第4章

woxiangzuiqinmidepengyouxuweishuoleyaolihundeshi,tayilianeran,shengqidimalesongqinianxuduohuaihua。

danzhuaneryoutanlekouqi:“keshichengwan,niyijingsanshisuile,lihundehua,yihougaizenmebanni?nageyouzhinanrenhuiyaodalingliyinvrenni?haishiyaokanqingxianshi。”

“shuoshihua,songqinianqishiyijingbucuole,jiusuantachugui,dantayemeikuidaini。nanrenbudoushizheiyangma,dedaodejiushiwenzixue,debudaodecaishibaiyueguang。”

“shuobudingtajiushiwanwaneryi,dengtafaxianzhouqingyaozheigenvshenyebuguorucideshihou,jiulangzihuitoule。”

“jianchidaodicaishishengli,nizongguishizhengshi,aodaozuihoutazhuanbulezheng,buhaishiniyinglema。”

xuweishuodetoutoushidao,woquehaoxiangdiyicirenshita。

“现在是几几年?”

tayihuo:“zenmele?nichuanyuele?”

wokuxiao,daqingdoumiewangyibaiduonianle,youxiedongxiquecongweixiaoshi。

dantadehuafandaorangwogengjiaqingxing。

ruguowozhendejianchibufangshoudehua,yihoujiuhuiyizhizaitadebeipanhehuiguizhijianlaihuicuotuo。

我不要这样的人生。

wolianxilejiuweipengmiandehaoyoutangxiuqi,woxiangqingtabangwoqicaoyifenlihunxieyishu。

tashiwomenxueyuanlanqiuduiduizhang,womensangecongqianchangzaiyiqichifanliaotian,danzicongbiyehou,tajiumeizailianxiguowomen。

tazhiqianfuxiuguofaxue,houlaizhuanxingzuolelvshi,tingshuozuishanzhangbangrenlihun。

tangxiuqizuozaiwoduimian,yifuxizhuanggelvdejingyingmoyang,lianfashaodouyisibugoudiweichizhejingzhunhudu。

genwojiyizhongneigebuzhediaodenandaxueshengtianrangzhibie。

他淡淡抿了口茶。

“jinianmeilianxile,turanzhaowoshenmeshi?”

wochongtaxiaoxiao:“dangranshiyoushixiangqiu。”

“woyoushenmenengbangnide,wozhishigelv——”

tadunzhu,shouzhiweibukechadidouleyixia,jiangbeizhongchayiyinerjin。

“wozhishigelihunlvshi。”

tatouguojinsiyanjingjingjingduanxiangwo,wozichaodixiaodao:“shia,jiushixiangqingnibangwoqicaoyifenlihunxieyi,jiagenilaiding。”

tahaobuchiyi:“buyong。”

“什么?”

“buyongfuqian,womenshilaopengyoule,zheifenxieyisuanwosongnide。”

这话听着怪怪的?

wochiyidikanzheta,taqueshensepingjing,yibenzhengjingdeyangzi。

haoba,neiwojiubutuicile。