「很难堪吗?」
woyibianzaifangjianliraozhe,yibianwen。
「nimeikandaogangcaibabamamadebiaoqingma?」tayuqizebei,「budandanshibabamama,haiyouqingqing,nijuedetatinglenishuodeneixieshi,gaizenmezaizheigejializichu……」
wokandaofangjianlidezhangtiaozhuanggongyipin,yanqianyiliang,caoqilaiduizheguxingzhoujiushiyimengun。
turanbeidaleyigundeguxingzhou,wuzhetoufennudekanzhewo:「nifenglema?」
wodianzheshouzhongdegunzhuanggongyipin,xiaodao:「hentengma?」
「nishuoni!」guxingzhoukanwodeyanshenfangfozaikanfengzi,「jiangxiaoxiao,nijiwodaoqian!」
「kezheiyigunyijingshigangcaidadele,erqiezheiyigunbiqiwozheixieniansuoshoude,liannaoyangyangdousuanbushang,niganmafeiyaozhuazhegangcaideshibufang,rangwonankanni?gege。」
woxuezhetagangcaishuohuadeyuqishuodao。
顾行舟噎住。
erwozhishiduitahuihuishou,zhijieguanshanglefangmen:「baibai,gege。」
晚饭,餐桌上。
huoxushichuyubuchangxinli,gumutediwenlewoxihuanchide,rangrenzuoleyizhuoziderou。
jianwohaowujiedidechile,gujiafumulianshangdeshensecaiqingsongleyidian。
「xiaoxiao,yihounijiushiwomengujiadenver,mingtianwohuirangzhaomishudainiqugaixing。」gufushuodao。
wohuanshileyiquanzaizuodejiren,zuihoumuguangzaiguwanqingweizhongdeyanpishangdouliuleyishun,caiwendao:「neitani?yeyaogaihuixingjiangma?」
gujiafumugangfangsongxialaidelianseyoushunjianjiangzhu。
guwanqingshenseyizhi,suijiyaoleyaochun:「ruguomeimeizhendeneimebuxihuandehua,wokeyibanchuquzhude。」
tashuangmuhanleidikanzhewo。
「jiangxiaoxiao,nibuyaotaiguofen!」chenbuzhuqideguxingyuyijingtiaoqilaimawole。
「wozhishiwentayaobuyaogaihuitaqinshengmuqindexing。」woshensedandandipieleguxingyuyiyan。
tingdaowomeiyouyaoguwanqingbanzoudeyisi,gujiafumumingxianshisonglekouqi。
kandaotamendefanying,worenbuzhuxiaole。
「buguojirantazhudongtiqizheijianshile。」
「neijiuantashuode,rangtabanchuquzhuba,bijingtayeshuodemeicuo,woqueshibuxihuanta。」
「jiangxiaoxiao!」guxingyubaozaodidengzhewo,「nizenmezheimeedu!kuideqingqingjiehaihewoshuoyaobatadefangjianrangjini!qingqingjiechuchurangzheni,niweishenmehaiyaozhenduita!」
「suanle,ayu,wozhidaomeimeitabuxihuanwo,zheiyiqiebenlaijiushiwogaihaijitade。」guwanqingxiaoshengchuoqidao。
「xiaoxiao……」gumukandexinteng,weinandikanzhewo。
woquezhishidandingdicongkoudailinachuzaoyizhunbeihaodezhaopian,diuzaizhuoshang。
zhongrenkanqingzhaopianshangdelianhou,xiayishidoukanxiangleguwanqing。
yinweiguwanqingzhangdeshizaihetaqinmajianghongfentaixiangle。
「suoyixianzainimennenglijiewoweishenmebuxihuantalema?」
woluqiyixiu,yongshuangshouchengzhexiaba,rangxiaobeishangzonghengjiaocuodeshanghen***luodezhanluzaizhongrendemianqian。
huoxushiyinweizhiqianyijingjianguowoshoubeishangdeshang,gujiafumuzhanglezhangkousihuhaixiangshuoshenme。
wojiuzhijiejiangshoubeineice,jianghongfenyongdaokeshangqude「jiangou」zhanshijitamenkan。
zheiyixia,gujiarenzhongyuchenmole。
woxinqinghenhaodiwangzijidewanlijialeliangdakuairou。
erchuzaiyuandiquyebushiliuyebushideguwanqing,jiuzhinengwuzhudikanxianggujiaren。
guxingyuzuizhongzhinengtanlekouqi,duiwo「haoyanxiangquan」。
「xiaoxiao,womenzhidaozheixienianniguodehennan,danqingqingcongxiaojiuzaiwomenjiazhangda,hewomenganqinghenshen,womenshibuhuibatasongzoude,yexiwangnibuyaoyinweitama……neigenvrendeshiqiannuta,yihounengheqingqinghaohaoxiangchu。」
wofangxiakuaizi,meiyoudaliguxingzhoudehua,sixiaofeixiaodikanxiangguwanqing,wendao:
「neinini,nixianghewohaohaoxiangchuma?」
guwanqingyileng,mashanghongzheyankuang,weiqubababiaotai。
「meimei,suiranwozhidaonibuxihuanwo,danwocongyikaishijiushizhendexianghenihaohaoxiangchude。」
「suoyishuo,qishiniyagencongyikaishijiumeixiangguoyaolikaigujiama。」wodao,「jiranruci,niyouhebidongbudongjiushuoyaobayiqiehaijiwoni?jiuweileexinyixiawo?」
guwanqingyandixunsufanqiyisijinghuangshicuo,xuanranyuqidao:「womeiyou……wobushi……」
woquebudasuanzaijixukantadebiaoyan,zhijieshuoleju「wochibaole」jiuqishenwangerlouzou。
zheishiguxingyuzhongyufanyingleguolai,zhuiguolailanzhuwo:「niquerlouganma?」
「gangcaibushinishuodema?nideqingqingjieyaobatadefangjian‘rang’jiwo,wojieshoule。」womiqiyan,yongheshandexiaorongkanxiangguwanqinghegujiaqitaren,「buhuizheiyeshijiadeba?nandaoshizhidaowozhuzaikefang,guyishuochulaicijiwode?」
guwanqingmangdao:「bu……bushi,woshizhenxinxiangbafangjianrangjimeimeide,zhishi……」