第四章胆战心惊
taqideyayangyang，ehenhendekanzhewo。
wocuoedekanzheta，budongweishenmetaduiwodediyiruciqianglie！
jinjiezhe，wohunshenshangxiayongqiyigukezhibuzhudezhandou。
死有余辜！
wolaogongdeqinmeimei，duitadesaozishuochulaisiyouyuguzheisigezi。
wolimajiuyishidaolebuduijing，wozhongxindalianglinyiyi，lengbudingdexiangqiwozaishengchanqianxi，tafeichaozheyaoyiqiguangjie，jieguowomenlianggerenchuleyichangchehuodeshiqing。
woyouxiangqilai，tapeizhewochanjian，jieguowochadiancongtaijieshanggunluoxiaqudeshiqing，diandiandidizaiwodenaohaizhongmanmandeqingxiqilai。
woyueshihuixiang，jiuyueshijuedexinjingdanzhan。
不，不会吧？
wosuiranxinlijinghai，danwomianshangqueweichizheshaoyoudezhending，ruguozhendeshitaduiwoxiashou，wofashi，zhiyaowozhaodaozhengju，woyidinghuiqinshoubatasongjinjianyu！
linyiyilengbingbingdekanzhewo，zheiyike，wodeyishizaiyeweichibulezhending，wodajiaoyisheng，mengdicongshafashangdantiaoqilai，shangshousisideqiazhulelinyiyidebozi。
womuziyuliededengzheta，buzhudechongtadahou：“linyiyi！xiongshoushibushini！shinixiangyaoshalewo！shibushi！”
我咆哮着！！
ruguobushita，hainengshishei？
“niweishenmezheimetaoyanwo！wodaodizuocuoshenmele？woduinibugouhaoma？nixiangyaoshenmewomeiyoumanzuni，jiuliannichengjiaodefangzidoushiwomaijinide！”woyibianshuo，yibianliulei。
linyiyizhoumeikanwo，tamengdiyibatuikaiwo，ranhouxionghendeshuodao：“nishaozhuangle，nimaifangziwojiuyaoganxienilema？jiranmaile，weishenmebufuquankuan，haiyaorangwofuyuegong？womeigeyuedouyaoleisilenizhidaobuzhidao！”
什么？
wotingdaozheifanhua，wodouyaoqixiaole。
zheigeshijieshangzenmehuiyourucihouyan**zhiren？
wodoujifulejiangjinliangbaiwandeshoufule，tahaixiangyaowozenmeyang？
wopopotingzhelinyiyizheiyangshuo，tabaozhehaizishangqianzhizewo，“shia，nizheimeyouqian，bangbangnimeimeizenmele？tayigeyuezhengbuleneimeduoqian，nizheibuchengxinxiangyaobisitama？”
linhengzeshichenmodezhanzaiyipang，tadanmodekanzhewo。
erwo，xiangyigefengziyiyang，wobaozhezijidetou，xiangqishoushutaishangdediandiandidi，xiangqichehuo，xiangqilouti，daodishisheixiangbisisheia！
wodahoudao：“bu！wo，woyaobaojing！nimoushawo！linyiyinimoushawo！”
他们都说我疯了。
kewodequeyebaojingle，houlaimanghuodaoshenye，dangwomensuoyourencongjingchajulihuilaideshihou，yijingshishenyele。
linhengwunaidetanqi，“xiaosheng，ninaogoulema？”
woyaoyaohuanghuangdezouxiataijie，zenmehuini？tayoubuzaichangzhengming，yemeiyourenhedezhengjunengzhixiangtahaiwo，nandaozhendeshiwoxiangduole？
linyiyichulaiyihoujiuduizhewopokoudama，shenme**，youbing，yaoduonantingjiuyouduonanting。
kecishicike，woyijingtingbujinqule。
wohenhendeshanlelinyiyiyibazhang，jinjiezhe，womenlianggerenzailubiansidaqilai！
yankanzhewomenlianggerendezhandouyaoshengjile，linhengganmanglanzhulelinyiyideyao，daizhetapaodaoyibianqu，zhengzhizhijian，linhengdeshoujidiaozailedishang。
jiantamenlianggerenniudazhezoudaopangbianqu，wojianqidishangdeshouji，pingmuliangqideshihou，wokandaoyitiaoduanxin，shunjian，woganjuehunshenyiliang......