第一章死亡与新生
liuzhixiahuoleduanduanershiqinian，yijingsilesanci。
yicisiyuqinrenzhishou；yicisiyuqingmeizhumazhishou；haiyouyicisiyuairenzhishou。
erzheiyiqiebeijudeqiyuan，jinjinshiyinweitashenglaibianshiwanrenminvzhujiaodebeicanduizhaozu。
zongyouyitian，tayaoduohuishuyuzijideyiqie......
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“zhixia，shengrikuaile。”
yanredexiaji，jianloudechuzuwuneisamanlemeiguihua，quelejiaodeyuanzhuoshangbaizhebazhangdadeshengridangao，zhuhuoyingchulichengwenyingjundelian。
“快过来吹蜡烛。”
liuzhixiadelianshangmeiyouxiyue，zhiyoumamu。
zailichengwendecuicuxia，tachuimielelazhu，ranhoupobujidaidiwendao：“luolingdeshijiejuedezenmeyangle？womenshenmeshihoulikaizheili？woxianghuijia。”
“baobei，hewozaiyiqibukaixinma？”
lichengwendixiatou，jianbangdouledou，wuziyongdaoqiezhexiaoxiaodedangao，daojianluchubinglengdejinshuguang，jiangbaiserouruandedangaotijiaodexisui。
zaiweiruoyaohuangdezhuguangxia，tatoushezaiqiangbishangdeyingzixiangshigejudadeguaiwu，jijiangtunshidiaosesefadoudeliuzhixia。
liuzhixiaturanjiuyoudianxiangtu，tafafengsidewangmenkoudefangxiangpaoqu，keshihaimeipaochuqujibu，zhangfajiubeirenconghoumianzhuazhu，ranhoushentiyinweiguanxinghenhendishuaizailedishang。
duntongqinxiletadequanshen，meiguiniansuidetianniqiweishizhongyinhunbusan，rangtahoujianfajin，fachujishengtongkudechuanxisheng。
lichengwendunzaitadeshenbian，lengmodikanzhetatongkuzhengzha，binglengdeshouzhiconglianjiahuadaoletadexiongkou，yinmeizaidanbodeyishangnei。
“wojinggaoguoni，yaotinghua。”
tadebiaoqingzhengning，wanquanmeiyoulewangxihaomenkuoshaoneifuyiqifengfademoyang，liuzhixiakanzhetadeyanjingzhijuededanhan。
她的嘴唇微动。
lichengwenditou，coujinyixiewendao：“ng？nishuoshenme？”
liuzhixianannandao：“fangwozou。”
lichengwenxiangshitingdaoleshenmehaoxiaodexiaohua，xiaodeqianyanghouhe：“nizhidaode，zheibukeneng......a！”
erduoshangturanchuanlainanyirenshoudetengtong，rangtarenbuzhujianjiao。
liuzhixiachentabuzhuyi，mengdiyaozhuletadeerduo，jiuxiangshiyaoshengshengjiangtayaodiaoside，jiulianlianshangailejijiquantouyesibusongkou，manzuidoushixuexingdeweidao。
“你去死吧！”
suizhelichengwennaoxiuchengnudehansheng，liuzhixiadexiongkouyiliang，“puci”yishengcipopiroudeshengyin，rangtaxiayishidijiusonglekou。
takandaoneibahaizhanzheshengridangaodeshuiguodaocishijiuchazaitadexiongkou，lichengwenhaixianbujieqi，wuzhexianxuelinlideerduojiangshuiguodaobachu，zaicicilejinqu。
“gaisidenvren，yaobushini，wozaojiuheluolingzaiyiqile，haiyaopeiniyanshenmewangmingtianyadexima，kanjiannijiuexin。”
liuzhixiatangzaizhujianfubaidemeiguihuazhong，yanqiankaishibiandehundun，xianxisizhiweiruodezhengzhalejixia，shentiquexiangshigelouqideqiqiu，wendushunzheshangkouchudexianxueyiqiliuchu，rangtahenkuaijiushiquleyishi。
mohujian，tafangfokandaoyourenpomenerru，bengkuidiguizaidishanghantademingzi，angguidexizhuangranshanglehunhezhemeiguihuazhidexueji。
zheishiliuzhixiadiercibeisha，yeshitajinglidedisancisiwang。
diyicisiwangdeshihou，ta22sui。
muqinganggangqushi，fuqinjiudaizhexiaosanhezhibitaxiaoyisuide“meimei”liuluolingdengtangrushi，jiangtaganchujiamen，bazhanlemuqindequanbujiachan。
haomenzhenqianjinyichaobianchengliuluojietoudeluopohu，zhinengquzhaogongzuohukou，pianpiantatongfuyimudemeimeiliuluolinghaichuchuyinhunbusan，meicitajizijineixiecongqiandehaoyoudadianhuaqiuzhushi，douhuiyouliuluolingjiaodidideshengyinchuxian。
liuluolingxiaoyixia，suoyourendouyuanyiweitazheyao，sheiretaku，neijiushiquanhaomendegongdi。
houlaijiuzaiyemeirenjieliuzhixiadedianhuale，taweilenengyoukoufanchi，meirimeiyedegongzuo，jieguomeiguobannianjiuyinweiguolaodaozhixinyuanxingcusi，sizaileyigeshenqiudeyewan。
siqudeshihou，dianshishanghaizaibofangliuluolingweigongsipaishedeguanggao，xianruodeshaonvchuanzheyixibaiqun，rutongburanfanchendebailian。
liuzhixiaxiangbutong，mingmingzheiyiqieyuanbendoushishuyutade，weiheyixizhijianjiuquanbianle。
zhidaotasiqu，tacaizhidaoyuanlaitasuozaideshijieshiyibenwanrenminvzhudehaomenxiaoshuo，liuluolingjiushidaizhewanrenminvzhuguanghuanchushengdezhujiao，ertazhishigechuchangmeiyoujicijiuxiaxiandepaohuinvpei。
ruguotaxiangyaozaizheigeshijielihuoxiaqu，jiubixudabailiuluolingdenvzhuguanghuan，rangtashenbianderenzhenzhengaishangziji，cainengtaochuguaiquan。
zhongshenghou，liuzhixiakaiqilegonglvemoshi。
diyicitaxuanzeleyuzijiqingmeizhumazhangdadelinfengkejizongcaichenmu，zaishangbeizitazuiluopodeshihou，zhiyoutayuanyibangta。
gonglveguochenghenshunli，chenmushenqingwangzhetadeshihou，taxinzongshihuiputongluantiao，renweishishangtianjiletazhongshengxunzhaozhenaidejihui。
zhidaoliangrenjiehunqianye，yiliangshikongdechecongliuzhixiadeshenshangnianyaerguo，zaiicudeshihou，chenmuqinzizhaixialetadehuxiji。
“zhixia，duibuqi。wotaiailuolingle，suoyinibixuxiaoshi。”
xintiaoguilingdeshihou，tadexinyechedisile。
diercitajinshenxuanzelegonglveduixiang，zhangfengyuledezongcailichengwenshihaomenlizuilurendejiaose，lianliuluolingdelianxifangshidoumeiyou，dingduojiushizaiyanhuizhongjianguojimian。
suiranlichengwenbibushangchenmutiexin，danhaozaitazhuanqing，yehuihongren，liuzhixiahetazaiyiqihuiganjuehenqingsong。
liangrendinghunhou，liujiaduitadetaiduyehuanhebushao，yiqiedouchaozhehaodefangxiangfazhan。
biangufashengzaimougeyewan，jihubuhetalianxideliuluolingkuzhejitadadianhua。
“jiejie，nibangbangwohaobuhao？”
zaitadiansandaosidechenshuzhong，liuzhixiamingbaileshiqingdejingguo。
liuluolingjiujia，jiangyimingxiaohaizhuangchenglezhongshang，shexiangtoumeipaidaotadelian，liujiazhijiegaosujingcha，zhuangrendeshiliuzhixia。
shouhaizhemeinengtingguosantian，jiujiataoyizhirensiwangjiangmianlinxingshichufa，liansixiadiaojiedekenengxingdoumeiyou。
liuzhixiahaizaijingchajumenqianpaihuaijiujieshi，lichengwenjiuturanchuxian，shuoyaodaitataozou，liangrenhuanlehaojizhongjiaotongfangshi，zhanzhuandaolepianyuanchengzhendepojiulvguan。
zheigeshihoutacaichajuebudui，keshiqueweishiyiwan。
liuzhixiashenzhibuzhidaolichengwenshishenmeshihouheliuluolinglianxishangde，youshizaishenmeshihoujuedingchudiaota，weizhuangchuweizuizishademoyang，rangtachedibizui，danggebangliuluolingdingzuidegongjuren。
zhidaosiquneiyiketacaizhenzhengmingbai，buguantazenmezhengzha，zhiyaotadeshenfenhaishiliuluolingde“jiejie”，jiuyongyuanyetaobutuozhujiaoguanghuandaijitadeyinying。
yinweitabeichuangzaochulaidezuoyong，jiushichengweiwanrenmiyouworenshedebeicanduizhaozu。
zongzhi，gonglvezaicishibai，yiqiezhongxinguiling。
zhoushendesiwangyinlengzhujiansanqu，liuzhixiaganjuezijizhongxinhuidaoleganzaowennuandedifang，rouruandeyurongbeibaoguozhetabinglengdequgan，menwaijicudeqiaomenshengyourucuimingzhong。
“zhixiaxiaojie，furenqingkuangbutaihao，kenengxuyaoninjinkuaiqukankan。”