第4章 是否自愿

jiyunbeidiuguolaideshihoushibeiyizhangcaoxijuanzhede,taquanshenqingzi,mianrongtongku,kanbozishangdelehenjiuzhidao,shibeihuohuoqiaside。

wobuzhidaozijikanzheshitichenmoleduojiu,zhizhidaonaozhongdeyishishibeijimingshengdaduande。

zhongyuhuiguoshenlai,wonaleyibacaidao,fengmosidechongchumaowu。

zhaodaoqinxiangmingshi,tashenbianyouduoleyiweimoshengdeguniang,haichuanzhehudieyanyunqun,yutayingyingyanyan,henshirouqingmiyi。

wobacaidaozangzaishenhou,dizhetouyiyanbufadichaotakaojin,tahaiweifanyingguolaishi,woyijiaochuaizaitaxiongkoushang,dangjiliduandichaotadeshenxiakanqu!!

qicandehaojiaoshengxiangcheyunxiao——

pangbiandegunianghedeyishengjianjiaozhihoudangchangyunleguoqu。

qinxiangmingwuzhekutuijianfanlaifuqudizaidishangdagun,haojiao,numa,「fengpozi!fengpozi!!lairen!kuaijiuwo!!」

「qinxiangming!nigandongwodemeimeideming!wojiugandongnideming!!」

qinxiangmingnudeqingjinbaoqi,「tagaisi!neigechouyatouyixiangtiankai!jingranganna……」

qinxiangmingxianrantingdunlejimiao,「nadaoweixiewoqutaweiqi!!tajianzhijiushilaihamaxiangchitianerou!yebudianliangzijideshenfen!!」

「fenmingjiushinixianzhaorede!wojintianfeiyaoduolenibuke!!」

shuowan,wochaotadebozikanxiaqu,buliaojingbeitajiaoxingduokai。

「lairen!rendousinaqule!!」qinxiangmingjimangzhanqilaidaochutaocuan。

wozhengyaochenshizhuijishi,turantingdaoyouhenqiangdejiaobushengbenguolai。

chenweiyourenfaxian,woganjindiuledaojiuwangqinfuwaipaochuqu。

shenhouqinxiangmingqicandejiaoshengyanmianbujue:「xianbiezhuitale!kuaiguolaijiuwo!kuai!!」

wozaoyizhunbeihaolezuijiadetaopaochukou,ruguobushiweiledengjiyun,wozaojiulikaile。

7.

zhengdangwozhunbeicongwahaodedongtaochuqushi,woturanshenghuachuyizhongbuganxindeganjue,zhendeyaojiuzheiyangzouma?

woturanxiangqilaiqinxiangmingyuyanyouzhidehua。

jiyundaodinaleshenmeweixieta,rangtabudebusharenmiekou?

mofeijiyunfaxianleshenmezhimingdexiansuoma?

ruozhendeyou,qinxiangmingzuidaeji,shalewodemeimei,zheigechou,wobixubao。

nianjici,wojuedingbuzoule。

wosanxiawuchuerqiaozhuangchengyigehuofu,chenluanbikailesuoyourendesoucha。

zhenggeqinfushangxiaderendouquweizheneiweicanquebuquandesanshaoye,wotinglaiwangdexiarenmenshuo,dangdafuxuanbujieguodeshihou,tajihukuaiyaofengle,zhenggeliandoubeizijizhuahuale。

疯?这怎么够?

我要让他偿命。

chentianheideshihou,wozuanjinletadeshufangkaishizhaoxiansuo。

wofanlebantian,turanfaxianshujuyoumingxiandongguodehenji。

wonuokaileshuju,jingzhendeyouyifuhuaguazaihoumian。

huashangdenvzichuanzhehudieyanyunqun,toushangdaizheyizhizitanzan,zheiweiyinggaijiushiqinxiangmingzhenzhengxihuandenvrenba。

ruoshibeiyiqiandewokandao,kenengzhihuikukutiti,chaozhenaozheqinxiangminggenbenbuaiwoba。

woturanxiangdaoyiqiandeneixierouqingmiyi,bujinzichaodixiaochulesheng。

等等——

wonaohaizhongdepintumomingpincouqilai,tizhedenglongzixiningshizheifuhua,kanlejimiaohou,wozhongyuxiangqilai,zheigenvrenderongmaohaoxiangshi——

皇后娘娘?!

8.

zaijinqinfuzhiqian,wohejiyunshijianguohuanghouniangniangde。

neitianshibayueshiwu,huangshangxiezhehuanghoulaidaominjianyumintongle,gongfujiajie,genzhedejinjunpailehenzhangdeduiwu。

wohejiyunguizaijiebian,tatoutoudikanleyiyanlongnianshangderen,dizhetouxiaoshengduiwoshuo:「jiejie,neiweihuanghouniangniangzhangdeyoudianxiangniei。」

wobeitazheizhongdanibudaodehuahechuyishenlenghan,「biexiashuo!feiyihuanghou,zheikeshisizui!」

jiyunbuqingbuyuandiyingleyisheng,ranhoujiulaoshile。

erjiyundehuacushizhewodehaoqixin,toutouditaitoukanleyiyan。

zheiyikan,womengdiqilegezhanli——haizhenhejiyunyouxiexiangsi!

wohejiyunrongmaodachabucha,yutaxiangsi,jiushuomingqueshiyeyuwoxiangsile。

zhenxiangbudaoa,qinxiangmingjingranganjiyuhuanghouniangniang,haimingmuzhangdandizhaotadetishenxunhuanzuole!zheijianshiruoshibeihuangshangzhidao,tahaiyouhuoluma?!

jiyunyinggaijiushifaxianlezheijianshierzaodaoledushouba。

wotuihuishuju,turanyouwuyifaxianleyibencezi,shangmianmeiyouxieshuming,danshiyouyigenzitanzhi。

wofankailaikan,faxianjiludequanshiyiduimingzi,doushinverjiademingzi,yigongyoushijiuge——

haibaokuowohejiyundemingzi。

9.

woshouhaozheifenmingdan,xiaoxinyiyidihuidaolemaowu。

xiangyaobandaoqinxiangming,zheixieyuanyuanbugou。qingneishiqiweiguniangchumianzuozhengshizuihaodexuanze,danyeshizuinande。

zheiguanhunvzideqingbai,tamenzhisuoyirenqitunshengdaizaizheizhongguidifang,yeshiyinweitamenyezhidaochulezheishanmen,zaimeiyoulianmianqumianduizijidejiaren。

xiangyaohuodetamendebangzhujianzhibidengtianhainan。

danwohaishixiangshishi,nvzizuidongzenmebangzhunvzi。

「nimenshiziyuandema?」wozhanzaimenjiandeweizhi,yibianjingtidijiebeiqinfuderenlaizhuawo,yibianduimaowudeshiqiweiguniangshuo。

tamenyijiuyuyanyouzhideyangzi,youmaixialenaodai。

「nimentingwoshuo,ruguonimenbushiziyuande,neijiumeiyourenhecuo!nimenmeiyouliyouyinweiqinxiangmingdecuowuerchengfaziji!」

「nimenyiweizhiyaoyongyuanduozaizheifangcunzhidi,jiubuhuizaoshoubierendebiyilema?nimenxianzaiyoujuedexinanma?!nimenzoubuchuzijidexinmo,yongyuandouzaihaipayourenzaibeihouhuyanluanyubushima?!

「yitianbujieshiqingchu,jiuyongyuanyourennabukanruerdeyanyu**nimen,shenzhitianyoujiacujiangshishibiandegengjiaangzang。」

「jiemeimen,cuodebushiwomena…womenweishenmebulianqishoulai,xiqingshenshangdeneixiebubaizhiyuanni?

「suoyi……nimenshiziyuandema?」

依旧寂静无声。

woyesixinle,zhuanshenjiuzhunbeizou。

tamenzoubuchuxinzhongdehenggou,woyemeiyoubanfaqiangpotamen,zhinenglingxiangbanfale。

「ruguoshuobushiziyuan,nihuixinma?」

zhongyutingdaoleyijujiuweideshengyin,wozhuanguoshenqulazhetadeshoukuanwei,「zenmehuibuxin?wodangranxin!」

beiwolazheshoudeguniang,mianrongyouxieyouyu,「keshinixinyoushenmeyong,womenzhibuguoshiputongrenjiadeguniang,erqinxiangmingshimuguoshoufuzhizi,bierenzhihuirenweishiwomengouyinta。」

pangbianyouyiweiguniangzichaobandixiaole,「wohaiyiweizhiyouwobushiziyuandeni,yuanlainimendoubushi?」

「不是啊……」

「不是……」

「woniangcongxiaojiaowodeguijujizaiguzili,wosuiduitayouyi,danshihaiweihunqushibukenengjieshoutade,neitianshiqinxiangmingxiayaohaiwode。」

「neikezhenshibuqiaole,wolianduitadongxindouweicengyouguo,worenshitazhiqianjiuyijingyouxihuanderenle,shitanawodiedeguanjueweixiewo,wocairuletajiademen。」

woduitamenningsudao:「jirandajiadoubingfeiziyuan,nimendouzixixiangxiangyoumeiyouliuxiashenmezhengju,jiusuanshuofuliboruoyemeiyouguanxi,womenshibagerenhuijuzaiyiqi,dingnengqixinxielibandaoqinxiangming!」

zhenggemaowuturanrenaoleqilai。