第一章人生至暗
congyiyuanlixinglaihou，wodejingshenyidubengkui。
rujindajiexiaoxiangdouzailiuchuanzhewobeirenqinfandeshipin。
wobeijingfangjiuchulaidehou，tamenmianduizhejingtouluchuxieedexiaorong。
“youshengzhiniannengshuidaozheiyangdehuose，womenzhile！”
tamenjiangeyisanfadaojizhi，yejiangwodekunanbishangledingfeng。
erzheixiekunan，zhengshiwodezhangfujihuaizhiencijiwode。
dangwobeibangjiahou，jiefeixiangwodezhangfusuoyaole5,000wandeshujin。
dianhuabotongdeyishunjian，wotingdaojihuaizhigaodiaodepaixialeyikuanshehuashuijingxianglian，songjitadebaiyueguanglinzhiqing，zhenghaoshiwuqianwan。
zhiyuwodeshujin，tahuaixiaozhechongwodahan：“xiangyaoqianjiuzhishuo，biegaoshenmebangjiadexima，xianzaiqianhuaguangle，nihaishizhaobierenba！”
dianhuaguadiaodeyishunjian，woxianruleshenshendejuewang。
jigenanrenrenbuzhuzhoumaleqilai，yinweitamendaoshoudecaifujiuzheimeyanxiaoyunsanle，yushitamenjiangmanxindebuganfaxiezailewodeshenshang。
yebuzhidaoshibushilaotianyedouxiangrangwosixin，wodeshoujizaibeishuaiguoqudeyishunjian，pingmuliangleqilai。
yiduanyulexinwenbeishunjianfangda。
xinwenlimianwodezhangfudanxiguidi，jiangneitiaoxianglianpengdaolelinzhiqingdemianqian。
suihouwodeyifubeiculudesikai，shuangshoubeitieliankunsuo，zunyanheziyouzaiyishunjianbeichedifensui。
xiangzheduziliganggangyunyuchudexiaoshengming，woliuzheyanleikukuxiangtamenaiqiu，quekandaozhengduizhewodeshangfang，shiyigeheidongdongdeshexiangtou。
zheichangzhemochixulesantiansanye，tamenshiyiqunwangmingzhitu，napatingdaolejingdideshengyin，yemeiyouxiangyaotaozou。
shenzhiyougerenzaijinjide**xia，zaiciqiangyingdeqifuwo。
jingchachongjinlaideyishunjian，jihuaizhiyegenlejinlai，tadengdazheyanjingkanxiangwo。
zhijianwohunshenshixue，meiyouyidianshengqi。
jihuaizhifengle，zaineichangquanchengzhibodejingtouxia，tadequantouluozailenanrendelianshang。
kezhuantoukanxiangwoshi，tazhoujinmeitoutuoxialeyifu，quemeiyougaizaiwodeshenshang。
tadeshuangshourutongdinggele，kankantingzailebankong，ertadeshoushanghaizhanzheneigenanrendexueye。
wozhidaotayoujiepi，taxianzang！
zhunquedianshuotaxianwozang，bijingneigenanrendexuezaitadeshoushang，tadoumeiyouguanzhu。
erwojinyaozheyaguan，luchuleyimoexindexiaorong。
“nidemudedadao，jidashaoye！”
wobeisongruleyiyuan，zhengzhengsantiansanye，woxianruleyigewuxiuzhideemengzhong。
dengdaozaixinglaishi，yijingshidisitianle。
rangwogandaojingyadeshi，jihuaizhijuranshouzaibingfangli。
kandaowoxinglaihou，tayouxinshangqian，kemaichudebuziyouyingshengshengdezhanzaileyuandi。
rangworusihuiyiyangdeyanshenhou，talianshangshanguoleyimohuangzhang。
“zheibunengguaiwo，niyaoqiandehuayangneimeduo，wozenmezhidaozheicishizhende！”
wochenzhongdebishangleyanjing，zaitakanlai，womendehunyinshiweileyaoqiansuanjilaide。
woduitadesuoyouhaodoushimingmabiaojiade。
ketaquewangle，tajiejiwojiadeqian，wozaoyijinghaijileta，shushinianruyiridehao，yeconglaimeiyouzhanguotayifenbianyi。
tazhijidewojiazaizuikunnandeshihou，woyiwaidehetafashengleguanxi，jiuyiwaidebeitajialirenfaxian，ranhouyiwaidejielehun。
jiehundedangtianwanshang，wobadezhanghushoudaoleyibijuekuanxiang，zheibikuanxiangmingweicaili。
“我知道。”
qishixianzaidewogenbenbuxianghetashuohua，kewoshizaitaileile，shenshangtaitongle。
hetacongxiaoyiqizhangda，wohenqingchuzheigerendepinxingyouduoelie。
ruguozheigeshihouhetayingzhelai，tayidinghuijiuchanbuxiu，wobuxiangzaizheiyangxiaqule。
yushijiandandeshuoleyijuhua，bishangyanjingjixuxiuxi。
tazhidaozitaomeiqu，yushilikailebingfang，dengtayizou，wodefumujiushunshizuanlejinlai。
tingdaotamendeshengyin，wozaicizhengkaileyanjing，woduoxiangtamennengzaicishianweiwoliangju。
kemeixiangdaowomazhangkoujiushiwenwo：“nizenmenenghuozhehuilai？”
woshunjianlengzaileyuandi，shenshangdetongbeiwuxianzhidefangda，zhidaotongdaomamu。
“nizhibuzhidao，tamenquanchengdouzaizhibo，zhengzhengsantiandeshijian，jijiahewomenjiaguanleduoshaopingtaidoumeinengdangzhuguankanderen。”
wozenmenengbuzhidaoni？yigeheidongdongdeshexiangtouduizhewosantiansanye，zhiyaowoyiqingxing，taiyankandaodejiushita！
“ma，woshiwugude！”
wobuzhidaogaishuoxieshenme，zhinengyongzheiyangdefangshihuanxingtademuai。
“wubuwugubuzhongyao，guanjianwentishi，niyijingchoumingzhaozhule，nirangbierenzenmekanwo，nirangwomendegongsizenmeban？”
wominzhezuichun，qiuzhudelazhulefuqindeyijiao，“ba，woshishouhaizhe......”
wobaguangsuhoutuileyibu，xianedecazheyijiao，kenengshijuedebugouchedi，gancuizhijiebawaitaotuolexialai，diujinlelajitongli。
wozenmewangle，wobayeyouqingweidejiepi。
“nihaodaishigehaomenqianjin，zenmeyidiananquanyishidoumeiyou，zenmenengrangzheizhongshiqingfashengni？nizhidaonideguocuoyaoduoshaozijinlaibuma？”
tatanlekouqi，“zheijianshi，niwangjijialaiyilai，rangtamenchengdanyibufenzeren，juebunenglihun，tingdaomei？jueduibunengli！”
wochelechezuijiao，qianyanwanyuzhichengleyiju，“wozhidaole......”
shuowanzheige，tamenjiuyaozou，daomenkoudeshihou，tayouzhuantoupielewoyiyan。
zheishidetaturanshuoleyiju：“niyaoshimeihuozhehuilaijiuhaole！”
zheijuhuafangfoyitiaotiesuowanzhulewodebozi，ezhizhewodeyanhou，rangwowufachuanqi。
dangtianwanshangwozaicizuoleemeng，jingshengjianjiaodeshihou，turanyourenchuxianzailewodeshenbian。
“yanyannibiedanxin，niyijinganquanle，biehaipale，nizhengkaiyanjingkankanwoya！”
wobeizheijicudeshengyinhuanxing，zhengyankandaolewodehaojiemeiyanluo。
kandaotadeneiyishunjian，wozhenggerendoubengbuzhule，pudaoletadehuaili，shishengtongkuqilai。
zhengzhengsitiandeshijian，womeiyoujiandaorenheyigeanweiwoderen，suoyourendouzaixianwozang，qizhongyebaokuowodefumu。
“luoluo，wogaizenmeban？”
luoluojiangwojinjindebaodaolehuaili，zhikexilianyijuhuadoumeishuoshang，jiubeituranchuangjinlaidenanrendaduanle。
“zaizheili，wozhaodaole！”
yanqiandeyiqierangwoyouxiebuzhisuocuo，danwoqianyishilizhidao，kendingbushishenmehaoshi。
guobuqiran，henkuaiyiqunjizhekangzhezhangqiangduanpaochonglejinlai。
tamenjianghuatongduidaolewodemianqian，henbudezhijiesaidaowodezuili。
“jiang**，qingwenninduiyuzijibeibangjiahou**deshiqingshizenmekande？zheijianshininshizenmedingxingde？shibaochouhaishiqiuaiwuguoni？”