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congqiantadediediedaitahenhao，rujindetameitiandouzaiqipanzheneiyangdehaonenghuilai，huidaotashenshang，tashuotabuxianglikaidiedie。
我也不想让她难过。
weileweichiyayayanzhongdehexie，woyijingtaileitaileile。
keshiluchengyanzhongzhiyoutadejiumingenren，meiyouqinv。
shirenshuotazhongqingzhongyi，duidaijiumingenrenduonianruyiri，congbubeiqi，queconglaibuzhizaineikanbujiandeneili，rujindetajiujingshizenyangduidaizijideqinvde。
wowojinyayadeshou，zhangtanyikouqi，yidileicongyanjiaohualuo。
houbanyedeshihou，wobuganxiuxi，yizhizaichuangbianshouzheyaya，zhidaoganjuetadexiaoshouzaiwozhangxinzhizhongweiweidongleyixia，womengdijingxing。
yayaxingle，woxuanzhedexinzhongyufanglexialai。
tamengdipujinwodehuaizhong，genwoshuo，tayiweizijiyaosile。
“niangqinbuku，yayajiniangqincayanlei。”
“niangqinbuyaonanguo，yayahaola......”
yayashigehendongshidehaizi。
tahuangusizhou，zhidaoneigerenmeiyoulai，tameiyouwen，meiyounao，yemeiyouku。
tazhishipaizhewodebei，fanguolaianweiwo。
fuzhongtengtongjiaowozaoyimamubukan，zhiyouyanqianzheixiaoxiaoderen，nengrangwozhidao，wohaishihuozhede。
zhishizheilaizhibuyidewencunshangweichixupianke，
wofangdemenhuranbeimengdichuaikai。
luchengzhanzaimenkou，saoshizheyayadeyanshen，jiuxiangzaikanzheyigemoshengren。
neiyangdeyanshenyayayidinghuihaipade，wojiangtazangzaiwoshenhou，bikaitaqinshengfuqinbushandeyanshen。
luchengliangliangkaikou，huayuzhongmanshiweiya：“wanerzuoyedengzaimenwaixiangjinlaikanyayayiyan，shibushinirangrenbuyaotongchuanyebuyaokaimende！wanerdengleyiye，huiqujiuhunmibuxingle！bailingqing，nijianzhijiushigedufu！”
“nizhidaoxianzaijingzhongdouzaizenmechuanme，shuonishandubahu，lianhaoyitanwangdeenrendounengjuzhimenwai！”
“wanerjinri，jinrituleduoshaoxue，nimenzhidaome？penzhongquandoushixueshui！”
“nimingmingjiuzhidao，taweilejiuwoshenzishousun，xuruobuyi，bujinnanyishouyun，rujingengshikaozhegezhongcantangdiaozheyitiaoming！”
“kenimenpianpianyaobahaizishuodaotagenqian，qu**ta，haiyaorangtashoujingshoupa，weinimendeazashilaoxinshangshen！”
“xingleshiba？lumuying，genwoqudaoqian，biejiaoshangjingrenqiaolexiaohua！”
lumuying，shiyayadeguiming，yiwangchufeishijinggaozuxiandedashi，fouzeluchengbuhuiqingyihanchuzheigemingzi，tazongshihuiqinnidihuantayaya，nannan，weidubuhuishuoquanming。
wonengganjuedaoshenhoudeyayazhenleyixia。
其实何止是她。
jiulianwo，yebeiluchengzheiyifanhuazhendejiujiuhuanbuguoshenle。
wojiannantaitou，kanxianglucheng。
“nizhidaonizaishuoshenmemalucheng？”
“yayatacaigang......”
luchengbutainaifandidaduanlewodehua。
“neiwanerni？waneryouzuocuoleshenme？”
“tazhishishanxindafajiulewo，houbanshengqueyaojieshouzheiyangdecuomoma？”
wohuranganjuezijihaoleihaolei。
genluchengmeiyoubanfajieshi，yemeiyoubanfajiangdaoli，yinweitabuhuixin，yebuhuiting。
danwobunengrangyayachuqu。
tadeshenziruochengzheiyang，ruoshizaishouhan，xiongduojishao。
zheishiwodiyicihuangbuzeyan，pinmingxiangyaorangluchengzhixiao，neinianxueyedesuoyouzhenxiang，bingfeizhishitakandaodeneibingshanyijiao。
“lucheng，qishineigexueye，wo......”
luchengsihuhentaoyanwotiqineigexueye。
tajihuyishunjianjiangyiquanzaxiangmenfei，zadebenlaijieshidemumenzhentianxiang，yaoyaoyuzhui，jijinbaofei。
“nizenmeyouliangenwotiqineigexueyede？”
“wobuzhuijiu，budaibiaowobujide！kenibugairuciyoushiwukong！”
luchengdequantoujinlesongsonglejin，yunhanzhetaotiandenuyi。