pingxingshijie,jiakonglishi。
dazhouwangchaolichaoyiyouerbaiyunian,jiangyuliaokuo,guoliyecengdingshengyishi。
ruolunqidianzhangzhidu、kejuqushinaizhishehuifengmao。
jingyulingyigeshikongzhongmingwei“ming”deqiangdawangchaoyouzhejingrendexiangsizhichu。
jiufangfoxiangshilishizhanghezhongyigeqimiaodedaoying。
ercishi,suminglisuozaiwujiao,nulirangzijishouxiaodeshentiquansuodegengjinyixie,yidiyucongchuanglingfengxizhongzuanrudehanfeng。
tazhiyouqisui,danjiedeziwei,zaoyikegumingxin。
hunandeyoudengxia,yijiarenweizuozaineizhangyongpojiumubanpincoudezhuoanpang。
zhuoshang,shijizhihuolekoudetaowan,wanlishengzheqingkejiandidemikangzhou。
yuqishuoshizhou,burushuoshimikangshui。
hunzhuodeyetizhong,lingxingpiaofuzhejilisuimi。
suminglidemuguang,buyouzizhudibeixiyinguoqu,houlongjiannandigundongleyixia。
tadefuqin,sudashan,bumanzhezhoudelianshangshihuabukaidechouku,zhengmomodihezhezhou。
tademuqin,zhangshi,yankuangshenxian,toufakuhuang,xiaoxinyiyidijiangzijiwanlibenjiubuduodemili,bodaopangbianyigeshaodaxiedewanli。
neigewan,shuyusuminglidezuxiong,sumingzhi。
sumingzhi,jinnianyishiyouliu,shizheigepinkunjiating,naizhizhenggesushipangzhiqingjinsuoyoupeiyangdexiwang。
tashisudashanzaoshixiongzhangdeduzi,qifulinzhongqianzuidadeyiyuanbianshierzinengdushuchurentoudi。
sudashanfufugannianxiongzhangshengqiandezhaogu,youjiashangzuzhongjiweizhangbeiyecoulexieweibodeshuxiu,bianjiangzheifenchendiandiandeqiwangjieleguolai。
tamenjihushijiangsumingzhidangchengleqinshengerziyibankandai,shenzhizaichichuanyongdushang,biqinshengerzisumingdehesuminglihaiyaoyouxianhaojifen。
sumingzhiyoushiyecengyinbipangdehaizizaorendejigezi,beikuaguojiju“congming”,zheigengjiandinglezhangbeimengongtadushudejuexin。
zhishizheifenxiwang,zaisuminglikanlai,xiandeyouxiemiaomang。
sumingzhiyijingcanjialeshuniandetongshi,quelianzuijichudexianshimenjiandouweinengmaiguoyici。
pingriliwenshuyeshisantiandayuliangtianshaiwang,zuishangdebaoyuanquebisheidouduo。
jinguanruci,tayijiushiquanjiaxiaoxinyiyigongyangdezhongxin,shineigenkansinengjiangquanjiacongnitanzhonglachulaidejiumingdaocao。
erzuozaisuminglibuyuanchudeshitadeqingege,sumingde。
sumingdebisumingzhinianzhangliangsui,meirigenzhefuqinxiadiganhuo,huozhequzhenshangdaxielinggong,shijializhuyaodelaoli。
tapifuyouhei,shoushangbumanlelaojian,cikezhengdizhetou,momodijiangwanlidezhoushuihedeyiganerjing。
tadeqizi,yejiushisuminglidesaoziwangshi,huailibaozheshangzaiqiangbaozhongdexiaozhier,haiziyinweijieerkunaobuxiu。
wangshimiandaichourong,qingqingpaidazhehaizi,zijidewanquedongyemeidong,sihuxiangbaneidiankeliandeshiwuliujigengxuyaoderen。
tadenaishui,yinzhangqishibuguofu,zaoyiganhe。
“zheizhou,ruhenengtianbaoduzi?”
sumingzhizhouzhemeitou,zhongzhongdifangxialeshouzhongdekuaizi,shengyinlichongmanlebunaihebaoyuan。
“mingrihaiyaowenshu,naozibuqingming,ruhejidezhuneixiejingyi?”
muqinzhangshilianmangfangxiawan,shengyindaizhebeiweidetaohao:“mingzhia,jiali……jialishizaishimeiyouyuliangle。mingriniangzaiqucundongtouzhangdahujiawenwen,kannengbunengzaishexieculianghuilai。”
fuqinsudashanyetanlekouqi,shengyinshayadiquanweidao:“mingzhi,niqierenren。dengnikaozhongle,zanmenjiaderizijiuhaoguole。”
sumingdewenyan,taiqitoukanlesumingzhiyiyan。
tazuichundongledong,xiangshuoxieshenme。
danzuizhonghaishihuaweiyishengjibukewendetanxi,youdixialetou。
ersumingzhipielepiezui,meiyoujiehua,danlianshangdebuyiweiranqingxikejian。
zaitakanlai,zijilvshibudi,hendayibufenyuanyinshijializhichibugou,rangtawufaanxindushu。
suminglijingjingdikanzhezheiyiqie,xiaoxiaodequantouzaixiuzhongbuzijuediwojin。
tae,edetouyunyanhua,weilixiangshiyoutuanhuozaishao。
takanzhezhuoshangneiwanzuxiongbuxieyigudemikangzhou,kanzhefumuhexiongsaolianshangneishenshendejuewang,yijiduizuxiongneijinhumangmudeqiwang。
yizhongjudadebeilianggan,rutongbinglengdechaoshui,shunjianyanmeiletadexin。
为何要如此活着?
为何希望如此渺渺?
jiuzaizheijiduandejieyujuliedejingshenchongjizhixia,suminglidenaohaizhong“hong”deyishengjuxiang。
wushumoshengdehuamian,wushubushuyuzheigeshidaidezhishi,rutongjuedidehongshuibanxiongyongerlai。
motiandalou,chuansuodecheliu,cuicandedenghuo。
tushuguanlihaoruyanhaideshuji,shiyanshilijingmideyiqi。
haiyoutaziji,yigebeichengwei“tiancai”deqingnian,yongyouzheguomubuwangdejiyili。
neixiejiyi,qingxiershenke,fangfozuoricaiganggangjingli。
“啊……”
suminglifachuyishengxiweide**,xiaoxiaodeshentichengshoubuzhuzheipangdaxinxidechongji,xiangyipangwaidao。
“明理!”
zhangshizuixianfaxianerzideyiyang,jinghuyishengpuleguolai。
sumingdeyelikefangxiawan,guanqiedikanxiangdidi。
wangshibaozhehaizi,yejinzhangdiwangleguolai。
suminglizhijuedetianxuandizhuan,qianshijinshengdejiyizainaohaizhongjiaozhipengzhuang。
tashiyigelaiziershiyishijidelinghun,yiwaiditaichuanzailezheigepinkundegudainongjiahaizishenshang。
erxianzai,shuyuqianshidejiyi,shuyuneigetiancaide“sumingli”desuhui,chedijuexingle。
hunluanguohou,shijizhideqingxing。
tazhengkaiyan,kanzhejiaojidemuqin,kanzheweilongguolaidefuqin、gegesumingdehesaoziwangshi,haiyouyipanglengyanpangguandezuxiongsumingzhi。
这个家,太穷了。
zheigedazhouwangchaodepianpicunluo,tailuohoule。
suminglidenaohaizhong,qianshidejiyirutongbaokubanchangkai。
taxiangqileqianshineixiezuyigaibianshijiedezhishihejishu。
biru,xianjindenongyejishu。
tazhidaoruhexuanyuyouliangdaozhong,dafudutigaomuchan。
talejiedimofugai、kexueshifei、bingchonghaifangzhideyuanli。
zheixiedounengrangpinjidetudihuanfashengji。
ruoshinengjiangzheixiejishutuiguangkailai,bushuorangtianxiafengyizushi,zhishaonengrangsujiabuzaiweiyikoumikangzhouerfachou。
tayouxiangqileneixiejingmiaodeshangyemoshi。
tadongderuheliyongxinxichalaichuangzaolirun,ruhedazaopinpai,ruhejinxingliansuojingying。
huoxukeyichangshi**yixiexinqidexiaowanyier,huozhegaijinxianyoudeshougongyepin,nadaojishishangqufanmai。
shenzhi,tayixijideyixiejichudehuaxuezhishi。
haikeyichangshizhizaofeizao、baitang。
zheixiezaizheigeshidaidoushixihanwu,nengdailaijudadelirun。
tahaixiangdaolegengjichudeweishengzhishi,jiandandexiaodufangfajiunengbimianxuduojibing,yanzhangshouming。
ruoshinengpujikailai,nengshaoduoshaorenjiandebeiju。
raner,dangzheixieniantouzaitanaohaizhongshanguoshi,xianshidelengshuiquewuqingdijiaolexialai。
suminglikanzhezijizheishuangshouruowulidexiaoshou,yigeqisuidehaitong,ruhequtuiguangshenmenongyejishu?
sheihuixiangxinyigehuangkouxiaoerde“huyanluanyu”?
meiyoubenqian,meiyoumenlu,ruhequshijianneixieshangyegouxiang?
zaizheigeshidai,maorannachuchaoyueshidairenzhidedongxi。
birushituzhizaofeizao、baitang。
henkenenghuibeidangcheng“yaoshu”,yinlaiguanfudezhuyihexianglindekongju。
zhiyuweishengzhishi,zaimengmeihemixinshengxingdedangxia,kongpazhihuibeichiweiwujizhitan。
taxianzailianzijidewenbaodouwufajiejue,youruhequshetangaibianshijie?
zheixieqianshidezhishi,zaizheigepinkunluohou、jiecengguhuadedazhouwangchao,duanqineigenbenbujubeishizhandeturang。
不现实。
太不现实了。
suminglishenshendixileyikouqi,jiangneixiebuqieshijidexiangfazanshiyaxia。
tabushimeiyougaibiandeyuwang,ershiyouxinwuli。
huangusizhou,kanzhejiatusibideguangjing,kanzhejiarenduizuxiongkejujinhuzhiaodeqipan。
他忽然明白。
zaizheige“wanbanjiexiapin,weiyoudushugao”deshidai。
zaizheigehuangquanzhishang,dengjisenyandeshehui。
duiyuyigeyiwusuoyoudenongjiazidieryan。
keju,sihushibaizaimianqianweiyiyitiaonengkandaoguangliang,yezuibeishirenrenkedelu。
dazhoudekeju,yutajiyizhongneigepingxingshikongzhongde“ming”chaojiqixiangsi。
doushiyisishuwujingqushi,douyaojinglitongshi、xiangshi、huishi、dianshizheizhongzhongguanka。
jinguanzheitiaolu,zhairudumuqiao,qianjunwanmazhengxiangqiangguo。
jinguanzheitiaolu,yijingbeizuxiongsumingzhizhengmingleqijiannan。
dansuminglizhidao,pingjiezijidesuhui,pingjieguomubuwangdetianfu,zheitiaolu,tahuoxunengzoutong。
yezhiyouzheitiaolu,cainengzuikuai、zuimingzhengyanshundigaibianzijihejiatingdemingyun。