jingshiyichuwuxingjijiudiandehouhuayuanjianjiedaizhongxin。
“aiyo，wodehuaizong，gongxigongxi，tingshuoninhaorizijiangjin，kebunengshaolewodeqingjiana！”
yingmianzoulaidejiminshangxingxingzhangxuyingzhangyuanyuanjiushenchushouxiaoleqilai，tasishiduosui，quexiaodemanlianzhezi，yudaizhesanwugerencongmangzoujinlaidehuaizhirechenhuimian。
errenwoshou，xiaotanqilai。
“ziranshaobulexuxingzhangninneizhangtiezi，haiwangdaoshixiefuren、lingaiyikuaiercanjiahunli，woyuneizibushengrongxing。”
内子？
zhanzaizheigaojijiudianerloulangyanxiadegaofangjintingdaozheigechengwei，zuijiaofuxianleyisiruoyouruowudexiaoyi，pangbiansanshiduosuidemeiyannvrenqingqingpailepaita，“ajin，zouba，zhanhuimashangjiukaishile。”shoudufeiyiwenhuayingzhanzaijiudiangebidebowuguanjinxingxunzhan，gaofangjinzuoweiteyaojiabin，xuyaoqucanjiakaizhanyishi。
gaofangjinzhangfalongzaitouding，zuolegepengsongfashipanfa，tapifubaixi、nongmeidayan，edanlianshangyiguqingliezhiyi。
“danjie，nirenshitama？”
gaofangjinganjingxiuzhangdeshouzhi，qingqingdianledianyilouneiyaoyandenanren。
buyongshuomingzi，gongdanyezhidaotashuodeshei。
“dangranzhidao，zheijitianbazheresoubulidenanzhujiaohuaizhi，niganghuilaixingxubutaiqingchu，zheimeyigebuzaiyulequandenanren，zhangzheshenjiabufeiheneizhanglian，quejingchangzaiyulequanderesoushangpaihuai。zhiyaotayiyougefengchuicaodong，wangniantayulequandeqingshijiuhuinachulaibianchi，xiangrangrenbujizhuzheizhangliandouburongyi。”
gongdanyuqipingping，dangaofangjinhaishitingchulexiexusuanse。
“danjie，niyutayouguojie？”
tidaowangshi，gongdanqifenbuyi，“nizhidaowocengjingkaiguoyigejingjigongsi，qixiahaoburongyiqiandaoyigecaimaojianjudexiaoguniang，quebeizheihuozhaoreshang，duanduanshushitian，neixiaoguniangjiuweiaizihuiqiancheng，zuihouluoderencailiangkong。”
liantadejingjigongsiyejijikewei，zuihoubeitunbingle。
gongdanxiangdaotajiuyaoyaqiechi，erjingaofangjinwenguolai，tayituweikuai，“tayaoshigefuzerende，laoziyejiuyanxiazheikouqi，pianpianyadeshigehaiwang，miderenjiaxiaoguniangshenhundiandao，xunsimihuo，zhuantoutayoushuailerenjia，lingxunxinhuan。”
youqianqiehaokandenanren，sishenghuo——，apei，bilaoniangneizhanglejishinianmeidebaichenyihaibanlan！
gaofangjinshenzhegaodingheisejinduanxiaolifu，tabuxizuanshi、baoshizuoweishipin，gengzhongaizhenzhu，jinritapiaoliangxiuzhangdebojingshangdaizheyichuanhunyunzhenzhuxianglian。
yimiliuqideshengao，peishangheisegaogenxie，**zaiwaidejifuyingbairuyu，jiazhitabenshenteyoudeyishuqixi，youneierwaisanfachujuejiameili。
“kerujintayaojiehunle。”gaofangjinweiweiyixiao，yugongdancongcemianwanyanerxiadeloutikuankuanzouxialai。
“tayaoqurongjin，he！wozhutamenzhananpeijiannv，yibeizisuosi！”
rongjin，sanshisui，zheizaiyulequanlibingbusuanhaonianji，kepianpianrongjinzaiershibasuishicaichulejiburekuandedianshiju，yiyuedaoleyixian，jierpuchuyuyouxiuqiyejiafuerdaihuaizonggaodiaolianai，shigeyuehou，rongjinzaishejiaopingtaishangfabuxiuchengzhengguojijiangdahundexixun。
yindechiguaqunzhongyoujiwanghuaizhiwangxixuduofeiwen、zhengpainvyoudezhanghaoxia，fengkuangtiaoyue。
gongdancongyulequanjingjirenzhuanxiangdaowentijingjiren，jidadeyuanyinshiyinweirongjin——，duide，rongjinshigongdandaidezuihouyigenvmingxing，yeshiranggongdanshenbaiminglie，chadianqudundalaodeshizuoyongzhe。
rujinerrenxijielianli，zenmeburangtayaoyaqiechi？
benhaishigewenyanvzi，yueshuoyueweijidong，jiuzaigaofangjinjinrubowuguanzhiqian，tashuowanzuihoudefenfenzhici，“ajin，taerrenjuebuhuiyouhaojieguo，zheizhuanghunshikendingzhangjiubule！”
gaofangjinminchunerxiao，“danjie，zanrenshiliangnianlai，diyicikandaonizheimejidong。”
gongdanliaoleyibabanzhangdetoufa，xuefuhongchun，xianggeqingxujidongdejiduanzhehuiwuzhequantou，“dui！yiduigounannvbale！”
yankanbowuguandeguanzhang，yijicicihuizhandefuzerendengjijiangzoushanglaiyingjiegaofangjinshi，gaofangjinqingqinganleangongdanjidongdequantou，“danjie，huaizhijiebulehun，nifangxin。”
什么？
gongdanyihuo，“ajin，shayisi？”
gaofangjinangzhepiaoliangdetoulu，qianxiaokanxiangjijiangzoudaogenqiandejiwei，“zhuguanzhang，linlaoshi，xujiubujian，bielaiwuyang。”
yankanpiaoliangdetianeyaofeizou，gongdanyibazhuazhuta，yaoyaqiechieryudao，“gaofangjin，nibiegaosuwonixihuanzheigehuaizhi！**，kebuneng——”
gongdanmeiyoudedaogaofangjinderenhedaan。
suihoumangliudekaizhanyishi，yijicanzhan，gaofangjinrenzhenguanzhan，yujiweifuzerenliaodeshenshitouyuan，bowuguandezhuguanzhangyaoqing，“gaolaoshihuilaishihaoshier，yihouxiwangnengzaiwomenguanlizuoyicihuihuazhanlan，shuoshihua，guoneinidehuayizhixiangyoushengyu。”
“zhuguanzhangguojiang，doushizhongrentaiai。”
tazaiguowai，zhuangongyouhua，yechuleyixiechengji。
danyeyizhizaiguowaipaihuai，yaoshuoguoneiyoumingqi，haizhenshizhuguanzhangdeketaohua，tayanwangguazaigenqiandeyifuheibaisheyingzuopin，zhizhiyingruyanliandeshishaonvyishuangmimangdeshuangyan。
迷茫——
青春总归是迷茫的。
zheichanghuiwuchixudaowanfanhou，guadandewanyanzhong，gongdantitadanglesuoyoudejiu，zuihoujihushibeigaofangjinbeidaocheshang。
zhidaociri，beisuzuizhemodeliansecangbai，yiranniannianbuwangdegongdanzhuazhushenqingqishuangyouyabugaidegaofangjin，manfudanyou，“ajin，nigenhuaizhirenshi？”
“嗯。”
gongdanyizhioutudeyuwang，lianlianzhuiwen，“neinizuotianshuodeshenmeyisi？”
shenmejiaohuaizhibuhuijiehun——
gaofangjinguaneryixiao，tuizhetajinlejiudiandexishoujian，“kuaixiexishu，yihuiernijiuzhidaole。”
——啥？
“yihuierniyaogansha？”gongdanyoubuxiangyugan，guoran，xiayimiaojiutinggaofangjinyouyoushuodao，“woyuyuelehuaizhitanshengyi，nizuoweiwodejingjiren，xuquanchengzuopei。”
“bushi，ajin，womengenhuaizhiyoushenmeshengyiketan，nimeigaocuoba。”
gaofangjinrujindehuazhanshenmede，quanbushiweituogongdanlaizuo，tashengxingyonglan，henshaoqinliqinwei，zenmedaohuaizhizheilijiubianle？
wanlewanle，huaizhizheizhananshibushiyaohuohaitadenvshengaofangjinle？
达咩！
坚决不行！