第1章

pingxingshijie,jiakonglishi。

dazhouwangchaolichaoyiyouerbaiyunian,jiangyuliaokuo,guoliyecengdingshengyishi。

ruolunqidianzhangzhidu、kejuqushinaizhishehuifengmao。

jingyulingyigeshikongzhongmingwei“ming”deqiangdawangchaoyouzhejingrendexiangsizhichu。

jiufangfoxiangshilishizhanghezhongyigeqimiaodedaoying。

ercishi,suminglisuozaiwujiao,nulirangzijishouxiaodeshentiquansuodegengjinyixie,yidiyucongchuanglingfengxizhongzuanrudehanfeng。

tazhiyouqisui,danjiedeziwei,zaoyikegumingxin。

hunandeyoudengxia,yijiarenweizuozaineizhangyongpojiumubanpincoudezhuoanpang。

zhuoshang,shijizhihuolekoudetaowan,wanlishengzheqingkejiandidemikangzhou。

yuqishuoshizhou,burushuoshimikangshui。

hunzhuodeyetizhong,lingxingpiaofuzhejilisuimi。

suminglidemuguang,buyouzizhudibeixiyinguoqu,houlongjiannandigundongleyixia。

tadefuqin,sudashan,bumanzhezhoudelianshangshihuabukaidechouku,zhengmomodihezhezhou。

tademuqin,zhangshi,yankuangshenxian,toufakuhuang,xiaoxinyiyidijiangzijiwanlibenjiubuduodemili,bodaopangbianyigeshaodaxiedewanli。

neigewan,shuyusuminglidezuxiong,sumingzhi。

sumingzhi,jinnianyishiyouliu,shizheigepinkunjiating,naizhizhenggesushipangzhiqingjinsuoyoupeiyangdexiwang。

tashisudashanzaoshixiongzhangdeduzi,qifulinzhongqianzuidadeyiyuanbianshierzinengdushuchurentoudi。

sudashanfufugannianxiongzhangshengqiandezhaogu,youjiashangzuzhongjiweizhangbeiyecoulexieweibodeshuxiu,bianjiangzheifenchendiandiandeqiwangjieleguolai。

tamenjihushijiangsumingzhidangchengleqinshengerziyibankandai,shenzhizaichichuanyongdushang,biqinshengerzisumingdehesuminglihaiyaoyouxianhaojifen。

sumingzhiyoushiyecengyinbipangdehaizizaorendejigezi,beikuaguojiju“congming”,zheigengjiandinglezhangbeimengongtadushudejuexin。

zhishizheifenxiwang,zaisuminglikanlai,xiandeyouxiemiaomang。

sumingzhiyijingcanjialeshuniandetongshi,quelianzuijichudexianshimenjiandouweinengmaiguoyici。

pingriliwenshuyeshisantiandayuliangtianshaiwang,zuishangdebaoyuanquebisheidouduo。

jinguanruci,tayijiushiquanjiaxiaoxinyiyigongyangdezhongxin,shineigenkansinengjiangquanjiacongnitanzhonglachulaidejiumingdaocao。

erzuozaisuminglibuyuanchudeshitadeqingege,sumingde。

sumingdebisumingzhinianzhangliangsui,meirigenzhefuqinxiadiganhuo,huozhequzhenshangdaxielinggong,shijializhuyaodelaoli。

tapifuyouhei,shoushangbumanlelaojian,cikezhengdizhetou,momodijiangwanlidezhoushuihedeyiganerjing。

tadeqizi,yejiushisuminglidesaoziwangshi,huailibaozheshangzaiqiangbaozhongdexiaozhier,haiziyinweijieerkunaobuxiu。

wangshimiandaichourong,qingqingpaidazhehaizi,zijidewanquedongyemeidong,sihuxiangbaneidiankeliandeshiwuliujigengxuyaoderen。

tadenaishui,yinzhangqishibuguofu,zaoyiganhe。

“zheizhou,ruhenengtianbaoduzi?”

sumingzhizhouzhemeitou,zhongzhongdifangxialeshouzhongdekuaizi,shengyinlichongmanlebunaihebaoyuan。

“mingrihaiyaowenshu,naozibuqingming,ruhejidezhuneixiejingyi?”

muqinzhangshilianmangfangxiawan,shengyindaizhebeiweidetaohao:“mingzhia,jiali……jialishizaishimeiyouyuliangle。mingriniangzaiqucundongtouzhangdahujiawenwen,kannengbunengzaishexieculianghuilai。”

fuqinsudashanyetanlekouqi,shengyinshayadiquanweidao:“mingzhi,niqierenren。dengnikaozhongle,zanmenjiaderizijiuhaoguole。”

sumingdewenyan,taiqitoukanlesumingzhiyiyan。

tazuichundongledong,xiangshuoxieshenme。

danzuizhonghaishihuaweiyishengjibukewendetanxi,youdixialetou。

ersumingzhipielepiezui,meiyoujiehua,danlianshangdebuyiweiranqingxikejian。

zaitakanlai,zijilvshibudi,hendayibufenyuanyinshijializhichibugou,rangtawufaanxindushu。

suminglijingjingdikanzhezheiyiqie,xiaoxiaodequantouzaixiuzhongbuzijuediwojin。

tae,edetouyunyanhua,weilixiangshiyoutuanhuozaishao。

takanzhezhuoshangneiwanzuxiongbuxieyigudemikangzhou,kanzhefumuhexiongsaolianshangneishenshendejuewang,yijiduizuxiongneijinhumangmudeqiwang。

yizhongjudadebeilianggan,rutongbinglengdechaoshui,shunjianyanmeiletadexin。

为何要如此活着?

为何希望如此渺渺?

jiuzaizheijiduandejieyujuliedejingshenchongjizhixia,suminglidenaohaizhong“hong”deyishengjuxiang。

wushumoshengdehuamian,wushubushuyuzheigeshidaidezhishi,rutongjuedidehongshuibanxiongyongerlai。

motiandalou,chuansuodecheliu,cuicandedenghuo。

tushuguanlihaoruyanhaideshuji,shiyanshilijingmideyiqi。

haiyoutaziji,yigebeichengwei“tiancai”deqingnian,yongyouzheguomubuwangdejiyili。

neixiejiyi,qingxiershenke,fangfozuoricaiganggangjingli。

“啊……”

suminglifachuyishengxiweide**,xiaoxiaodeshentichengshoubuzhuzheipangdaxinxidechongji,xiangyipangwaidao。

“明理!”

zhangshizuixianfaxianerzideyiyang,jinghuyishengpuleguolai。

sumingdeyelikefangxiawan,guanqiedikanxiangdidi。

wangshibaozhehaizi,yejinzhangdiwangleguolai。

suminglizhijuedetianxuandizhuan,qianshijinshengdejiyizainaohaizhongjiaozhipengzhuang。

tashiyigelaiziershiyishijidelinghun,yiwaiditaichuanzailezheigepinkundegudainongjiahaizishenshang。

erxianzai,shuyuqianshidejiyi,shuyuneigetiancaide“sumingli”desuhui,chedijuexingle。

hunluanguohou,shijizhideqingxing。

tazhengkaiyan,kanzhejiaojidemuqin,kanzheweilongguolaidefuqin、gegesumingdehesaoziwangshi,haiyouyipanglengyanpangguandezuxiongsumingzhi。

这个家,太穷了。

zheigedazhouwangchaodepianpicunluo,tailuohoule。

suminglidenaohaizhong,qianshidejiyirutongbaokubanchangkai。

taxiangqileqianshineixiezuyigaibianshijiedezhishihejishu。

biru,xianjindenongyejishu。

tazhidaoruhexuanyuyouliangdaozhong,dafudutigaomuchan。

talejiedimofugai、kexueshifei、bingchonghaifangzhideyuanli。

zheixiedounengrangpinjidetudihuanfashengji。

ruoshinengjiangzheixiejishutuiguangkailai,bushuorangtianxiafengyizushi,zhishaonengrangsujiabuzaiweiyikoumikangzhouerfachou。

tayouxiangqileneixiejingmiaodeshangyemoshi。

tadongderuheliyongxinxichalaichuangzaolirun,ruhedazaopinpai,ruhejinxingliansuojingying。

huoxukeyichangshi**yixiexinqidexiaowanyier,huozhegaijinxianyoudeshougongyepin,nadaojishishangqufanmai。

shenzhi,tayixijideyixiejichudehuaxuezhishi。

haikeyichangshizhizaofeizao、baitang。

zheixiezaizheigeshidaidoushixihanwu,nengdailaijudadelirun。

tahaixiangdaolegengjichudeweishengzhishi,jiandandexiaodufangfajiunengbimianxuduojibing,yanzhangshouming。

ruoshinengpujikailai,nengshaoduoshaorenjiandebeiju。

raner,dangzheixieniantouzaitanaohaizhongshanguoshi,xianshidelengshuiquewuqingdijiaolexialai。

suminglikanzhezijizheishuangshouruowulidexiaoshou,yigeqisuidehaitong,ruhequtuiguangshenmenongyejishu?

sheihuixiangxinyigehuangkouxiaoerde“huyanluanyu”?

meiyoubenqian,meiyoumenlu,ruhequshijianneixieshangyegouxiang?

zaizheigeshidai,maorannachuchaoyueshidairenzhidedongxi。

birushituzhizaofeizao、baitang。

henkenenghuibeidangcheng“yaoshu”,yinlaiguanfudezhuyihexianglindekongju。

zhiyuweishengzhishi,zaimengmeihemixinshengxingdedangxia,kongpazhihuibeichiweiwujizhitan。

taxianzailianzijidewenbaodouwufajiejue,youruhequshetangaibianshijie?

zheixieqianshidezhishi,zaizheigepinkunluohou、jiecengguhuadedazhouwangchao,duanqineigenbenbujubeishizhandeturang。

不现实。

太不现实了。

suminglishenshendixileyikouqi,jiangneixiebuqieshijidexiangfazanshiyaxia。

tabushimeiyougaibiandeyuwang,ershiyouxinwuli。

huangusizhou,kanzhejiatusibideguangjing,kanzhejiarenduizuxiongkejujinhuzhiaodeqipan。

他忽然明白。

zaizheige“wanbanjiexiapin,weiyoudushugao”deshidai。

zaizheigehuangquanzhishang,dengjisenyandeshehui。

duiyuyigeyiwusuoyoudenongjiazidieryan。

keju,sihushibaizaimianqianweiyiyitiaonengkandaoguangliang,yezuibeishirenrenkedelu。

dazhoudekeju,yutajiyizhongneigepingxingshikongzhongde“ming”chaojiqixiangsi。

doushiyisishuwujingqushi,douyaojinglitongshi、xiangshi、huishi、dianshizheizhongzhongguanka。

jinguanzheitiaolu,zhairudumuqiao,qianjunwanmazhengxiangqiangguo。

jinguanzheitiaolu,yijingbeizuxiongsumingzhizhengmingleqijiannan。

dansuminglizhidao,pingjiezijidesuhui,pingjieguomubuwangdetianfu,zheitiaolu,tahuoxunengzoutong。

yezhiyouzheitiaolu,cainengzuikuai、zuimingzhengyanshundigaibianzijihejiatingdemingyun。