第1章 我放弃

yichangmeiyouhuanyudejiaorongguohou,hexiaoyibeizhemodejingpilijin,nanrenqishenxiachuang,zhijiequleciwo。

lengmodehaoxiangtamenbingbushifuqi,haoxianggangcaitamenshenmedoumeizuoguo。

guozhebeizizuoqishen,dishangrengzhebi.yun.t,tamouguangandan。

lanmoranbuxihuanta,gengbuhuixihuantashengdehaizi,suoyimeicitadouhuizuocuoshi。

danhexiaoyimeicidoutoutoudebabi.yun.tzhachuxiaokou,qidaizhexiaoshengmingdejianglin。

youlehaizi,huoxutamenzhijiandeguanxijiubuhuizaizheimejiangying。

kepianpian,sannianle,tadeduzishizhongmeiyoudongjing。

chuangtoujulizangzhetadetijianjieguo,buyunlianggedazimenleiyiyangzaitanaodailihongxiangleyizhengtian。

baozhebinglengdeshenzi,hexiaoyihongzheyankuang,muguangdaizhi,kuzuodaotianming。

qingchendenaozhonghuanhuitadesixu,taqichuangzhunbeihaozaofan,ranhouzijijingjingzuoxia,jingjingdechi。

zhuoduimiandeweizikongdangdang,manbeideniunai,reqitengtengdesanmingzhihetangxinjiandan,sannianruyiribuhuiyourenwenjin。

nanrenshenchuanbitingdexizhuangcongfantingjingguo,tingbajunlang,mubuxieshi,duihexiaoyidezhumushiruowudu。

yirujiwangdejiangtadangchengkongqi。

“lanmoran。”tajiaozhuta,jinliangrangzijideyuqixiandewusuowei:“womenlihunba。”

lanmorandejiaobutingzhu,lengdandeyanzhongdunshifanqinongzhongdeyane:“niyouxiangzenyang?”

hexiaoyidebiqiangsuanseqilai,zaitayanli,buguantashuoshenmezuoshenme,doushihujiaomanchan,doushihunao。

呵,她想怎样?

lanmoranyangzaiwaimiandenvrendouyijinghuaiyunliugeyuele,ertazheigezhengpaifurenqueshigegenbenhuaibuleyun,shengbuchuhaizide,tanengzenyangni。

“wonaogoule,suoyibuxianggenniguole,zaihoulianpideren,yeshoubulesanniantiantianmianduiyigewuburedebingkuai。lihunxieyiwoyijingqianhaole,balihunzhengbanle,womenliangqingba。”

lanmoranzhoumei,bingkuai?zheihaishitadiyicizheimezhibaideshuota!

lanmoranhuyidezoushangqian,xiuzhangdeshoufankanlihunxieyi:“nishizhenxinde?”

tabuxiangxinyigegoupigaoyaoyiyangdenvren,huiyouyongqitichulihun?

sheiliaohexiaoyihuanmandianlediantou:“woxianzaibujiuchannile,niyebuyongzaibeinibamabizhewanchengrenwuyiyangdemeitiangenwoshui,congjinyihounijietuole,zheibujiushinizuixiangyaodeme。”

lanmoranhuaiyidexiangcongtabiaoqinglizhaodaopozhan,zuizhongqueshenmedoumeikanchulai。

yushitalenglengdeshuo:“wodangranqiuzhibude,womenzhijianyemeiyouhaizi,lihunyeshengshidehen。”

孩子……

hexiaoyideshoujiujinlexiaofushangdeyifu,xianbaideshoubeiqingjinmaoqi。

xiangqineigedazheduzidenvrencengguizaitamianqian,shengleijuxiadeqiutajihaiziyigejia,qiutalikailanmoran。

yixiangziaodehexiaoyi,fatingshangcongwubaijidehedalvshi,zaineiyikejuedezijishudehenchedi。

tashenshenbishangyan,huaibuleyun,jingchengleyakuatahunyinzuichenzhongdefama。

lanmorannaqibijiuyaoqianzi,tadeshoujiquezaizheishihouxiangqilai。

shoujilichuanlaitiannidenvsheng:“moran,zenmehaimeilai?woshuixinglekanbudaonixinhaohuang,wohaidengzhenideaixinzaocanni~”

lanmorandeshengxianlikerouhexialai:“womashangdao,dengwo。”

guaduandianhua,tashunshoubabidiukai,jiuyaolikai。

hexiaoyishangqian:“nibubaxieyiqianlezaizouma?”

lanmoranlengxiao:“niqicaodexieyi,sheizhidaoyoushenmekengdengzhewotiao?hexiaoyi,bieyiweiwobuzhidaonidebaxi。zhenxianglihun,jiudengwodelvshibaxieyifajini,daoshihouniyaoshibuqian,bieguaiwobuliuqingmian。”

hexiaoyixinzhongkuse,daozheigeshihoule,tahaishiduitaxincunjiedi。

talazhutadeyibai,“neizhishao,genwoyiqichiyidunzaofanba。”

tamenhaiconglaimeiyiqichiguorenheyicanfan,zuihouyicile,jiudangzuoshigaobieba。

erqie,tabuxiangrangrenhenvrenbazhantamenzaiyiqidezuihouzheidianshiguang。

“nizuodedongxiyenengchi?”

lanmoranyibashuaikaitadeshou,shuaimenliqu。