第 3 章 记忆融合

nanrenzhangdebucuo,zaiyizhongrenlimiangezizuigao,suiranpifubeitaiyangshaidelvehei,danyebiqitarenyaobaishangjifen,weizhangdetoufashuchengsanqifen,duizhepangbianrenxiaodeshihouyinyuenengkanjianlianggexianjinqudejiuwo。

xuyankanzhetaduiqitanvzhiqingxiao,xinlidebushufuganyuelaiyueqianglie。

keweishenmehuituranchuxianzheizhongqingxutayeshuobuqing,mingmingtazheishidiyicijiandaozheigeren。

难不成是因为原主?

另一边。

hanxiaoyutamenwangqianzoulejibuhouyekanjianlezhanzaiyuanzilidingzhetamenkandexuyan,bu,zhunqueyidianshuo,shizhigougoudingzhehanxiaoyudexuyan。

shoudexiangshizhishengxiayibagutouderendailenglengzhanzaitaiyangdixia,yanjingbeiqiangguangcidebanmizhe,gandaoqipidezuichunzaikanjianlairendeshunjianbennengdewangshangtailetai,chechugetaohaodexiaolai。

徐言:“……”

zheibennengfanying,jianzhilipu!

taxiuyixiayaxiazuijiao,jixuchaozhehanxiaoyukanguoqu。

hanxiaoyulianshangdexiaozaidiyiyankanjianxuyanjiusanlegeganjing,cishizaikanjianxuyanneibujiayanshidemuguanghexiao,lianseshunjianchenlexiaqu,mouzilihaiyouxiexuxianqi。

徐言:“……”

xuyanshilihenhao,dangranzhuyidaolehanxiaoyudebiaoqingbianhua,dantayebutaiqingchuxianzaidaodishigeshenmeqingkuang,zhinengjixuweichizhelianshangdebiaoqing。

静观其变。

“laihamaxiangchitianerou,”yuanbenzaisushelidezhoujingjingbuzhidaoshenmeshihoudaolewaimian,kaikouchaofengleyiju。

xuyanxihuanhanxiaoyuzaizhenggezhiqingdianbushimimi。

hanxiaoyubuxihuanxuyanyeshisuoyouzhiqingxinzhidumingdeshiqing。

“xiaoyugeyeshidaomei,yizhibeizheizhongrenchanzhe,”nianjixiaoyidiandenvzhiqingliangqianbenlaihaixiaoyiyingyingde,zaikanjianxuyanshi,biaoqinglikeyibian,youxiexianedechaoneibianfanlegebaiyan。

“bieshuole,”lingyigebitamenzaolailiangniandenvzhiqingyewei,lalelaliangqiandegebo。

“wojiushuo!”liangqianbenlaishengyinjiuda,beitazheiyiquan,shengyingengdale,“taxianggeweibayiyangtiantiannianzaixiaoyugedepiguhoutou,haipabierenshuo?”

“yebusapaoniaozhaozhaozijishigeshenmeguiyangzi,haiwangxianglanhamachitianerou,”liangqianzheijuhuamadehennanting,shengyingengshidadaobieshuoyuanzilile,jiushiyuanziwaimiandoutingdezhenzhende。

hanxiaoyutingjiantadehuameitouzhoulezhou,danyemeichushengzuzhi。

qitarenyedoumeishuohua,kanlexuyanjiyan,youkanlehanxiaoyujiyan,zhijiequlechufang。

buguoxuyanyijiuzhanzaiyuandimeishenmefanying,buzhidaoshizhuangmeitingjian,haishizhendelianpihoudaomatadoubuguanyongle。

其实都不是。

xuyanshizaidingzhehanxiaoyudeshihouturanjieshoudaoleyibufenyuanzhudejiyi,ranhoujiufaxianzijijuranchuanjinlezhiqiankanguodeyibenniandaiwenli。

tajiushuo“xiaoyuge”zheigechenghuzenmeneimeershu!

tajiushineibenniandaiwendenanzhu!

niandaixiaoshuolidehanxiaoyu,zhangxiangyingjun,tounaobufan,suiranzanshibeikunzaixiangxiaguozhejiankuderizi,dantabujinyou“renjianrenai”buffjiacheng,haiyouzuoshenmechengshenmedeyundao。

youqishizaitaquledaduishujidenversunjiarouzhihou,yiqiejiubiandegengjiashunfengshunshui,tamenxiangaixiangxi,gongtongfendou,yiqiduguojiannansuiyue,zuihouzai1977niangaokaohuifuzhihou,yiqikaoshangledaxue,zuihouyouzaibalingniandaixiahaijingshang,chenglequanguoyoumingdefuhao。

zheibenxiaoshuojiushizaijiangtamenlianggezaineigeshidaixiademeihaochunzhenaiqinghefendougaibianrenshengdegushi。

而她,徐言。

buguoshinanzhuzhongduodekuangrezhuiqiuzhezhongdeyige,zhuyaozuoyongjiushizhangxiannanzhuduyiwuerdenanxingmeili,hetuxiannvzhuzaizheigeniandaiwenrouxianhuiyouchijiayoudaodeyouliangpinde。

俗称,炮灰。

yuanwenzhongxuyandejiatingbeijingjiaodaidebushihenqingchu,zhishuotafumuzaibshigongzuo,jiatingtiaojiantinghaode,haiyougegegeyijingjiehunle,qiziyeshichanglidezhigong,tiefanwan,qitajiumeiyougengduole。

danxuyannaohaizhonghaiyouguanyuyuanzhudeyibufenjiyi,suiranbuwanzheng,danyenengpincouchulaigedagai。

zaiyuanzhudejiyidangzhong,dangchujialiyijingjitaanpailegebucuodegongzuo,dengdaotagaozhongbiyelimajiunengjinchangshangban,dantayeshizaineigeshiqiyushanglehanxiaoyu。

算是一见钟情。

haimeixiaxiangchaduidehanxiaoyupifuyebai,nongmeidayan,zhangxiangzhouzheng,zaiyizhongnantongxueligezizuigao,chongrenxiaodeshihouyiwaiheyuanzhuduishileyiyan。

jiushineiyiyan,yuanzhuturanjuedezijixinlidehuazaineiyishunjianquankaile。

hanxiaoyubitadaliangsui,danyinweishangxuewan,heyuanzhutongyinianbiye,jialirenkouzhongduo,xiongdijiemeisiwuge,tashilaoda,tiaojianyebushitaihao,meishenmemenluzhaoshangchenglidegongzuo,zhinengxiaxiangchadui。

beiyuanzhuzhidaohou,yuanzhuyeyaosiyaohuofeiyaogenzhequxiaxiang。

fumubutongyi,tajiunao,shenzhizuihoumanzhejialirenquzhiqingbanbaoleming。

danzheishibuzhizenmejiubeiyouxinrenchuanlechuqu,changqudayuanliyilunfenfen,doushuoxujiadenverbuziai,buyaolian,shangganzhetienanfang,buzhidaojialirenshizenmejiaode。

xufutingdaochadianbeiqisi。

houlaihaishihanxiaoyudefumuturanshangmentiqin,caihuajielezheiyichangfengbo。

meicuo,yuanzhuhehanxiaoyudinghunle。

就在他们下乡之前。

danzheijianshishihanjiafumudeyisi,hanxiaoyudangzhesuoyourendemianermeibiaotaishuozijibuyuanyi,sixiaqueheyuanzhushuozhishikanbuguantayinweitabeirenshuoxianhua,suoyicaitongyifumulaitiqin。

yaoshiqulexiangxia,lianggerenhaishiqingqingbaibaishenmeguanxiyemeiyou,yuanzhuyebunengbazheiceng“bangmang”deguanxishuochuqu。

徐言:“……”

huiyidaozheilixuyanzhijiebeiqixiaole。

bierenbuzhidaoqingkuang,tayigecongtoudaoweizixikanleshuderennengbuzhidaoyaoyanshisheichuanchuqude?

suiranyuanzhuzuozhemeixiangxie,dantaqueding,jiushitahanxiaoyudema!

weideshixujiadeguanxiheqian。

erqie,shulihouqihaiyinhuidetiguojici,xujiayinweinverdeshi,banglehanjiahenduoci,haibanghanxiaodijieshaolegongzuo。

dangranzheixiedoushihouhuazanshianxiabuti,jiushuozheigehanxiaoyu,shulibatamiaoxiededuohaoduohao,kexianshizenmeshizheimegewanyier?

还“帮忙”!

帮他个大头鬼!

xuyanjiubuxintanengbuzhidaotafumudeyitu,bijingyuanzhuxihuantazheijianshihaishita“buxiaoxin”shuolouzuijijialidedidimeimeitingdaole,ranhoudidimeimeiyougaosuletafumu。

zuihoucaiyoulezheimeyichutiqindexima。

erqie,hanxiaoyuzaiheyuanzhushuo,daolexiangxiabunengbatamenzhijianweihunfu/qideguanxishuochuqudeshihou,haiyiliandeweileta,tashouweiqudebiaoqing。

bushi,dage,meinengrangnicanjiaaosikashiaosikadesunshi。

真的,太会了啊你!

xuyanqidehuiyibuxiaqule。

yuanzhuquegaoxingdexianggeshazi。

不,她就是个傻子。

tadaosidoubaoshouzhemimi,shenzhishenxinzijiyidingnenghehanxiaoyujiehun。

bijingtamenlianggerenyijingdangzheliangjiafumu,haiyouqitarendemianerdingqinle。

buguanhanxiaoyuzenmeshuo,dingqinshishishi。

再后来……

yuanzhuruyuanyichanggenzhehanxiaoyuxiaxiang。

tafumusuiranshengtadeqi,danbijingshicongxiaopengzaishouxinlizhangdadenver,haishiburenxintashouku,duanduanbannianshijianjitayoujilebushaodongxiguolai。

buguoyuanzhujiushigewunaozhongjitiangou,weiletaohaohanxiaoyu,tabujinjiangbaneixiehaodongxiquanjileta,haiziwogandongdezaichifandeshihoujinliangshaochiyixie,bachoudefandouliujihanxiaoyu。

然后……

yuanzhuzijiheshuiyiyangdezhou,chilasangzidefupi,shenzhijingchangchibubao,zhinengouerqudiliwayidiangancaohuozheqitayecaichongji。

dangchukanzheibenxiaoshuodeshihouxuyanjiumaguohenduociyuanzhu,juedetanaoziyoumaobing,yehaoqizheigehanxiaoyudaodizhangchengshenmetianxianyang,nengbarenmichengzheigeyangzi。

xianzaijianlebenren,tajuedeyiban。

是真的一般。

bieshuozaigezhongjingzhiaidouliancengchubuqiongde24nian,jiushifangzaixianzaizheigeniandai,haimeiyouyuanzhujiyizhongdegegeshuaini。

suoyi,tadaodishizenmebayuanzhumidewumisandaode?

genglingxuyanchayihebujiedeshi,yuanzhujiyizhongdeshiqingheshushangyouhendadechuru,shushangzhishuoyuanzhuweiletaohaohanxiaoyuyongziwogandongdefangshirangchide,danconglaimeitiguoyuanzhujiangbamayoujilaidedongxidoujilehanxiaoyu。

zheidaodishizenmeyihuishi……

suiranshuoxuyanhaibunengwanquangaoqingchusuoyouxijie,dantaquexinyuanzhudejiyiyinggaibishulimiandegengjiajuyoukexindu。

bijingshulimianzhuyaoshiweilechentuozhujiao,danyuanzhushizhenshidezaizheilihuoleshibanian。

kexi,julishijiusuideshengridoumeijitianle,renjiudiaoheliyansile。

徐言眸子暗了暗。

jianxuyanhaidailenglengdingzheziji,xiangshiyanjingzhangtashenshangleyiyang,hanxiaoyuyanlidexianegengsheng,lengzheyizhanglianlinzheshoulidedongxizhijieraoguoxuyanqulechufang。

“zhenbuyaolian,”liangqianyoulenghengleyisheng。

zaijingguoxuyanshenbiandeshihou,guyijiletayixia,xuyanbenlaishentijiuruo,zhijieyigeliangqiangdiedaozailedishang。

turanbeipohuishendexuyan:“……”

tayiqiankanzhiqingdianderenqifuyuanzhujuqingshi,jinjinshijuede“xuyan”zhendehuogai。

mingmingyouneimehaodefumutengtaaita,ketajiunengpaoqiqinqingquzhuizhuxuwupiaomiaodeaiqing,zhenshinaozijinshuile。

lianainaoyegaishoudaodianchengfa!

danxianzai,tazhidaoyuanwenyouyixiemiaoxieyouchuru,erqieneigebeiqifuderenyebianchengleta……

她就不能忍了。

tayoubushilianainao,pingshenmeshouzheizui?