第5章
朝絮（一）
子夜，清安殿。
ershiliuzhizhangmingbuxiedelazhuxingjiangrandaojintou。
woshouchiyiwanheiheikukudezhongyao，mianwubiaoqingdiduanzhisihuangzijichenzhichunpan，dao：“dianxia，gaiheyaole。”
季沉之瞳孔一震。
yanqiandeyaozhengfuqiyicenglanwu——
heihuhuretengteng，yiqiaobiankudedaowei。
tadangjibailebaishou：“chexiaqu。”
“zheikebuxing，”woxiexiedichoutayiyan，dao，“dianxia，zheilitoutianlerencan、huangqi、fuling、boziren、suanzaoren、yuanzhi，danggui，quanshitishenxingnaodehaoyaocai，wenhuodunlesangeshichenmanaochulaide，rujinyaoxiaozhengjia，ninhaishiheleba——”
woshifentiexindibuchong：“haoaodaye。”
季沉之：“……”
xianrujindehougongzhong，renrendouxiaode，shenshufeisuochudesihuangzijichenzhizuixindushu，meimeisangengshui、sigengqi，shihougongzhongdangzhiwukuidejuanwang。
可却没人晓得。
beipoaodayedesidianxiayijingkuaiyaoxinjishoujing，cusishufangle！
mianqiandeyaotangweiyangreqi，zhengbeiananwenwendiduanzaiwozheiweishenshufeidexinfugongnvshouzhong。
季沉之长叹一口气。
实在是天要亡他！
——
wojiaochaoxu，shigejuanwang。
自然了——
juanzijiyouhaishentijiankang，suoyi，wozhijuanbieren。
xianrujinzaihougongzhongliangehulunjuedoushuibushangdesihuangzijichenzhi，bianshiwojiechengfuwudeduixiang。
woshizaishisuineinian，beisihuangzideshengmu，dangshizaigongzhongsuyouxianmingdeshupinniangniangqinzizhipaidaosihuangzishenbiansihoude。
erzaineizhiqian，woshijingzhongyihuqipinxiaoguanjiadedunv。
xianxiazaiyiqilai，woyiranbutaijidezuoguanjia**shihedengziweile。
wozhihaijide，wofuqinguanjiesuibushengao，xingziquejishiwenliang。
tatongwomuqinshifenenai，yinerwoyounianzaijingzhongdeshiri，guodehaisuankangning。
zhikexi，chaotangshangdefengyuyiguanaiposazaisiwomenjiazheibanwuquanwushidedaomeiguitouding。
woqisuineinian，fuqinzaidangzhengzhongzhancuoledui。
bixiadangtingzhennu，chaoshimanmenwushiliukou，nandingjubeiliufang，nvjuanzechongweiguannu。
buguojiridegongfu，wobiancongguanjuanzhaidichu，beifaruyeting，chengleyimingzuimodengdesasaogongnv。
shengonglideriziyiguanshinanaide，genghuanglunwozheiyangdefanguanjiajuan。
zaiyetingdeshugehandongli，wodeshizhiyijingrendesudushengmanledongchuang。
wushucuzhongdehuojiyizhuangzhuangzuowan，shouwanbianzongshihuitengdeliankuaizidouwobuzhu。
zaihoulai，wodexigaiyinchangnianguikou，luoxialemeizhiyinyuribianyintongdebinggen。
haozaidieniangcengjingjiaowoshidedeneijigezizongguishiyixiangbucuodebenqian。
wojiusuineinian，sihuangzideshengmushupinniangniangweierzizexuanbandu，woyinershiduguojibenzhengjingshu，poshidejigezi，youxingbeixuanzaiqilie。
wojideneishigeshenqiu，sihuodefengyepoposasadihongleshuninggongyiyuanqiang，shilaiweiyinwomenqubaijianshupinniangniangdeneishitaijianjuchuishoudimei，yiyanbufa，kanqilaiguijudongshijile。
hewoyitonglaidehaoxiegongnvjiejiequebaoleyibudengtiandexinsi，jingxinzhuangban，yixiangbinying。
zhikexi，jiujinshengongdeshupinniangniangwanquanbuchizheiyitao。
zhiyidayan，tabianmiansebuyuedizhileyigeyizhegewaijingxin，rongmaogewaichutiaodegongnv，dao：“yaoyaodiaodiao，chengshenmeyangzi——fataquyongxiangshuagongtong。”
我：“……”
shupinniangniangzheiyishouzhendeshugeyueyueyushidegongnvdangjibailemianse。
我亦不例外。
yushi，daidaoneishizongguanjiangwodaidaoshupinniangniangmianqian，tishupinniangniangwenwodouduguoshenmeshushi，wobianxiayishisesuoleyixia，poyouxiejiebadao：
“bing……bingniangniang，nubidushushao，zhilveshidejigezi。”
huayincaijin，wobianyufushenketou。
ranerdimeideshunjian，mandiandefulitanghuangdaodihaishihuangleyixiawodeyan，dongyaoleyifanwodepanfuzhixin。
wojianmo，liangjiu，zhongyujiangxinyiheng，zhuangzhedanzibuchong：“buguonubizaoxianzaiyetingfuyi，yinchangtigugumenzhiye，guerjueshao，yebansuishidianxiadushujuebuchengwenti。”
huayinyiluo，yipangdecaimanshisuidejichenzhidangjizhengyuanleyan。
tamoquancazhangdidengwo，shenqingzhifenhen，fangfohenbunenglishijiangwozheigeyikaikou，bianyaocuanduotamufeipotayebankududediaonuyeyibingfaquyongxiangshuagongtong。
kexiayishun，duanzuozaishangshoudeshupinniangniangquehuranxiaole。
tajiuzheimehanzheyimojiwenrouyoukeqindexiaoyi，zhaoshoumingwoguoqu，erhouwozhulewodeshou。
tadao：“haohaizi——jiushinile！”
yipangdejichenzhi：“……”
wosuishisihuangzijichenzhidediyinian，jichenzhizhenggenzhetaifumenxue《zhongyong》。
shuwenjiquaoya，yisuizhihuajiadelaotaifuyizhangkoubianyaojiangshangliangsangeshichen，zhijiangdedixiadehuangzigongzhumengedinggeerdihunhunyushui。
jichenzhibishiniansuishangxiao，yitingzheilaodiaoyadeshengxiandaolibiantouhunnaozhang。
tashenpangsihoudezhenggonggongshidaxiaobiansihoutadelaoren，yiguanxiaodetazheiweixiaozhuzidepiqibingxing，changtitadayanhu。
只我贯会拆他的台。
jichenzhinashubenyanzheliandakeshui，wobianguyizaifushentitayanmoshi“buxiaoxin”jiangneishudangchangpengdao，erhouzaitaifunubukeedijuzhejiechiyaofatashimomotuikaiyizhangyuan。
jichenzhitoutouzaigongkeshanghuawangba，getianneifenluanqibazaodegongkejiuhuiyuanfengbudongdichuxianzaishenshufeishuanqian。
yushijichenzhidezuoshouzhangxinbianhuijiejieshishidiaishangshizhubanzi。
zhiyuweishenmeshizuoshou——
meifazi，youshouhaideliuzhezuogongke。
shilaisuidejichenzhizaiwozheichilexiongxinbaozidandegongnvshoudixiachilewushudekui，yincihenwohendeyufayagenyangyang。
我却从不曾在意。
xiaohua，jichenzhizheizhongdizhujiadeshaerzizenmekenengdoudeguotaneishenjingbaizhandeniangqin。
shufeiniangniangbuyaotaixinzhongwohaoma？
shunianxialai，wobianjiuzheimedingzheshufeiniangniangxinfugongnvdemingtou，zaijichenzhishenbianzhaxialegen。
suizeqingandianmangongshangxiajiexiaodesidianxiayanfanwoyanfandehenbunengyibajiangwoqiasi，danhenshikexi，tamenmingmianshangjianlewo，haishideguiguijujudixiangwoxingli，zaigongjingdihanshangyisheng：“chaoguniang。”
就譬如现在。
wosipingbawendiduanzheneiwanaodeshenshinongkudetishentangyao，henshibujinrenqingditongjichenzhidao：“dianxia，gaiheyaole。”
yipangsihoudegongnvtaijianmenmingzhidaojichenzhishifenkangju，quehaishizhinengaigeerchuixiatouqu，quandangzuomeikanjian。
qingandiannei，mingzhuruzhou。
jichenzhisheneryoushendiqiaowoyiyan，jiangmuguangtingzaiwoshouzhongdeyaozhanshang，hudao：“zheiyaoyiqiaobianku。”
woyileng，caiyaokaikoufuyanjichenzhiliangju“tianjiangjiangdarenyusirenye”dechangmianhua，jichenzhideshengyinbianzaiduluolexialai。
“axu，”tamuguangzhuozhuodikanwo，“yaobuninazuiweiwoba。”
我：“……”
啊不是，他有病吧！
woshifenzhenjingdiduishangjichenzhidemuguang，erhoubuchuyiwaidizaitayanliqiaochuleyisitiaoxindehuohua。
好家伙——
真是好家伙！
zheixiaozitongwodouzhidouyongzheimexienian，rujinjuranhuiyongzheimexiasanlandezhaoshulaiduwodehuale！
woenxiaejiaoluantiaodexiaoqingjin，mianwubiaoqingdao：“dianxiafenfu，nubizidanglingming。”
suijiyibajiangyaoguanjinlejichenzhizuili。
季沉之：“唔……”
xishuoqilai，jichenzhizaiwomianqianchoufeng，qishiyebushitouyihuile。
tashiwusuineinian，shangshufangdeshifujitajiang《zhenguanzhengyao》，shufeiniangniangyaowodingzhetalishutaizongdedezheng。
mouriyeli，jichenzhikeyeshangweiwanchengbianhunranyushui，beiwohaobuliuqingdijiaoxingshi，tazhongyurenbuzhubaofale。
tayibazhuaizhuwodegebo，jiangwolaolaoanzaishuanshang，muguangyouan：“chaoxu，nizaizheiyangduiwo，wozhensijinihewomufeikanlea！”
我：“……”
abushi，tazhendeshibixiadezhongma？
tingwenhuanghouniangniangdichudeerhuangzishiersuishi，biannengzaichaotangzouduizhongbodejidaxueshishudukuazanle，jibianshilongshengjiuzigebuxiangtong，zheichadeyetaiduoleba！
wobuweisuodongditongtasimuxiangdui，dao：“dianxiaqingbian。”
jichenzhibeiwodehuayededangchangkebaleyixia，tapoyouxiecuobaididingzhewodeyanjing，xujiu，zhongyubuqingbuyuandicongshuanshangpaleqilai。
queweiliao，anjianbimozhiyanshenduo，tacaiyaoqishen，bianbuchuyiwaidibeiyizhuozidejilinggousuibanleyixia，suijijiuyangmianshuaidaozailewoshenshang。
guanyuyibandemianrongzhuangruwojingjian，wolenglehaoyishun，naozishangweifanyingguolai，muguangbianyilvxianduishangletade。
budebuchengren，jichenzhiyimaixiangchengzhetamufeidehaozise。
yanyunyibandemeijie，hanxingyiyangdeyanmou，ruyijuanshanghaodegongbihua。
jibianwotongtachaoxixiangduilezheixuduonian，queyehaishiweirenzhuzaimougecubujifangdeshunjian，weitaderongsesuoshe。
youqingqiandehuxiluozaiwoerpan，woxinkouyizhi，mengdituikailejichenzhi。
jichenzhisishiweiliaodaowodefanyinghuizheibanda，taxixidingzhewoqiaolehaoyihuier，erhouhurantaishou，jiqingjiqingdipengleyixiawodeerchui。
tadao：“chaoxu，nierduohongle。”
我：“闭嘴！”
zheiyiyehou，jichenzhibuzhicongwodefanyingliqiaochuleshenme，hurangenggaileduifuwodecelve。
他开始勾引我。
我：“……”
bushi，daodishisheijiaodehuangzidianxiagaozheixiegoulanshouduan！
tajiubupabeihuangdibixiazhujiuzuma？！
wowuyuningye，dierribianshoudaolejichenzhixiejiwode“chenqingshu”。
neishishangshufanglitoudeshifujinrizhengzaijiangde《shijing》，jichenzhiduanduanzhengzhengditengchaoleyiju“zhizizhishou，yuzixielao”zaihuajianshang。
tayuwodao：“axu，woxinzhongyouni，zhiyaonidingwodingdeshaosongxie，wobianqutongmufeijiang，daiwojiguan，bianyingniguomenzuowodezhengfei，haobuhao？”
wobeijichenzhidebuyaolianjingdaile，yusailiangjiu。
haobanshang，caidao：“dianxia，zheishou《jigu》shixietongpaoqingyide，xianshengshoukeninguoranmeiting，kanlainubidejininjiagongkele。”
toujibuchengfanshiyibamidejichenzhi：“……”