xuqingshanzuomengdouxiangbudao，youyitianhuizaodaochuliannvyoudedabangsihou。
jiuzaitajijiangyunguoqushi，turankandaochenmengyaohuidaochelihuanleyishuanggaogenxie，ranhoubuhuaihaoyidechaozhetakanleguolai。
“**，chou**，xuqingshannigeda**。”
“nishuoguoyaoquwode，nihaishuoguoyaodaiwoqunilaojiazhaixingzide，nidayingwodeshiqing，douwanglema？”
“nidangbengunianghaoqifushibushi？caisini，wocaisini，rangnihewofenshou，rangniyishengbuhangjiuxiaoshilesannian，rangnibudaiwoqunilaojiazhaixingzi，caisini。”
zaichenmengyaodeyicicifaxiexia，xuqingshanbuzhidaozijiyihouhainengbunengzhongzhenxiongfeng。
dengtaconghunmizhongxinglai，faxianzijibeibangzaileqinglvjiudiandehuanleyishangmian，gebogudingzaizhijialiangce，liangtiaotuigengshiyiyizhongxiuchidezishizuoyouchangkaizhe。
gengguofendeshi，quanshenshangxiachuleyitiaozhexiude**wai，zaimeiyouqitadeyiwule。
“我他妈……”
xuqingshanyouxiehuanghu，zijiyanranchengleyizhidaizaidegaoyang。
zheizhongqinglvjiudiandehuanleyi，juedaduoshudoushirangnvrentangzaishangmian，ranhounanrenzaiqianmiandiaozhengyixiajiaodu，biankeyikaishiroutizhijiandeenaichanmianle。
kedaoletazheili，zenmedakaidefangshibuyiyang？
嘎吱！
zheishihou，jiudiandemenkaile。
chenmengyaoyishounazhehongjiu，yishouduanzheguopan，maizheyouyadebuzizoulejinlai。
cishidetahuanleyishenzhuangshu，yirudaxuechujianshideminglidongren，wanmeijingzhidemianrongshangbushifendai，roushundezhangfapizaijiantou，enayouzhideshenduan，peishangyixibaisezhangqun，wumeizhiyu，youbushiduanzhuang。
“mengyao，nengbunengxianfangwoxialai？”
xuqingshanyanjingdoukanzhile，buzijuedehuixiangqilianggerenzaiyiqishidediandiandidi。
yanqiandejiaren，caishineigewenrousishuidechenmengyao。
“嘘！”
xumengyaoguaneryixiao，qingcongyuzhifangzaiyingtaochunbanshang，qingqingdedao：“wokeshifeilehaodaliqicaibanibangshangde，zheiyangbushitinghaoma？”
sannianshijian，zugouquwangjiyigerenle。
keduiyudaxueshiqidezheiyiduanlianqing，suizheshijiandetuiyi，fandaoshiyuelaiyuekegumingxin。
tamingmingtaoxintaofeidefuchuleneimeduo，kebiyeliangnianhou，duifangjuranrenjianzhengfaleyiyang，zhitilefenshou，ranhoubianxiaoshidewuyingwuzongle。
“mengyao，nibiezheiyang。”
“shiwobuhao，shiwogufuleni，shiwomeiyouwanchengduinidechengnuo，rangnibaibaidenglewoliangnianshijian。”
“shiyizhici，niyaoshayaogua，xitingzunbian。”
xuqingshanrenmingyibandebishangleyan，shuozaiduoyedoushicuo，tanuliguo，yehuanxiangguo，xiangyaojiyanqiandejiarenyigehaoguisu。
kedaotoulai，queshikonghuanxiyichang。
yeshitadeyuanyin，cairangzheigedangchuwenwandeshaonvxingqingdabian，xianranshoudaolejida**。
“bubu，qianwanbiezheimeshuo，wozhidangshizijixialeyan，juranxihuanshangnizheiyanglangxingoufeidedongxi，kannixianzaiguodeburuyi，woshuoshenmedouyaoqingzhuyixia。”
chenmengyaodaoleyibeihongjiu，hongchunminleyikou，dasuanyigerenmanmandexiaozhuo。
buguoshibanbeixiadu，talianshangbianfuqileyituandandandehongyun，rourouruoruodeyangzi，rangrenhaobuxinteng。
“mengyao，wozhidaonihenwo，juedewozaiqipiannideganqing，kewomeidexuan，ruguobuhenifenshou，neixiefuzhai，yehuilianleini……”
xuqingshanxinzhongkumen，jiangyazaixindideshiqingqingsuwan，leishuizaiyebengbuzhule。
naneryouleibuqingdan，zhishiweidaoshangxinchu。
youxieshi，jiugaizijiquchengdan，ruguoyouyicizhongxinxuanzedejihui，tayijiuhuiyiwufangudefenshou。
bijing，neixiefuzhaijiurutongyizuodashan，yadetachuanbuguoqilai，jiranjibuleduifangxingfu，weishenmehaiyaobaxinaiderenqianchejinlai？
“你……”
tingdaozheixiehua，chenmengyaochedidedaizhule。
zaizheizhiqian，tahensixuqingshanzheigefuxinhanle，henbudejiangqiqiandaowangua，kezenmedouxiangbudao，duifangjuranchengshoulezheimeduoweiqu。
zheixienian，daodishizenmeaoguolaide？
yezaizheiyike，tadexinlifangxiantubengwajie，yikebinglengdexinyegenzhemanmanderonghuale。
“shiwogufuleni……”xuqingshanyouxiegengyan，haimeiyoucongshiluozhongzouchulai。
“nizaogaigaosuwode，zheiyangwoyekeyihenifendanyixia。”chenmengyaohaishiyouyixieshengqi，shijishangqiandewentiduitalaishuohenrongyijiejuede。
xuqingshankuxiaoyisheng，xianzaishuozheixiehaiyouwanhuideyudima？
sannianweijian，taxianzailuoporugou，erchenmengyaoyijiushiguangcaizhaoren，youqishineilinglongyouzhideshenduan，zaibaiseyiqundegoulexia，xiandeshineimedexingganqiejijuyouhuo。
chenmengyaokanzaiyanli，zhidaozheigejiahuohaishiyirujiwangderensili。
yushi，tameimouzhalezha，shangqianjiekaihuanleyishangdeshengsuo，suihoudaoleyibeijiusongdaoxuqingshanmianqian。
“hao，zheibeijiusuanwopeizui。”xuqingshanyangzhetouyiyinerjin。
“gangcaiconghoumiantouxileni，youchuailenihaojijiao，woyexiangnidaoqian，haixiwangxudashuaigebiefangzaixinshang。”chenmengyaomanhuaiqianyidezifaleyibei，bijingtakeshibenzherangxuqingshanduanzijuesunqude。
xuqingshanbuzhidaogaishuoshenme，zhizhidaozijidefanxinshitaiduole，suoxingyemenzhetouheleqilai。
daozuihou，buzhishijiujingdemazui，haishijiuqingfuran，zongzhi，lianggerenhedeshihunshenzaore，yifutuoleyijianyouyijian，zuihouchitiaotiaodebaozaileyiqi。
这一夜，雨声淅沥。
zheiyiye，xuqingshanrutongshenjingbaizhandejiangjun，chongfengxianzhen。
dengxuqingshanxinglai，yijingshidiertianzhongwule。
qinglvjiudiandechuangshang，cishiyipianlangjie，jiulianhuanleyishang，yeliuxialeyixiezhengzhanshidehenji。
“这是……”
xuqingshanxiankaibeizi，chulexuebaichuangdanshangdeyituantuanyinhongwai，yiranbujianzuowanwencundeshenyingle。
erzaichuangtoujushang，youyizhangyinxingka，xiamianhaiyaleyizhangbaizhi。
“**，nishishulvdema？”
“xuqingshan，benguniangyaobeinihaisile，xianzaimeizouyibuludoutengdeyaoming。”
“woyaoquguowaile，kenengyihoujiubuhuilaile，yuanjinyuci，yihou，yuannisuoxingjieweitantu，yushenghaoyunxiangban。”
jianduanjixingzi，youmaiyuan，youzhufu，haiyouyixieduiweilaidesushuo。
xuqingshankanwanhou，pinlemingdegandaolejichang，kewangzhexixirangrangderenqun，quezenmeyezhaobudaochenmengyaodeshenyingle。
jiuzaitajusangdeshihou，shenhouturanchuanlaiyigeshengyin：“xuqingshan，nizenmezaizhei？”