第三章

guanyuxiaomeiweishenmexuelezheixuduodongxini,zheishishuolaihuazhang。

zhuoyizhaoqishibushiwodieqinshengde。

wodieqiguanyan,hunhoushinianwuqie,fuqitidieqingshen。

ranerzaimouweifengliutongliaodeyanqingzhong,zhijianyiwujidemoyangshuxi,sixiaxunwencaifaxianshizijiayuanfangbiaomei。nianshaoshipanniyuxizisiben,quebeipianguangleqianjierguaimai。

zaoyukelian,wofuqinmeiduoxiangjiujiangrenxianmaihuilejia,benxianglianxibiaomeidejiarenzaizuodasuan,sheizhidaotongliaoshigedazuibazi,bawodie「tieshukaihua」「caiqipiaopiao」deshichuanderenjinjiezhi。

gengzaogaodeshi,huifuyichashenti,faxianbiaomeijingshenmamuhuanghu,haiyoujigeyuedeshenyun,neijiadeyuanfangqinqiyeyibanqianbuzhisuozhong。

zongguihaiziwugu,youshibenjia。dieniangyiheji,yejiujiangrenliulexialai,fangzaifuzhonghouyuanliyangzhe。

neinianwocaisansui,haibuzhishi。

zheixieshidoushiergehoulaidangbaguajiangjiwotingde,haizhufulewobieduixiaomeiluanshuo,jiurangshangyibeidehutushifanpian,wurangxiaomeiguaxin。

buguanshishizenyang,zongguifuzhongduolegemingyishangdeyiniang,youduolegepiaoliangmeimei。

zhaozhaoheqitarenbuyiyang。

ergeshuowoshengchulaideshihouchoudexianghou,zhuangdexiangniu。

danzhaozhaoshishoushouxiaoxiaodeyizhifenhaozi,ganjueqingqingpengyixiajiuhuishoushang。

houlaibianchenglejipiaoliangdexiaohai。

meimaowanwanxiangxinyue,xingyanwenhedexianghushui,danzonghaishishouruode、qieqiede,yizhenhanfengjiunengrangtadabingyichang。

wobenshixihuantade,danyiniangzongshifengfengdiandiandipaichisuoyouren,wobianyezhujianshuyuanletamenmunv。

fanzhengzhuofuhenda,yanbujianxinbufanma。

zhidaoyicifengzhengfeiquhouyuan,woquxunshicaifaxianxiaomeizaiaida。

lianshangshixianhongdebazhangyin,shoubeishangshiqiachudeyuqing。

shenqiulimeichuanxie,zaiyuanlifazhan。

tazhuyidaoshengxiang,taiyankanwo,xiaoshenghan「azi」。

woneishicaizhidao,yinzhexiaomeiyushengfuxiangsidemeiyan,yiniangshitaweichou,riridama。

woxintengle,shenshoumomoxiaoguniangdetou。

diezaizhanchangshangjiubuhuijia,niangzongshimangyuyanhuiyingchouhesuanzhangguanjia。

wojiuqiaoqiaojixiaomeicaixinyi、songchishi,jiaotadushurenzi。

quehuanlaiyiniangzhizhebizimawofanjianduoguanxianshi,taishoubianjilewoyibazhang,youfengleyibannacaibudejiandaozhaxiangwo。

woneishiyijingkaishixiwu,liqida,yishishishoujiujiangrentuiluochitang。

yiniangbuhuishui,dongyiyouzhong,jingkonghujiu。

woquexiangqimourijiaoxiaomeidushu,zhaozhaowenwo「si」ziheyi。

woshuo:「jiushiyongyuanlikai,cishengzaibuxiangjian。」

zhaozhaoshuo:「neiwokeyirangniangqu……」

houbanjuhuabeiwowuzhezuisaihuiqule。

xiaomeinianyoubudongshi,woquebunenghuluanjiao。

小妹不能,但我……

dieshuoshengsiyouming,dageshuoxiangsiersheng,ergeshuosiwangshixindekaishi。

woxiangqineirizhaozhaodongdesesefadou,lianseqingbai,dafushuoshishentiluolehanzheng,ruobuhaohaodiaoyang,pashizaoyaozhizhuang。

wotounaofare,tongshoutongjiaodizhuanshenzoule,quezaibuyuanchuyudaoxiaomei。

woshuo:「zhaozhao,tasile,yihouwozhaogunihaobuhao?」

xiaoguniangyangtoukanzhewo:「keniangshuowoshiyezhong,bupeihuozaizheishishang,yegenbenbushizhuojiaderen。suoyiazi,niyihouyehuidiuxiawodeba?」

woyankuangsuanse:「buhuide,wofashizheibeizidoubaohuni。」

zhaozhaochenmobanshang,zuihoulazhewodeyixiushuo「hao」。

wobuzhitaneirishifoukandaoleshenme,shifoujizhuleshenme。

danwozhongguiqianlezhaozhaoyitiaoxingming。

neishiqingfenmingyougenghaodejiejuefangfa,birurangmuqinchumianshouyangzhaozhao。

yuanbenyegairuci,zhishiyiniangshizhongjianchiqinzifuyang,youzaiyuanzhongbimenbuchu,niangaiyutamenmunvdeshenfenmeiyouduowen,bingbuzhizhaozhaobeizhangqinvedai。

xiaomeineishinianyoubudongshi,womeiyouzigedaitazuojueding。

是我做错了事。

suoyihoulaiwopinlemingdiduixiaomeihao,zhaozhaoxihuandeyiqiewodoupengdaotamianqian。

jieguoliangnianhoufaxian,wohaoxiangbaxiaohaiyangdaile……

shishubutong,danchunhaopian,wulunxiangyaoshenmedouwaizhetousajiao,yikeguihuatangjiunenghongzhetajiwoduyizhengtiandehuaben。

罪过,罪过。

zheidaoyemeishenme,wotianzhendiyiweiyiwozhuojiashili,binenghutayishengwuyouwulv,daijiudaidianba。

sheizhiwodiezaiwaidazhangshi,yicigenjuxingshibushoujunling,yinqidiwangyixin,jiangerweixiongzhangkouliugongzhong,muqinyebeihuanghouliuzhe「xuhua」。

weidunianyoudewoyuxiaomeiliushouzhuofu,jiazhongxiarenyedoubeiyulinjungandaoyuanzhongkanshou。

neiyebaoyuqingpen,leishengdazuo,xiaomeizhuazhewodeshouduozaijuzhong,yishengshenghuangkongbuandihanzhe:「azi。」

houlai,fuqinduanleyibei,xiejiahaijia。

woyechenglelengkuwuqingdejiejie,buzaiduixiaomeiyuquyuqiu,yaotazijiqiangdaqilai。

wozaixiaomeitoulansajiaoshidatashouxin。

lidaobuzhong,taquehongleyanjingwenwo:「azi,nibuyaozhaozhaolema?」

woneiridayueshitufanaoji,shuolejulanhua,houhuizhijin:「jiejiegengxihuannulidehaizi。」

zineizhihouxiaomeijiangzijiguanqilaidushu,xueqinqishuhua,xuesishuwujing。

xuewohuide,xuewobuhuide。

qiongjinzhuojiasuonengtigongdeyiqie。

tahennuli,zhishibuzaixuyaowo。

zhaozhaoruwosuoyuanzhangdale,wenrouconghui、zhangxiushanwu、yourenyouyu。

taxiaozheduiwoshuo:「jiejiefangxin,congjinwanghouwoshenmedoubuqiuni。xiangyaodeyiqie,woziranhuiquqianglai。」

zheibianshiwoyuxiaomeilengzhandekaishi。