yunzhanquzhaoguojinnanye，wentaweishenmehuiduilinzhixuganxingquni？
jinnanyeshizenmehuidade？
tashuo，neishuangyanjing，rangtayouxiangyaojiangtawaxialaidechongdong。
yunzhanyepangqiaocejidequanguojinnanye，keshiwuyiliwai，doushibaile。
jiuneiyang，shijianyidianyidiandeliushizhe，tadaizheduiyulinzhixudepeifuhelianmin，laidaolegaosan。
lingtajingyadeshi，jishijinnanyedouyijingzheiyangduilinzhixule，linzhixudechengjihaishihenwending。
jiuzaitayiweizhiyaolinzhixugaokaozhengchangfahui，jiuhuitaolizheiyangdetongkurizideshihou，shitaiyouchaozhebuyiyangdefangxiangfazhanle。
jinnanyesihushixihuanshanglinzhixule。
tatingzhileduilinzhixudebaling，fandaoshimeitiangenzailinzhixudeshenhou，duilinzhixuxuhanwennuan。
jishishiyigechangwairen，tadounenggouhenminruidechajuedaolinzhixudehaipahebuan。
tayiwei，ruoshijinnanyexiangyaozuoshenme，neiyeyidinghuidengdaogaokaozhihouzaizuo，suoyitajueding，gaokaohouzijiyidingyaozhaojinnanyehaohaoliaoyiliao，bangbanglinzhixu。
keshishishishi，tahaishibugoulejiejinnanye。
weilebilinzhixuchenfu，tajilinzhixusheleyigeju，ranglinzhixubudebutiaojinqu。
tabuzhidaolinzhixufuchulezenyangdedaijiacainenggouzaizuihoudeshikeheputongrenyiyangzhanzailegaokaodekaochangshang。
houlai，zaicitingdaolinzhixuxiaoxideshihou，shizailuqutongzhishuxiangjixiafazhihou。
neitianwuhou，tazhengjialikanzheqiusai，jiujiedaolejinnanyededianhua。
“azhan，laiyitangwodegongyu，linzhixuchushile。”neibiandeshengyinbutingdezhandou，neishitacongweizaijinnanyedezuilitingdaoguodeshengyin。
dangyunzhangandaojinnanyegongyudeshihou，yidakaimen，zoujinketing，jiukandaolezhengbaozhelinzhixudejinnanye。
cikedeta，zhengmiansecangbai，hunshenzhandoubuzhi，yikandaoyunzhandeshenying，jiuxiangshizhuazhulejiumingdaocaoyiyang。
“yun……yunzhan，kuai，songtaquyiyuan……”haoxiangshiyonglehendadeliqicaikekebanbandeshuowanlezheijuhua。
yunzhancishicikeyezhenjingle。
tazhongyuzhidaoweishenmejinnanyebuzijisonglinzhixuquyiyuanle，tashibeihedaole，hededoudongbulele。
jinnanyehuailidelinzhixu，xianzaijiuxiangshiyigexuerenyiyang。
shenshangdeneijianbaisedequnzizaojiubeixueshuijintoule。
hunshenshangxiahaitangzheshui，toufayeshilulude。
zaikanjinnanyesisizhuazhudelinzhixudeyoushoushouwan，yunzhandagaicaidaofashengleshenme。
林知许，想要自杀。
danshixianzaiyelaibujixiangtaiduo、wentaiduo，yunzhanganjinpaodaojinnanyedeshenbian，jiangtahuailidelinzhixubaoleqilai，mudedishiyunjiadeyiyuan。
jiranjitadadianhua，neitayijingcaidaolejinnanyedeyisile。
tabuxiangsonglinzhixuquputongdeyiyuan，zhiyuyuanyin，tabuzhidao。
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dengsanrenlaidaoyiyuanzhihou，linzhixubeisongjinleqiangjiushi。
jiuzaizheishihou，yunzhanzhongyuhaishirenbuzhule。
tawanwanmeiyouxiangdao，linzhixuhuixunsi。
“nanye，nidaodiganshenmele？”
jinnanyehuanhuantaiqitou，yanlimeiyoulepingshideaomanyugaogaozaishang，xiangfan，shixiangshixiaohaizibeihedaoleyiyangdehaipa。
“taxiangyaoqusi。”jinnanyekanzheyunzhandeyanjing，huanhuantuchulezheijigezi。
“taweishenmexiangyaoxunsi？”yunzhankanzhehaoyouhaijinghunweidingdeyangzi，jixuwendao。
“wobatazhiyuangaile。”
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yejiushizaineiyike，yunzhanganjue，zijihaoxiangcongweilejieguozijidezheigecongxiaoyiqizhangdadaodadehaopengyou，tabizijixiangxiangdehaiyaoelie。