第4章

“nisaozibeipanleshigeyue,nibamajiucuanduonigehenisaozilihun,xiangrangnigezaiquxifuer……zezeze,shilibaxiangdouzhidaolezheijiaqipa,najiahuijizijidenversongquhuokenga。”

“e,duilenibahaoxiangbeinigezoudaozhongfengtanhuanle,nimadelianhaoxiangbeinigepoleliusuanhuilerong,kejiushizheiyangzile,tamendoubuguainigeni。”

“nigexianzaimeiqianhua,yijingkaishizhaoqifuxiaoxuesheng,qiangxiaoxueshenglinghuaqianle……woyigewairenkanzhedoujuedediurena,taidiurenle,daodishishenmebaileihuiquqifurenjiaxiaoxuesheng!youxiejiazhangkanbuxiaqu,zainigezouheiludeshihoudaletayidun,zhijie**canfeile,duanleyizhishouni。haiyou,yebuzhidaonigezainalidubo,qianleyipiguzhai,tadoubuganbaitianchuxianle,daochuduozhai。”

qianqianjiwoshuozheixieshiqingdeshihou。

我很平静。

henduoshiqingwodouyouguoyuxiang。

duiyuwogezheimeyigelanren,wosaozizheimegelinbuqingdechunhuo,wobamazheimewuyuanwuhuideniai……yegaiyouzheiyangdexiachang。

congqianshiwomeikantou,wangtugaibiantamencaihuiyouneiyangbeicandejingdi。

rujin,woyuanliletamen,woderizizhihuiyuelaiyuehao、yuelaiyueshunfengshunshui。

shigeyuehou,qianqiangenwoshuo:“nisaozichuyule,yebuzhidaosheijinisaozizhileyigezhao,rangnijiarenzaiwangluoshangxunqin,nigesaonibamatiantianzaiwangluoshangzhibozhaoni,shuozhendeyoudiandanxinni……”

wokuanweiqianqiandao:“fangxinba,binglaijiangdangshuilaituyan。”

duiyuwogesaowobama,woyiranzuohaolewanquandezhunbei。

jibianshitamenzhaodaolewo,renchulewo,woziranyoubanfayingduitamen。

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wangluochuanbozongshixunsude。

wogesaohebamakaozhemaican,quanleyibofensi。

wangluohaoxinrenshenzhijitamendezhibohuaqiantuiguang,yinlailebushaoliuliang。

wogeshuo:“meimei,gegezhidaocuole,woxiaoshihoubugaiheniqiangwanju,yebugaiheniqiangnibawaner,dangegezhendexiangnile,womenzheigejiabunengmeiyounia。”

saozishuo:“jiani,doushiwobuhao,wohenigebanzuideshihouzongshiyaolashangni,rangnijuedexinfanleba,kebukeyibuyaoyinweisaozihuatailuosuojiufangqizheigejiani,nigegezhendehenxiangni。”

wobashuo:“jianier,weilejinishangdaxue,jialishizaguoyoumaitie,xianzaibunengyinweibamayoulekunnannijiuzhizhibulia,babazhongfengletanhuanle,lianchifandoufeijinger,wohaoxiangnianxiaoshihou,nizaiwoshenbianweizhewozhuandechangjing,neigeshihoudebabahaoxingfu。”

womayinweilianshanghuirongle,suoyishidaizhemianzhaochujingde。

tashuo:“jianier,bamazhaonimeiyouxianglianleini,zhishibuxiangzijideqinshengnverzaiwaimianchiku,waimiandeshenghuoyebuhaoguo,huijiaba,nigegemeitiandouzaishaozhenizuiaichidetudou,nisaozijinizhilemaoyi,womenyijiarendengzhenihuilaituanyuan。”

tamenshuozheixiehuadeshihou,lianshangbanyanzhekeqiu。

daodishiyidileiyemeiliuchulai。

youdewangyouxinletamendeguihua,bangtamendabangshualiwu,yinliuliang。

youdewangyouzeshijuedetamentaijia,dingdianerdebuzhencheng,zairumatamen。

buguoshijiezhida,wuqibuyou。

wangyoumenyeshizhongshuofenyun。

jiudengzhewobeizhaodaozhihou,kanshiqingdejinyibufazhan。

ouerwozouzailushang,youderenrenchulewo,haiwenwoshibushizhangjiani。

haibudengwofouren,duifangjiujiangwopitougailiandeyidunruma。

haishiwonachulexinshenfenzhengjiduifangkanlezhihou,renjiacaijiwodaoqianzuoba。

jiuliantongshiyeshuowohewangluoshangdeneige“zoudiudemeimei”zhangjianihenxiang。