夜晚。
shenniandidakehufaguolaidejiudianfangmendizhi，gangtajinqu，jiutingjianleyizhenshuishenghuahuadeyinxiang。
她关上门，深呼吸。
zheishiyijianjiqishechidezongtongtaofang，zhuanghuangyuzhidi，kaojiudaotiaotibuchuyisimaobing，guangxianmingliang，bujukuanchang，gaoyadegediaoli，zongzhijiangshechierzijinshuzhanxiandelinlijinzhi。
yigexingqiqian，taqiandingleyifenjiazhiwushiwandeshengziheyue，jinzhushuoxianggentajianyimian，querennengbunengxing。
qishi，tashiyouyilvde，jianchadehua，buyinggaishizaiyiyuanlijinxing？
“gezhi”yushimenkaile。
conglimianzouchulaiyigenanren，taozhechunheisedejiudianyupao，shencaigaoda，kuanjianzhaiyao。
yishitingdunzaizheiyike，shennianshuditaiqishixian，tongkongmengdishousuolexia，jianjiande，xinzangkaishibushoukongzhidehuoyueqilai。
yinweitadechuxian，tadezhengkexin，xiayishishousuolejinjiucheng。
“niannian，haojiubujian。”xixuecixingdesangyinmiman。
nanrenwenhederongyanshizaishitaijumihuoxing，bochunbianyiguzixingweitiaoxin，tingdeshennianhunshenshangxiatoupifama，dunshijinbeng。
dagailaizhiqianhuanxiangguowushubian，zheiweidianhualiqiuzixinqiedejinzhuhuishishenmeyangzi，jiejinzhongniandedafubianbiandenanren，zaiburan，youtoufeier，zhangxiangweisuo。
tashenzhizuohaoguotaopaodedasuan。
laotianye，tazhendemeixiangguo，jingranhuishizheigenanren……
sinianqian，anchengshoufuzhinvbuguquanjiarendefanduiyingshiduiyigebizijixiaoyisuidexuedizhongqingzhemi，suihouzainvfangdesichanlandazhixia，liangrenjiaowangbudaosannian，disinian，nvfangyaoqiuchenghun。
raner，congzuikaishi，nanfangbianjiuyouchulian，shinvfangdehengdaoduoai，yingshengshengchaikailerenjia，jiangrennaweijiyou。
dagai，yeshibaoying，hunhoubudaoyinianshijianli，shangmennvxujianglaozhangrendezhenggegongsiwanquantaokong，zaiyibuyibudesuanjijian，zuizhongzhengdonggongsigufenbeinarunvxuhuixia。erneichangyikaishijiumingcunshiwangdehunyin，zuizhongyezainvxuyaponvfangruruobulihun，zebichengdanshijigeyidezhaiwuzeren，zuizhongyibieliangkuan，geshenghuanxi。
bucuo，sichanlandadenvfangjiushishennian，bu，shiguoqudeshennian。
meibiyaotaozheigemeiqu，shennianqishen，zhuanshenjiuyaowangmenwaizou，xiayimiao，qinliangdeshouguzhijieshunshideluozaitashouwan，yimoweichendesangyinzaxialai：“wohaimeikaishijiancha，niannian，niyaoqunaer？”
念念……
好恶心。
shennianjuedekexiao，yanqian，zheigerujinyouzheanchengzuirangrenjidanyangmushenfendenanren，jingranyehuizhongjinqiuzi。
haoqiaobuqiao，zheigedaiyundenvrenhaitemeshitadangchuqizhirulvdeqianqi。
“我要走。”
taguzhidexiangyaoshuaikaitadezhigu，ranernanrenzuijiaoliuluchudeqianxiao，yuandiliyinyindefanergengjiazhongli，shijiazaitashenshang，yirujiwangdexiangjileguoqu，beilie**，“woyijingfanghua，jintianniyaoganchulezheishanmen，sheijieqianjini，jiushihewoxiangnanchenguobuqu。”
shennianbukesiyidehuiwangta，yankuangli，manmudexinghongfennuyaoyazijiyan。
tashiyinggaiqingchu，zheigenanrenjiushitoupizheyangpichirenbutugutoudelang，tayixiangshuoshenmejiushishenme，lundedaobierenlaijujueta？
没有过。
呵。
bufajianjuewangwai，zhuaernaoxindeshengyinyouyoudecongtazuilituchu：“wozaishuoyibian，niyaoshicongzheierchuqu，nimuqin，jiudengsiba。”