第四章
daodashenjiashi，zhuangwanningzhenghaocongchufanglichulai，lianshangyangzheroushunwuhaidexiao。
“jiejie，weileqingzhunichuyuan，wozuolexiecai。”
“姐姐尝尝呗。”
shenyunjiewangxiangcanzhuo，yu、xia、pangxie、shanbei......quanshihaixian。
shenfushenmumanlianjiaoaozanxu，bingbujuedezheixiecaiyoushenmewenti。
“姐姐不吃吗？”
zhuangwanningleishuixiangduanlexiandezhuzibandiaoluo：“jiejieguoranhaishibukenjieshouningning，shibushiningningnalizuodebugouhao？”
“shenyunjie！”shenfudangchangshuailekuaizi，“jiusuanniduiningningyouzaiduodebuman，tayeshishenjiadenver，shinidemeimei！”
“叫你吃你就吃！”
shenmushiwangyaotou：“yunjie，nitairenxingle。”
shenlinzhoumeitouzhoudegengjinle：“ningningmanghuoyizhengtian，ninapaxiangzhengxingchiyikou，hennanma？”
是啊，很难吗？
tasansuineinianjiuyinweihaixianguominjinyiyuanqiangjiuguole。
他们不记得了。
“我不吃。”
“shenyunjie！”shenfupaizhuoerqi。
zaitaneixiebaohannuqidehuayutuokouerchuzhiqian，shenyunjiexianpingjingdishuo：“wohaixianguomin，chibulezheixie。”
shenfushenseyijiang，xiangshizhongyuhuiyiqileduonianqianxiongxiandeyimu。
“duibuqi，jiejie，wobuzhidao。”zhuangwanningjideyanleibuzhuwangxiadiao，kudefangfoshoulejidadeweiqu，“jiejiebietaoyanningning。”
shenfulianshangdekuijiujinshusanqu，lengshengchize：“ningningyoubushiguyide，nishuochulairangtanankanzuoshenme？”
sumingbandewuliganxijuanerlai，jiubingzaichuangshuangtuijirouweisuodeshenyunjieshentiweihuang。
“算了，我累了。”
taqiangrenzhewangfangjianzouqu。
tuikaimen，kefangkongdangdangde，beizhuangxiuchenglewudaoshidemoyang。
“yunjie，nizheixienianyizhitangzaiyiyuanli，zheifangjiankongzheyeshikongzhe，zhenghaoningningyaoxuegudianwu，jiujitayongle。”
shenmugenleguolai，lianseyouxieganga。
“nibuhuijieyideduiba？”
shenyunjieqingshengwen：“woxingle，gaihaihuilaileba？”
“jialiyoubushimeiyoubiedefangjian。”shenmunaoxiuchengnu，“nikankanningning，tashenmeshihougennizhengguo？”
shenyunjietanxi：“tabuyongzheng，jiushenmedouyoule。”
shenmulianshangdunshiyouxieguabuzhu。
houmianguolaideshenlinzhouchenshengdao：“shenyunjie，niyouzainaoshenme？nishixiangrangwomenweinan，haishiguyizhenduiningning？”
shenyunjiejiujiudiwangzheshenlinzhou。
huanghujian，jingzaiyekanbudaoneigetengtaaitadegegedeyingzi。sannianeryi，tazaigegexinlijincundeweizhiyebeizhuangwanningzhanjule。
taqianzhuangwanningdezenmejiushihaibuqingni？
chujidaomeimeiyandideaishang，shenlinzhoufanghuanleyuqi：“yunjie，niduiningningpianjiantaishenle，taduinimeiyoueyi。gegexiwangnimennenghaohaoxiangchu。”
“haiyou，nixingdetaituranle，fangjianyihouzaibangnilingwaizhunbei。”
“别再闹了。”
“我知道了。”
沈云阶没有反驳。
zhengshenmeni？tamencongmeixiangguorangtaying。
zuizhong，shenyunjiebanjinledinglouzoulangjintoudexiaofangjianli，qiangjiaolingluandiduifangzhetayuanfangjianshoushichulaidesirenwupin。
shuijingqiubuzhipolieduojiu，limiandeyetidouganhele，xiaochengbaomoxinggunluobeicaisui。
zheishigegesongjitadeliwu，shenyunjiehaijidegegeshuojianglaiyaojitajianzaoyizuodachengbao，rangtaxiangtonghualidegongzhuyiyang。
shenyunjiejianqicanpodeshuijingqiu，dakaikaiguan，yijingmeiyouyinlexiangqile。
她早该认清了。
zaiershisannianqian，zheigejiajiubushuyutale。
jiaoluolifangzhedehaiyouhenduoyongxinzhenzangdedongxi，quandoushitatanlianbushedeqinqing、aiqingdexiangzheng。
tamendouzouchulaile，zhiyoutahailiuzaiguoqu。
该放下了。
shenyunjiezhaolaimadai，jiangneixiewujianyiyizhuangqilaituodaoyuanzili，zaibanlaitietong，fanglexieqizhongxiangduiyirandedongxi，dianran。
wendaoyanhuowei，shenfuzhuilechulai，tiaojiaodama：“huangefangjianeryi，jiufanghuo！zheishicunxindashenjiadeliana！”
shenmubukezhixin：“yunjie，nizenmebianchenglezheiyang？”
shenyunjiechongerbuwen，jixiebandiwangtonglifangdongxi。
“shenyunjie，nifeiyaonaodejiquanbuningma？”
shenlinzhoushangqianzuanzhulemeimeideshou。
zheishi，fuyancidaizheyichezipinlishangmentiqinle。
fuyanciyixiachejiukandaoleranshaozheliehuodetietong，shixianzuihouluozaishenyunjieshoushangdemaorongwanjushang，jingchadao：“yunjie，zheishiwosongjinide，niyiqiandoushibaozhetashuide，niyaobatashaole？”
shenyunjiechushendiwangzheneizangxixidetuziwanou。
buzhishizaishuota，haishita。
“脏了。”