神石
“神石？”
suoweideshenshijiushineikuaiqintianjianxuanbashengnvdeyikuailiulisecaideshitou，“shangtiansuoshou，xiafuguoyun”，jiweishenmi。
xianzaijiangluojuranshuotazhidaoshenshidemimi？
“yekeyishuoshiyizhongcaice。”
jiangluodao：“chengweishengnvzhihouwozaiqintianjiandezangshugeneikandaoleyixiejizaishenshidedianjiyijiqianrenduishenshidecaice。”
“daqimeinianyousicidajisihehenduoxiaojisi，youshihouyudaotianzaiyehuidandujinxingjisi。ermeicijisiguohoudaqidequehuizaihuotuisan、fengdiaoyushun。”
“youyirenshengnvrenweizheishiyongminzhongyuanlilaihuanquguoyun。youyicitadefuqinshoulezhongbing，tayezaishenshimianqianqidao，jieguotafuqindebingqijibandiquanyu。”
wotingderushen，“zheiyangqibushihenhao？”
jiangluoyaoleyaotou，“youdebianyoushi，tafuqindebingquanyuhuanlaideshitadeshentirifuyiridixuruo……budaowunian，bianqushile。”
“neini……”wogandaozhenjing。
“nengyongwodejiankanghuantayishengshunsui，henzhi。”
congjiangluoneilihuilaihou，woyizhizaisisuozheneikuaishenshi，shijianzhenyourucishenqizhiwuma？
youdeyoushi，yiminghuanyimingkanshangquhengongping，keshiyouxiedongxibushizheimesuande。
“jiangwu，nijiuzaizheiyangzuotishende？”
shenzhangjingshaojiandezhudonglaizhaowo，congqiandoushitapairenzhaowoguoqu，xianzaitazenmejiuzheimeguolaile？
“dianxia。”womianseruchangdijitaxingli。
shenzhangjingsihugengshengqile。
“nizenmemeicijianwodoubanzheyizhangliana。”
我不禁脱口而出。
huayushuochudeyishunjian，wobujinlengzhu。
“nizenmemeicijianwodoubanzheyizhangliana。”
“因为你太吵。”
“nayou，wonalichaole？”
“xu，bieshuohua。”mojituranlanzhuwodeyao，yongqinggongdaiwolikaiyuandi。
womeiyouzaiyitafangdaowoyaoshangdeshou，haoqidixunwen：“nizaiduoshei？”
daoshitahongzheerjiansongkaishou，buzirandigankeyisheng，“suanshi……wojiujiuderenba。”
danshidangshiwulunwozenmewentadezhenshishenfenyijitajiujiushishei，tadouhaoxiangbuyuantiji。wozhuiwenlejijumeiyoudafuyejiumeiyouzaiwen。
zuoyouwoxihuandeshitazheigeren，youbushitadeshenfen。
xianzaixianglai，dayoukeyizhichu。
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shenzhangjingmianseweichen，“jiangwu，renqingnideshenfen。”
woguzuobudong，“shenfen？shenmeshenfen？”
jiantazhendeyaoshengqi，wocaipeixiao，“haole，taizidianxia，shiwodebudui。nindarenyoudaliang，yingdangbuhuiyuwozheidengxiaonvzijijiaoba。”
shenzhangjingqingkeyisheng，zhuanguoshenqu，“jinripeibendianxiayouchuan。”
“keshiwaimianhaizaixiayu。”
“yutianyouchuan，youhebuke？”
pangtuodayubuzhibujueyiweimenglongxiyu，cishizaiyouchuanyuhuxin，menglongwuqi，daoshiyouyizhonghuidaojiangnandeganjue。
kanzheanjingdisazheyuerdeshenzhangjing，junmeixingmu，daozhenrangwoyouleyizhongrujianmoshanggongzizhigan。
再次看向他的眉心。
真的没有那块胎记。
danruguoshiyongzhifenhuozheqitadongxizheyanzhuleni？woyouxiexiangyaomoyimo，buguoxiangdaotakenenghuiyoudefanying，youxiebushediyikaishixian。
xianzaihaishisuanleba。buguo，zhihoukeyizhaojihui……
peitasaleyihuieryuer、kanleyihuierjing。
“dianxiaxihuanwojiejieshenme？”
我突然问。
wobenyiweitatingdaozheigewentiyouhuishengqi，meixiangdaotadeshenqinggewaipingjing，“wobuxihuanta。”
xiayishialeyisheng，yinlaitadeqingxiao。
dandengwozaikanshi，tayouhuifuleneifuchenwendeyangzi。
“neishangjinglisuoyourendoujuedenixihuanta，erqieniweitazuoleneimeduoshi，youshisongqizhenyibaoyoushisongbaihuqiupishenmede，hainandaodoushiyanxi？”wochensi，“shiweilequtalailalongchengxiangfu？”
shenzhangjingrengyuerdeshoudunleyixia，“bushiwoxiang，shiwojiujiuxiang。”
tashuodao“jiujiu”zheigecishi，yuqiyouxiefuza。
jiujiu？woxinzhongyijing，moguojiuyongninghou……xingmo……
huiguoshenlai，wozhuyidaotajinridebuzhengchang，“dianxiaweiheyuwoshuozheixie？haiyou，jirandianxiabingbuxihuanjiangluo，youweihejieshoulejiangwuzheigetishen？”
danshitabingmeiyouhuidawodewenti，zhishidao：“wobuxihuanjiangluobudaibiao，wobunengbanidangchengtishen。”
tishen？huidaochengxiangfuhouwozixidizhuomozhetashuodezheijuhua。
shangcishifuhaoxiangshuoguotayunyoudaoleshangjingfujin，yushiwobianxielefengxinjita，qingtaguolaiyitang。
yifangmianshiwoxiangrangtabangjiangluozhenzhiyixia，kannengfoudiaolihao，lingyifangmianshiyinweishifuyouyixianghenshaorangrenzhidaodejineng——tianjiyansuan。
shifulaidebiwoxiangdehaiyaokuai。
tamolemohuzi，kanzhemianqiandeguaxiang，dao：“huanghoudangchuyunyudedequeshishuangshengzi。”
“果然。”
shifudehuahewocaicedejieguoyimoyiyang，huangshishuangshengzixianglaibuxiang，ruguochushengshibihuichuquyige。
ruguomojiheshenzhangjingzhendejiushineiduishuangshengzi，yimojimeixindeneikuaiguiyidetaijilaikan，beisheqidekendingshita。
但是他活了下来。
shihuanghoutoutouliuxiamojiranhoujiaojiyongninghouanzhongfuyangma？
ruguoxianzaideshenzhangjingqishishimoji，taweishenmebujidewo？zhenzhengdeshenzhangjingyouzainali？
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woxinliyouzhetaiduoyiwen。dandangwozaiwenyixieqingkuang，biru“xianzaideshenzhangjingshimojima？”
shifuquebukenzaishuo，zhishidao：“tianjibukexielu。”
woyourangshifuqukanyixiajiangluodeshentiqingkuang，tazhishiyaoyaotou，shuoleju：“tianmingbukewei。”
tianmingbukewei？shenmetianming？ruowofeiyaoweini？
wosixiazhaodaolejiangluodeyizhongrenpeian。
jiandaowoneizhanghejiangluojiweixiangsidelian，tashenqinghuanghuleyishun。
“erxiaojie。”peianxingleyili。
taxianzaizaiyijiasishujiaoshu，kanshangquguodebucuo，danjingshenbingbushihenhao。
“luoer……bu，daxiaojiejinlaikehao？”
wobingburenxingaosutajiangluoxianzaideshentizhuangkuangyuelaiyuechale，zhishianweita：“tahenhao，nibubidanxin。nifangxin，niyuwoajiedeshi，wohuixiangbanfade。”
peiankuxiao，“nengyoushenmebanfani？”
woyanmouweilian，“nizhixuzaidengdeng。”buhuihenzhangshijiande。
ruoshizhiqian，woqujianpeiankenengyaohaohaozheyan，bijingruguorangshenzhangjingzhidaolepeianhejiangluodeguanxikenenghuijitamendailaimafan。
danjiranshenzhangjingshuoguotabuxihuanjiangluo，yushiwoqujianpeiandeshiyejiumeiyoukeyimanzheta。
dantasihu，haishishengqile。
“wojinizuoleguihuagao，changchang？”
shenzhangjingbanzhelian，“buchi。”
wozhuangzuoyaonazoudeyangzi，“e，neiwojiunazoule？”
他冷哼一声。
womeiyanwanwan，youjianggaodiandidaotamianqian，“bieshengqila，wohepeianyoumeiyoushenme。”
tanaqigaodianhenhenyaoleyikou，fanbo：“woshengqideshinirujinbeidashangdeshibendiandebiaoqian，ruoshihaiyuqitananzi……chenghetitong！”
“dianxiashixihuanwolema？”
tabushuohuale，zhishifanhongdeerjianchumailetadeqingxu。
wokeyifangrouleyuqi，“zhengzhiwushi，dianxiakeyaowushui？”
shenzhangjingdeyandiweiweiyouxiejuanyi，taweiweidiantou，“nixianchuquba。”
linjindongri，wujiandeyangguangyebiandebuneimeqianglieqilai，juanniaotingzhilemingjiaozaizhitouqianmian，yipianjingmi。
daishenzhangjingshuixiayiduanshijianhou，woqiaoqiaodiliulejinlai。
xianqiandegaodianhexunxianglidoubeiwoxialeanmianyao，zheizhongyaoyaogaodianhexunxiangpeiheshiyongcaihuishengxiao，erqiejinanchajue。
kanzhezaitashangchenmiandeshenzhangjing，wogengshifangroulejiaobulaidaotamianqian。
nidaodishibushimojini？
wodemuguanghuijuzaitameixin，zaishouzhikuaiyaofumoshangtameixindetongshininanchuneigemingzi：“moji……”
“莫忌是谁？”
shouzaiyaochujishenzhangjingmeixindeneiyikebeihenhenniezhu。
tazhengkaiyan，yanzhongyipianlenglie。
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wohuangzhangleyishun，henkuailengjingxinshen，“dianxiashizenmezhidaowoxialeanmianyaode？”zheizhongwusewuweideanmianyaoshiwocongshifuneilinade，andaolilaishuobukenenghuizheimerongyibeishipoa。
“zheizhonganmianyaonizenmehuiyou？nidaodishishei？haiyoumojishishei？”
wokanlekanbeitaniedehenjindeshouwan，“nixiansongkai，teng……”
qishibuteng，danwoguyizhouqimeitouzhuangzuohenteng。tadeshouxiayishisongkai。
tingtadehua，haoxiangtarenshizheizhonganmianyao？nandaotayerenshiwoshifu？
“anmianyaoshicongwoshifuneilinalaide。”woxianhuidaletadiyigewenti。
tazhoulezhoumei，“nishifushilingxiaozhenren？”
“你认识我师父？”
tadianlediantou，dao：“zaiwojiujiuneilijianguo。”
永宁侯？
haoxiangyouwushuzaluandexiansuoliantongqilai，rangwoshenshenchajuedaolebuduijingdeyinmoudeweidao。
“moji，shishei？”tashenqingbianleng。
wobufangguotalianshangdesihaoshenqing，“woruguoshuomojijiushinini？”
tayouxielengzhu，shensemoming，“zenmekeyizhengming？”
tajuranmeiyouzhijiefandui？
woyuqihuanmandeshuochuneigekenengdemimi：“nixianhuidawo，nibushizhenzhengdeshenzhangjing，duima？”
shenzhangjingminjinlechun，liangjiu，“xianzaiwojiushishenzhangjing，yezhinengshishenzhangjing。”
wodingzhetadeyanjing，xinlidecaicebeizhengshi，youzhongshuobuchudefuzagan。
“neinizhiqiandeshenfenshizhenzhengdeshenzhangjingdedidihuozhegege？”
beichuochuanshenfenhou，shenzhangjingsishifangxialeshenme，“‘shenzhangjing’shiwogege。”tadunledun，“tasile。”
“bingsi？”woxiangqi“shenzhangjing”yixiangshentibuhao。
jiantadiantou，woyouxiejiqiedizhuiwen，“neinidemingzi？”
“沈长离。”
沈长离？不是莫忌？
dui，ruguotashishiyile，bingqie“moji”zhishidangchugaosuwodejiaming，neidequeyinggaibujidezheimingzi。
wohuranganjuesangziyouxieganse，“ruguowogaosuni，nihaiyouyigemingzijiaozuo‘moji’，nixinma？”
shenzhangjingkanxiangwo，“woxin。”
“weishenme？”nandaotazaojiuhuaiyiguotazijishiquleyixiejiyi？
shenzhangjinghuranlakaiyiling，zaixinkoupifudeweizhiyouyigetuwudekezi“wu”。
“wozaiwoshenshangfaxiande，ranerwoduiwoweishenmekexiazheimeyigezimeiyousihaoyinxiang。”
“wojuedewoshiquleyixiejiyi。”tadao。
woshenxiyikouqi，“woyouyigebanfanengchediyanzhengnijiujingshibushimoji。”
“什么办法？”
“rangwojianchayixianidemeixin。”
youyuleyimiao，tadiantou，“ke。”
wodezhifufushangtademeixin，rouyanbingbunengkanguoshenme，ranerwoqueshichajuedaoleyisibuduijingdechugan。
“woxuyaoyixiecailiaozhizuoyizhongyaoshui。”
shenzhangjingweiweidiantou，woxiexiaqingdan，tabianrangrenanzhongzhunbei。
在长久的寂静后。
tameixinneidaotaijizaiyaoshuidezuoyongxiafuxianchulai。
wojiliyanshizhuhoutoudegengyan。
“莫忌……”
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zaiquedingletadeshenfenhou，womenxianzaiyaokaolvdeyouliangdian——taweihehuishiquhewoyouguandejiyi，yiji，taweihehuishiyi？
“wohuaiyizheibeihouyouyinmou，henkenengyuyongninghouyouguan。”wodunledun，yuqifuzadikaikou，“kenenghaihewoshifulianxi。”
yanshishenzhangjingmeixintaijideyaowu，zhengshiwoshifusuozhi。
kanleyiyanyijingwanquanhuifuyuanbenmianrongdeshenzhangjing，wobujindaqu，“suoyinijiusuanshiqulejiyi，yehaishixihuanshanglewo？wodangchuhaizhenyiweinibawodangjiangluodetishenni。”
shenzhangjingyouxiebieniudizhuanguolian。
“qishiwoyuanbendequeshiduijiangluoyouyixiehaogande。”
zaiwobiandeweixiandeyanshenzhong，shenzhangjingjieshi，“wozhishijuedetajiwodeganjuehe‘shenzhangjing’henxiang。”
tamanmanshuoqineixiebuweirenzhideshiqinglai。
tasuiranmeiyoulehewoxiangguandejiyi，danqitajiyihaishihenqingxide。
tashibeiyongninghouanzhongyangdade，bijinghuangshishuangshengzibenlaijiushiyigejinji，gengbieshuotameixinhaiyouzheiyangyimobuxiangdetaiji。
yincinapashuangshengzizhong“shenzhangjing”deshentishifenxuruo，henyoukenengyaozhe，dantarengranshibeifangqideyige。
zhibuguotabeiyongninghoutoutoujiulexialai。
zhishiyongninghoudemudeqishibingbudanchun。taliuxiashenzhangjingzhibuguoshiweileanzhongliuyishou。ruguo“shenzhangjing”nenggouyizhiwuyangdihuozhe，neimeshenzhangjingjiushitaliuzaianzhongdeyibajian，weitachuqurenheyutazuoduideren。
yincishenzhangjingcongxiaobianbeisongqujiangnanjinxinganzhongdeshashouxunlian，weitachuqujianghuyijichaotangdeweixie。
eryidan“shenzhangjing”yinweishentihuozheqitayuanyinsiqu，neimeshenzhangjingjiushitashouzhongdekuilei，daiti“shenzhangjing”chengweitaizi，naizhi……huangdi。
zheixie，jiushidangchu“moji”yizhimeiyougaosuwodezhenxiangma？woxinzhongsuanse。
“nihentamenma？”paoqitadehuanghou、liyongtadejiujiuhaiyouhetabuyiyangmingyundegege。
shenzhangjingchensheng，“cengjingyou，xianzaiyexuyeyou。danwodui‘shenzhangjing’meiyouegan。”
tashuo：“wojianguo‘shenzhangjing’zuihouyimian，ta……shigefeichanghaoderen。guangfengjiyue、zhilanyushu，wokenengyongyuanmeiyoubanfawanquandihetayiyang……”
“niyuanbendeyangzijiuhenhao。”wodaduanta，“nibuxuyaochengweirenheren，zuozijijiuhaole。”
他哑声：“好。”
suirantaxianzaimeiyoulecongqiandejiyi，danshitahaishita，woyehaishiwo，womenmeiyouyinweisuoweideshiyijiucuoguo。
这样已经很好了。
woturanxiangdao，“jiranyongninghouxiangrangnichengweitashouzhongdekuilei，neitayidinghuixiangjinbanfakongzhizhuni……”
“tarangwochiguoyizhongduyao，meisangeyuejiuyaochiyicijieyao，fouzejiuhuidufa。”shenzhangjingtanbai。
woxinzhongyijin，qifenyuxintengchongchizhewodenaohai。danwohaibaoliuzheyisilengjing，zaijitazhenmaifaxianzijijiebulezheizhongduhou，“bixuzhaodaonengchedijiejuenitineidudejieyao。”
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woturanxiangdaowozhiqianrangshifuquzhenzhiyixiajiangluo……woxinlituranyouyizhongbuangan。
“woyaoquyitangqintianjian。”wozhanqishen。
“我陪你。”
woqingqingyaoleyaotou，“womenzaiwairenmianqianhaishiyaobiaoxiandexiangzhiqianyiyang，buyaorangmouxierenqiyi。”
daizheshenzhangjingdelingpaiganwangqintianjian，bijingzhangguanjisideqintianjianzaidaqiyouzhedutediwei，bingbushisuisuibianbianjiunenggoujinqude。
“师父。”
jiangluokanshangquhaishihenxuruo。shifugangjitazhenwanmai，zhengzaixiechufang。
womianseruchangdizouguoqu，“woajietadeshentizenmeyang？”
shifumolemohuzi，“feirenlisuonengyi。wozhinengyanzhangtadeshoumingqueyewufachediyihao。”
bushirenjiande“bing”，guoranwufarenweiyizhihao。ruguoyongneishenshini？keshi，shenshixuyuanzhinenggouyoushengnvlai，bingqiezijiwufaweizijixuyuan……
zaihuiqudelushang，wozhuangzuowuyiditidao：“shifuheyongninghourenshi？”
takanshangqubingmeiyoushenmeyichang，“yongninghouxiangwomaiguoyixieyao。”
我心里一紧。
qizhongshifoujiuyouzheneinengjiaorenshiquyibufenjiyideyaoni？
zhishi，shifuxianglaixihuanyunyou，bingqietahuizhiyaoyijitianjibusuanyeshishaoyourenzhi，yongninghoushiruhelianxishangshifude……
shifudaodizhibuzhidaoyongninghoubeihouzuodeshini？
“tuerjinlaisihuyouhenduofannao？”shifukanchuwodexinbuzaiyan，wendao。
“shifunandaojiumeiyoushenmefannaoma？”wokanxiangta。
taweiweimilemiyanjing，“zhiyaoshirendouhuiyoufannao，youlefannaomeishenme，xiangbanfaqujiejuejiushile。”
tayiyousuozhi，“ruguorenlijiejuebule，neijiuyaozhaoqitachulu。”
其他出路？
woyizhizaixiangshifushuodeqitachulu。
ruguonenggouyongneikuaishenshi……
yeheifenggao，woanzhongqianruqintianjian，congjiangluoneiliwodezhilecunfangshenshidemishi。
kanzheneikuailiulizhigandeshenshi，woxianrulechensi。
zheishishangzhenyourucishenqizhiwuma？dengjiajiaohuandenenggouxuyuandeshitou？
woshenshiguichadijiangshoufangdaoleshenshishang。
chaneijian，jinsedeguangmangjiangmishizhaoshedehuangruobaizhou。
wokanzheyanqiandezheiyimu，chenxialeyanmou。
ruguoshiqingzhendaolewufawanhuideyibu，zhishaowokeyi……
bingmeiyoutingxiajiaobu，suiranyongninghoufushouweisenyannanyijinru，wohaishichenzhejinyetoutouliulejinqu。
chajuedaobeihouyouren，wonazhebishougangyaocichubianbeiqingqingzhuazhushouwan。
“shiwo。”hunandeyueguangzhongkanbuqingshenzhangjingdeshense，dantadeyuqibingbuhao。
tajiangwoladaogengyinmidejiaoluo，jishengqiyoudanyou，“nibugaizijiyigerenchuangruyongninghoufude，ruguojieyaozheimerongyidedaowozaojiudedaole，hebiyaonirucimaoxian。”
woanfudipailepaitadeshou，“wojiranzuochuzheiyangdejuedingziranyouwozijidekaoliang，wobingbudandanzhishixiangyaozhaodaojieyao，woyeshixiangkankannengbunengzhaodaoyongninghoudeyixiepozhan。”
“比如？”
woyouyuleyixia，“ruguoyouyongninghouxiangyaomounidezhengjuneibiannengjiecichuzhita，zhishizheiyangyeshibihuiqianliandaonihaiyoujiazu。”
shenzhangjingweiweitanyikouqi，“wobenjiubuxiangchengweitaizi，jiusuanmeiletaizideshenfenyebusuanshenme。”
“zhiyuwodejiujiu、muqinyijibeihoudejiazu，tamenzheimeduonianlaizaibeihoukezuolebushaoazashi，ruoshizhendeluodaoneizhongdibu，yesuanshitamenzuiyouyingde。”
“niwuxugujiwo，shishishangwoyeyouanzhongpairensoujizhengju。”
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yongninghouyizhiyilaidedasuanshixianfuchishenzhangjingzheigekuileishangqu，ranhouzaimanmanquerdaizhi。jihuajinxingdetaishunlizaijiashangrujindeshengshangruanruoyijifangzongdaozhideyongninghoufudeshida。tayouxiezifule，suoyiyouxiezhengjujiuziranerrandibeishenzhangjinghewochalechulai。
baokuotagoujiedachen、shouquhuilu……yijiduihuangdixiadu！
“takezhengana，guaibudeshengshangshentiyuelaiyuechale。”wofengcidao，“jiusuanshengshangxinggeyixiangruanruo，kongpayebuhuizairongrenxiaqu。”
shenzhangjingyeshimianseyinchen，suirantaduihuangdimeiyoutaiduodeqinqing，danneibijingshitadeqinshengfuqin。
keshi，xiangdaoshenzhangjingshenshangdedu，“keshihaishimeiyounitineidudejieyaodexiansuo。”woyouxiebuganquxiang，ruguogenbenjiumeiyounengchedijiedudejieyaoni？
wodao：“zhishaowomenyaonadaonimeisangeyuefuyongyicideneizhongjieyaodeyaofang。”
我想到了我的师父。
genjuwomenchadaodexiaoxi，yongninghoucengduishifuxunuodengtadengshangdiwei，rangshifudanrendaqidiyirenguoshi……
ruguoshifuheyongninghougoujie，neimeshenzhangjingtineideduhenyoukenengshishifuzhide。woxinliyouleyigexiangfa。
neijiushixiangbanfacongshifuneilidedaojieyao。
ranerzhidaoyongninghoufuzhudenayitian，wodoumeiyouzhaodaoshifudezongji。
shenzhangjingyongshoujiangwodemeitoushuzhan，“haodaiwomencongyongninghouneilidedaolemeisanyuefuyongyicidejieyao。”
yongninghoufuzhuzhihou，huanghouyebeiqianliandarulelenggong，beihoudejiazugengshidajicanzhong。
danhuangdijingranchuhuyiliaodimeiyoufeichushenzhangjingdetaizizhiwei。
buguowoheshenzhangjingbingmeiyoucongyongninghouneilidedaonengchedichuqushenzhangjingtineidudejieyao，zhidedaoletapingshijishenzhangjingfuyongdeneizhongjieyao。
shifudaodiquneierle？woyizhizaixiangzheigewenti。
congshizhizhongwodouduishifuxiangyaofuchiyongninghoulaidedaoguoshizhiweizheijianshiqinggandaoyihuo。
woduishifuhaisuanshuxi，tajuebushineizhongtantushisuminglixuweidexingge，erqiezhenggeguochengzhong，tachulejiyongninghoutigongyixieyaowuzhiwaimaosimeiyoushenmeqitadebangzhu。
taruguozhendexiangbangyongninghou，yongninghouqimabuhuizheimeqingyidishu。
zheishi，wodeshinvqingweijimangzouleguolai，shensehuangluan，“xiaojie，daxiaojiekenengyaobuxingle！”
什么？！
gankuaiganwangqintianjian，kanjiantangzaichuangshangmiansecangbaidejiangluo，woxinzhongyichen。
“awu，buyaoshangxin，shengsizhishiwozaoyikandan，zhishimeixiangdaohuilaideneimezaobale。”jiangluoqiangchengqijingshenanweiwo。
shifudangchubushishuonenggouyanzhangshoumingma？zenme……
“woyidinghuixiangbanfade。”woduijiangluoshuo。
jiangluozheigeshengnvbingwei，qintianjianyijingkaishiyubeixuanbaxinshengnvle。
zaihenzaozhiqianwobianchangshichupengguoshenshi，suoyiwozaojiuzhidaoruguowocanjiaxuanbadejieguo。
但我还是去了。
wobunengyanzhengzhengkanzhejiangluosi，yebunengkanzheshenzhangjingsi。
xiaoshihouwoluoshuishishijiangluobuguzishenanweijiulewo，wobenjiuqiantayitiaoming。ershenzhangjingtineideduyeyuanmeiyouneimejiandan，zhiduosannian，xianzaidejieyaojiuhuishixiao，tabianhaishihuidufa。
zaidezhiwochengweishengnvhou，shenzhangjingbukezhixindilaizhaowo。
“姜芜。”
shenzhangjingzhishiyonghenpingjingdeyuqijiaoleyishengwodemingzi，danwozhidaotaneipingjingdeyuqixiajiliyayideyourukuangfenghaixiaobandeqingxu。
tahongzheyankuang，yasheng：“woxiangqunide。”
wohenxiangshenchushouquyongbaota，jiuxiangcongqiantashimojishiyiyang，woyehenxiangyaojiajita，hetayiqikantianshangdexingyue，jianshijiandefanhua。
keshizuizhong，wozhishituihouleyibu。
“对不起。”
“weishenme？”tayankuangweiweifanhong。
zaitayanli，mingmingwomenkeyihenhaodizaiyiqile，tatineideduyekeyimanmanxiangbanfajie。danshiwoquezuochulehejiangluodangchuyiyangdexuanze——chengweishengnv。
womeiyougaosutashenshikeyixuyuandemimi，yinweiruguotazhidao，juebukenengyunxuwozheiyangzuo。
kewozhinengzheiyangzuo，yebixuzheiyangzuo。
yinweiwoturanmingwuleyijianshi。
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congshizhizhong，congshifushouxiawoshenzhishigengzaoyiqian，tajiuzaikaishimouhuazheyijianshi。woyiluzouguolaifashengdeyiqiedoushizaitadetuidongzhixia。
tashanzhangtianjibusuan，woconglaidouzhidao。
woxianzaisuozuochudejuedingyingdangyeshizaitadeyuxiangzhixia，jiusuanwobuxuanzechengweishengnv，buxuanzexiangshenshixuyuan，tayeyidinghuiyoubiedejihua，yibubu，dachengtaxiangyaodejieguo。
ziyeweilan，fudongdeyunbeifengchuisan，yuemingxingxi。
“师父。”
kanzhechuxianzaiwomianqianderen，wozhidaowocaiduile。
talaiwanchengtadejihuale。
“nindejihuashishenme？”wowen。
takanxiangneikuailiulibandeshenshi，mianseshenchen，“niyinggaizhidaoleyixieshenshidemimiba。”
“yiyuanlihuanguoyun，yiminghuanming。”
“bingfeirucijiandan。”tadao：“daqizijianguoyilaibianyizhitongguoshenshijisilaibaoyouguojiafengdiaoyushun，dantianzaiqishibingmeiyoujianshao，zhibuguomeicijisihoudounengkuaisudidedaojiejue。shize，shishenshizaibuduantunshizheguojiaqiyunyunyangzishen。”
“meirenshengnvyedoushitianxiaqiyunsuozhongzhe，danshoumingwangwangbudezhangjiuyeshiyinweishenshizaitunshizheshengnvdeqiyunheshengmingli。xuyuanzhibuguojiakuailezheigeguocheng。”
tingdaozheizhongyinmi，wobujinzhoumei，“zheimeshuosuoweide‘shenshi’daoxiangyizhongxiewu。”
shifuweiweiyaotou：“tanaishitiandaodeyibufenxianxian，tongguozheizhongfangshilaishoulongqiyun。”
yuanlaiyinweiweizhideyuanyindaozhitiandaoshousun，daozhiqiyunyi，yuanbenshuyuzhongshengdeqiyunhuijudaoyiguoyijihaojigerenshenshang，suoyiqiguocaizaijibainianjiancongyigexiaoguobianchengyouzhongduoshuguodegongzhu。
yincibufentiandaoyishixianhuadeshenshibianchuxianle。
lidaishengnvyijigebiedebeidaqiyunguoxiederenbenlaihuiyouzhejiweishunsuishenzhishihuihuangdeyisheng，danyinweishenshidecunzaiwangwanghuiduanmingerwang。
shenzhangjing、moji、jiangluohaiyouwodoushizheiyangderen。
womenbeichangrenwufapidideqiyunsuoguoxie，quebeiwufaziwozuoyoudemingyunsuozhipei，rutongqiyundechengzaigongju。
womendouwufaxuanzezijiderensheng。
何其可悲。
shifuzoudaowomianqian，“dangchushenzhangjingsiquhoushenshangdeqiyunbeiwoyindaolemojishenshang，erwoshejideneixieshijianyeshizaizhubuningjutashenshangdeqiyun，zhiyaonizaiyinweijiangluohemojiersi，wobiankejiangjiangluodeqiyunyindaolenishenshang，suoyoudeqiyunzuihoudouhuihuijuzaimojishenshang。”
shuodaozheili，tadeqingxuyouxiejidongqilai，“tahuichengweizhenzhengdeqiyunzhizi，huichengweishijiewendingdezhongshu。congcizaiyebuhuiyoushenmeshenshi，napatabainianzhihousiqu，suoyiqiyunyehuizhongguitiandao。”
sihuxiangdaoleshei，tadeyankuangjingweiweifanhong，“ruguowozaodianwanchengzheigejihua，tayejiubuhuisile……”
woxiangwentashishei？danwomomingyoulecaice，yemomingjuedeshifubingbuhuihuida，tabingbuxuyaoqingsu。
“suoyiwobiranyaosishima？”
shifusishiyouxiekuijiu，“nishizuishihewanchengzheigejihuade，buguangshiyinweinihejiangluohaiyoumojideguanxi，yigeqinren，yigeairen，haiyinweinideteshutizhi。”
wokanxiangwaimian，sihuwohenduodejuedingdoushizaizheizhongyewanzuochude，renyoushihouzuojuedingdeshihoubunengquxianghuibuhuihouhui，yinweijiranzuochulejueding，neijiudaibiaozhezheigejuedingshiyanxiazuixuyaozuodejueding。
“好。”我对他说。
“shifuninengrangmojizaiciwangjiwoma？”
“你确定？”
“确定。”
moji，moji，xiwangniwangjiwozhihou，nenggouhaohaodeshenghuo，haohaodichengweiniziji。
shenzhangjingdengjideneitianxuexiadehenda，mantiandefeixuerangzhengzuochengbianchengdeweimeiqueyouhanleng，zhanzaishangjingdezuigaochuwangqu，yipianbaixueaiaidemenglongshanse。
tayinyuejideheyigerenyouyueding，dongriyaoyiqikanxue，haiyaoduihendahendadexueren，keshitaquebujideshisheile。
shoubuzhibujuefushangxinkou，neilikezheyigezi“wu”。rangtaxiangqileyijushi：“pingwujinchushichunshan。”
keshiyanqianmeiyou“wu”，yemeiyouchunshan。