wohunlideqianye，jiangwanshuoqujianlinshuozuihouyimian。
tamenzaijiudianfangjiandailesangexiaoshi。
diertiantachuanzhewotiaodehunsha，zaimanchangbinkeqianshuo：“zheihunwobujiele。”
wopingjingdishuohao，zhuanshenbalijinzazaisiyilianshang。
“luchenxiansheng，nishifouyuanyiqujiangwannvshiweiqi，wulunshunjingnijing，jiankangjibing，zhizhisiwangjiangnimenfenkai？”
siyideshengyin，wenheyoudaizhezhiyexingdezhengzhong，touguomaikefengzaizhenggeyanhuitinghuidang。shuijingdiaodengdeguangmangqingxieerxia，zhaoliangmeiyizhangjingxinzhuangdiandelian，yezhaolianglewoyanqianderen。
jiangwan。tachuanzheneijianwomenyiqitiaozhongdezhusha，cengcengdiediedeleisihexisuidesuizuan，zaidengguangxialiutangzheangguiyoushengjiedeguangze，chendetajifushengxue。toushazhixia，tadelianhenmei，dancike，neimeisihuzhaoshangleyicengwokanbutoudebowu。tadeyanshenmeiyoukanwo，yemeiyoukansiyi，zhishichuizhe，luozaimianqianpenghuademouyipianhuabanshang。penghuabeitawodehenjin，zhijieyinweiyonglierweiweifanbai。
这不对劲。
binkexihenanjing，zhiyouqingweidehuxishenghekongdiaochufengdediming。suoyourendoupingxidengdaizhewodehuida，daizhezhufude、kanrenaode、chuncuihaoqidemuguangjiaozhichengwang，longzhaozhelitai。woshenzhinengkanqingqianpaiwomajincudemeitou，hewobabengjindexiahexian。
zuotianwanshangdehuamian，buheshiyidizhuangjinnaohai。
yeshizheiyangdedengguang，buguoshijiudianzoulangneizhongcanbaideguang。tachuanzhewaitao，weijinguodehenyanshi，zhanzaixuanguan。wobuganhuiyitadeyanjing，zhijideneizhongyanshen——yizhongjinhuposuidejuejue。
“luchen，wohaishi…haishixiangqujianjianta。”tashengyinhendi，xiangpajingraoleshenme，“jiuzheiyici。chedishuoqingchu，gaobie。yihou…yihoujiuhaohaogenniguorizi。”
“jianta？”wojidezijidangshideshengyinyoudianganse，“linshuo？xianzai？hunliqianyitianwanshang？”meiyigezidoudaizhebingcha。
“jiuzheiyici。”tataiqitou，guzhidikanzhewo，yanlimengzheyicengwokanbudongdeshuiguang，“woxuyaoyigeleduan。luchen，xiangxinwo，jiujinwan。”
sangexiaoshi。tazailinshuodejiudianfangjianli，zuzudailesangexiaoshi。dianhuaguanji。xinxibuhui。woyigerenzuozaiwomenxinfangdeketingli，duizheqiangshangjudade、xiaorongcanlandehunshazhao，ganjueshijianxiangninggudeliqingyiyangzhanchou、chenzhong，daizhelingrenzhixideqiwei。chuangwaichengshidedenghuomingmingmiemie，chaofengzhewodedengdai。
“luchenxiansheng？”siyideshengyinzaicixiangqi，daizheyisibuyichajuedecuicu，bawocongbinglengcigudehuiyilimengdizhuaihuizheixujiade、guangxiandewutai。tadexiaorongyijiuzhiye，danyanshenliyijingtouchuxunwen。
suoyoudemuguangzaicijujiaozaiwoshenshang。
woshenshendixileyikouqi，yanhuitinglinongyudebaihexiangqiheshiwuqiweihunhezheyongrubiqiang。xinzangzaixiongqianglichenzhongditiaodongzhe，yixia，youyixia。wokanxiangjiangwan，shitucongtadichuideyanlianlizhaodaoyisizuoyeweiguidekuijiu，huozhenapayidiandianduicikedeyouyu。meiyou。tadecelianxiantiaobengdehenjin，zuichunminzhe，touzheyiguguzhuyizhidejueqiang。neiyike，woqingchuditingjianzijixinliyoushenmedongxi，“kaca”yisheng，chediduanliele。
“我……”
“等等。”
wode“yuanyi”shenzhilaibujichukou，jiubeiyigegengqingxi、gengguoduan、yegengbinglengdeshengyinjieduan。
jiangwanmengditaiqiletou。toushafuguotadecelian。tabuzaikanpenghua，muguangzhizhiditouxiangqianfang，yueguosiyidejianbang，luozaibuzhimingdeyuanchu。tadezuichundongledong，shengyinbuda，quexiangyibacuilebingdebishou，jingzhundicichuanlemaikefeng，qingxidichuanbianyanhuitingdemeiyigejiaoluo。
“这婚……”
tatingdunleyixia，fangfozaijixuzuihoudeliliang，huozhequerenzijidejuexin。zhenggekongjiansijiyipian，liankongdiaodewengmingdouxiaoshile。
“我不结了。”
死寂。
jueduidesiji。xiangshiyourenmengdichouzoulesuoyoudekongqi。
shijianninggule。suoyoudebiaoqing——xiaorong、qidai、haoqi——doujiangzailelianshang，xiangyizhangzhangzhuoliedemianju。womamengdiwuzhulezui，wobadeshouhenhenzazaiyizifushoushang。binkexilichuanlaiyayibuzhude、ciqibifudechouqisheng。zhenjing、mangran、nanyizhixin……wushuzhongqingxuzaikongqizhongwushengdizhakai。
siyilianshangdezhiyexiaorongchedidongzhule，huajidiguazailianshang，yanjingdengdeliuyuan，sihuwufalijiezijitingdaoleshenme。tazhanglezhangzui，sihuxiangqueren，youhuozhexiangwanhuizheilipudejumian。
“jiang…jiang**？nin…ninshuoshenme？”tajiejiebabadikaikou，shengyingansedelihai。
jiangwanmeiyoukanta，yemeiyoukanwo。tademuguangyijiuguzhidiluozaineipianxuwudeqianfang，fangfoxiexialeqianjinzhongdan，youxiangshitashanglebuguilu。tadeshengyinyichangpingjing，daizheyizhongguiyidekongdong：
“woshuo，zheihun，wobujiele。”
zheiyici，meigezidouxiangbingzhuluodi，qingxiwubi，zaiwuhuixuanyudi。
嗡——
duanzande、jueduidejijingzhihou，shimengdizhakaideshenglang。xiangwushuzhimifengturanbeishifangchulai。
“天哪！”
“怎么回事？”
“womeitingcuoba？huihun？”
“zheikeshihunlixianchanga！”
“lujiazheiliandiudale……”
“快看陆沉！”
yilunsheng、jinghushengshunjianyanmeilezhenggeyanhuiting，xiangguntangdeyouguolipojinleyipiaolengshui。shixianxiangwushugenjianzhen，congsimianbafangzhaxiangwo。youtongqing，youjinge，dangengduodeshi**luodeshenshihexingzailehuo。wochenglewutaizhongyang，neigezuidade、zuikebeidexiaohua。
womadekushengzhongyubaofachulai，jianruiyouwuzhu。wobadelianzhangchenglezhuganse，etoushangqingjinbaoqi，tamengdizhanqilai，sihuxiangchongshangtai，quebeipangbiandeqinqisisilazhu。
yipianhunluandezhongxin，woqueyichangdianjing。xiongyongdeshenglangchongguolai，zhuangzaiwoshenshang，quexiangzhuangzaibinglengdejiaoshishang，suiliekailai。suoyoudexuanxiaohehunluan，zaineiyikeliwohenyuanhenyuan。woshenzhinengqingxiditingdaozijixueyechongshuazheermodeshengyin，daizheyizhongyaoyuanerchenmendehongming。
yanqiandeyiqiedouxianggezheyicengmoshaboli。hualidebeijingban，shanyaodeshuijingdeng，binkemenniuqubianxingdelian……haiyouzhanzaiwomianqianyibuzhiyao，chuanzhewoqinshoutiaoxuandehunsha，ganggangqinshoujiangwotuirushenyuandenvren。
beipan。**luodebeipan。zuoyeneisangexiaoshidehuamianhelinshuoneizhangsiwenbaileidelian，fengkuangdi、daizhexuexingqidizainaozilixuanzhuan、qiege。xinzangdeweizhi，bushitong，shiyizhongchedide、binglengdemamu，jinjiezhe，beilingyizhonggengxiongyong、gengheiandedongxiqudai——yizhongzuyifenhuiyiqiedebaonu。
wodemuguangcongjiangwanneizhangcangbaijuejuedelianshangyikai。tayijiubukanrenheren，fangfozhishenshiwai。ranhou，wozhuanxiangleneigeshouzuwucuo、shituweichizhixudesiyi。tahainazhehuatong，lianshangshineizhongshijiemoribandehuangluan。
我动了。
meiyounuhou，meiyouzhiwen，meiyouyisiduoyudeyouyu。shentibisiweigengkuai。
woxiangqiankualeyibu，dongzuoliuchangdexiangyanlianguoqianbaibian。zuoshoushenjinxizhuangneidai，modaoleneigechendiandiande、yongdahongchouduanguozhedefangxingyingwu——binkemensonglaide、xiezhezhufudelijinhongbao。houhouyidie。woshenzhinengganjuedaolimianchaopiaojianyingdelengjiao。
zaiquanchangdouranbagaodejinghushenglangzhong，zaiwushushuangjinghaiyujuedeyanjingzhushixia，woyangqishoubei，yongjinquanshendeliqi，jiangneigedaibiaozhezhufuhexiqing、cikequerutongshaohongluotiebandehongbao，henhenzaxiangsiyidelian。
“啪！”
yishengchenmenerxiangliangdezhuangji。
hongbaozhuangshangsiyidebiliang，youdankai，limianhuahualvlvdechaopiaoxiangzhakaideyanhua，mengdipenshechulai，fenfenyangyangdisaluo。hongde，lvde，fende……yingzheshuijingdengdeguang，huangmiuyouciyan。
siyifachu“ao”deyishengduancucanjiao，wuzhelianliangqiangzhehoutuileliangbu，huatong“kuangdang”yishengdiaozaidishang，fachucierdefengming。tajingedidengzhewo，lianshangshunjianmeilexuese，biliangchuxunsufanqiyipianhongyin。
chaopiaohaizaikongzhongpiaosa，xiangyichangguiyidezanglizhiqian。
zhenggeyanhuitingdexuanhuazaizheiyikedadaoledingfeng，ranhouyouguiyidiningguleyishun。suoyourendoubeizheituruqilaidebaolijingdaile。
wozhanzaiyuandi，xiongtangjulieqifu。zachuqudeneiyixia，bingmeiyouxuanxiediaoduoshaojiyadenuhuo，fanerxiangshidianranleyinxin，rangneiheisedebaonvezaixueguanlibentengdegengkuai、gengmeng。
yipiansijibandezhenjingzhong，zhiyouchaopiaosusuluodideweixiang，gewaiqingxi。
womeiyouzaikanwuzhebizidesiyi，yemeiyoukanmantianfeiwudechaopiao，gengmeiyoukanneigejiangzaiyuandi、zhongyuluchuyisijingkongdejiangwan。
我的目光扫过台下。
womakudejihuyunjue，wobamuziyulie，jigeqinqishoumangjiaoluandifuzheta。binkexili，youfennude（duobanshijiangjianeibiande），youbiyide，youkanxikandejinjinyouweide。
很好。
woweiweiyangqixiaba，binglengdeshixianxiangdaofengyiyangqiegeguoneixiebiaoqinggeyidelian。ranhou，wozhuanxiangneigezhongyutaiqitou，liansecanbairuzhi，yanzhongchongmanlebukezhixinhehuangluandenvren。
江晚。
tadezuichunzaiweiweizhandou，sihuxiangshuoshenme。jieshi？daoqian？haishizhizewodebaoli？buzhongyaole。
“如你所愿。”
wodeshengyinbugao，shenzhimeiyoukeyishiyongmaikefeng，danzaizheiyipianguiyidejijingzhong，queqingxidichuandaoleqianpairendeerzhong。yudiaoshiqiansuoweiyoudepingjing，pingjingdekepa，xiangbaofengyulailinqiansijidehaimian。
shuowanzheisigezi，wobuzaitingliu。meiyouyijuduoyudefeihua，meiyourenhetuonidaishuidegaobie。mengdizhuanshen，tingzhijibei，pixiecaizaiguanghuadedalishidimianshang，fachu“da、da、da”qingcuierlengkudehuixiang，zaiyipianlangjiedechaopiaoyuzhong，yibuyibu，wubijiandingdizouxialitai。
shenhou，sijibeizaiciyinbao。
gengdadehuaranshenglangzhuizhewodebeiying。
“陆沉！”
“儿子！”
“luzong！zhei…zheizenmehuishia！”
“lanzhuta！kuailanzhuta！”
jiangwandaizhekuqiangdeshengyinsixinliefeidixiangqi。wobabaonudehoujiao。qinqipengyoudejinghu。haiyoushitushanglaizulanwoderen。
wochongerbuwen。jianbangzhuangkaiyigeshitulanzhuwodejiangjiaqinqi，lidaodaderangtaliejuzhedaoxiangyibian。wodeyanlizhiyouyanhuitingjintouneishanjinbide、houzhonghualidejinsedamen。
yangguangtouguomenfengqingxiejinlai，zaidishangtouxiayitiaociyandeguangdai。neishiwocikeweiyixiangzhuazhudedongxi——likai。likaizheigechongchihuangyan、beipanhekexiaonaojudedifang。
jiuzaiwodeshoujijiangpengdaobinglengdehuangtongmenbashoushi，shenhoujianruidenvshengmengdibagao，daizhejuewangdechuantouli：
“luchen！nizhanzhu！nitingwoshuo……”
说？
wodejiaobumeiyousihaotingdun。zhijianchupengdaohuangtongdebingliang，yongliyian。
“轰——”
damenbeimengdituikai，waimianzoulangmingliangdeguangxianshunjianyonglejinlai，tunmeileshenhouneixieniuqudemiankong、jinghuangdehanjiao、mantianfeiwudechaopiaoheneigechuanzhehunsha、cengjingxunuoyishengdenvren。
neicimudeguang，xiangyibinglijian，zhanduanleshenhousuoyoudexuanxiao。
世界，瞬间清静了。