woshijiangmenhunv，womeishijiangmenlvcha。shangyishi，wojiajinwenrenshijiacuotuoyisheng，
tajiajinjiangjunfubeijiabaozhisi。zhonghuoyishi，womenxiangshiyixiao，zaizexushihuhuanlegengtie。chenghunhou，
jiabaonanjiandaowobiansuozaijiaoluo，zhizhebeiwodadediaonuruoruodao。「daletakejiubunengdawoge……」
wo：shunshoudeshi。1wogenwomeidoushiwodiedenver。dantabuxiangqinshengde，bijingwodieshitufeiqijiadejiangjun，
erwomei，shigefengyichuijiudaoderuoji。nanguaishangyishiluodebeifujundasidexiachang。
suirantayiqianzongshixianhaiwo，zhengduofuqinmuqindechongai。danneibijingshiwomeimeiya。qianshi，
wozaishangshufucuotuobansheng，budefujunchongai，budewairenjingzhong，zuihouzhonglemanxingduyao，huanghuangzhongri。
erwotingshuowomeibeidasi，shitixuanzaifangliangshangdouchouleshi，woxiongkouyujiedezhuoqixiongyongerchu。
dangchangyimingwuhu。zaizhengyan，woyouhuidaoleyumeimeiyitongzexudezheiyiri。meirenjianggengtiechengshanglaishi，
woyizhenhuanghu。qianshi，meimeihaobuyouyuxuanlezanyingshijia，weijiangjunfu。jinshijinri，taqueyouyule。
woqingchudikandaotazhandoudezhijian。woxinliyijing，nandao，tayezhongshengle？taqiangrenzhekongju，
haishishenshouqunaneizhangjiangjunfudegengtie。woyizhenhuanghu，tajirandouzhidaozijijiaguoqushisiluyitiao，
zhonghuoyishi，weishenmebuhuangexuanze？erhouwocaixiangmingbai，tashibuxiangwotitaqusi。
wozaishangshufudesuanjizhongguolesannian，rujincainengxiangmingbaigezhongyuanyou。fouzeyiwodeyumunaodai，
zhihuijuedewomeinaozibuhao。woqiangzaitazhiqian，nazouleneizhangweifudegengtie。meimeiyigejiling，
dangjizhuantoukanxiangwo，woduitaluchuhuixinyixiao。taxinsibiwoxinideduo，henkuaifanyingguolai，
yiyanbufadinaqilelingyizhanggengtie。zheiyishi，woyishenwuyi，womeimeiyishenchayi，
zhongyudouyouleyongwuzhidi。2beijiashi，woyutahuhuanlejiangjunfuheshangshufudeqingbao。
zhongshengyilaidezheixieshiri，womenshichangcheyezhangtan。meimeixushuotaqianshidezaoyushihunshendouzaifadou，
haobukelian。wocongqianjuedetazheifumoyangdoushizuozuojidieniangkan……rujin，zheinashishenmelvcha！
zheijiushiwodehaomeimei！erwojitatiqiwodeqianshi，zhishiyixiaodaiguo。「fujuncongbucengyuwotongfang，
wobujiefengqing，fuzhongqieshichengqun，houlaitingshuonicansi，wobianyeyikouqimeishanglai……」meimeitinghou，
youduanzandechenmo，woyiweitayouxiangdaoleshangxinshi。gangzhunbeianfuta，
quetingtayihuodao：「jiejienixianglaitizhuangruniu，zenmehuituran……」wolenglepianke，tayouzhuiwenlexuduoshi，
zuihoududingdao。「tajinisongdeyao，dingshichanledu！」woruzaoleiji，
shunjianmingbaileqianshineixiebuhechanglizhichu。weihewodefujuncongbuaiwo，quetiexindijiwosongyao。
yuanshixiangyaolewodeming。ruguobushitatixingwo，woyibeizidoubuhuizhidaozhenxiang。daidaochujianeiri，
woyijingwanquanzhangwoleweijiadesuoyourenwuxinxi。kuangzaodegonggong，nuoruodepopo，jiabaodezhangfu，
diaomandeepu。haojiahuo，quanyuaneren。womeimeineimeyizhixiaobaitu，chulehuishuadianxinji，haishoudoubugan。
qianshidetadangzhenshidiaorulehuxue。erwobuyiyang，wocongxiaogenwodiedangtufei，zhangdagenwodieshangzhanchang，
zuixihuandejiushi———yongquantoushuohua。yaobushiwoshebudedawomei，tazaobeiwozoulejibaicile。
wodoushebudepengtayigenshouzhi，weijiarenquehehuobatahuohuodasi！cichoububaofeidanvren。kewochenghunneiri，
gangcongxijiaoxialai，weifudexiarenjiujilewoyigexiamawei。wodefujunweizhaomeiyoulaibaowoxiajiaojiusuanle，
tadenaimamajinghaiguyibamadengchezoule。wogaizhegaitou，shixianbuhao，yijiaocaikong，
xianxieyigeliangqiangdiedaozaidi。guoran，wozheizhongtounaokongkongderendaonadouhuibeisuanji。wodunshiqibudayichulai，
yibachelehonggaitou。zhouweidoushijieqinderen，dunshiyipianjijing，suihoubaofachuyizhenxixu。
wodeyahuanlianmangzuzhiwo，「da**，meijindongfangqiankebunengzhaigaitou，bujili。」
weizhaodenaimamajianzhuangqiazheyaodama，cuileyikou，「nigexiaomenxiaohuchulaidehaishishangxingzile？！」
sheinengxiangdaoxinfuhaimeijinmenjiuhuibeidangzhezhongrendemianjiyigexiamaweini。
sheiyounengxiangdaowokebushiwomeizhihuizhuangjiaoruobankelianni。zaiweimamahaimeimawandeshiṭũ̂₂hou，
woyijingyibazhangshuaizailetalianshang。lidaojida。shengyinjixiang。zhouweijiduanjing，luozhenkewen。
tongyangshenzhexifudeweizhaolianmangshangqianfuweimama，tahenhendidengzhewo。「nihaimeijinmen，zengan？」
wodaduantadehua，「zhuzijiaoxunxiarentianjingdiyi。」wozhongxingaishanggaitou，kuobucongweifuzhengmenzoujinqu。
weizhaohenhendiyaoya，duitadenaimamaanfudao：「nainiang，nifangxin，daidaoyelierziyidingtinitaohuilai。」
xiyanrenduoyanza，weijiarenxuwei，yushijinxingdehaisuanshunli，wozouwanliuchengbianhuixinfanghouzhe。
gangzaidahongsedexichuangshangzuoxia，turan，wotingdaomenzhiyayishengkaile。3woyiweishiweizhaohuilaile，
zhengmoquancazhangzhunbeidongshou。gaitouyixian，wolengzhule。lairenbushiweizhao，jingshibiweizhaolaoyilundeweilaojiangjun。
tayilianliqi，hunzhuodeshuangyanningshizhewo。tadaliangzhewo，woyedaliangzheta。「weizhaoneixiaoziyoufuqi，
qulegehaoshengyangdexifu。」woyizhenexin，caimingbaiguolaitafangcaizaikanshenme。「buguowoweijiadeguijushi，
xinfujinmenxiansihougongdieyiye。」weilaodengxiaodeweisuozhiji。hennanxiangxiangwomeimeiqianshijinglileshenme。
dangtafeihoudeshouzhijiechudaowodelianshi，woyibaningduanletadeshouzhi。haobuyouyudiliangbazhangdazaitalianshang。
wopaodaomenkouyijiaochuaikaimen，qiahaozhuangshangwaimianzhunbeinaodongfangdeyizhongbinke。weileweijiademianzi，
weilaodengzhinengzhuangzuoshenmedoumeiyoufashengdeyangzi，beizheshouyilianyansudizouchulai。
weizhaokandaotadiezaitadexinfangli，dunshiliangyanmaohuo。dangranbushiweilewo，ershitazijideyanmian。
tingwomeishuozheiliangrenyeduoyoubuhe。wokanzhetayifugannubuganyandefeiwuyangzi，
zhenxiangdangzhezhongrendemianjitajibazhang。naimamayibazhang，gonggongliangbazhang，weizhaogengshijianglongshibazhang。
weizhaodehupenggouyoujianqifenbudui，lianmangshangqianhuanhe。「dimeikuaibagaitougaishang，
weijiangjunyejiushixiangnaonaodongfang，nineimerenzhenzuoshenme？」wolengxiaoyisheng，「gun。」neirenyiye。
youyourenzhanchulai，quanwobuyaobashinaoda。「rihoudoushiyijiaren，kuaijinigongdierengecuo，zheishierjiuguole。
」wokanxiangta，tuchuyiju，「niyegun。」……duozairenhoudeweijiazhumushishuwunai，
zhongyuchulaizhuchigongdao。「laoye，jinribuheshi，rihounixiangruhedouxing。」zheinashizhuchigongdaoya，
zheiwohaiyongshanghuanbingzhijile。4zhengdangwoyouxieyichoumozhandeshihou，menkouchuanlaiweiguanjiadeshengyin。
「yejiaer**daizhegongliderenlaile！」woyijing，zheiyishiwomeimeibiwowanjirichujia。
tajingliguoshangyishi，yijingzhidaojinyehuifashengshenme。tashouwufujizhili，
qianshidetacishiyijingbeineilaodengdianwule。erweizhaobuganwunitaneiqinshoufuqin，zhiganduiwomeidongzhedama。
huanzuoshiwo，caiyoujihuituodaocishi。worujinyoulehoudun，benjiuyingqidewogengjiayingqi。
weijiasuiranshidaiweijiang，danjinjinianzaoyishiruo，tajiakanbushangwojiatufeiqijia，
kewodiexianzaikeshiyuqianhongren。zhongrenlianmanggandaoqianting，zhijianwomeimeilingzhegonglideneijianheyizhongjingbing，
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kandaoqianshijiangtazhemozhisideyiqunren，womeimeilianseyichenyouyichen。tayazhehuoqi，
congxiuzilinachuyikuaibingfu。「zhuwei，jiafushuotanianshiyigao，yijingqiulehuangshang，jiangyejiajunchuanyuwojie，
tepaiwolaisongbingfu。」yipangdetaijianshoulipengzheshengzhi，xuanduledangjinshengshangqinfengjiwodeguanshendezhiyi。
suirannvziweiguanzaoyouxianli，danwoshibenchaodiyigenvjiangjun。wodunshixindiyinuan，
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beiwomeimeisuanjihenzhengchang。buguozheiyangyilai，renpingweijiarenzaikuangwang，yebuganrangwowushengwuxisizaizheili。
erwo，keyigengsiwujidandidongshou。weijiarenlianseqingbai，binkemenjianzhuangjikediaozhuanmaotou。
「yeda**zhenshijinguoburangxumeia！」「zaojiutingwenyeda**wuyigaoqiang，shadiwushu，deshengshangqinfeng，
zhenshiwushangrongyao！」fangcaiquanworongrenderencishiyijingquanrandaoge，weilaodengdelianseyeshiyizhenqingbai。
xiyanyoutiaobuwendijixujinxing，woyumeimeiduishileyiyan，jieguoletashoulidebingfu，heyigejinhe。
daitalikaishi，wofuzaitaerbianqingshengzhufu。「shangshufuzhaojiazixuqingliuzhibei，zhemorendeshouduanyinxianxiazuo，
bubicichu，niwanshigengjiaxiaoxin。」erwomeimeijilewoyigefangxindeyanshen。woyehenqidai，
womeimeihuizenmeshoushishangshufuderen。5yuanfangshi，weizhaolianseyinchen，yilianxiongxiang。tayibiantuoxifu，
yibianhenhendichaowozoulai。「wairenmianqianniruhefengguang，renhouhaibushideguaiguaitinghua。」
erwoyaoraodicetangzaichuangshang，qingmiedikanzhetaziyiweiyapoxingshizudizoulai。tayijingxianghaoleruhezhengzhiwo，
gangkaojinwojiuyibahaozhulewodetoufa。mengdiyiche，jinjiezhejiushibazhangluoxia，tazhoumazhe。
「**gouyinwodie，haigangenworuniangdongshou，laozidasini！」bingmeiyouxiangliangdebazhangshengxiangqi。
womengdizuanzhuletadeshouwan，suijiyigefanning。tahaowufangbei，chitongdeshunjianshoushangxieli，wojiangzhangfachouchu，
qingqingwanqi。yigezhizhidaowanledefujiagongzi，zenmehuishiwodeduishou。wojiangtafankouzaichuangshang，
dakaimeimeisongwodejinhe，yonglimiandeshengzijiangtalaolaokunbang。tahaibusixindimadao：「pofu！
nizenmeganzheimeduidainidefujun！zaozhidaodangshijiuqu**mei！」wobudahua，renpingtaruhepokoudama。
banshang，taanjinglexialai，zhengzhazhezhuanguoshenkanwo。yinweishoujiaodoubeibangzhe，zhinengguyong，kanshangqushifenhuaji。
erwoťū́ₙ，fumozhejinhelidepibian，wenroudifushangtadelian。「fujun，woruhedainile？
zheiyiqiebuguoshiqiedeguifanglequa。」weizhaojingkongdiyaotou。woyibianzixiaqu，weizhaotongdedajiaoyisheng。
kemeimeisongwodezheibianzijingranyidianhenjidoumeiliuxia。neishishengtenga。
waimiandexiaosizhejipaimenwentajiashaoyezenmele。woqizaiweiţūₖzhaoshenshang，yongmobusaizhutadezui，
xiaoyingyingdiwendao：「fujunxihuanzheiyangma？」weizhaoyanjingdengdezeida，zuilizhinengfachuwuyandeshengyin。
menwaidexiaositouguochuangzhidejianying，peishangzheiaimeideshengyin，lianmangwuzhushuangyanliule。yizhidaotianming，
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meimeisongwozheibianzidangzhenhaoyong，bukuishita，kaolvdemianmianjudao。buliushanghen，dantongshizhende。
weizhaomeilianchuqushuotabeiwozouleyizhengwan。kuangqietashenshangyagenjiumeiyoushanghen，shuochuquyemeirenxin。
tarujinzhenshiyabachihuanglian，youkushuobuchu。weilaodengshouzhijiehaolegu，zheijiriyemeilairewo。
daolehuimenneiyiri，woqilegedazao。tingwenjinrishangshufuzhaogongziyaolaixiangwomeimeitiqin，biyouhaoxikekan。
bijingqianshiwobeitajiatiqinshi，keshidiujinlianmian。6wojiajinri「xishi」pinfa，woyazheweizhaoyuwohuimen，
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zheixietiantayebushimeixiangguofazishoushiwo。zhikexiweifucongshangdaoxiadoushicaobao，meiyigenengdade。
daoleyefu，weizhaolvxianxiache。fangyixiachetajiuwangqiankuangbenqu，wodeshoudalegekong。yitaiyan，
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zhouweidexiarenmeiyouruweizhaoyiliaozhongdechaoxiaofengciwo，fanertongchoudikaididengzheta。
「zheiweijiashaoyezenganshuochurucidanibudaodehua！」「haiganxiuruwomenjinguoburangxumeideda**！」
「jiugairangda**xiuleta！rangtachengweixiatangfu！」weizhaoruqingtianpiliyibanlengzaiyuandi，
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zhouweidexiarenfachuyizhenhongxiao，fuqinyekanlewoyiyan，
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tagengbuganzaoci。meimeihuiguoshen，yanlidunshiyinyunleyanlei，woxintengdicumei。
woniangzaiyipangdaqudao：「nimenliangheshiguanxizheimehaole？congqianbushisantianliangtoudinaopiqima？」
wodayilinrandihuidao：「yiqianshiyiqian，xianzaishixianzai。」womeiyepeihezhediantou，「congqianbuzhijiejiehao。
」rujinwomenzhongshengguilai，zhiyouwomencainenghuxiangjiushu。womenyuweijiazhaojiadelianyin，
doudaizheyimozhengzhisecai，wojiabukekangzhibuzun。qiahaocishi，shangshufuderenlaile。
zhaojiaderenzhunbeidepinliyouyibaiduotai，waiguankanshangqushifenqipai。weiguandebaixingyilianyanxian。
shijishangzhiyouwozhidao，zheipinlilimianyouduoshaoshuifen。gaizhehongbudecaobaokongtaidouzuzuyouwushitai。
qianshiwomenhaobuzhiqing，jielepinlipandianshicaifaxian。erzhaojiayikouyaodingtamensonglaideshijinyinzhubao，
shiwojiatanxinbuzu，wumieyutamen。erwodieniangweilewohaoguo，yingzhetoupijiwobushanglewushitai。
meimeidejiazhuangyincishaolexuduo，danwohouzhihoujuedifaxian，taqianshijingyemeiyousihaobuman。zheiyishi，
woxiangtazhaojiayebuhuiyoushenmejinbu。zhaojialaixiapinderenshizhaoqingyuanbenren，yijitademuqin。
yejiushishangshudarendefuren。shangshufurenkanbushangyejia，yizhiduanzhejiazi，manliansurong。
woniangxiaoyingyingdishangqianyingjie，tazhijielveguolewomuqin。「yejiangjun。」tayuwodiediantouzhiyi。
wonianglizaiyipangyouxieganga。wodieniangkangliqingshen，douchushengxiangye，zhiyouwomenlianggenver。rujin，