第一章欲爱不能
ruodadeketinglizuozheyiweilaozhe，tashuangbinhuabai，toufashulidehenzhengqi，chuanzheanhongseduijintangzhuang，xiandeshencaiyiyi。lianshangshenqingningzhong，queyouyizhongdidangbuzhudewangzheqipo。
“zhangma，pei**ni？”laozhehuanhuankaikou。
“laoye，pei**……zaiershaoyefangjianli。”zhangmazoushangqianhuidadao。
“在里面多久了？”
zhangmataitouwangleyiyanqiangshangdejingmeiguazhongdadao：“huilaoye，lianggexiaoshile。”
laozhetanlekouqidao：“quqingpei**xialaiba，yihuierjiukaifanle。”
“shi，laoye。”zhangmalingminglikaileketing。
“wenshijianqingweihewu，zhijiaorenshengsixiangxu。”laozhenannandao，“yunyi，yushangzheiyangdenvhaizizhenshinidefuqia，kexi，nimendeyuanfentaiqianle。”
shixianzhuanyidaoleyizhangxiangpianshang，neigemeimuhanxiao，junmeiwubidenanzijuranyizuoguren。xiangqidangchubaifarensongheifaren，laozhebujinleishiyankuang。nazhebaisedepazi，qingqingshileshiyanjiaoshandongdeleihua。yanshenzhong，yiquanranmeiyouxianqianneizhonglenglie。
xiaojiaerloudongtingdisangefangjianli。
fangjianshidandandelanse，yizhangdachuangshangpuleshenlansedebeiru，zheizhonglansedegediaorangrenbuyoudelianxiangdaohaiyang。chuangtoujushangyouyizhangyinanyinvdeheying：taohuakailemanshu，lianggenianqingerhuolisishedenianqingrenxiangyongzhezhanzaishuxia，renbihuajiao。yigeshirouruowugu、xiaoniaoyiren；yigeshiyingjunshuaiqi、yangguangyangyi。
peiqianqianzuozaichuangyanshangfanzhexiangce，zheilizhuangmanletayuxiaoyunyidedehuiyi。
“yunyi，nikan，zheizhangshiwomenganggangrenshideshihouzhaode，neigeshihoudewokanqilaihaoshae。haiyouzheizhang，zheizhangshaoweihaokanyixie。yunyi，nizhendehenshangzhaoye，dangranla，nibenlaijiuhaokanma。zheiyizhang，he，zheiyizhangwomenbenlaizhandehaohaode，keshipaideneiyichaneinijurantouqinwo，nikan，nideceliandouneimehaokan，woni，denggeyanjingzhanggezuiba，kanqilaihenbianniuni。……”peiqianqianyizhangyizhangdifanzhe。
“yunyi，ruguoxianzaiheniyiqipaizhao，yidingbizheixiedouhaokan，yinweiwobiyiqianpiaoliangleni。yunyi，nibuxiangzailaikankanwoma？yunyi，huilaikankanwohaoma？napashimenglixiangjianyemeiyouguanxiya。wohaoxiangni，zhendehaoxiangniya。niweishenmejiuzheiyanglikaiwo？wobunengmeiyouni。”peiqianqianpengzhexiangcenannanshushuo，leishuiruduanxiandezhuziyibandiaoluozaixiangpianshang，tayongshouqingqingshiqu，queyoulingyikediluoxialai，zenmeyecabuganjing。
xiaoyunyisile，silewunianle。erta，yesinianlewunian。wunian，shiyiduanhenzhangdeshijian，youqiduiyuyigechuyusinianzhongdenvzieryan。
xiaoyunyiturandilikai，rangpeiqianqianyixiazidieluozaishenguli。ai，yixiazibengpo，neixieaidesuipianqueshenshendiluojinlepeiqianqiandexinli。
“dongdong”youqiaomenshengxiangqi，daduanlepeiqianqianshiluodeqingxu。
“sheiya？”peiqianqianjuqishoubei，shileshiyanlei。tadecuiruo，zhijuxianyuzheijianwuzinei。
“pei**，woshizhangma。”menwaizhangmadeshengyinchuanlejinlai。
“e，zhangma。youshima？”
“laoyerangwoqingpei**xialou，yihuierjiuyongcanle。”
“hao，wozhidaole，nixianxiaqu，woyihuierjiulai。”
“haode，pei**。”zhangmayingshengdao。
tingdaozhangmadejiaobushengzouyuanle，peiqianqianmanmandiheshangyingji，jiangtafanghuichuangtoujudechoutilimian。
lianggeyuanbenrucixiangaideren，yigerengjiuhuoshengshengdezhanzaizheili，lingyigequeyiyingnianzaoshi。douzhizhidaoyisiqudeneigerenduomekelian，keyouyousheizhidao，huozhedeneigerenyuanbisiledeneigeyaogengnanshougengtongku。zhangmamomodixialou，xinqinggewaichenzhong。ershaoyesuiransile，keshiyoupei**zheimehaodeguniangaizheta，tazaijiuquanzhixiayehuikaixinba。zhikulezheiweixindishanliangdepei**le。
“tazenmeyangle？”xiaoyuanshanwengangxialoulaidezhangma。
“laoye，**meirangwojinfangjian，tashuoyihuierjiuxialai。”zhangmadadao。
“ng。niqumangba。”xiaoyuanshanchaozhangmabailebaishou。
“是，老爷。”
“laoye，dashaoyehuilaile。”afucongmenkouguolaihuibaodao。afushigeaipangdelaotou，zaixiaojiagongzuoduonian，yixiangqinqinkenken，shendexiaojiarendexihuan。
“zhidaole，gaosuzhangmazhunbeikaifan。”
“是，老爷。”
“baba，wohuilaile。”xiaoyunfengtizhegongwenbaolaidaoleketing。
“ng。jintianmangma？”xiaoyuanshanwendao。
“haihao。jintianqianleaoyagongsidehetong，jiesendichandeneigexiangmuyeyouxiejinzhanle。”xiaoyunfengxiangxiaoyuanshanhuibaolegongzuoqingkuang。zicongwunianqian，xiaoyunyichuchehuosiquyihou，xiaoyunfengjiukaishijieshouyuanshanjituandeyewu，erxiaoyuanshandailexiaoyunfengliangnianyihoujuedezijilaole，dilecichengzaijiaxiuyang，bayuanshanjituanwanwanquanquanjiaojixiaoyunfengdali。buguo，xiaoyunfenghaishihuijianggongsideyunxingzhuangkuanghuibaojifuqinting，yudaojishouwentideshihou，xiaoyuanshanhuijixiaoyunfengtidianhejianyi。
“ng。jiesenneibiandingjinyidian，quxigeshou，zhunbeichifanle。”
“shi。baba。”xiaoyunfengzhuanshenshanglou，zhenghaopengdaoleganggangdakaifangmendepeiqianqian，“qianqian，nilaile？”
“dage。”peiqianqiankanleyiyanxiaoyunfenglikedixialetou，danshitahongzhongdeyanjingyiranbeixiaoyunfengkanzaiyanli。
“qianqian，niyou……”xiaoyunfengxintengdikanzhepeiqianqian，tayouduozaiyunyidefangjianlikuleba？“woxianhuifangxibalian，babayijingzailouxiale。”
“ng，wozheijiuxiaqu。”
xiaoyunfengkanzhepeiqianqianxialoudeshenyingzhitanqi：qianqianna，yunyidousilewunianle，niweishenmehaizheimechixin？ninandaoyaoyibeizizheiyangduguoma？
“bofu。”peiqianqianjiaoleyisheng。
zhengzaixiangshiqingdexiaoyuanshanhuiguoshenlai：“e，qianqiana，lai，zuo。”xiaoyuanshanzhilezhizijideshenbian，shiyipeiqianqianzuoxialai。
peiqianqianshuncongdizuolexialai，queyizhidizhetou。zhangfagaizhulepeiqianqiandelian，rangzuozaipangbiandexiaoyuanshankanbuqingtalianshangdebiaoqing，keshixiangxiangyezhidao，jiurutongmeicitalaiyiyang，zhunshidingzheyifuhongzhongdeyanjing。wunianle，yunyisilewunian，peiqianqianmeinianzonghuiyoujicixiangjintianzheiyangbazijiguanzaiyunyidefangjianlihuiyitamendeguoqu，meicicongfangjianlichulaidoushidingzheyifukuhongdeyanjing，rangrenxinsuanbuyi。