第5章
1977nian，gaokaohuifudexiaoxi，juguohongdong！
wozhunbeidewubichongfen，suoyihenpingjingdicanjialehuifuhoudediyijiegaokao。
dengwonadaolemengmeiyiqiudeluqutongzhishuhou，wozhongyurenbuzhuzaiwoxiaxiaodechuzuwulitongkuchusheng。
wobazheijishinianduijideweiqutongtongkuchulewodeshenqu。
qishiniannanqiuzheiyizhangzhi！
wozhongyurangzijitashangleyitiaozhanxindelu。
daxueliwoyiwufanguxuanlenonglinzhuanye，genleyuanlaoshi。
wojihutiantiangenzhelaoshipaozaishiyantian。
wolaizijishinianhou，wozhidaotachenggongdeluyouduokanke。
keshiwodefumusizaijihuangneinian，wochizhebaijiafanzhangda。
wozhanzaishiyantianli，wonengkandaowushunongmincangsangdelianpang。
wokanzheshibaidedaomiao，wonengtingdaojiehaitongdekuhao。
epiaofushi，yiziershi。
woshenzhilaoshixinlidenanguohejiandingdezhixiang。
wokanzhezenmedouzhongbuchulaideshuidao，wokandaolewushubeishenghuoguanjinshenshanlidenvhai。
zheibeiziwoxiang，wozongyaojiuxiaziji，yejiuxiagengduodeziji。
woyouxiangdaoshangbeizidezijikandaolaoshiqushidexinwenshi，zuozaijialihuanghuangfadaideyangzi。
如果呢。
ruguowojiangjishinianhoudexiangfa，tiqiandigaozhilaoshi。
tahuibuhuizaiyoushengzhinianjiunengshuizaidaogudeyinliangxia，kanzhexiangyumiliyiyangdademaisui。
wokanzhelaoshineiaixiaoyougaodadeshenying，yuchenjiezhongfengerhuangdongdexinzaiciwendingxialai。
wowojinshuangquan，jiandingdikanzheqianfang。
wobushineigewonangdejiaoshoufurenle，woyouzijideshiyehemengxiang！
woyiding、yidinghuichenggong！
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chenjielianyuanlaoshidefayantingdedouxinbuzaiyande。
tanaohailimanshishenshisuiganggangzhanzaitaishangjiandingyoupingwendifayan。
neishitacongmeijianguodeshenshisui。
neishunjianshenshisuihaoxiangfazheguang，yuzijijiyilidexuemeidouyouxiezhonghe。
tahaishibuganxiangxin，zheiqinianshenshisuishizenmezoudaojintianzheibude。
momingdi，tanaohailibengchuyaoshizheibeizitaqudehaishishenshisuijiuhaole。
xiangdaozheili，talikeyaoleyaotou，bazheigehuangtangdexiangfamaizailenaohaishenchu。
zenmekeneng，shenshisuizheizhongrenzenmenenghexuemeibini？
tagenbenpeibushangziji，zhiyouxuemeicaishizijidejuepei！
xiangdongxiangxixia，huiyijingranjieshule。
chenjiedongzhangxiwang，zhongyukandaolehezhengchengjiaoshouyoushuoyouxiaodeshenshisui。
taturanxinlibeibushuangchongchi，nuqichongchongzouleguoqu。
“沈时岁！”
wozhengzaihechengshixiongtaolunwoyoushibaideerdaizajiaoshuidao，jiutingjianyourenhanwo。
woxiayishiditaitou，quekanjianchenjieyilianbeilvledeshenqing，woyouxiemomingqimiao。
chengshixionglanleyixiazhichongchongchao**jindechenjie：“chenlaoshi，mafannizhuyifencun。”
chenjielengzaiyuandi，youxieganga，banshangbiechuleyiju：
“wohetahaixuyaozhuyishenmefencun？”
wolaguochengshixiong，shiyitawoyigerenkeyi。
chengshixiongweiweidianlediantou，bakongjianliujilewomenlianggeren。
“chenjie，woxiwangzheishiwozuihouyicishuozheixiehua。”
wolengdandikanzheta，xiangshizaiheyigemoshengrenshuohua：
“wohenixianzaimeiyourenheguanxi，yihouyebuhuiyourenheguanxi。”
“qingnibuyaoyifuhewohenshudeyangzi，zheihuirangwogandaohenchiru。”
chenjieliansenankanjile：“womenjishinianfuqi，nishuowomenmeiyourenheguanxi？”
“shenshisuiwochengrennixianzaiqueshigaochuleyidianbuqiyandechengjiu。”
“danshinishigenvren，nizheibeizizhudingyaochengjiasihounanrende。”