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muyuandebaoanfaxianwo,bawosongjinyiyuan。

yishengshuowoshibeishangguoduyinfadeweijingluan,yaohaohaoxiuxi。

wozaizhengyanshiyijingshidiertianzhongwu,yuanjiaojiaojingranzhanzaichuangbian。

hushixiaojiedingzhuwo,“diandidawandeshihounijiaowo,wolaijinihuanyaoshui。”

yexushihushixiaojiedewenrou,rangyuanjiaojiaobushufule。

tadengzhehushixiaojiezhidaolikai,zhuantoujiuqichongchongdeduiwoshuodao:“jichen!nizaigaoshenmeguia?jinyiyuanbuzhidaogenwoshuoyishengma?haiwomanshijiezhaoni!”

zuotian,woyemanshijiezhaota。

kexianzaiwoshenzhibuxiangkandaota。

wopingjingdewendao:“wozenmegennishuo?woyundaole。”

yuanjiaojiaoyileng,caiyishidaozijiwenlegeyuchundewenti。

tagangadebikaishixian,dishanglaiyigedabaohe。

hezilizhuangzhedewugeshenghao。

“zuotianjiangyijixuyizuzhaopianqucanjiabisai,zhaobudaomotecairangwoqulinshijiuchangde,bieshengqile,tatingshuonizhuyuanteyirangwojinidabaodailaide,rangnibubushenti。”

wokanzheshenghao,xiangqileshangwujiangyizaipengyouquanligengxindezhaopian。

zhaopianshangdeyuanjiaojiaozhengditoujitanongshenghao,manmanyizhuodeshenghao。

peiwenshi:mougexiaokeaipawotailei,rangwohaohaobushenti。

wobashenghaotuikai,“buyong,wobuchi。”

yuanjiaojiaodebiaoqingjiangleyixia,fangxiashenghaolianyouxiechen。

“jichennibuyaotaiwuliqunao,jiangyipanishengqihai......”

woyaoyadaduanta:“yuanjiaojiao,nizhidaozuotianshiwomendehunlima?”

tabikaiwodeshixian,“hunlizhishigexingshi,shenmeshihoubandoukeyi,danjiangyidebisaicuoguoyicijiuyaozaidengyinian,ninengbunengbiezaiwuliqunao?”

我心如死灰。

yuanlai,tazhidaozuotianshiwomendehunli。

tazhidaotarangwoyigerenzaihunlishangnankan。

可她不在乎。

yinweijiangyixuyaomote,tajiuchuanzhehunshaqubangmang。

kewogulinglingdezhanzaitaishang,mianduizhezhuduoqinqitongqingdemuguang,mianduifuqinturandefabing,mianduilurenchaoxiaodeyanshen。

我孤立无援。

没有人帮我。

sanniananlian,qinianlianai,woyiweifuchushiniandezhenxin,jiunenghuanlaiyigerenzhanzaiwoshenhou,wutiaojiandezhichiwo。

yuanlaishiwoxiangduole,tapaoxiawodeshihoumeiyouyisikuijiu。

woxiankaibeiziqishen,buxiangzaihetadaizaiyigekongjianli。

“hunlibuhuizaibanle,yinweiwomenzhijianzaiyemeiyourenheguanxile。”

yuanjiaojiaolengzhu,“nishenmeyisi?!”

“分手的意思。”

我打开了病房门。

shenhouanjingbanshang,yuanjiaojiaoshoulideshenghaozhijiezazaiwobeishang。

tayuqibinglengyoudaizhebuxie。

“jichen,nifenglema?jiuyinweiwojijiangyidangleyicilinshimote,nijiuyaogenwofenshou?”

“nanguaidajiadoushuobiezhaodanqinjiatingdehaizi,xinggedouyouquexian!”

wobukezhixindekanxiangyuanjiaojiao,“zheimeduonianwobazhaoguni,meiyougonglaoyeyoukulaoba?”

tagenwozaiyiqiqinian,wobayizhibatadangqinshengnverzhaogu。

tajializhongnanqingnvbuxihuanta,wobapinlemingdebafuaibuchangjita。

taxiangyaoshenme,wobatingyierduojiutoutoumailerangwosongjita。

meicitabugaoxing,jiudadianhuagenwobabaoyuanwodezhongzhong“exing”,wobadouwutiaojianzhanta。

wobaduita,biduiwozheigeqinerzihaihao。

kexianzaitajuranshuo,danqinjiatingdehaiziyouquexian。

woyiweiwodexinhuitong,kewoquexiaole。

wotingdaowozijishuo:“duia,woyouquexian,wodejiatingyouquexian,jiranrucinihaisilaizhewoganshenme,womenfenshoubushinizuixiwangdeshiqingma?”

我转身就走。

yuanjiaojiaojingranzaicichongshanglaidangzhuwodequlu,yankuangyouxiefanhong。

“jichen!niganzheimeduiwoshuohua?!nibashuoguo,shengqianzuidadexinyuanjiushikanzhewomenjiehun!jirannixianggenwofenshou,neinidangzhenibademianqinkougenwoshuo!zou!womenquzhaota!”

tazhuaizhewodeshouwangloushangwobazhudebingfangzouqu。

zhikexi,neigecixiangde,zongshijuedekuiqianwodexiaolaotou,zaiyebuhuititazuozhule。

tadaiwolaidaolebingfangmenkou。

我拨开她的手。

“yuanjiaojiao,wobasile,jiuzaizuotian,nihejiangyizaijiudianlipaisifangzhaodeshihou,tasizaiwohuaili,linsiqianhairangwobieshengnideqi。”