhouchaozhezhaolingshifenchengkendeshuodao：“danshixianzaiwomenbunengzaiyiqi，yinweiwomenxianzaideguanximingbuzhengyanbushun，shishuyuhunwaiqing，woshijueduibunenggoujieshouzheizhongganqingde，ruguonizhendeyijinghelaogongmeiyouguanxile，neimejiuqulihun。”
tingdaowozheimeshuo，zhaolingyiliankuxiao，tayibianyaotouyibianliuzheleigaosuwotabunenglihun，yidanlihuntalaogonghuishaletade。
woqingxidekandao，dangzhaolingzaishuozheifanhuadeshihou，yanshenlitouchudeshishenshendekongju。
danshiwoqueyouxiebuxiangxin，bijingxianzaishifazhishehui，sharenchangming，sheigansuibiansharen？
genghekuangzhaolingdelaogong，wosihuzhiqianhaijianguo，shiyigewenwenruya，poyouzhishidenanxing，yinggaibuhuizuochurucibulizhidexingwei。
“lingling，buyaozheimeshuo，yudaowentiyaoquxiangbanfajiejuewenti，shizaibuxingjiuzhaozhexiangguanbumenqiuzhu。”
wojixuquanshuozhaoling，rangtahelaogonghaohaodexieshang，shenzhikeyituixinzhifudetanyici，ruguoliangrenzhijianzhendebuheshile，neijiulihun，qiangniudeguabutian，qiangxingzaiyiqiyehuiduibicizaochengwufamihedeshanghen。
danshizhaolingquemeiyouzaishuoshenmele，tayizhiyaotouyizhiliuyanlei，haiyoushuizhubuzhudeshunzhetadetoufawangxialiutang，tasisidebaozhewo，pazaiwodehuaili。
danshiwoquebukenhezhaolingjixuzaizheimexiaqule，wotuikaizhaolingzouchuleche，wodasuanlikaile，ruguozaizheiyangxiaqubeirenkandao，neimejiyoukenenghuiyingxiangdaozhaolingzaizheigehunyinlideguanxi。
“beibei，nizenmejiubunengbaowoyihuierni？nibushixihuanwo，nibushiaiwoma？nikeshiwozheiyibeizizuiaiderenna，nizenmekeyiruciduiwoni？”
zhaolingyilianwuzhudekanzhewo，neichongmankongjudeyanshen，rangwodexindoukuaisuile。
“lingling，zanmenzhijianbujiyuyishi，nixianzaishiyoufuzhifu，wobunenggouhenizheizaiyiqi，yinweizheiyangshibushiyoubeiyulunliyoubeiyufalvde。”
wozixidechaozhezhaolingquanjie，xiangyaoquantahuitou。
zhaolingyiliankuxiao，tataitoukanzhewoshuo，beibeiruguowolihunle，nizhendehuiyaowoma？
wokanzhezhaolingchuchukeliandeyangzi，xinzhongyizhenxinsuan，cengjingdezhaolingyiqifengfa，meiyansisheshixuexiaolidexiaohua，wohennanxiangxiangcengjingneiyangyigehuolisishedenvhaihuibianderucikongjuruciqiaocui。
wolveweiyouyuleyixia，jiujiandingdechaozhezhaolingdianlediantou，wogaosuta，ruguotalihunlewoyidinghuibaohutashenzhizailihundezheigeguochengzhizhong，ruguoyourenyaoshanghaita，woyehuitingshenerchu。
tingdaoworucijianjuedehuida，zhaolingzhongyuhaoxiangxiadinglemouzhongjuexin，tachaozhewodiandiantou：“neihao，wohuiqujiuhelaogongtilihun，wohetazhendemeishenmeganqingle，woyidiandoubuxihuanta。”
shuochulezheifanhuazhihou，zhaolingsihuchedilengjinglexialai，tazhudongzouxialewodeche，bingqiekaishizhenglileyifu，kexishenshangdeshuiquezenmedoumeifabeifengchuigan。
“niganjinhuiquba，huanyishenganjingdeyifu，zheiyangxiaqunihuiganmaode。”
我朝着赵玲劝说道。
zhaolinghaoxiangyijinglengjingxialaile，tachaozhewodianlediantou，jingranzhudongchaozhefengyuzhongzouqu，zhenggegongyuanliyouyuxiazhemengmengdexiaoyu，sizhoudouwumengmengde，nengjiandubuchaoguowumi，wokanzhezhaolinghuanhuanzouruyuzhong，xinzhongyizhenbushehesuanse。
woyouyuleyixiajiujuedingzhuishangqu，zhaolingyigerenzaizheidougongyuanliduxinghuibuanquan，wojuedingkaizhewodechesongzhaolingyicheng。
nazhidaowozhuishangqu，quenayouzhaolingdeshenying？
zhaolinghaoxiangpingkongxiaoshileyiban，erzheigeshihoufengyutingle，yizhenfengchuilai，gongyuanlidewushunjianjiusanle，duanduanjifenzhongdeshijianyangguangjiuzhaoshelexialai，sizhouyipianminglanghegangcaineizhongqingxing，wanquanshilianggetiandi。
wozhijieshayanle，sizhouxuanxuannaonao，jingranyoubushaorenzaizheigegongyuanliduanlianyouwan，haiyouyixiehaizizaicaopingshangwanshua。
wokanzheyanqianyiqie，ganjueyouxiebukesiyi，yinweizhiqianwolaixunzhaozhaolingdeshihou，keshishenmedoumeikanjian，erqiewofaxiansizhouzheixierenshenshangdoushigande，sihaomeiyoubeiyulinshideyangzi，haoxianggangcaideneichangxiaoyugenbenjiubucunzai。
zhaolingchuxianleneichangyujiulaile，zhaolingzoule，neichangyujiuqule，nandaoneichangyushizhuanmenweizhaolingxiade？
wodeneixinhenluan，congcongjiuhuidaojia，huidaojiazhihouwogenbenmeiyouxinsiganrenheshi，wulunshikanshuhaishidayouxiyijigongzuo，wodouwufatourujingli，zhinengtangzaichuangshang，danshizuoyouqushuibuzhe，meibanfa，wozhinenglaidaoshufang，fanchulewohezhaolingzhiqiandexiangce。
zheibenxiangceyizhibeiwofangzaishujiadezuishangfang，shangmianyijingluomanlehuichen，errujinwoquenachumaojinxiaoxinyiyidejiangzheibenxiangcecaganjing，ranhoufankaixiangcedemeiyiye，zixidekan，meiyizhangzhaopiandourenrenzhenzhendehuiwei。
zhaolinghewocengjingzhijianneiqingsedeaiqingrangrenhuiweiwuqiong，danshiyixiangdaozhaolingxianzaiyijingweitarenfu，wodeneixinyoushiyizhencitong。