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我满眼茫然。
duanshiyanquebuguwochuanzhedanbodeshuiqun,bawotuozhuaichuwoshi。
jinghuangzhixia,wowuzhekuaizouguangdexiongqian,xinzangpengpengtiaodong。
renpingwozenmejiao、zenmehan,duanshiyandouxiangshifengleyiyangtuozhewo。
bieshudaliang,yongrenzhanleliangpai,wobeirengxialouti,gunlehaojiquancailuodaoshichu。
huangluanjian,wodeshouchumodaoyigebinglengdewuti。
wogubudeteng,dingjingyikan,wuzhexiongkoudaoxiyikouliangqi。
neishi......wopopo。
tadaozaixueboli,tongkonghuansan,shuangyantuchu,sibumingmu。
怎么可能?
mingminghunliwanmeiluomu,mingmingpopoyijingduoguolesishen。
她怎么会死在家里?
woxiangbumingbai,weishenmezhonglaiyici,tahaishisile?
唔......
wodetoupichuanlaiyizhenjianruideteng。
duanshiyanjiuzhewodetoufa,poshiwoyangtoukanta。
tashuangyanxinghong,yaoyaqiechi。
“liqingran,nijiumeiyoushenmexiangjieshidema?”
“womayijingjieshounile,tahaibaduanjiaerxidezhuozijileni,nijiujinghaiyoushenmebumanzude?nizenmezheimehen?”
wokuzheyaotou,shuodao:“bushiwo,shiyan,zhendebushiwo,wozaishuijuea,nizoudeshihouwodouyijingshuizhele,wozenmehuihaimani。”
duanjiashigaomendahu,wojiazhishiputongjieceng。
qichu,poposhibumanyiwoheduanshiyandehunshide。
keduanshiyanyixinzhixiangquwo,weilewo,tabuxidezuipopojitajieshaodeneixiexiangqinduixiang。
shenzhiyuanyifangqiduanjiajichengrendeweizhi。
popoduiwoyuelaiyuebuman,yangyanwoyaojinduanjiademen,chufeitasi。
zheibudanmeiyourangduanshiyanfangqiwo,fanerjiandingleyaohewozaiyiqidexin。
houlai,poposhengbing,xuyaojuanxiangusui。
我和她的正好匹配。
tadezhishiwojuanxiandegusuihou,caigaibianleduiwodekanfa,manmanjienalewo。
wojiuguota,youzenmehuihaita?
duanshiyanlengheyisheng,henhentuikaiwodetou。
“shima?nishishuo,jiankonghuipianwo?”
“liqingran,womeixiangdaonihuishizheizhongliangmiansandaoderen,biaomianduiwomagonggongjingjing,beidiliquenengduitatongxiashashou。”
“nikankan,zheitamadeshibushini?”
wodetoukezaidishang,dunshiqileyigebao。
yiduanjiankongshipinchuxianzaiwomianqian。
shipinli,nvrenchuanzhehewoyiyangdeshuiyi,buguanshishenxinghaishilian,douzaigaosusuoyouren,neijiushiwo,jiushiliqingran。
nvrenbuzhidaoshuolexieshenme,popodunshiliansedabian,yangshouhetadaqilai。
turan,nvrenshenshouyitui,popoxianghouyangzhegunxialelouti,tangzaidishang**。
nvrenpitousanfa,biaoqingyinleng,nazhehuapingyixiayouyixiadechaopopotoushangzaqu。
zhidaopopoboziyiwai,chedimeileqixi,nvrencaiqishenjinlezhuwo。
wotanruanzaidi,zhijuedehoubeifaliang。
duanshiyanyibaqiazhuwodebojing,yinchenzheliandao:“kankan,nideshuiyishanghaizhanzhewomadexue,liqingran,daolexianzainihaibuchengrenshinishalewoma?”
wolenglengdeditoukanqu,zheicaifaxian,baiseshuiqunshangyouyidakuaixueji,heshipinlinvrenshuiqunshangdexuejiwanquanzhonghe。
怎么会这样?
nandaozhendeshiwoshalepopo?
wozhuazhetadeyijiao,bengkuidaku。
“shiyan,wo......wokenengyoubing,wobujide,wozhendeshenmedoubujide,duibuqi......duibuqi。”
liangci,woyizhijiandingwoshiwugude。
kexianzai,wozhendebuquedingle。