第五章 一个画家的自我修养

dikezaimenshangqiaoleliangxia,biantuimenjinru。

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zheichuangzi,nanbuchengshidaokongjianmenbucheng?

“wozheihualang,daoshixujiumeilaiguokerenle。”yigecanglaodeshengyincongqianfangchuanlai。

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dikeshaoyoudebiaodaleshanyi:“ninhao,ninjiushiaimosenwushiba?wojiao……”

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“nihushuo!”laozhegaoheyisheng。

jiujianlaozheyihuishouzhongdefazhang,zhixiangdatingzhouweidehuazuo:“nikanzheixiewohualebaiyunianjingxinhuizhidezuopin,meiyifudoushizuyizaishishangliumingdejiazuo。”

youzhixiangtadehuaban:“zaikanwozheidiaopeifamingyanliao,chuangzaochudehuihuajifa,meiyixiangdounengranghuihuajiechanshengjudadezhendong,shenzhikaichuangchuyitaoquanxindehuihualiupai!”

zuizhongshenchushouzhizhandoudezhixiangdike:“nijiujingshiyouduomeyumeiwuzhicaihuirenweiwoshigaisideaimosenwushi,erbushiweidadeaimosenhuajia!”

dikedoumengle,aimosenquerengjiudiediebuxiudenumazhe:“yuchun!wuzhi!cubi!bukeliyu!……”

dikezhongyuzhidaotazhusuoshuode“jingshenzhuangtai”buzenmezhengchangshigeshenmeqingkuangle,zheihuoderenzhizhongzijiyagenjiubushiyigewushi,gujirangtaguolaigenzheiweixuexi“wushu”,yinggaidexianbeianzaihuabanqianlaitaosannianqixingwuniandiaose。

kaishitahairenzhexiangjieshi,danaimosenkouzhongdecubizhiyujiumeiyoutingxiadeyisi,yagenmeiyoujitashuohuadejihui。

beimalexujiu,zuizhongdikeyenaonuleqilai,kuabuzoushangqianqu,zhuaizheaimosendexiuzi:“nikankannizheiyishen,neidianxiangyigehuajiale?xiangrangrenyiweinishigehuahuade,nichuanshenmepaozia!nichuanduodoumajiaa!nidaibeileimaoa!”

dikeyouyibaduoguoaimosendemozhang:“haiyouzheidongxi,nituijiaoyoumeimaobing,nazheiwanyiganshenme?ninahuabia!niyaoshisuishenchaoyigediaosepan,sheihainengbuzhidaonishiganshenmede!”

aimosendouranlengzhule,liangjiu,cainieruzhewendao:“zhen,zhendema?”

zheipabushigeshaziba?dikelengjinglexialai,mianseguguaidekanzheta:buhuishiyigerendaideshijiantaijiu,laonianchidaileba?

dikehuanhuankaikou,yonghongxiaohaideyuqishuodao:“dui,zhengsuowei,renkaoyizhuangmakaoan,nikanwozheishen,nihuiyiweiwoshiyigewushima?”

kanzhedikeneiyishenhaowuqizhiheshenmigandezhaopao,aimosenhuangranyaoleyaotou,jiezheshensejidongdehoutuileyibu。dangchangkaishijiepidai。

“ai!ai!laotou,budui,laorenjia,biejidonga,wohaizaizheierni,nidaoshiquliwutuoqua。”dikeshangqianzuzhi。

quemeixiangzheilaotoushenshouhaitingjiaojian,sanxiawuchuer,paozi、maozi、pidai、buxuedourangtadiudaoleyibian。

shuaizheyamadoudangbu,paoxiangdatingyibian,laidaoyifulitipaidehuazuoqian,dikezhijuedeyanqianyihuang,aimosenjiuxiaoshile。

erneilitipaihuazuozhong,zeduoleyigesuishuoshenxingniuqu,danrengjiunengyixikanchubaisexufadeguangdinglaotou。

dikerouleyixiayan,faxianhuazuozhongdelaotouzishiyoulebianhua,lianxuzhabalejixiayan,neihuazhongdelaotoujiurutonghuandengpianyiyang,yigenyigendexiangtahuilehuishou,niutoubianzourulehuazuoshenchu。

这是……巫术?

zheishidedikezaikanxiangzhouweidehuazuo,bianyouleyizhongqimiaodeganjue,fangfoneixietuhuazhongdejiaosedouzaikanzheta。

zuizhongjiangmuguangkanxiangnei“chuanghu”,zheicaifaxian,suishuoyangguangnengcongzhongzhaoshejinlai,danwulunshiyunduo,haishicaomu,doumeiyousihaodeyidong——zheishiyifuzhijiebeihuizhizaiqiangbishangdecaihua。

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dikeshenshoupenglepenghuamian,faxianyijingjinbuqule。

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tacongyizishangzhanleqilai,shousuishouyihui,bianbianchuleyigensanshiduolimizhang,xitengjiuchanzaiyiqidegouchengdemozhang:“hao,womenlaixuexiwushu。”

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