第4章
“ma，chenfanmeiyouqian，huieside！”qixuanxuanjiaojihandao。
sannianqian，fuqinquanshenshishangdaihuizheishazi，yingshengshengbaziyijiajita。
sannianjian，zaimuqindeyaoqiuxia，qixuanxuanmeirangchenfanpengguoyixia。tamenshiyoumingwushidefuqi。fuqinshuoguo，dengchenfanmoutianbinghao，tahuirangziyiheqijiachengweiquanshijiezuiyaoyandexing！
kesannianguoqu，tahaishiyigeshazi，yidianerzhuanhaodejixiangyemeiyou。
qixuanxuanyoushixiangguo，genchenfanlihunquzhuiqiuziyidexingfu。danxiangqichenfanzuozaichuangbianyikouyikoujifuqinweifan，wanshangbuyanqifanweifuqinfanshen，jieshijieniaodeqingjing。
她的心，软了！
chenfanshuaimenerzou。taxiangbachenfanlahuilai，quebeimuqinzhuaizhu。
“esi？”sunjuanhengleyisheng，“nibuyongbangtamaican！laoshuesitadoubuhuiesi！ele，tayoulajichi！”
chenfanqihuhuchumen，xiangzhaogemeirendedifangjinkuaibatineidedubichu，huifuchengzhengchangren。zhiyouneiyang，tacainengzhengchangzouluzhengchangshuohua。buhuituranfafeng，beizhuaqujingshenbingyuanguanqilai。
chenfanqichongchonglaidaojieshang。
“peng！”turan，yiliangjiaocheshilai，jiangzhengzaiguomaludetazhuangfeichuqu。
zheitiaojiezhuliqixuanxuanjiayouyiduanjuli。chekaidebukuai，chenfanzaiqitoushang，guomalumeikanzuoyou，yigejingwangqianzouzheicaibeichepengdao。
chenfancongdishangpaqilai，kanxiangchepai，zheishiyiliangguazhejingdoushipaizideche！
jingdoushi，neishiqianlizhiwaibeifangdezhongxin！
“xiao......xiaofan！”yishengjingjiaochuanlai。chemendakai，yigegenchenfanyoujifenxiangxiangdezhongnianfunvkuzhepaolai。
tashuangshoupengzhechenfandelian，releiliuxialianjia。
“nishi......”chenfanmeitouweizhou，turanyanjingmingliang，“ma！”
“erzi，shiwo！nihaihuozhe，nizhendehaihuozhe！”sannianle，zhongyuzhaodaoerzi。quedingtahaihuozhe，gaofangxijierqi。jianchalechenfandeshangqing，tazhishituishangbeichekangpengdeyouyidianqing，bingwudaai。
“erzi，duibuqi。mazhaonixinqie，kaideyoudianerkuai。zanmenzhaogeanjingdifang，wogaosunixieshi！”bachenfanfushangche，gaofangrangsijikaidaoyunchengzuigaojidejiulou，xianhelou！
genfuwuyuanyaolezuihaodebaojian，baobiaofushouerli，zaimenwaizhangang。
wuli，gaofangrangerzizuoxia。
“erzi，sannianqianhainiderenjiazuchachulaile。niyeyeyixialingbataguanjinjianyu。nicaishishei！”gaofangshuodao。
biekanchenfanyoudianchidun，dantabingbusha。zhishibeihaitaderenxiadu，yanshendongzuojiaochangrenchihuanyixieeryi。
“堂弟，陈峰！”
“dui，jiushita！”gaofangyanzhongshanguoyuanhen。
“sannianqian，niyeyeyaojiangjiazujichengquanjini。chenfengyanhong，jinixiadu！womenyeshigangzhidao，shibaobiaobanijiuzoude！ai，nineibaobiaoshinidangshisizhaode，ziliaowomendoumeiyou，buranzaozhaodaonile......”
quedingshichenfengxianhaichenfan，jiazuzhennu，jiangchenfengjiaodaozhifabumen。chenfengjiaodailezuixing，bingbachenfanzhongdudejieyaojiaochu。suiji，jiazuqidongdiaocha，dezhishizongsanniandechenfanzhuzaiyunchengmouxiaoqu。
chenfanfuqingongzuofanmang，choubukaishen。gaofangrangbaobiaokaichelianyenanxia，qiaodeshi，zailukouyudaoleerzi。
gaofangdakaibao，jiangyigehezifangdaochenfanshouli：“zheishijieyao，chenfengtingyaopantashiniantuxing，chuyuzibao，caijiangjieyaojiaochulai。jieyaoyigongsishijiumei，nimeitianwenshuifuyimei。sishijiutianhoupaiqingdusu，jiushizhengchangrenle！”
gaofangkanchuerziyanshenhuansan，xingdongyanchi，xintengshuodao。
“e，hao！”chenfanjieguohezi，xinzhongbotaoxiongyong！
sishijiutianhou，chiwanzheixieyao，dangnianchichafengyundekuangshao，chenfan——jiujiangguilai！
“erzi，genwohuijia！niyenibaxiangsinile!”gaofangnalaiyibeiwenshui，rangchenfanfuxiayimei。
“bu，wo......buhuiqu！”chenfanyaotou。
zheisanniantasuisha，diyinianzuanlajitong，chilaji。dangnianruobushibaobiaoqihualinpinsixiangjiubatadaidaoyuncheng，youjiangnverqixuanxuanjiata，jitayigeqishenzhisuo。
陈凡，早就死了！
yuemusunjuandata、mata、houta。qijiarenchixiaota，kanbuqita。dan，qixuanxuanduitahenhao，chuchubaohuchenfan。jishiqijiameicijucanbatapaijizaiwai，suoyourenrangqixuanxuangenziyilihun。qixuanxuanquebuweisuodong，shikebaohuzhechenfan。
chenfanmingbai，takuiqianqizi，taiduotaiduo！
yizoulezhihuidaojingdoushi，jiandaoyeye，tamashangnengguoshangronghuafuguizuijidingdehaomenshenghuo。
dan，baohutasanniandeqizi，haizaizheili！
“wobuzou！”chenfanyaotou，“wojiehunle，qiziduiwohenhao。ruomeitaheyuefu，wozaosile！woyaoliuxia，peita！”