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muyuandebaoanfaxianwo,bawosongjinyiyuan。
yishengshuowoshibeishangguoduyinfadeweijingluan,yaohaohaoxiuxi。
wozaizhengyanshiyijingshidiertianzhongwu,yuanjiaojiaojingranzhanzaichuangbian。
hushixiaojiedingzhuwo,“diandidawandeshihounijiaowo,wolaijinihuanyaoshui。”
yexushihushixiaojiedewenrou,rangyuanjiaojiaobushufule。
tadengzhehushixiaojiezhidaolikai,zhuantoujiuqichongchongdeduiwoshuodao:“jichen!nizaigaoshenmeguia?jinyiyuanbuzhidaogenwoshuoyishengma?haiwomanshijiezhaoni!”
zuotian,woyemanshijiezhaota。
kexianzaiwoshenzhibuxiangkandaota。
wopingjingdewendao:“wozenmegennishuo?woyundaole。”
yuanjiaojiaoyileng,caiyishidaozijiwenlegeyuchundewenti。
tagangadebikaishixian,dishanglaiyigedabaohe。
hezilizhuangzhedewugeshenghao。
“zuotianjiangyijixuyizuzhaopianqucanjiabisai,zhaobudaomotecairangwoqulinshijiuchangde,bieshengqile,tatingshuonizhuyuanteyirangwojinidabaodailaide,rangnibubushenti。”
wokanzheshenghao,xiangqileshangwujiangyizaipengyouquanligengxindezhaopian。
zhaopianshangdeyuanjiaojiaozhengditoujitanongshenghao,manmanyizhuodeshenghao。
peiwenshi:mougexiaokeaipawotailei,rangwohaohaobushenti。
wobashenghaotuikai,“buyong,wobuchi。”
yuanjiaojiaodebiaoqingjiangleyixia,fangxiashenghaolianyouxiechen。
“jichennibuyaotaiwuliqunao,jiangyipanishengqihai......”
woyaoyadaduanta:“yuanjiaojiao,nizhidaozuotianshiwomendehunlima?”
tabikaiwodeshixian,“hunlizhishigexingshi,shenmeshihoubandoukeyi,danjiangyidebisaicuoguoyicijiuyaozaidengyinian,ninengbunengbiezaiwuliqunao?”
我心如死灰。
yuanlai,tazhidaozuotianshiwomendehunli。
tazhidaotarangwoyigerenzaihunlishangnankan。
可她不在乎。
yinweijiangyixuyaomote,tajiuchuanzhehunshaqubangmang。
kewogulinglingdezhanzaitaishang,mianduizhezhuduoqinqitongqingdemuguang,mianduifuqinturandefabing,mianduilurenchaoxiaodeyanshen。
我孤立无援。
没有人帮我。
sanniananlian,qinianlianai,woyiweifuchushiniandezhenxin,jiunenghuanlaiyigerenzhanzaiwoshenhou,wutiaojiandezhichiwo。
yuanlaishiwoxiangduole,tapaoxiawodeshihoumeiyouyisikuijiu。
woxiankaibeiziqishen,buxiangzaihetadaizaiyigekongjianli。
“hunlibuhuizaibanle,yinweiwomenzhijianzaiyemeiyourenheguanxile。”
yuanjiaojiaolengzhu,“nishenmeyisi?!”
“分手的意思。”
我打开了病房门。
shenhouanjingbanshang,yuanjiaojiaoshoulideshenghaozhijiezazaiwobeishang。
tayuqibinglengyoudaizhebuxie。
“jichen,nifenglema?jiuyinweiwojijiangyidangleyicilinshimote,nijiuyaogenwofenshou?”
“nanguaidajiadoushuobiezhaodanqinjiatingdehaizi,xinggedouyouquexian!”
wobukezhixindekanxiangyuanjiaojiao,“zheimeduonianwobazhaoguni,meiyougonglaoyeyoukulaoba?”
tagenwozaiyiqiqinian,wobayizhibatadangqinshengnverzhaogu。
tajializhongnanqingnvbuxihuanta,wobapinlemingdebafuaibuchangjita。
taxiangyaoshenme,wobatingyierduojiutoutoumailerangwosongjita。
meicitabugaoxing,jiudadianhuagenwobabaoyuanwodezhongzhong“exing”,wobadouwutiaojianzhanta。
wobaduita,biduiwozheigeqinerzihaihao。
kexianzaitajuranshuo,danqinjiatingdehaiziyouquexian。
woyiweiwodexinhuitong,kewoquexiaole。
wotingdaowozijishuo:“duia,woyouquexian,wodejiatingyouquexian,jiranrucinihaisilaizhewoganshenme,womenfenshoubushinizuixiwangdeshiqingma?”
我转身就走。
yuanjiaojiaojingranzaicichongshanglaidangzhuwodequlu,yankuangyouxiefanhong。
“jichen!niganzheimeduiwoshuohua?!nibashuoguo,shengqianzuidadexinyuanjiushikanzhewomenjiehun!jirannixianggenwofenshou,neinidangzhenibademianqinkougenwoshuo!zou!womenquzhaota!”
tazhuaizhewodeshouwangloushangwobazhudebingfangzouqu。
zhikexi,neigecixiangde,zongshijuedekuiqianwodexiaolaotou,zaiyebuhuititazuozhule。
tadaiwolaidaolebingfangmenkou。
我拨开她的手。
“yuanjiaojiao,wobasile,jiuzaizuotian,nihejiangyizaijiudianlipaisifangzhaodeshihou,tasizaiwohuaili,linsiqianhairangwobieshengnideqi。”