第1章 痛吗?

隆冬,大雪漫天。

wulinuanqichongzu,xuzhiranzhengzhunbeixiuxi,chuangwaihuranchuanlaiqicheyinqingsheng。

taxinzangyisuo,bennengdehaipaqilai。

xuzhiranzoudaochuangqian,wangxiakanqu。

chetingwenzhihou,yanmingliejiaobuliangqiangdecongchelichulai,xuzhiranyikantazheigeyangzi,jiuzhidaotahezuile。

xuzhiranmengranhoutui,muguangcanghuang,xiangyaoduoqilai。

yanminglieshitadezhangfu,liangrenqingmeizhuma。

keliangnianqianliangrenjiehun,quebingbushichuyuaiqing,ershiyinweiyuanhen。

yanmingliehenta,hendaoxiangyaozhemosita,youqishihezuizhihou,gengshicubaohaobuliuqing。

woshiwuchukezang,xuzhiranlakaiyiju,gangyaojinqu,woshimenbianbeitikai,yanmingliechonglejinlai。

“youxiangpao?”tayazaitahoubeishang,tiwenguntang,zhuodexuzhiranxinhuang,“haishishuo,nijiuzheimebuxihuanbeinidehefazhangfupeng?”

“nihezuile……”xuzhiranshitutuikaita。

zheigedongzuorenuleyanminglie,tazhijiesikailexuzhiranqingbodezheyan,haowuzhunbeidejinru。

tengtongrangxuzhirantongjiaochusheng。

“tongma?”taqiazhexuzhiranbozi,“nibeipanwodeshihou,haisiwofuqindeshihou,dadiaowomendehaizideshihou,woyeyiyangtong。”

xuzhiranhenhenyaojinyachi,piekailelian。

“nizenmebujieshi?”yanminglieqiajintadehoulong,“niweishenmeconglaibujieshi?xuzhiran,nishuohuaa!”

xuzhiranbishangyan,tongkudao:“minglie,nixiangxinwohaoma,womeiyoubeipanni……”

“zhengjuni?”yanmingliemanliannuhuo,“niqingpiaopiaoyijuhua,jiuxiangrangwoxiangxinni,pingshenme?”

“nibushuoniaiwoma?aiwoweishenmebu……”

“woaini?”yanmingliechaofengdedaduanta,“xuzhiran,wozhishiyiqianaiguoni,kenixianzaini?angzang,beilie……wopingshenmehaiaini?”

tayibajiangxuzhiranrengzaichuangshang,huiandeshenyerengzaijixu。

xuzhiranzhongyuchengshoubuzhu,hunmiguoqu。

tahunhunee,hunshuilehaojiu,zhongyubeishenshangdeshangkoutongxing。

tajiannandechengqishen,kouganshezao。

xuzhiranwulidekaozaichuangtou,jiaolaibaomu,“mafanjiwodaobeishui。”

“ai,haode。”baomuyingdao,querengzhanzaiyuandi,yuyanyouzhi。

xuzhiranyuganbuhao:“zenmele?”

baomuzhongyushuo:“jiali……laileyigekeren,shiyanxianshengdaihuilaide,shuorangninhaohaosihou。”

xuzhiranlenglexujiu,yashengdao:“nvrenma?”

保姆点点头。

xuzhiranyonglibileyan,zaibaomudechanfuxiaqichuang,xialou。

keting,yigeshenchuanhongqundehuolanvrenbeiduizhexuzhiranzhanzhe,neishenxing……henshiyanshu。

xuzhiranyaozheya,jiaochutademingzi:“gutianxue。”

“ya,yantaitaizhongyuqichuanglea。”gutianxuezhuanguoshen,chongzhexuzhiranjiaomeiweixiao,tayishouchengzhehouyao,manmanzoujin,zuozuodao,“wokenengyaozaizheilizhugeyinianbanzaini,yantaitaifangbiandeba?”

xuzhirandemuguanglaolaodinggezaitamingxiantuqidexiaofushang。

gutianxuedeyidetingqixiaofu:“shide,wohuaiyunle,shinizhangfude。”

xuzhiranyanqianfahei,jihuzhanbuzhu,quankaobaomuchanfu。

“yanxianshengshuoninzaichuangshangjiushiyitiaogankudesiyu,haowuquweibushuo,haibuhuixiadan,suoyi……”gutianxuemanyouyouzoujin,sangyinjiaorou,“tabaoyanglewoni,nikanwoduozhengqi,womendehaizidouwugeyueleni。”

xuzhiranhenhendao:“gunchuqu,gun!”

“xuzhiran,nizaijiaosheigun?”yanmingliedeshengdouranxiangqi,“yaogun,yeshinijiwogun!”