第4章

womomokanzhetamenfuziliang,chuixiayanmou。

以后?

shenyan,nideyihou,buhuiyouwole。

shenyanzouhou,woyemeizaiheshenyichenyeduoliao,jingzihuileguiyuan。

riziyitiantianguoqu,woyeyidiandianqingkongzhezijidedongxi。

nianjidale,zonghuishibushihuiyiguoqu。

woxiangqichenghundiyinian,shenyancengjiwosongleyipixiaomaju。

wocengjingqinshoujitaxizao、shumao、weishi。

zhibuguotazaoyijingaochenglelaoma,shenyanzaibianjiangqierhuanraodeyewan,woqinshoujiangtamaiyuhuangtuxia。

wofanchuleshenyancengxiejiwodejiashu,zhizhangyijingfanhuang,quebeiwoxiaoxinyiyidebaocunzhe。

tadebifengqiujingyouli,yanjinmugu。

——“wuqixienanzhi,lijingyinian,shenshixiangnian……”

——“bianjiangyiwangwuyindefengsha,rangwohenxiangjingcheng,wushiwukebuxiangzainishenbian。”

——“yiqieanhao,wunian。”

cengjingzhichengzhewoduzishouzheruodajiangjunfudeyiziyiyan,cikedouchengleciyandecunzai。

wojiangsuoyoujiashuzhizhangyidiandiandiujinhuolufenshao。

yourangxiarenbanleyixiangyouxiangdongxichufu,rangtamenmaidiao。

meirenganyilun,yinweineixiedongxidoushiwozitaojiazhuanggouzhide。

zhizhichuxi,wocaitingshuoshenyanbanshihuichaodexiaoxi。

tayirujingjiujinlegong,yiduonianzhangongqiuqumuwanqiuweipingqi。

suihou,tayoutiaobuwendimaixiajiangjunfupangbiandefudi,rangmuwanqiuanxinzhuxia。

saoxuedexiarenmenqieqiesiyu。

“tingshuojiangjunyongfurendejiazhuangqianjineimuwanqiumaizhaizi,yujiangjundezhuyuanzhiyouyiqiangzhige。”

“weilefangbianjianmian,jiangjunhaiteyidatongleneimianqiang,lianggefudihechengyigedazhaiyuan。”

ruoshiyiqiandewotingdaozheixiehua,xindibidingsuansezhiji。

kexianzai,rendoulaole,haijijiaoneimeduozuoshenme?

zhiyujiazhuangqian,zheixienianzhenggejiangjunfudoushikaowodejiazhuangzhicheng,woxianzaijieyiyelaibujile。

woshiruoweiwen,maibuwangjiangjunfumenkouzouqu,yingmianzhuangshangshenyan。

tayileng,jiangtizhedeguihuagaodijiwo:“jinide。”

woshiyimamajieguo,zhuantouwenta:“weiheburangmuwanqiuzhuzaijiangjunfu?”

tijixinshangren,shenyanpamanzhouwendemeishaowenrouqianquan。

shenyanshuo:“aqiuhenibuyiyang,tanvbannanzhuangzaijunyingzuoleshiniandejiangjun,shimabeishangziyouzizaidenvzi,bushanzhangheneizhaifurendajiaodao。”

“suoyiwocairangtazhuzaigebifudi,yilaitashunxin,erlaiyebuhuiainiyan。”

buaiwodeyan?wozaixindilengxiao。

shenyanyiweiwohaizainaopiqi,tazhouzhemeiwolewowodeshou。

tashenshenzhouzhemei,“nanzhi,womenlaofulaoqiyichang,wanghouwobuhuirangnidushoukongfangde。”

“yihouwochuyiheshiwuquninei,qitashijian,woyaopeiaqiu。”

“bijingzheixieniannixiguanleshenbianmeiwo,danaqiubuxiguan,nishidangjiazhumuyaoduotiliangtiliang。”

tadeguzuoshenqingrangwoyouyishunxingeng。

老男人哪里来的脸?

yongwodeqianyangnvrenhezisun,zaijitamenmaizhaizi,haiyaowoduotiliang?

“你开心就好。”

yanxiawoyijingjuedingyaolikai,buxianghetaduofeikoushe。

正午,冬阳炽热。

woshanglemache,zhibenhuanggongerqu。