第1章
彼此煎熬，决心离婚
xiyangxixia，youxienuanyideguangcongluodichuangxiexiezhaojinlai，ganghaosazaizhuanzhuqiaojianpandeyanshanshenshang，sizhouyunranleguangyun，eqiandefasichuixia，weiweiminzhedebochun。
zuihouyigezigangqiaowan，tongshisukekejiukuaibuzouguolaile，“jie，jinidaileyiwanniuroumian，jinifangzaizheilile，nidaihuixiewanxinwengaojiuchi，chenrechiha。”
yanshanrourouyijingyouxiefayingdejianbang，duizhesukekexiaoxiao，“hao，xiexiekeke。”
tadakaisuliaohedegaizi，saileyidakouniuroumian，jiangdiannaoyemiandiandaonanchuanzuiredeneigebendixinwenshang。
zheishiyanshandezhiyexiguan，shenweijizheziranyaoshikeguanzhuxinwen，daduoshushihoutaxihuanzaichifandeshihoukankanbendideyixiemeishituijian，huozheredianshijian。
yipangdesukekegenfaxianxindaluside，yuqijingqi，“jie，nikanjintianyulebandetoutiao，xuyinghouhebeihoujinzhubeipaidaole，”
yanshanshouzhidiankaiyuleban，zaikanjianjintiantoutiaoxinwenbiaoti-zhihou，biaoqingjianjianbiandeyouxiefuza，shangmiandebiaotishi-yinghouxuqingjingranshiwanyuzhongxianshengxinhuan？
ranhoushiyigenanzidemohudecelian。
taxinzhonghaoqi，anzheshubiaodianlejinqu。
limiandeneirongdagaishi，xinjinyinghouxuqinghewanyujituandezhongxianshengbeipaidaoyitongcongjiudianchulai，youjizhelianxianyinghou，meiyoudedaorenhezhunquedehuifu。
xiezheipianbaodaodejizhe，yibianshuoyinghouxuqingruhefengzizhuoyue，zhongxianshengduomedidiaoneilian，liangrenduomedengduiheshi，yibianshangzhaopianjiayishuoming，huotuotuojiushiyigouzidui。
yanshannaizhexingzidiwangxiala，fengchengyinghoudehuahenduo，daolezheizexinwenzhongdenanzhujiaodeshihou，jiushizhijiefalejizhangtadetu，douhenmohu，kanbuqingzhenglian。
xinwendixiadepinglunhenduo。
yourengentie：“guaibudeyinghouzuijinziyuanzheimehao，yuanlaihoumiandejinzhushizhongxiansheng，”
“woaiyinghou，buxihuanzhongchengming，suiran，taqueshiyouqianyouhenshuai。”
“shangmianshuodeshenmehua，womenyinghoujiushikaoziji，jiushiyanjihao。”
“wanyugongguanbuzheiyicifanyingyoudianmana，jingrandaoxianzaizheigehuabianxinwenhaizai，suiranwoganjueyihuijiudejiangredu，danshiniyaotingzhu，biebaoluziji，jixubaguayinghoudexinwenya，haoqidai。”
“tingxuqinghezhongxiansheng，nanjunnvmei，shifendengdui。”
“woshilaiweiguande。weihemeiyouqingchudezhaopian？”
yanshandeshouzhihuadongdefeikuai，yitiaoyitiaokanguoqu，yanshenlideguangjianjianandanxiaqu。
ditoukanzhemianqiandeniuroumianquezaiyemeiyoulejinshidexiangfa，gaihaogaizi，duanqimianqiandebaishui，yanxiayikou，ranhouyouxiehurandedichen，tingdunlejimiaohaishizhijieguanbilewangye。
yanshanzaixinlitanqi，yigerenanjingdejiabanxiugaiyaojiaodexinwengao，bagaozixiugaiwanbiyishiwanshangshidianduo，zhengdasuanshoushidongxixiaban，shoujiquexiangqilai，shiguzhidalaidedianhua。
“zaizuoshenme？”shuohuaderenshizhongchengmingdefaxiaoguzhi。
“加班，”
“chengminghedeyoudianduo，wanshangjiuzaiwozheile，wohenishuoyisheng，panidanxin。”
tameishuohua，tingdunleliangmiao，“jiwofagedingwei，woqujieta。”
yanshananzhaodaohangdaojindideshihouyijingkuaiyaowanshangshidianwushi，tuikaibaoxiangjinqudeshihoujiukanjianzhongchengmingwozaishafali。
takuaibuzoujinranhounieqizhuomianshangdeyigejiubei，chaozhetadelianpoguoqu，ranhoujiangneigekongjiubeikuangdangyixiazishuaizaizhuomianshang，manmandangdangdejiushuishunzhetaneizhanglianliuxialai，beipolejiushuiderendaoshibunao，shenshoumoleyibalian，“manyile？ashan？”shuowanbianzhuanshenlouzheshenpangmeinvdeshuisheyao，pazaimeinvjingjianchichidexiaoleqilai。
powanjiudeyanshan，choulezhangshijinmianwubiaoqing，zizixixidecashizhegangcaipengguoneigebolibeideshouzhi，ranhourengdaoyibian，duizheshafaliderenkaikou，“zou，huijia。”
“huijia？”zhongchengmingyishuangyanjingdalazhe，chunjiaoshinankandexiao，xiaheshangyikezhiruoyinruoxian。
yanjianliangrenzhijiandeqifenkaishijianbanuzhangqilai，guzhimangkuaibuzouguolai，dangzailiangrenzhongjian，“yanshan，taheduole，nibiehezuiguijijiao，”
yanshanqidezuanjinquantou，buyuanyijixudaixiaqu，likezhuanshenwangmenbianzou。
guzhiyegenlechuqu，chuquqianhaiduishafaliderenwunaidao，“nimenhaizhenshi！”
“是什么？”
“suanle，”guzhikankanhaoyou，youxiewunai，likekuaibuzouchuqu。
baoxiangneizaicianjing，zhongchengmingtuikainianzaitashenshangderen，lenglengdao，“douchuquba。”
meinvhaixiangzaikaikouquezaikanjianzheigenanrendeyanshendeshunjiananjingbizui，likechuqu。
yanshanzhanzaidiantichu，guzhizhuishanglai，hanzhuta，“ashan，tashiguyiqinide，nilaizhiqian，tayizhiyigerenhemenjiulaizhe，houlaiwopeitahaihelejibei，”
tabuanweihaihao，jingtayianweiyanshandaoshiliansegengnankanle。
tahezhongchengmingzhijiandeguanxiyijingdaorucipoliededibulema？chulexiangkanshengyan，nandaolianyijupinghedehuadoumeiyoulema，duokebeideguanxi。
zhongchengmingshitadechulian，keshizhongchengmingfangzaixinliderenquebushita。
yinweiyanjiahezhongjialiangjiashishijiao，suoyizaiyanshanzhiyouliuqisuideshihoujiurenshizhongchengmingle，tamomoxihuan，yemeiyougenbierenshuoguozijixihuanzhongchengmingdezheijianshi，yinweitafaxianzhongchengmingdeqianbaoliyizhisaizhelingwaiyigenvhaizidezhaopian。
yanshandanxinruguozijidexinshibeifaxian，huiganga，suoyiyizhianandezangzaizijidexinli。
youdayishanglianrenweiman，zheijuhuahenhaodexingrongletahezhongchengmingzhijiandeguanxi，takanzhezhongchengmingzaixuqingshenbiandexiaoxinyiyihewubiguanxin，zhidaozijibugaizheiyangxiaqu，hebiyaozijibiandeneimebeiweihekelian。
zhengzhengsanniandeshijian，yanshanxuanzechediyuanlinanchuan，hetaduankaiyiqiedelianxi，jiusuanouerjiazhongzhangbeizuzhichifan，yeyonggezhongjiekoubuqucanjia，hepengyoujuhui，yeshijinliangbikaita。
danyouguanyutazhuiqiuxuqingdeshiqingyijiubushichuandiruer。
tazainulikezhizijiduitadeganqing，yanshangaosuziji，yihouyidinghuiyudaoyigexihuanziji，bingqiezijiyexihuantadenanrenyiqixieshouxiangbanyusheng。
shiqingdezhuanjifashengzaitaershiqisuideshihou。
babawen，ashan，nihaixihuanchengmingme？yaoshihaixihuandehua，niyuanyihetajiehunme？
yanshanyouyulesanfenzhong，ranhouzuochulejueding，tashuohao，woyuanyi。
dinghunyanlaidejianzhimomingqimiao，keshiyanshanxiang，zhiyaozijinaixinyixie，zainaixinyixie，tazongshikeyikanjianzijide。
rijiushengqingyidingyehuijuanguziji。
shizhijinri，yanshanjuedezijizhendeshitianzhenyouzhidekexiao，zuozaicheneidetazaiciditoufankanleyibianneijizhangzhaopian，miansejianjianbiandeyinchen，shenzhidaizhejisitongku，niezhuzhaopiandeshouzhiyonglidekuaiyaobianxing。
neijizhangzhaopianzhongwufeizhiyoulianggeren，nanzishitadezhangfuzhongchengming，nvzishizhongchengmingyizhixihuanderenxuqing。
nanzixiaoxinyiyidekaojinnvzilianjiashidiyizhangzhaopian，nanzichanfunvzizoujinjiudianfangjianshidierzhangzhaopian，nanzicirilingchenchuanzhexianqiandeyifuzouchujiudianfangjianshidisanzhangzhaopian。
yanshanyizhifanfudekanzheisanzhangzhaopian，huranwuzheyanjing，xiaoleqilai，duizhekongqiziyanziyudao，“qiangliuyigegenbenbuxihuanwoderenzaishenbian，zheiyangdewo，shibushicuodehenlipu。”
xianxideshouzhimoquyanjiaodelei。