第四章

“chichen,wo……”meidengxiafanxingkaikou,zuijiubeitaduzhule。

xiafanxinghuangleyixia,qiangshideqixishunjianhuarutadekouqiang,tadeshetouzaixiafanxingdekouzhongyouzou,wenzhetashenshangdandandeyancaoweidao,xiafanxingcuoebuyi。

taxiangyaotuikaichichen,keyixiangdaoliangrenyijingshimingzhengyanshundefuqi,tadunshishiqulefankangdeliqi。

xiayimiao,tabeituidaozaichuangshang,yijuguntangdenanxingqutifushangshenlai,tadedashoutanjinqundi,xiafanxingrenbuzhuzhandouleyixia,shenzijianjiantanruanlexialai。

tabuganfankang,jinshijinke,chichenshitaweiyidekaoshan。

suoyitashengsediyinghezhechichen,xiangyaoquyueta。

chichenweizhoumeitou,mianqiandezheigexiaonvrenfangfoduitayouzhezhimingdexiyinli,tabushoukongzhidixiangyaosuoqugengduo。

“sila”yisheng,chichencubaodisilielexiafanxingshenshangdeyiqun。

tadezhifuzaixiafanxingdeshenshangyouzou,tazhijuedehunshendexueyedaoliu,yizhongcongweiyouguodezhanliganxijuanquanshen。

tayinyinqidaizhechichendexiayibudongzuoshi,mianqiandenanrenqueturanfanshenxiachuang。

tataitou,zhenghaozhuangshangnanrenchaofengdeyanshen。

neiyike,kongdiaodelengfenglengbudingdipensazaishenshang,jingdexiafanxingdalehaojigelengzhan,kechichendeyanshenquegengrangtajuedenanyirenshou。

“xiafanxing,weilebaochou,nihaizhenshishenmeshouduandouyongdechulai。”tachenzhelian,xiangshiyayizhejidadenuqiyiban,“nilianrongrongdeyigenshouzhitoudoubibushang,haiwangxiangwopengni?”

tayanzhongdeyanesihaobujiayanshi,fangfoxiafanxingshichulaimaideyiyang。

“bazheigeqianle。”chichenjugaolinxiadikanzhemianqiandexiafanxing,lengshengshuodao,“nizuihaobazijideweizhibaizhengle,womenzhijianzhishiqiyuehunyin,zaiwozhaodaozugoudezhengjuweirongrongbaochouzhihou,wohuilikejieshuwogennizhijiandehunyinguanxi,daoshihou,qingnilikeshoushihaozijidedongxi,gunchuwojia。”

chichendeyixihua,xiangshiyibabafenglidedaozi,chadexiafanxingshenshangqianchuangbaikong。

yanleizaitadeyankuanglimiandazhuan,dantahaishirenzhule。

tapinmingdigaosuziji,bienanguo。

zhishihezuoeryi,youshenmehaonanguode?

tajianqichichenrengguolaideheyue,zixidikanleyibian,querenmeiyouwenti,taxingyunliushuibandiqianshanglezijidemingzi。

没有一丝拖泥带水。

daoshichichen,lianshangshanguoyisicuoe。

tayiweixiafanxinggenzijihezuoshidaizhemudede,youqishitaganggangshitanguozhihou,tagengjiaquedingzijidecaice。

keshikandaoxiafanxingshuangkuaidizaiheyueshangqianzi,chichenyilianchayi。

难道是自己想错了?

“nishuodemeicuo,weilefuchou,woshenmedouzuodechulai。”tabaqianhaozideheyuedijilechichen,chongzhemianqiandechichenshuodao,“chixiansheng,wodayingni,baowanchouzhihou,woyidinghuichedixiaoshizainideshijieli,zheiyidianniwanquanbuyongdanxin。”

她是死过一次的人。

genshengsixiangbi,shenmedoubuzhongyao。

tadeyankuanglimianxumanleyanlei,yandideqingxuhenfuza。

youbugan、youchouhen、haiyoujueqianghejuewang。

tahaoxiangzaishenmedifangjianguozheiyangdeyanshen。

他心烦意乱。

buzhidaoweishenme,meicijiandaoxiafanxing,tajiuqingbuzijindixiangyaonveta。

tasihuzongshinenggouzaibujingyijianjifachuzijipianzhideyimian。

chichendeyandishanguoyisiaonao,tabuyuanchengren,zijiduizheigenvrenyouleteshudeqingxu。

tajuedexiongkouhenmen,yushitazhuanguoshen,jingzhiquleshufang。

mingmingyijingbashufangdechuanghudoudakaile,chuizheyewandefeng,keshixiafanxingneigeyanshenquezaitadenaohailimianhuizhibuqu。

tafanmenbuyi,zicongjiangyunrongzouhou,tajiuranshanglechouyandexiguan,zheihuigengshiyigenjiezheyigendechou,genbentingbuxialai。

taxianglehenduohenduo,rongrongdesi,xiayiyideduoshanyijixiafanxingdeyanshen,yizhengwan,tadoumeinengpingjingxialai。

buzhidaoweishenme,zaixiayiyihexiafanxingzhijian,tabennengdixuanzexiangxinhouzhe。

yushitajizhulifaleduanxin,dingzhutazheshoudiaochajiangyunrongdesiyin,diaochazhongdianyaozaixiayiyineibian。

zheigeyewan,buguanshiduiyuchichen,haishixiafanxingeryan,zhudingshigebupingjingdeyewan。

夏繁星一夜未眠。

taxinlizhuangzhehenduodeshiqing,genchichenjiehunzhishidiyibu,jiexialaitayaozuodeshiqing,caishirenzhongerdaoyuan。

weilebimianbubiyaodeganga,diertianyizao,taquerenchichenlikaijiazhihou,caishoushihaozhunbeichumen。

talakaimen,kandaozhanzaimenkoudenanren,lianshangdebiaoqingdengshijiubianle。

zhanzaimenkouderen,shichitang。

他还有脸来?