第1章
‘砰！’
binglengdechugantiezhehuoruidelian，tahuanhuanzhengkaiyan，yanqianyipiannianhuhudeyetizhezhushixian。
etoushangchuanlaijutong，huoruiyaozhechuntaiqitou，kanxiangtashenqiandenvren。
nvrencikezhenghenhendijiuzhetadetoufayonglidewangqiangshangke！
“buyaoliandexiao**！niyebusapaoniaozhaozhaojingzi！haiyiweizijishichengshaodeweihunqini？”
“zheierkeshijianyu！chengshaoqinzifenfuguo，rangwomenhaohao‘zhaoguzhaogu’ni！”
huoruizhanglezhangzui，xiangyaofankang，ketahunshenshangxia，meiyichudouzaijiaoxiaozhetong！
痛到窒息！
kezuitongde，haishixinkou！
“huorui，chengyanbuyaonile！”
“taningyuanyaoyigezhiwuren，yebuyuanyiduokanniyiyan！”
“maquezhongjiushimaque，jiusuanshifeijinxinsipashangzhitou，yezhongguihuidiaoxialai！”
“zheijianyu，jiushinizuizhongdeguichu！”
erbiandeshengyinyuefamohu，huoruishenzhidouyouxiefenbuqing，daodishizaizuomeng，haishixianshi！
yanqiandeshixianbeinianhuhudexianxuezhedangzhu，tashenchushou，chaozhemenkoufangxiangtanqu，yanjiaoleishuiwushenggunluo，tongkuninan：“bushiwo，zhendebushiwozhuangdeta......”
三年后。
yangguangcimu，nvzijianyudamen‘huala’yishengdakai，huoruifuzhemen，yinyuekejiandequezhetuiconglimianzouchulai。
“huoruibiaoxianyouyi，tiqianshifang。chuquzhihou，haohaozuoren，zhongxinkaiqiniderensheng。”
重新开启人生？
huoruitaiqitou，candanyixiao。
taderensheng，zaojiurutongheibaihua，zaiyemeiyouzhongxinzhanfangguangcaidekenengle。
tagangzouchujianyudamen，jiukanjianmenqiantingzheyiliangheisedejiaoche。
budenghuoruikanqingchucheshangneirenshishei，lianggerencongcheshangxialai，liantuodaizhuaidebatatuoleshangqu，jinjiezhe，huoruiyanqianyihei，yunleguoqu。
zaicizhengkaiyanxinglaishi，yigunanwendexiaodushuideweidaopubierlai。
taxunsufanyingguolai，zheilishiyiyuan！
“醒了？”
shenhouchuanlaideshengyinliangsousoude，daizheyiguyapogan。
huoruishunjianhunshenbengjin，xiangshihuidaolesannianqian，neitianyeli，taguizaixuedili，yibianyouyibiandejieshi，keneigenanrenzishizhizhongzhiyouyijuhua：“huorui，minxixingbuguolai，nidehoubanyusheng，jiuzaijianyulishuzuiba！”
rujintachuyule，suoyishuo......
huoruimengdiqishen，yiniutou，bianduishangneishuanglengmodehanmou。
“冷吗？”
shigesannian，kanqingchuhuoruirongmaodeshunjian，chengyanxinxiayizhan，tazenmebianchengzheifumoyangle？huoruiyiranshoudezhishengpibaogutou，yuanbenbaijingruyudemianrong，rujinyeweiweifanhuang。
youqishineishuangmouzi，xiangshiyitansishui，kanxiangtadeshihou，chuleweiju，sesuo，zaiwuqita。
huoruiduosuozhezuichun，jiannandetuchuneigemingzi：“chengyan。”
chengyantongkongmengdiyisuo，lianshangnanyanyanededao：“bizui！nibupeizheimejiaowo！”
不配？
也对。
nengjiaotaquanmingderen，chulechengyeye，zhiyouneigenvren。
huoruiminleminchun，renzhuyanzhongsuanse，qingshengdao：“chengshaoruoshimeishi，wojiuxianzoule。”
tagangchuyu，zongdehuijiaqinkougaosubaba，huominxidechehuogenzijiwuguan。
yebuzhihuoruizenmerenulechengyan，tayitingzheihua，dunshiliansedabian，yibazuanzhuhuoruideshouwan，“zou？”
“huorui，nizenmebuqusi！yaobushini，minxizenmehuizaizheibinglengdebingfanglitangsannian！”
tayankuangtonghong，yanjiaomeishaodoutouzheyiguyane，haoxianghenbudebahuoruisisuijihuominxipeizuiyiban。
huoruixinzhongyipianhanliang，anranwuyang，tazhangkou，shengyinshaya：“niweishenmebukenxinwo？dangchuhuominxichuchehuo，zhendebushiwoanpaide......”
“够了！”
chengyanliansetieqing，miansejinbengdedengzhehuorui，xianqidao：“buzhihuigai！daoxianzainihaijiaobian！”
“zhengjuquezao，bushini，nandaoshiminxinaxingminglaiyuanwangni？”
tazheiyijuhua，shunjianjianghuoruidarudiyu。
tahechengyanqingmeizhuma，ziyoudingxiadehunyue，tayiweizijishunlichengzhangdehuijiajita，kehoulai，danghuominxinazhetahechengyandeqinmizhaogaosuziji，rangzijituichudeshihou，tajiuzhidao，zheichanghunyue，zhongjiubushuyuziji。
yuanbentaxiangtuihun，kechengjialaoyezisihuobukensongkou，jianchizhirenhuoruizheiyigesunxifu！
zhihou，huominxichuchehuo，suoyoudezhengjudouzhixianghuorui。
erhuominxichehuohoubianxianruhunmi，zhihouyishengzhenduan，tayoukenengzheibeizidouxingbulai，chengyanyinuzhixia，manzhesuoyouren，budongshengsedebatasongjinjianyu。
huoruishenxilekouqi，kuxiaoyisheng，dao：“shibushiwoshuoshenme，nidoubuhuixiangxin？”
“对。”
“好。”
huoruituranyigaiwangchangtaidu，diandiantou，jueqiangdetaiqitouduishangchengyanxinghongdemouzi，yiziyijudao：“shi**de！”
“yiqiedoushiwoyishoumouhua！wohenbudehuominxizheibeizidoubucengchuxianguo！”
“taduozouwofuqin，wodejia，woaidenanren，wodeyiqie，wojiushiduitahenzhirugu！”
shuowan，tabijinchengyanyibu，yanjiaofenmingguazhelei，yuqiqueyichangjianjue：“chengshaohaixiangtingshenme？woshuojiniting！”
shashijian，chengyanyouxiecuoe。
tazheimeduonian，wulunzenmebiwenhuorui，taconglaimeiyouchengrenguo。
kejintian，dangzheixiehuacongtazuiliqingpiaopiaodeshuochulaishi，tajingranmeiyoubandianmanyideganjue。
zhijuedexiongkoumomingdedudehuang。
“guoranshini......”
“dui，haiyougenedude，chengshaoxiangtingma？”
huoruiliaoqierbiansuifa，yanshenerzhigougoudedingzhehuorui，“woshenzhixiangtazheibeizidouxingbuguolai！”
“我想得到你！”
“woxiangmeitianzhengkaiyanjiunengkanjianni！gengxiangnizuowoweilaihaizidefuqin！woxiangbazheni，zheibeizidourangnizhishuyuwoyigeren......”
“够了！”
yishenglihe，daduanlehuoruidehua。
tajifengdegouqizuijiao，xiaole。
chengyanqidexiongkoujulieqifu，miqimouziyanedepiexiangta，lengshengdao：“huorui，duotingnishuoyijuhua，wodoujuedeexin！”
huoruichuixiayanlian，mianwubiaoqing。
zheiyangdehua，sannianqiantajiuyijingtinggoule。
“woshuoguo，minxiyiribuxing，nijiushizuiren！”
shuowan，tahudeqishenshangqian，dalegexiangzhi，chaozhemenwaifenfudao：“batasongqushuzui！minxiyitianbuxing，tajiubiexianglikaibanbu！”