1shijiandeduyaoyuwuniandedaojishiwunianqian，jiangcheng，shengxia。neinianxiatianderedu，shikegumingxinde。
tabujinjinshiqixiangxueyiyishangdegaowen，
gengxiangshiyizhongjiangsuoyouqingganhemingyundouzhengzhuzhifeitengde、jiaozaodeyuzhao。
wozaichengshiguihuajulaojiudeziliaoshizoulangshang，kongqizhongdehuichenzaimenrezhongxiandegewaichenzhong。
woshouzhongnazheyifenhouhoude、guanyu“laochengqubaohuyushangyekaifa”deneibubaogao，
wenjiandezhiyefanhuang、bianyuanjuanqu，daizheyizhongchenjiude、lishidezhongliang。
jiuzaiwojingguoyimianbumansuiyueliehendeqiangbishi，yiguqiangda、binglengdaorangrenlinghunzhanlidedianliu，
shunjianjichuanlewodezhongshushenjing。zheigunengliangkuangbaoerjingque，daizheshikongshenchuteyoude、gulaoerjingzhundebaoli，
tazaiwotineiyinbaoleyichangshijiandefengbao。woshiquleduixianshishijiesuoyoudeganzhi。
wodeshijuebeiyizhonglingrenzhixidexuehongselvjingsuofugai，
wodetingjuebeiyizhongjianruide“zizi”dianliushengsuoqudai。wobushizaikan，
woshizaibeishijianbaoliditoushejinyigejingquedeweilai——wunianhou，wuyelingdianlingfen，
shijiantingzhitiaodongdeneiyimiao。neishiyigejudadejianzhugongdi，houlaibeimingmingwei“wangjianglou”dexiangmuxianchang。
kuangfengxiangyitoufennudeyeshou，juanzheximidechentuheweiranjindexiaoyan，
kongqizhongchongmanlefuxiudemutou、shihui、yijiyizhonglingrenzuooude、tiexiubandexuexingwei。feixuzhong，
gangjinxiangyigengenniuqudeheisejizhuigu，hunningtukuaiduijichengleyizuojudade、xiangzhengzheshibaiyusiwangdejitan。
wodelinghunbeibukekangjudeliliangsuodingzaiyigeposuidejiaodian：shenqingzhou。
tabeikunzaiyigenduanliede、shoubeicudegongzigangxia，chenzhongdegangliangyiyizhongcankudaojizhidejiaodu，
chediyasuiletadexiabanshen。tachuanzheyijianyijingbeixianxuehehuichenjintoudabandebaisechenshan，
xuejiyuwuzihunhe，xiangyifuchongmanbaolimeixuedechouxianghua。tadexiongkouqifuweiruo，
meiyicihuxidoudaizhejuliedezhandouheposuidezhengzha。tadelianshangzhanmanleheisedehuichenhehanshui，
danneishuangyanjing，yiranzhengzhe，yanshenliningguzheyizhongduilixiang、duiweilai、duishengmingpomiedejizhibuganhekunhuo。
tadeshou，jinjinzuanzheyizhangyijingcanpobukan、daizhetadingzhihuoqiyinjide“wangjianglou”zhutijiegoutuzhi。
tasizailezijidelixiangzhishang，beizheizuotaqingzhusuoyourexuedejianzhu，canrendishougeleshengming。
wogandaotineibeizhiruleyimeishijiandeduyao——“chenmozhiyin”。
dangwoshitucongneipianxuehongdeweilaizhongchoulishi，neigudianliufanshideliliangjihurangwodangchangyunjue。
zheishishikongguizeduiganyuzhedezuigaochengfa：zhiqing，danjinyan。
meidangwoshituxiangrenherentouluzheige“weilaisuipian”——napazhishiyigeanshi，yigejingshi，
wodehoulongjiuhuilikexiangbeiyizhiwuxingdeshousisiezhu，
juliede、huoshaobandetengtongyanzhewodejizhuxiangshangpansheng，zhichongwodenaosui。neizhongtongkubushihuanjue，
shizhenshidexuerousiliegan，fangfowodeshengdaizhengzaibeishaozhuozhijiaohei。
wochangdaolezijikouqianglibeiyaopodexueyeweidao。woshiyigegududexianzhi，
yigebeipanchule“chenmo”sixingdeqiutu，yigebixuduzikanzhezhiaizouxiangsiwangdepangguanzhe。
zheizhongtongkubushilaiziwaibu，ershilaiziwodelinghunshenchu，laiziduimingyunwunengweilidejuewang。
wobeiyaoqiuyongwuniandeshijian，jiangwodexin，huohuolianchenghuijin。wojiangwodejiushujihuadingmingwei“huijinjihua”。
zheijihuadehexinluojishisanzhongfangyuxitong：qingganshangchediqiege，dilishangjueduiquzhu，xingdongshangziwoxianji。
qingganqiege（neibufangyu）：wobunengyongaiqushuofushenqingzhou。tadelixiangbishengminggengzhongyao，
aizhihuirangtaxinruaneryouyu。zhiyouchedide、kegumingxindezenghenhejuewang，
cainengzhanduantayuzheizuochengshi、yu“jianzhu”zheigezuzhouhexindeyiqieshikonglianxi。wobixujiangwosuoyoudeai，
yongzuicanrendefangshi，ranshaochengtaxinzhongduiwoyonghengdezenghen。
quanlichouma（waibufangyu）：woxuyaozugoudequanlilaizhixingzheichanggongkaide“beipan”。
wobixuchengweiyigeweidamudebuzeshouduandegonglizhe，cainengzaisuoyourenyanzhong，
jiangshenqingzhoudelixiangniansuideguangmingzhengda、wukebianbo。wodemeiyicijinsheng，doushiwoweitazhuqide，
youjinqianhediweigouchengdequzhugaoqiang。shikongyinli（zuizhongfangyu）：wobixusuishizhunbeichengweineigeyinbaodian，
zaiguanjianshike，jiangmingyunsuoyoudesiwangyinli，quanbuzhuanyidaowodeshenshang。
wokaishiliyongwoduichengshiweilaifazhandeyuzhisuipian，
jingzhundiyucelejigezhongdadikuaideshangyejiazhihezhengcezouxiang。
wodemeiyiciyucedoudailailejudadejingjixiaoyi，woxunsujileileshengwanghequanli。wobushiweilequanli，
ershiweileweizhuang。wochenglechengshiguihuajuzuinianqingdefuchuzhang。renmenchengzanwodenenglihepoli，
chengwoshi“zuidongshangyedetiewanpai”。tamenbuzhidao，womeiqianshuyifenwenjian，meihuodeyicijinsheng，
wodexinjiulishenqingzhouyuanleyibu，lineigexuehongdeweilaijinleyibu。womenxiangaile，
neiliangnianshiwomendiyuzhongdetiantang。tawennuan、chuncui，huizaituzhishanggoulewomendeweilai，
huizaishenyeweiwozhuyiwanretengtengdexiaoye。wotanlandixiangshouzhetadailaidemeiyimiaowenrou，erdaijiashi，
wodeneixinmeitiandouzaiweizheichangjijiangdaolaidebeipanjinxingshapantuiyanhedaodeshenpan。wozhidao，wodeaiyueshen，
wodebeipanjiubixuyuechedi、yuezhenshi。zheishiwoweitazhunbeide，weiyide、tongwangziyoudelaolong。
2chuciqiege：lixinghelixiangdeliehendejuxianghuashenqingzhouzhongyunadaole“wangjianglou”xiangmudeshejiquan。
zheishiyigelaochengquzonghegaizaoxiangmu，hexinshiyidongjuyoubainianlishideqingmoxiulou。
tajiangqishiweizijide“jingshentuteng”。neitian，shijiangchengruqiuhouzuishufudeyitian。xiawusidian，
guangxianbianderouheerjinhuang。tabaozhehouhoudefanganhuidaowomendexiaogongyu，
neifenfangandefengmianshiyongtazijishejide、daizheshidaihenjidelaoshichenxianzitidayinde，
chongmanleniandaiganheyishigan。taxianggehaiziyiyang，jiangwobaoqilai，zaiketinglizhuanlezhengzhengsanquan。
tashenshangdehanweihunhezhetuzhidemoshuiwei，shishijieshangzuirangwoxinandeweidao。“wanqiu！wozuodaole！
zheishiwomengxiangzhongdexiangmu！wobaozhuleneidongxiuloudeyuanyoujiegou！tajiangshijiangchenglishidehuobiaoben！
tajiangshiwomenzaijiangchengdegen！”tazhizhetuzhi，hanshuidashileeqiandetoufa，danyanshenliangdejingren，
xiangliangkegangbeidamochulaidezuanshi。wokanzhetashanshanfaguangdeyanjing，
ganjuewodexinzangbeiyizhiwuxingdeshouniejin、rousui。tashouzhongdetuzhi，jiushiwunianhouneipianfeixudeyaoqinghan，
shisiwangdeqiyue。wobixuxingdong。woyaorangtakandaowodelengmo，
yizhongyuanzijingyingjiecengde、duidicengzhengzhadewushi。“qingzhou，zheigefanganhenhao，feichangyoushiyi。
”woyuqipingjingdexiangzaiyueduyifenyuwowuguandegonggao。wozuodaoshafashang，jizijidaoleyibeibingshui，
zhijianchupengbingkuaidechugan，zaitixingwobaochilixing。“dantabujubeikexingxing。”wotaiqitou，
yanshenpingjingdexiangyitansishui。tadexiaorongshunjiandongjiezailianshang，xiangbingdiaoyiyangcuiruo。“nishuoshenme？wanqiu，
nihaimeikanxijie！”“wozhideshichengbenkongzhihezhengcezouxiang。”womeiyoulihuitadeqingxu，zouguoqu，
naqitabiaozhuleshougongdiaohua、jinkougewencailiaoheshengtaibuxingjiedebufen，wodezhijianshibinglengde，
“neidongxiuloudeweihufeiyonggaodelipu，erqiemeiyouzugoudeshangyekongjianquzhichengzhouzifengdezijinlian。
nihulvelezuiguanjiandeyidian：dichanshangzhouzifengbushicishanjia，guihuajuyebushiwenwubaohudanwei，
wogengbushiyigebushirenjianyanhuodexiannv。”wojiangyifenguanyujiangchengjinsannianhexindiduanfangjiazhangfudebaobiao，
yijiyizhangwomenjijiangdaoqifangzudecuijiaodan，bingpaidiuzaitademianqian。
wobixuyongxianshizheigezuijianruidewuqiqucishangtadelixiang。“womenmashangyaojiehunle，shenqingzhou。
”wotaiqitou，yanshenzhongdaizheyizhongwoweizijishejihaode、**luodegonglihepibei，
“nikankanwomenxianzaidecunkuan，zaikankanzheifenbaobiao。nideyiyi，
zhidewomenhunhoushiniandouzhuzaizulaidelaopoxiaolima？niyongnidelixiang，zaiweiwodeweilaihuadiweilao。
niaiwo，haishiainidetuzhi？niyoumeiyouxiangguo，wodejiazhi，bugaizhizhiyitaozulaidefangzi？
”shenqingzhoudelianseshunjiancangbai，xiangbeichouganlexueye。tameiyouweizijibianbo，
tazhishipibeidi、huanmandishouqiletuzhi，dongzuolidaizheyizhongduiwodemoshenghekongju。
tazuizhongmeiyouxiangwoyuqideneiyangbaofazhengchao，tazhishishuoleyiju：“woyiwei，nidongwo。
”neiyuqizhongdejuewang，birenhezhizedougengrangwotongku。neiwan，tashuizaileshufang。
womenzhijiandiyicichuxiandeliehen，bushiyinweizhengchao，ershiyinweiwoduilixiangdekeyibiandi。
woyinglediyichangzhandou，queganjuezijidelinghunbeisilieleyiban。jiexialaidesangeyue，
wokaishiliyongguihuajufuchuzhangdequanli，duiwangjianglouxiangmujinxingjingzhunde“jishuxingdiaonan”。
wojujuehuijianshenqingzhou，suoyoudegoutongdoutongguobinglengdeguanfangyoujianjinxing。meiyicidetuigao，
meiyiciduixijiedekekezhixun，douyouwoqinzizhudao。wojiangshenqingzhoudefangantuifanlesanci，
meiyicidouyongzuizhuanyedeshuyu、zuibinglengdeluoji，jiangtadelixiangmiaohuichengyizhong“bufuzerendelangmanzhuyi”。
zuicankudeyici，shizaimianxiangguihuajuhezhouzifenggongsidelianxihuiyishang。huiyishidedengguangliangdeciyan，
kongqizhongmimanzhelianjiakafeihejiaolvdeweidao。wozuozaizhangzhuodezhuweishang，wochuanzheyishenshenhuisedezhiyetaozhuang，
toufayisibuluandiwanqi，xiangyizuobinglengdediaosu。shenqingzhouzuozaihuiyizhuodemoduan，tadezuoweibeiyinyinglongzhao，
takanqilaipibeierqiaocui。**kongzhehuandengpian，yongzuijingzhundeshujuhetubiao，
zhutiaobochitadechengzhongjiegoujisuan、cailiaoxuanzehexiaofanglujing。wodeshengyinpingjing，meiyigezidouxiangdingziyiyang，
qiaodazaitadexinshang。“shenshejishi，”wodeshengyinlengjun，daizheburongzhiyidequanwei，
“nidefanganzaiyishuxingshangwukezhize，danzaichengzailihezijinxiaolvshang，shishibaide。
nishiyongleguoduoderongyushejilaibaozhengjiegouanquan，zheidaozhichengbenchaochuyusuan35%。jianzhubushishige，
tachengzaideshichengshideanquanheshimindeshuikuan。wojianyini，zaixiayibanfanganzhong，
fangqiduineidongxiulou‘yuanzhiyuanwei’dezhizhe，zhuanerkaolvgangjiegoutidaihelimianbaoliu。”wokanzheta。
tazuozaineili，shentiweiweizhandou，xiangyipianzaihanfengzhongyaoyaoyuzhuideyezi。
taneishuangcengjingchongmanguangmangdeyanjingli，neituanranshaodelixiangzhihuo，zhengzaibeiwoqinshoujiaomie，
fachujuewangde“sisi”sheng。jiuzaiwoshuochu“gangjiegoutidai”zheiwugezishi，
wodezuocetaiyangxuexiangbeiyibashaohongdetiezhuiciru，jutongrangwodeshixianchuxianleduanzandezhongying。
wosisiyaozhushejian，yongtengtongduikangzheshijiandefanshi。zheizhongtengtong，shishikongguizeduiganyuzhedejinggao。
huiyijieshuhou，wochongjinxishoujian，outuchulaidebushishiwu，ershiyizhongdaizhexuesideheisezhanye。
neishishijiannengliangfanshidailaideshengminglisunhaodejuxianghua。womingbai，womeituitayiba，
jiubixuyongwodeshengmingyuandianquduihuantahuoxiaqudejilv。shenqingzhoukaishibiandechenmo。tabuzaihewozhengbian，
tazhishikanzhewodeyanjing，neizhongyanshenlimeiyoufennu，zhiyouyizhonglingrenzhixidejuewanghekunhuo。takanzhewo，
xiangzaikanzheyigewanquanmoshengde、pizhetaairenwaiqiaodeguaiwu。
shenqingzhouyouyizhongyishiganjiqiangdexiguan：tahuijiangmeicishejigaodezuizhongdinggao，
yongtaneizhikezhe“qingzhou”erzidedingzhigangbi，yibiyihuaditengxiedaozuiguide**zhishang，
ranhouyongtadingzhide、yinzhe“wangjiang”erzidehuoqiyinzhangfengcun。tachengzhiwei“jianzhushideshiyan”。
neishitasuoyoudexinxue、suoyoudejiaoao，shitayuzheigegonglishijieduikangdeweiyiwuqi。
wojuedingcuihuizheigexiangzheng。zheishizuihoude、zuiyouxiaodequzhu。
zaiyigetaweileyingfuwodediaonanertongxiaojiabanweiguideqingchen，woqianrutadegongzuoshi。
gongzuoshilimimanzhetachangyongdesongmuxiangshuiweihemoshuideweidao，neixieweidaoxiangyongbaoyiyangbaoguozhewo，
querangwogengjiatongku。wozhaodaoletasuoyoude“shiyan”——houhouyidie，ningjuletasuoyoububeilijiedejianchi，
shangmianhaidaizhetashouzhifanfumosuoliuxiadewennuan。wonaqidahuoji，meiyousihaoyouyu，jiangtamenyizhangzhangdianran。
huoguangyingzhaozhewodelian，xiangyigexianjideyishi。huomiaotanlanditianshizheneixiejingzhidetuzhi，
fachuganzaode“pipa”sheng。“wanqiu，nizaizuoshenme？nizaishaodiaoniweitagoujiande、xujiadeweilai。
”wokanzhehuoyan，xiangxiangzheneishiwodelinghunzairanshao。wobushizaishaozhi，woshizaishaodiaowomengongtongdeweilai，
shizaishaodiaotaduiwodezuihouyidianxinren。neixieranshaodexiantiao，shitazaiwuyeliyibiyihuagoulechudexiwang，
xianzaitamenbianchengleyilvlvdaizhejiaoweide、qingyingdeheiyan，xiangshangpiaosan，zuizhongxiaoshizaiqingchenbinglengdekongqizhong。
woganjuebudaoreliang，zhiyouchegudehanleng。wodeyanlei，xiangduanxiandezhuzi，wushengdihualuo，
shunjianbeilianjiadereliangzhengfa。wodeshuangshouzhandou，
danwoyiranqiangpozijijiangsuoyoutuzhishaochengyiduiximideheisehuijin。
wozhaodaoleneizhikezhe“qingzhou”erzidedingzhigangbi。tachendiandiande，daizhetazhifudewendu。
wojiangtafangzaizhuojiao，yongjinquanli，zheduanleta。“kaca”yisheng，xiangyibafenglidedao，
geduanlewomensuoyoumeihaodehuiyi。dengtahuilaishi，zhikandaolezhuoshangdeyiduiximidehuijin，
yijineizhibeiwoqinshouzheduande、yijingwufaxiufudegangbi。tazhishijingjingdizhanzaimenkou，kanzheneiduihuijin，
fangfoneibushizhi，ershitazijibeipouchudexinzang，ganggangbeihuoyankaogan，zhiliuxialejiaoheidewaiqiao。
ranhoutataitou，kanxiangwo。tadeyanshenli，zhongyuchuxianlewosuoxuyaode——siji。“niweishenmeyaozheimezuo？
”tawen，shengyinqingdexiangyipianyumao，quedaizheyakuayiqiedechenzhong。tameiyouzewen，
zhiyouchedide、mangrandekunhuo。“wobangnirengdiaolelaji。”wolenglengdishuo，
jiangwodebiaoqingshedingzaiwonengdadaodezuicanrenchengdu，shenzhibiwopailianguowushucidehaiyaowanmei，
“zheixiebuzhiqiandezhi，zhihuirangnichenmianyuguoqudehuanxiang，rangnikanbuqingxianshi。shenqingzhou，
niyijingsanshisuile，bushiershisui，nigaiweiwomendeweilaifuze。nidelixiang，yiwenbuzhi。
”tameiyouxiangwoyuxiangdeneiyangfennubaofa，tazhishihuanhuanzouxiangshuzhuo，
yongzhijianqingqingmosuozheneizhiduanliedegangbi，jiangqixiaoxinyiyidishoujinlegongjuxiang。zheigedongzuo，
birenhezhengchaodougengrangwoxinsui。neiyike，woganjuedaolewomenzhijianneigenmingwei“ai”delianjiexian，
beiwoyongjinquanli，chedijianduanle。
3zuizhongdebeipan：yinbaochouhendedaohuosuowojiangshijianjingquesuodingzaihunliqianqitian。