第五章
linjuanyumengdituikaihuailideshenyifan，muguangzairenqunzhongfengkuangsouxunneigeshuxideshenying。
没有，哪里都没有。
tadexinzangturanxiangbeiyizhiwuxingdeshouzuanjin，huxidoutingzhileyishun。
“zhouyangzhini？”tazhuazhuyigeshizhedeyiling，shengyinsiyadekepa。
shizhezhandouzhezhixianghubian：“gang、gangcaihaoxiangkandaozhouxianshengwangneibianqule……”
linjuanyufengleyiyangchongxianghubian，gaogenxiedoulaibujituojiutiaojinlebinglengdehushuizhong。
shuixiaguangxianhunan，tapinmingzhengdayanjing，zhongyuzaihudikandaoleneigeshuxideshenying。
zhouyangzhixiangyipianluoyebanhuanhuanxiachen，fasizaishuizhongpiaodang，liansecangbaidejinhutouming。
他看见她了。
gezhehushui，tamendeshixianduanzanxiangjie。
zhouyangzhideyanzhongmeiyoukongju，meiyouyuanhen，zhiyouyizhongjinhujietuodepingjing。
linjuanyudexinmengdiyichen。
他不想活了。
jiuzaitajijiangchupengdaozhouyangzhideshunjian，anbianturanchuanlaishenyifansixinliefeidehujiu：“juanyu！jiuwo！wobuhuiyouyong……”
linjuanyudedongzuodunzhule。
tahuitoukanleyiyanbuzhiheshiluoshuideshenyifan，youkanxiangyijingbishangyanjingdezhouyangzhi。
yimiaozhongdeyouyuhou，tazhuanshenyouxiangleshenyifan。
zhouyangzhideyishijianjianmohu。
tabingbujuedetong，zhishijuedeleng。
这样也好，他想。
fanzhengzhishengsitianle，zaosiwansidouyiyang。
ranermingyunsihupianyaohetazuodui。
dangtazaicizhengkaiyanjingshi，yingruyanliandeshilinjuanyuyinchendelian。
tataishouqiazhutadebozi，shengyinlengdexiangbing，“zhouyangzhi！nizaiyanhuishangzisha，shixiangguyipohuaiyifandeshengriyanhaoxiyinwodezhuyi，haishizhendebuxianghuole！”
zhouyangzhijiannandichelechezuijiao：“womeishimeikedoupanwangzhesi……nibushizhidaodema？”
linjuanyudeshoumengdishoujin，jijinyaoyaqiechi：“xiangdoubiexiang！jializheimeduobaobiaohesirenyishengshikeshouzhe，napanidaoleyanwangdianwoyenengjiangnizhaohuilai！”
tadeshengyinlidaizheyizhongjinhupianzhidefengkuang，“meiyouwodeyunxu，nizheibeizidousibule！jizhu，nizhouyangzhi，yaoyongyuanliuzaiwoshenbianshouzhemo！”
queyangrangzhouyangzhiyanqianfahei，jiuzaitakuaiyaozhixishi，linjuanyucaisongkaileshou。
“zheicijiyifandeshengriyanbeinihuile，”talenglengdao，“neijiubuchangtayichangqiuhun，mingtian，niqinzichoubei，yaoshizairangwoshiwang，nizhidaoxiachang！”
zhouyangzhikedesixinliefei，quehaishiqingshengyingdao：“hao。”
linjuanyusihugengshengqile，shuaimenerqu。
neiyizhengye，zhouyangzhidoumeiyouxiuxi。
taqiangchengzhexuruodeshenti，qinzibuzhiqiuhunxianchang。
qiuhunxianchangbeitabuzhidejijinshehua。
shuijingdiaodengzheshechudeguangmangsamanzhenggedating，zhouyangzhiqinshoupujiudemeiguihuabanlucongmenkouyizhiyanshendaozhongyangwutai。
tazhanzaijiaoluodeyinyingli，kanzhelinjuanyuqianzheshenyifandeshouhuanhuanzoulai。
shenyifanchuanzhetacengjingshejidexizhuang，xiaodeyiqifengfa。
erlinjuanyuyishenbaiseyuweishaqun，jushoutouzujianjinshijinguiyouya。
“yifan。”linjuanyuzhanzaiwutaizhongyang，congsironghezhongquchuyimeicuicandezuanjie，“quwoba，wohuiyongyuanaini，yibeiziduinihao。”
tadeshengyinwenroudebuxianghua，yanshenzhuanzhudiwangzheshenyifan。zhouweibinkelikeqihongqilai：
“dayingta！dayingta！”
zhouyangzhizhanzairenqunzuihou，jixiedigenzheguzhang。
tadezuichunwushengdidongzhe，yejixiedigenzhehan：
“答应她……”
“答应他……”
shenyifanlianshangyangyizhexingfudexiaorong，gangyaokaikoudaying，linjuanyuquebuzhiweihe，turanshouhuilejiezhi。
tayuguangbuzijuedipiexiangjiaoluolidezhouyangzhi，kandaotamianwubiaoqingdeyangzi，mouseyufashenchen。
zaiyizhongrenchayideyanshenzhong，tashouhuimuguang，wenroudikanxiangshenyifan。
“yifan，jirannihaimeixiangqingchu，neijiuxiacizaishuo，xiaci，wohuiqinzizhunbeiyichanggengjiashengdadeqiuhunyishi。”