第6章窒息的绝望
jiexialaideyigeyue，peiyunxiashizhongmeiyouchuxian。
baoanle，jingfangyezhengzaidiaocha，haowutouxuhejinzhan。
chayanyizhidouguanzhuzhezijideanzi，tahenxiangzhanchulaizhizhenglengmuhan，ketajiushiyigewuquanwushidexiaozhuli。
erqieshuohuameiyoupingzheng，jingfangmeiyoubanfaduilengmuhanjinxingjubu。
ertadeshenghuo......
ng，yuanlilechenyuedechadu。
fengzhuozicongjianshidaotabajingzhannanqiangleyidunhou，jiujuedetahenyougexing，batajidiaodaoletashenbianzuozhuli。
pingshijiushiduanchadaoshui，fuyinwenjian，paogetuishenmede，gongzuohaishihenqingsong。
chenyuejianleta，zhuduoshiyuanhendeyanshen，keshiyoufengzhuozhaozheta，chenyueyebuganduitazenmeyang。
danchenyuezijibenshenyebujianhaoguo。
suiranpeiyunxiashizongle，yuanbenshipeiyunxiadexidouluodaoletadeshenshang，danshixinxichichibujianjinzhan，yizhidoumeiyoukaipai。
tianhuangtuidedoushirexiaoliuliangip，nadaoshoudebanquanbukaipaizhizuo，gaocengzheishizaixiangshenme？
yuexiangyuejizao，danchenyueyebunengqucui，zhinengzijiyibianyumen，yibianzheji。
......
zheitian，chayanhewangchangyiyangjifengzhuopaoleyibeicha，zhuanshenyaolikaideshihou，fengzhuoquejiaozhuleta——
“茶颜，你等等。”
chayandunbu，zhuantoukanxiangfengzhuo，“fengzongjian，niyoushima？”
“nizuo，womenliaoliao。”fengzhuochaozhetashiyi，ertayijingzoudaozhenpishafashangzuoxia，zhangtuijiaodie，zhenggerenkaozaishafashang，yonglanzhiji。
“fengzongjian，womenbushu。”
chayanminzhechun，tayebuxianggenfengzhuozhijianyoutaiduojiaoji。
bijingtamenliangzhiqianshihaopengyou，bicidouhenlejieduifang。
wanyijijuhuajiubeitajuechadaoshenme，neibutaihao，tabuxiangremafan。
kandaochayandelengmo，fengzhuoduishangtadeshixian，zuijiaolvekaiyimoxiexiao，“qishiniheyunxiazhijian，yizhidouyoulianxiba？shangcideshiqing，shitazhishinizuodeba。”
fouzedehua，zenmejieshixiaozhuligandongshoudajingzongdeshi？
xiaozhuliyoushiwukong，haishuolehenduobugaicongtakouzhongshuochulaidehua。
fengzhuomuguangsuoshizheta，zhijiezhiwen。
茶颜沉默。
tazhidao，fengzhuoshuodeshitadongshoudajingzhannandeshi。
keshi，haimeidengtashuoshenme，erbianyouchuanlaifengzhuodeqingxiao：“yunxiazheicizongsuanshiyongduilezhao，mourenyijingzaiyitale。”
peiyunxiayujingzhannan......liangrenzheixienian，fengzhuozuoweipangguanzhe，kandezuiqingchu。
闻言，茶颜拧眉。
某人？景占南吗？
他在意她？
hehe，haizhenshimeikanchulai。
talengxiaoyisheng，fanbodao：“tadoubapeiyunxiadexifenjilechenyue，zheijiaozaiyima？”
ruguozaiyi，bukenengzheimejiudoumeibandianfanying。
fengzhuoquexianchundao：“neixibushiyizhidoumeiyoupaima？zheidoushiweiledengmourenchuxian，caiguyizheiyangzuode。wohainengbulejietaa，tazheishizaijiyunxiazuihoufanpandejihui。”
tingdaozheihua，chayanzhengzhule。
tayiweineixiexichichimeiyoukaipai，shiyinweihaimeiyouchoubeihao，queyuanlaishiyinwei......jingzhannanmeiyoutongyikaipai。
keshihenkuai，tayouanxiamouse，jiranzheiyang，neidangchuweishenmeyaotibachenyue？
在意？
tahechenyuezuochuneizhongshiqing，shizaiyima？
bu，tagenbencongweiaiguoziji。
yaoshizaiyidehua，neitianwanshangtadeneitongdianhua，tajiuyinggaijiede......
xiangdaoleneiwandezhongzhongtongku，tawulidefankang，zhixidejuewang。
chayanqingkebiandehenjidong，talishenghechidao：“bu，jingzhannangenbenjiubuzhidaoshenmejiaoai！”
zheimeturandeyihe，fengzhuolengzhu。
zheigexiaozhulizenmeyouzheimedadefanying？ketahaimeiyouxiangmingbai，chayanjiujibupaokaizoule。
fengzhuokandaotaliqudebeiying，juedemomingqimiao。
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晚上十点。
jingzhannanhefengzhuoyuezailemeisehuisuojianmian，fengzhuojinanrendaoleyibeijiu，kanzheduifangyinchenbuyuedelianse，bujindiaokandao：“qiaoni，jiranzaiyi，neijiuganjindadianhuajinilaopo，hongjiju，batajijiehuijiaa！”
yiqian，peiyunxiabushimeiyouzuoguoyixieqiqiguaiguaideshiqing，keshizheiciwanshizong，yewantaijiule。
shuobaile，yiqiannaodoushitazhudonghuilai，xianzai......wufeijiushixiangdengtafugeruan。
nanzihandazhangfu，nengqunengshen。
jingzhannanmeishuohua，yikoubafengzhuodiguolaijiuhele，suiranmeiyoushuoshenme，dantadenaixinyijingbeixiaomoguangle。
peiyunxianeinvrenbuzaideshihou，tajuedemeiyoutadeshenying，erbianmeiyoutashuohuashideguozao，tazhongyunengqingjingle，bingqieganjuehaibucuo。
keshizuijinyebuzhidaozenmele，zuoshenmeshiqingdoumeigedingxing，tajuedetadeshijietaianjingle，shaoledianshenme。
erqiexinqinghaizongshifanmen，tayebuzhidaozijizheishizenmele，shengbing？keyoubuxiangbing......
“biezaiyumenle，nizheijiushixiangsibing。niya，zaojiuyijingxiguanletadecunzai，zhishinizijibuqingchu。woxiang......niqishizaojiuyijingaishangtale。”
“meiyoudeshi。”nanrenshikoufouren。
shenmexiangsibing，aishangpeiyunxia？
bukeneng，tazenmekenenghuiaishangta？
raner，fengzhuoquebuxin，tachilesheng：“ziqiqirenyouyisima？”